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My eyes and mouth were opened WIDELY ..
My heart skipped BEATSSSSSS ..
How dare he thinks like this!!!
I couldn’t believe it how he believe that nonsense!!
I am gmasha!!! I love you more than anything!! How could you compare yourself with Reema!!!
He thinks I am in love with reema?? He thinks that me and reema in a relationship?? EEEEWW!!! Just
thinking in that make me want to vomit!!
I tried to calm down and smiled against my will ..
Me: are you serious Rakan? Please tell me you are not!!
Rakan: getlech jawbay eb wuthou7!
Me: ou ham tabeny ajaweb?? Sorry Rakan ana atraffa3 3an elejaba 3ala su’alek elwa9ekh!!!
Rakan: gmasha ..
Me nervously: HOW THE HELL COULD YOU BELIEVE THAT NONSENSE RAKAAN!!!
Rakan: gmashaaa la tlouumeny I saw everythinggg!!
Me: what did youuu see!!! Goully eshh sheft?? Basatny? lamatny? Ag3ad ma3aaha wayed?
DAAAHHH!!!! Shes my friend!!! Etha enta weyya rab3ek defashaaa fa girls will always be the best
e7naa RAQEEQEEENN!!! Ouuu gabel laa teshtaa6 wetgouully lets break up FAKKEER!!! If youuu
do love me you will never ever think of breaking up and you’ll NOT ask me that NASTY question!!!
Seconds of awkward silence ..
Me: you let me down Rakan!!
Rakan: gmasha please fehmeenyy ou 7e6y nafsech mukanyyy!!
Me: I will my dear!! Yesterday you asked me to break up right? and now I am telling you I want to
My eyes filled with tears ..
Rakan: no gmashaa ..
Me: yes Rakaan!!! I cant live with such an incredulous person!! I trusted you but you DID NOT!! I
loved you but it showed that you did not love me back!!!
Rakan: gmashaa it was a question don’t take it seriously ou I love you more than anything!!!
Me: sorry Rakan I took it seriously and no more me would be in your life , ou your love hatha save it
for a normal girl , I guess!! Ou thankyou for making me the happiest person someday bye ..
I didn’t give him a chance to talk I just closed it ..
He disappointed me ..
I took a deep breath , closed my teary eyes and laid on my back ..
I was thinking ok what’s next???
How will I say it to manoura? My mom? My dad? Hmm .. I break up with rakan!! Their reaction
would definitely be how? Why? What happened? My answer? Hmm he thought that am a … AAAHH
I cant say it!!! Eshhh haal reason efaashel!!!
I looked at my closet ..
I saw an Elie Saab black dress’s bag ..
My dress my lovely imaginary fantastic dress!!!
When will I wear it?
And all of a sudden Rakan called me ..
I hold my mobile ..
My tears was rolling on my cheeks ..
I took my mobile to my lips and kissed his name deeply ..
No more you babe ..
I want to hear his voice so badly but I would never answer!!
He called 3 times and I ignored him ..
But when he called the fourth time I couldn’t hold it ..
Me: a alo
Rakan nervously: ba3ad chan ma radaitaay!! 9arly sena adeg ou 7agratny shakuuu!!
Ok seriously SHAKU RADDA!!!
I ignored his sentence ..
Rakan: radda 3alai 3ashan t7agreeny ya3ni?
He calmed down ..
Rakan: umm ya3ni ma bethnech may?
Me: laa’ ma bethny may!!
Rakan: fakray belmawthou3 a36eech majal
Me: fakkart ou khalla9t ou hatha qarary men ghair raj3a
Rakan: 9ij ma teste7een 3ala wayhech!! Ana lama aghle6 6awfay 3al aqal 3ayazt wana a6aweflech
Me: rakan enek et9adeg chethba nafs hathy tara mu shwayya!
Rakan: bethellena ya3ni?
Me: men elbedaya getlek ma bethny may enta elly tabe tthel 3umrek!
I closed the line!!
His voice was killing me EYANNEN!! Bs thanks god I held myself!
I continued my day without thinking of him I sit with manoura and I was so good el7emdelah ..
Then I went to bed ..
That was my day ..
Its Monday ..
I woke up early wore my pinkish juicy track suit and my hair was tied in a pony tale ..
I went to the college and attended all my classes ,finally ..
In my break I saw Reema ..
I sit with her .. I wasn’t ready to lose one of the most loyal friends for the sake of Rakan ou she didn’t
make any mistake!! I prefer losing him!!
We sit in *bucks and he was their but in the boys side ..
He saw me but he didn’t have a reaction in his face , in that moment I realized that we are done ..
I saw Raghad too ..
Something inside me wants to kill her!! But I knew that I would never changed the things qaddar allah
wa ma sha’a fa3al bs I will never ever forgive her ..
I enjoyed my time with Reema under the cold sunny weather drinking my cup of late ..
After finishing all my classes I went back home ..
I took a long nap until it became 4:30pm ..
I woke up took a lovely warm shower and went down stairs to eat something ..
Mom: 9abaa7 elkhaair
I smiled ..
Me: 9aba7 enouuur
Mom: tara dazouulech edazzaa kahyy
I was shocked!!! Whaatt??? Shaaakuuu daazlyyyy!!! We end it up yesterday ou today dazly dazza!!!
Are you kidding meee??? I am not a small kid 3ashan etsakketnyy bedazza ou elly brasek
tsawwyyyy!!! Maabeeekk muuu qasebbb!! Actually I do want you bs ma testahelny!!!
Mom: haw shfeeech en9efag wayhech?
I took a deep breath ..
Me: Yuma barou7 adress
I was planning to call stupid Rakaann!!!
Shahad: laa7ga 3al derasa fechaayy khanshoooff
Mnera: khanshouf cham dazeellech hehe
Me: shoufaw ana badres!!
Mom: haw mu 3adla entay fechee ou rou7y dersay haw shfeeechhh??
Me: ok ok
I opened the box ..
There was bukhour, 6eebb, dehen 3ouuud, and a 10,000 Kd check ..
And there was a small Cartier bag which caught my attention ..
I took it slowly and opened it ..
There was a small box it shows that it’s a ring box and there was a folded paper too ..
I opened the small box and found a C de Cartier Platinum, diamond ring it was fabulous but I wasn’t
happy with it la’anna mu elly brasa esawwyy!!!
It got my family’s admiration ..
I smiled a fake smile for my family and took the box and went to my room ..
I opened the paper immediately ..
His hand writing was killing ..
“You are my dearest person in this world so can you appreciate that and accept my order?
Mushi .. will you marry me?”
awhh how cute!!! I forgot everything and just smiled ..
He’s so romantic ..
Honestly I LOVE HIM!!
I called him automatically ..
I felt his smile ..
Rakan: 6aa7 el7a6ab??
Me shyly: getlek men gabel enta t6ayye7 6akhar
Rakan: yaa haala bel zaaaain
Me: hala feeekk
Rakan: 3jebech elkhatam?
Me: wana mqamtha ya3jebny men 9ijek??
Rakan: 9ij wallah?
Me: kafy mennekk
Rakan: sub7aan mughayer ela7waaal
Me: walla elly glta kella mu men galby tara ana 3ala 6raaiff!!!
Rakan: I knew that I chose the right girl allah la ya7remny
Me: wala ya7remny
Rakan took a deep breath ..
Me: 3youn mushi
Me: amouuut 3alaaaikkk
Jeeteny methl eljenoun ou youm faragtek 3agalt hak shefny be3t 3agly ou jeet bejnoun atba3ak