Rakan: mukan ahda men hny
I nodded ..
I followed him until we arrived to a quieter place in the college ..
We both stood near to big palm tree ..
Rakan: merta7a hny? Wella ndawer mukan fee kersy 3ashan teg3edeen?
Me: la its ok
Rakan: sem3ay ana rayyal seeda ou ma3endi muqaddemat a9af9efha lech fa badesh bel mawthou3
I felt worried from his words ..
Rakan: men el akher ana abeech ou bakh6ebech men ahalech
I froze in my place .. my heart skipped a beat ..
Mixed emotions between happiness and worry
AM I DREAMING??
He kept on staring at me while I was silent then he smiled ..
Rakan while smiling: mumken?
I smiled back ..
Rakan while raising one brow and smiling: a3teberha ee?
I guess my face turned into a tomato in that moment ..
Me smiled: elmuhem?
Rakan laughed hardly ..
Rakan while giggling: wain baitkum?
Rakan: tara adellaa
I surprised ..
Rakan: 7asbalech bs entay edellen baitnaa?
OHH NO!!!! shdarraaah!!! That was so EMBARRASSING .. Temannaaait el arth tebla3nyyy!!!!
Rakan: dereshty e6el 3ashare3 7abait’ha eb thak elyoum
Me shyly: went kella mjabel eshare3?
Rakan: lama ykoun beshare3 nas nafsech a6el qasben 3alay
AKHHH 3ALA ESLOUBEK YAQTELNYYY!!!
I turned to leave ..
Rakan: allah ysalmech
I walked fast until I arrived to the circle ..
I sat there while my heart was beating so fast ..
AKHHH I AM HAPPY!!!
I smiled cheenny maynouna brou7yy ..
Suddenly Reema came to me ..
Reema: gamoushi wainech ams? Laish msakra jehazech? Kharra3teny 3alaich!!
Me: kan maly khelg a7ad
Reema sadly: 7etta ana gamoushi?
I don’t know why she asked me EB KEL THEQA although she knew my answer ..
Me: hmm I guess
Reema sit behind me and whispered in my ears: gamoushi a7ebech
THAT’S ENOUGH REEMA!!!
Me: ana ba3aref shfeeny zoud 3ab ghairy elly chethy t7ebeny???
Reema: madri jad madri!! A7ebech ou bss!!
And all of a sudden fayo came ..
Thanks god she came!!
Fay: hala wallahh
Fay: el ekht shamma khyaas?
Reema: la wenty el9ajja shayfa khyas
Fay: ana ba3aref ana shemsaweetlech 3ala hal nafseyya??
Eee wallaahh ana abee a3areff ba3ad!!
Reema: entay tadren shemsawya ok!!
Fay: haw shsawaitlech? Shaku feech ana!!
Reema: ee eee teghaibay!!
Fay looked at me: abaihh tra hathy mu 9a7ya el7emdella wesheker!!
I was wondering what did fay do? That make sense!! Of course she did something wrong that’s why
reema hated her that much ..
Me: ana lazem arou7 3endi class
I left them with disappointing ..
I wasn’t able to listen more ,actually I don’t want to know the truth! Knowing the truth will lead me to
lose one of them! Ou ana mabe hashay e9eer!
I arrived to the class early ..
The doctor didn’t arrive yet ..
I took a seat and text manoura in BBM:
My pretty eyes <3<3
Elyoum 3ala kether ma stanast 3ala kether ma thag khelgi!!
I felt disappointed toward reema and fay!
I cant say here! Lazem akalmech I’m really sad manoura!
Call me nw ou tell me!!
Magdar class awal ma a6la3 I will
Ok 7ayatte I’m waiting;*
Raghad entered the class room ..
Raghad looked at me eb “ni9 3ain” and she tooked a seet away from me!
Raghad: don’t even try to say my name gmasha!!!
I SHOCKED!!! Is she raghad?? I don’t think so! That wasn’t raghad! What’s going on??
My eyes filled of tears I couldn’t say a word!!
I decided to leave the class ..
I collected my things and went toward the door ..
Raghad: ro7a bala radda!
I ignored her and went outside ..
I walked quickly to my car ..
I started to cry hardly ..
on my way ..
Rakan: gmashaa?? laish tabcheen?
I ignored him and walked fast until i arrived to my car ..
I called manoura when I entered the car..
Mnera: gamoush shfechhh?
Me while crying: manoura ehh madri shfeehum enass ehh
Mnera: 7abeeebty hadddaaayy ou goulelly Shsaar!!
Me: raghad ehh madri shfeeha 3alay ehh ga3da a7awel athakkar shsawaitlaha shttharrait’ha fee ehh
Mnera: 7ayatee 7ayate entay haddayy shway shway!!
Me: faj’a walla faj’a ou men ghair muqaddemat ehh
Mnera: enzain shsawwatlech!!
Me: awal ma dkhalat el class ehh nadait’ha chan ta7ger ehh nadait’ha mara thanya chan tsame3ni 7achy
Me: ena ls tyeben 6areyye 3ala lsanech ou chethy ehh
Mnera: khat6eer zain!! Men 9ijech tabchen 3ashan chethy!!
I calmed down ..
Me: ee mnera men 9ijjy ehya refejty men 3umer ou gayma ga3da ma3aha!!
Mnera: luw ehya 9ij 3adetech refejat’ha chan yat galatlech shfeha mu chethy faj’a!
Me: ee walla lazem tgoully ya3ni a3lam elghaib ana!!
Mnera: ou rema ou fay shfehum??
Me: kena ga3den ana ou reema wella teyye fay 6ab3an reema naffesat 3ala fay chhan yet’haweshoun
Mnera: way gamousha be6aggag entay shaku fehum tshelen hamhum!!
Me: manoura mu chethy esalfa!! Esalfa enna reema galat 7g fay entay tadreen shemsawya ou fay
eteghaibaa elly thayyag khelgy enna shinu msawya fay elly khallat reema tekrahha hal kether akeed shay
Mnera: haw!! Tra 9aa7 elmafrouth men gabel kentay testaw3eben enna fe shay wella maku a7ad yekrah
cheethy men allah
Me: hatha ohwa!! 7asait elyoum enna kel rab3y ra7aw eb youm! 7asait wala wa7da yestened feha
ethahar thag khalgy mneera!
Mnera: kashkash tra I’m still here for you beauty
I smiled: ou hatha elly m9aberny ana bedonnech magdar a3eesh
Mnera: 7ettan ana
Me: yalla bye
I closed the line and went back home ..
I arrived home ..
I went to my room immediately ..
I took my clothes off ..
I took a warm shower and wore a lagging with M&M’S t-shirt ..
Then I lay down on my bed ..
I started thinking about my friends ,my closest friends .. what happened today was really disappointing!!
I decided to call Raghad I need to know what was the matter with her!!
Me: raghad abe a3aref shfeech 3alay raghad entay refejty ana ma astaghny 3anech eb hasehoula abe
a3aref sh9ayer! Sh9ar elly ghayyerech faj’a 3alay!!!
Raghad: 3ugub class esaa3a 10 wain kentay?
Hmm ohh I was with rakkan!!! What does that mean??
Me: bel jam3a!!
Raghad: weyya minuuu??
Ahhaa I am understanding!!
I mustn’t lie on her I have to say the truth!!