Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Its crystal clear .. Part41



I gasped: fashal??
I felt dryness in my throat and heaviness in my tongue ..
I couldn’t say a word..
I laid my back on the wall avoiding my body to fall..
Doctor: bs we aren’t sure though
My eyes started to tear..
Doctor: don’t lose hope ya ghena
Me while crying: wala shay zain b7ayatee walaa shaaayyyy!!! I’ve been through a lot waaayedd doctora waayeddd
Doctor smiled: kafy allah 3a6ach haljamal welmal ou elrayel gouly el7emdellah
Me: maaaby jamal mabe maaal abe sa3adaaaa!!!
Doctor: ed3y rabech elly sayla ma yekheebb ed3y ou kelech theqa enna khaled egoum belsalama
I nodded: akeed
Khaled: doctoraaa
Doctor: yabeeny
Me: rou7eellah
I wiped my tears and went back home..
My dad called me..
Me: alo
Dad: hala baba
Me: ahlain
Dad: shlounech al7een 3asa a7san??
Me: el7emdellah
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“Allahumma besmeka namouto wa na7ya wa elayka elma9eer”
It was the hundredth time saying du3a’ elnoum ou maaa nemttt!!
I was rolling on my bed for 3 hours..
I couldn’t stop thinking of khaled..
Wen kan 9ej fee fashal kalawy shbe9eer??
E3alej? Ou ba3dain? Emout?
Ou ana??
Shbe9eer feeny??
Shloun ba3eesh bedounaahh??
Shloun bat7ammal el7ayat bedouna?
Etha thekarta aw sheft 9warra shasawy?
Etha walaht 3alaih shloun akalma??
Ou wain ashoufaa!!!!
Suddenly, I took my mobile, typed his name and called him..
Khaled: hala belzainnn!
Shloun ba3eesh bedoun 9otaaa???
Me: hala feek!
Khaled: yazeen elly elyoum zayreenyy
Me: khaled shlounek?
Khaled: eb ne3ma ou khaairrr
A tear dropped down my cheeks..
Although of his illness he never shows his sadness..
Me: khaled ba’ajjel el3ers
Khaled: maku da3yy
Me: embala khaled la da3y!! lazem tsawy el3amaleyya
Khaled: ya 7eebbech 7g lemfawal sh3amaleetaa?
Me: khaleddd 3an leste3ba6
Khaled: tara 3amour kan ga3ed ekalemny 3an shay thany mukhech ra7 b3eeeed
Me: dektortek galatly kelshaaayyy
I felt his shock..
Khaled: ghena malech sheghel feha tbalegh!!
Me: tbalegh aw ma tbalegh ely a3arfa ennek lazem tsawy el3amaleya ou el3ers byet’ajjal ou kelyety ou ana bkubry fedak!
Khaled: ana makhthech full option mu 3ugb el3ers ta9demeny bkelya wa7daa
Me: khaledddd mu ga3da anakket!!!!
Khaled: walaa anaaa!! Lanny mu me7taj kelyetech kelyety shaghala ou 8 slender ba3ad
Uffffffffffff!!
Shay enarfezzz muuuugadra anaammmm!!!
Khaled laish echatheb 3alayy!!
Ya3ni wallah many mayta 3al3ersss!
6aggaaaaaaaaaaag!
9arly malyoun sa3a belfraashh walany gadra anaamm!!
I decided to leave my bed..
Shasawwy?
I went to the kitchen to make some popcorn ou re7t shaghalt filmy elmu3tad “new york minute” men wana yahel wana ashoufaaa!!
I watched the movie until I fell asleep on the sofa..
I slowly opened my eyes and started to search on my mobile..
Muz3eeeejjjj tharoury aghayer elranna..
Ohhh Khaaaled!!!
I picked it up..
Me: alooo
Khaled: gouuumay elnas gayla
Me: ams ma nemt ella elsa3a 4
Khaled: ou sh7aggaa?
Me: ma yany nouum
Khaled: abeech shlouunn!
Me smiled: ajeek yeslam rasek
Khaled: yalla al7eeeennn!!
Me: ok! Lail7een bel3emomy?
Khaled: eeh lail7een
Me: masafat el6ereej!!
I jumped from the sofa and ran to my room..
I took a quick shower and wore those..


I grabbed my bag and went outside..
But ..
I froze in my place..
My eyes popped out..
Me: shlouuuun yeeeettt??
Khaled giggled: yeet bsayyarty
Me: waaaaaayy shloun rakhe9ok?
Khaled: 7ayatee getlech mafeeny shay
Me: el7emdellaaaaaahh
I threw myself on his chest and hugged him tight..
He started to rub my back and whispered: a7ebech
Me: malaall
Khaled: amerech ne6la3?
Me: la ensany shway 3ashan afreg 3alaik elaila
Khaled: cant wait!!
Me: 3abaaaaly 7abeeeeebeee elayla elbeslak elabyaad ou 9eer melkak weldene teshhaaadd 

25 comments:

  1. Terribly amazing! Next post asap:(

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  2. I feel something bad is gna happen soon!

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  3. 3AJEEEEEEEEEEB:D

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  4. I loved this post! 7ata ana a7s inna something bad is coming on the way.. But anyway, it felt a little short. Please make the next post soon xxx

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  5. Waaaaay ashwa el7imdila mafeeh shay! Bas still ana lail7een galbe na8zne a7s feeh shay madre laish -.- bas wala cute halthntain ishawgoon!! W i loved her dress! Anyway mashala the post is as amazing as every post :* love it!
    -F

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  6. Yeah I had the same feeling of madliar ;/ !!
    Post soon beautiful ♥

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  7. 3AAAAAAAAAAAJEEEEEEEEEEEEEBBBBBBBBBBB!!!


    First of all mashallahhhhh thougich belmlabs EYANIN!! I loved the dress!!
    Second ou ehya الزبده::
    ilpost 3AJEEBBBBBBBB!!! Khalid shlouuunn rakhe9ouhhh? ou ehwa lazm ysawi 3amlya!? :o Ghena SHOULD do something! :(:(


    Anyway, post soon love!
    لاتحرمينا من بوستاتج العجيييبه:::::

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  8. AMAAAAZING !!!!!! I LOVE IT !!!!! thanks 3al post el7lww please post asaaap ;****

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  9. Lovee it so much!!!!! bs I have this feeling ena shay mu zain ra7 y9eer bkhaled yemkin:(:( waay please la y9eer fee shay! ya36eech el3afya katkooutatna:****
    -D

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  10. Adrry eni 7amara bas wedi law kan fee fashal kilawi madrry a7s action akthaar :$ BAS MA YMOOOOOOOT!!!!!!! L,mohem enaa l,post NAAAAR w khalid 9irt abla3aa w a7ba \o/ eeeee WAY KSAR 5A6RIIIII YOM S2ELTA GHENA "khalid shlounik" gal "eb n3ma w 5aair" MENIII KINT BACHIII WAI RYAAL JAD WALLAh maa galt walla t3ban shway aw shay laaa chena mafee shay w 5anat 7ailee ma yabe e2ajl l,3ers 3ashanhaa :') wai ma a9dg ena khalid kuwaity aw 5aleeji law wa7d thani chan ajal l,3rs bdoon ma ygolaha w egool aham shay 9i7tee bas ehwaa '3aaaiiir :(!!! Keeeep it up guurrll love yaaah!!!! -Cookie

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  11. Post? yshawegggggg bel.7aaaaaaaaaaaaiiiilllllll ambe zogha zogha hal.khaled .. tyebeli methla?

    waitingggg post 42 bshoof al3ers wayy wayy galbe zayegh 3leehh!!

    teslamle anamlechh althahabeyaa al3jebba ;;*
    ya36ech al3afya 7bebtyyyy<3

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  12. when r u going to post?

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  13. Please please please please please please please please please please post soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon :'(
    R.95

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  14. Plleaseeee yalla we're waiting wala post asap please please :(

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  15. Poosstttt poostttt ..

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  16. Pooost ! Please:(

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  17. Yellah post please we are waiting wayd 6awalti

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  18. YALLLAH 6AWALTAY!!!!!!! PLZ POST ASAP!!!!

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  19. Bada3taaayy! Please post na6reench 3la naar

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  20. Pleasee yala asra3 , 6awaltay wayed , KELENA WE ARE WAITING

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  21. waay yala post ma 9arat;p malaina w7na nan6er

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  22. Can u post now? Because we are waiting!

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  23. YABAAA3D MEN RAWAA7 W YAAA BA3D MEN JAAAAAAAAAAAAA♥♥♥:'(-dalaljas

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