Sunday, June 29, 2014

The rushed decision .. Part19


Sheftek ou thaa3 elkalam..
Elfatra elly 3esht’ha ma3a Bandar kelha en3adat jeddamy bhal la7tha..
Bs kanat mujarrad thekraa..
Thekra waneesa fee waaqe3 ka’eeb..
Me: agdar adesh?
Bandar smiled: elmukan mukanech tfathelay
Akraah lamma y3amelny elshakh9 elly a7ebba brasmeyyah..
I sat down..
He was staring at the ground y7errrrr!!!
Me: el7emdellah 3ala salamtek
Bandar: allah ysalmech
Me: 3asa khalla9t sheghlek?
He nodded: el7emdellah
Me: bandaarr
Bandar: hala
Me: shfeek et6ale3 el arth?? Didn’t you miss my face?
Bandar: shteshrebeeen? 
Me: mabe ashrab shay! Bs zahheb may 3ashan etha ertefa3 thagh6y
He raised his eyebrows: it was your choice Rana!
My eyes popped out: MY CHOICE?????? Laaaishhh? Matadry ennaa obouuy yekhtarlena bkaifah?? I told youuu once halkalaam!!!
Bandar: 9a7! You did!! Bs if you really do love me kenty ra7 tsaween elmusta7eel 3ashan twakhreen el akh 7amad 3annech!! Mu tdeggeen tgouleen bacher beyoun elreyayeel! Shhal 7achy!
Me: ou lail7een tshek?
Bandar: rana ana ma kallamtech ella 3ugub ma ta’akkadt enny abeech!!! Ou 3umry matharaitech bshay aw aw7aitlech enny al3ab!! Rana ana eedech ma lemast’haa!! 3a6aitech e7teram kafy enech eta’akedain men 7ubby
Me: kel elnas te7teremny! 6alal elly 6aye7 men 3ainek me7teremny ou shayelny foug rasah! El e7teraam mu kaafy!! You never told me a7ebbech!!! Wala marra feta7t ma3ay mawthou3 elzawaaj!!! Ou ma3a hatha ana 9abra ou m9adgetek ma3anny mu majboura bs la’anna bgalbe fee shay 7aggek!
Bandar: la’anny maagdar atzawejech al7eeenn!!! Its too earlyyy!
Wayhe en9efaag!!
Hatha mu kalam egoula wa7ed nafs Bandar!!
Bandar continues (el7emdellah ena he did): la’annech matabeen tetzawejain wa7ed ma yeg3aad bel deeraa!! Ana b3umr eltharwa elsheghel kella foug rasy enshallah 3ala akher halsena aw elsena elyayya akoun estaqarrait .. anyway hatha ma yfeed
He turned his chair around..
Me: ah ok ta36eeny thahrek? A6la3 ya3ni?
He was silent..
Me: this is so childish!!!
And all of a sudden he left the place..
Wayha kan makh6ouuff!!
Kan mu 6abee3y!!
I followed him..
Me: bandaar shfeeek!!!!
He was ignoring me until he ended up at the men’s restroom..
Ufffff!!!
I waited him outside..
What’s wrong with him!!!
Yarab mafeeh ella el3afya!!
And all of a sudden I received a whatsapp message from him..
“Bandar: 
rana redday baitkum
Me:
Bs ma khala9na!
Bandar:
Maku shay yengal ghair mabrouk ou allah ywafgech!”
Shinu??
I was reading the above sentence over and over LAISHHH YET3AMMAD Y7ERNYY!!!
I threw my mobile inside my bag and rushed to my car!!!
He’s unbelievable!!!!
Y7errr!!
Ebe6 elchaaaabdd!!!
Kent 6oul el6ereeej m3a9ba 3alaih!!
Ana yayyatla ou galbe ma7rouuug 3ala ayyamna elly ga3da trou7 menna wehwa eb kel burouuuud yetkallam like he doesn’t care!!!
I got inside baitna to see Meme and Mom sitting in the living room..
Me: elsalamu 3alaikum
I said the previous sentence while walking to the stairs..
Mom: ta3aaaly wain ray7aaa
Meme: ge3daay gouleellena sh9aar ams ma3a el7uub elyedeeed
Me: 7addy ta3bana ou banam
Mom: shta3baaanaa!! Mamdach 6ala3tay ella raddaitay shta3aba hathaa!! Ge3day khantefaahaam
I sighed and went to sit with them..
Me: shinu?
Meme: eyannen?
Me: etha betelaigefain chethy tara bagoum
Mom: ehy qa9d’ha shlouna? Zain muzain? Sh7asaitay?
Me: zain mafeeh shay e7laaiw
Meme: enzain shsolaftaw?
Me: yumma laish ma tzawjeenhayyah? Ashoufha meshta6a akthar menny!
Meme: 3ady artha
Mom: we wakhezyaaahh!! Wain ga3deeenn!! Enzain ma yebtaw 6ary elmelcha?
Me: na3aaam?? Laa ma yebna! Besmellaahh elra7man elra7eem! Khanta3arraf awwal!!!
Mom: ee mu la’anna obouch gally enha betkoun lesbou3 elyay!!
Me: NA3AM??????
Dad: allah belkhair
I jumped in my place and whispered: besmellah
Meme whispered: allah yaster shakla elwaled 3umra 6eweel
My mom pinched meme on her thigh..
Mom: hala!!
Dad stared at me: zain bayantay! El3ada maku ela maryam ou 3azeza metjableen
I faked a smile..
Dad rolled his eyes to see my mom: 3azeeza! Tra elmelcha ta'ajjalat
My faked smile turned to a REAL smile!!!!!
Mom: lai meta?
Dad: 3ad hatha mu sheghlech! 7azat'ha bagolech latkhafeen
...
Talal: my bride shfeeha sa7ba 3al dawam?
Me: I don’t know! 
Talal: enzain latdawmeen bs 3allaqal khanshoufech! I miss you!
Me: Ajelha shway, please!
Talal: rana whats wrong with you!!
Me: i feel lost
Talal: laish!!
Me: madry shasawy brou7y!! A7es 9ert cheny yahel ma3aref el9a7 men elghala6!! 
Talal: what are you talking about?
Me: Im talking about my life.. Im talking about my decisions!!
Talal: do what ever make you happy!
Me: a9lan madry wain ra7 alga sa3adty! Ahh khalha 3ala allah!
...
Hamad: please la tefhemeeny ghala6 haa!! 
Me: i will not! Goul shesalfa!!
Hamad: gelt 7g obouch enny 7ab a'ajjel elmelchaa
A WIDE smile has been drawn on my face!!!
Hamad: mu 3ashan ay shay bs 3ashan ykoun 3ndech wagt ou tfakreeen 3adel
Kelesh ma hagait elsalfa chethy!! He's so sweeeet!!!
Hamad: abe ekoun elretha min el6arafain mu be men 6arafy ana!! Fa gelt a36eech wagt tfakreen etha 9ej tabeeny, ou awal ma tqarereen goulely ou n7added 3ala hal asas!
Me: mashkouuur!!!! Thank you for understanding! Mara7 ansalek halshay 6oul 7ayateee!!
Hamad: testahlain el6eebb!!
...
A7rejouny feee su'aly 3annak ou magwa abouuu7y!
I miss her!!
As much as i miss Bandar!!
Huge part of my life has been missed..
Eldenya malha 6a3am bedounha..
Galb'ha abyath halbent mu 7aqoudaa!!
Adry laish z3alat and I really understand!!
Z3alat because she knows nothing!
Dania elly ehy ekhty elrab3a, mat3aref 3n fa3ayel obouy!!
Matadry enna yqa9ebnaa netzawaj ely yabeehum!!
3umry matejarra't agoullaha!
Lanna elmawthou3 mu bs met3allaq feeny brou7y!
Elsalfa tet3allaq eb omy ou khawaty!!
Ohma akeed mayaboun dania t3aref enna obouy e3amelna chethy!!
I always want to tell her bs elkalam maye6la3!!
La'anny metrabya 3ala eny age9 3alla 3umry wagoul obouy e7ebny!!
Omy rabbatna enna n9addeg halshay elwahmy!!
I opened my closet and choose something to wear..
And went to dania's house..
Jeena: ohhh ranouy long time no come!! Wainek
Me: walahty 3alaay?
Jeena: waaaazedd
I kissed her right cheek as I asked her: minu aku?
Jeena: mafe ahad kullu dawam bs fee Dania
I raised my thumb up: perfect!
I can smell her white musk odor through her room's door..
Ree7at elmaaathy!!
I slowly opened the door..
Her room... Ammmmn ou amaaaaan!
Me: dania??
The bathroom's door was closed.. 
She's obviously inside..
I sat down and started to punch on my mobile..
*bandar sent you an image*
Dania: Haw!! Rana?
I raised my head and smiled: good morning!

*Atmaaaanna enna ya3jebkum elpost 7ail weddy ya3jebkum*

34 comments:

  1. 7aaail 3jbna ambyyy bnaader y7eer y7eeeer w tra g9eeer wlat6wleeeenn please!

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  2. Marraa 7luu!! Keep going! Xx

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  3. Thankyouu for posting 7ada 3jabnaa bs nabe ba3ad ;p

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  4. A7es bandar bicha:(! Ok mabeha Takhser bandar wala etizawaj Hamadx_x ! Thanku for posting<3

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  5. yjjjjnnn!!! na6reen next posstt:( w laisshh el cliffhanger haaaa?

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  6. heyyyyyyyy!!!:$ adree 7ady qademaa men zemaaan mu katba comment wla garyaa shay!!! bas im back:D, katkoout! shalqi9aa? shala7dath elqaweyaa? 7adhaa 7adhaaa 3ajeebaa!! wet9eer a3jaab etha radaitay rana 7ag bandaar<3:( ama 7amad ana akhthaa arthaa<3:: i love n miss you so much! -nourahalahmad

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  7. 7ail 3ajabna, 7amad wayed cute, ydsh el galb, bandar either do something or get over yourself !

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  8. Loveeddd thee postttt <3 UPDATE SOON PLEASE!
    - 3lia

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  9. LOVED EVERY WORD SO TOUCHING JAD JAD TSLAM EDICH 3LA HAL POST ILNAREY ������

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  10. Aaaaaaawwwwwwhhhhh bandar;'( 7abebii plz plz plz plz radehum w khaley bandar he talks to her cuz she did her share maskena;(

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  11. Elmafrouth taktben ena galtla ena her father swalha man3 safar laman kanat btsawe elmusta7el 3shana l'ana ohwa galha lu t7ba chan swtla ay shay elmafrouth tgoula ena awal mara akser kelmat ubouy w 7jazt w kent byelek bs laman w9alt elm6ar 6ala3 msawele man3 safar 3shan ma yloumha..w asfa 3al grga::

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  12. 7ada 3ajeeeb❤❤❤ please post!

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  13. as i said previously team hamad all the way!! waay 7ada 7laiw w a7s there perfect for each other cause both of them are hurt from their loved ones and will be perfcet 7ag ba3th!! oo bandr 7adaaaaaa ynrfz mal kaf :) post soon plz xo

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  14. Amazing!!! Im so team 7amad, bandar ma ystahlha!

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  15. Eyaaannen elpost nafsech❤️

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  16. A3JAAAAB POST BELDNYAAA ❤️❤️ I really loved it , Bandar ynarfeez 7adaaa !!! W rana jad ma tstaheil :( khaleha tetzawaj 7amaad a7es yshawgooun together :::: w akthar shay ynarfez oboohaaa waai3 wallah ybe6 elchaabd��

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  17. Ya3jbna o ghasban 3alaina ;p hehehe yala meta the next one :D

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  18. Love love love it!

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  19. Lo your stories musalsalat chan min anja7 elmusalsalat����������!!!
    Please pooost Wallah kilshway asawey refresh min youm Nazaltay:(!

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  20. Pleasee post!!!

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  21. Ketakeet ya ketakeeeet :(❤ , a7ebbech o a7eb your stories jadd 7ail yshawgouuuun nafsech 6ab3an:(! , waayyy enshallah emout obu rana ou neftak zaiin:)!!!,ou please khal eredoun renren ou dania :'( ,bs jad rana marrat t7errr :) , laish tkallem bandar chee?:) ou ham bandar mu rathe yefhamha ou y7es feeha:(!! Almuhem o btw way a7eb talal a7essa 6ayeb ou chee 7aram:(❤,KEEP GOING , OU POST SOON WAITING 3LA NARRRRR❤❤❤❤ love you ktkoutee btboutee :(❤❤❤ *touta36*

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  22. POST PLEASE PLEASEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

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  23. 7adha 3ajeeeeeeba ur story jaddddd!! please post more ;(

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  24. PLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEE POSSTTT SOOOOONN :( -3lia

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  25. Still waiting please post :(

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  26. Mlait w ana an6rr :( !! Kilshway aswi refresh
    It's been awhile now :c please post

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  27. AMAZING POST !!! but please let her marry Bandar, gal halkalam gha9ben 3laih, he's the cutest :(

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  28. Heyy sorry to disturb but would you mind looking at my blog? www.brokenflana.blogspot.ae Thankk Youu <3

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  29. Wheeen u will post? ??? Its been so long !!!

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  30. shd3wa yala 3ad post! :(

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  31. When your going to poooooost marrra ab3'a a3rfff whats going to happen between bandar and rannna is this going yo take alot of time because i cannnn't wait and keep going youuuur AMAZING!!!!! ™

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  32. Pleease post waink 9arlk ayam mo mwjoda:(

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