Saturday, November 8, 2014

The rushed decision .. Part33


I jumped in my place..
I was really surprised madry men wain 6la3at!!
Farah: en9admay! Yamalech men el9admaat!! Hatha ou entay metzawja chethy tsaween? Bs shagouul tebga el7uthala 7uthala!
My eyes popped out: shhal kalemaaat!! 3aib 3alaich wallah!!! El7uthala elly makhtheen their friend’s ex!!!!
Farah: enty ely 3aib 3alaaiiichh ely tsaweenah 7etta bshahar el3asal laa7ga bandar!! Shma3na Paris haaa???
Me: 6a3 minu yetkallam!! Allah yaster 3alaich bss kel youm ma3a wa7ed shhal 3eesshaaaa!! Shhal gaaalb ely shayel kel shabab eldeera!!
I stood up to leave..
Farah: Rana walla la a6ale3 7arety feech
Me smiled: huha! Do what ever you want!
I gave her my back and left..
Hamad: 3ayal wain re7tay?
Me: sheftek nayem gelt anzel atmasha 3aala matgoum
Hamad: chan gawamteeny amshy ma3ach
Me: la brou7ek nayem met’akher
Hamad teased me: 9a3ban 3alaiky?
I smiled: so what are your plans?
Hamad: elly tabeen
Me: anything
Hamad: lebsech mu mal Disney land! Teyyen saint Germain? Ou bacher Disney?
Me: ok 
Hamad changed his pajama and we went down to eat our breakfast..
Hamad: al7een entay awal mayeena tgouleen reyoug’hum shay 3adel ou 7altech 7aala akhrat’ha mgazrat’ha rob ou tout?
Me: hahha ee lanna its hard to find fresh berries in the hotel’s restaurants
Hamad: ayeeblech min eljam3eya yuba!
Me: bs chethy a7laa!
He smiled: bel3afya yuba
Me: allah y3afeek! 7amaad
Hamad while eating his poached eggs: hmm
Me: lamma tezawejat 9eba shinu sawait?
Hamad: laish wayed tes’eleeny 3an 9eba?
Me: madry ya3ni I just wanted to know
Hamad: ya3ni akeed enhert!! 7abeebty trou7 men eedy jedam 3ainy akeed bastekhef khu9ou9an eny kent lail7een a7ebha
Me: ma 7awalt tsawy shay!
Hamad: ely khallany astekhef enna ma kan eb eedy shay! Shtabeeny asawy!! Tezawejat elbent! Agoul 7g rayelha 6aleg’ha ana abeeha?
Me: ba3dain?
Hamad: tammait chum sena muthreb 3an elzawaj ou 3n ay bent!! Lain 7asait enna ely 9ar kheera la’anna asasan omy makant ra7 tertha feeha!! Ou elbent 3ashat 7ayat’ha fa qarrart a3eesh 7ayaty
Me: ou ekhtartny!
Hamad smiled: eeh!
Me: ma3anna farg kbeer bainy ou bainha!
Hamad: la’anny 3agalt ou fahamt enha ma tnasebny taghayarat nathrety ou gemt ma adawer 3ala a7ad ghair!! Gemt adawer a7ad enasebny ou yefhamny!
Me: emm
Hamad stretched his hand to touch my cheek..
Hamad smiled: 3ad 7awlay tefhemeeny!
I stared at his eyes for seconds and said: yalla ngoum
He smiled that disappointed smile and said: yallah
Kaser khaa6ry!! Bs magdar magdaar!!
Ma3aref ajaamel wallah 9a3ba!!
Hamad: tabeen nrou7 eb Taxi wella ntemasha?
Me: la over khalna nrou7 eb Taxi
Hamad: ok
We took a taxi and went to Saint Germain..
In the taxi..
My mobile rang..
It was Dania..
Khalaita silent a7es mu wagt’ha!
Hamad: shfeech? Minu dag?
I received a whatsapp message “YA KALBA REDAY THARORYYYYY”..
Me: Danouy
Hamad: redday
She called again..
Me: ok
I picked it up..
Me: hi
Dania: ma teyeen ela bel3ain el7amraaa
Me: eshdarach eny 7agretech?
Dania: whatsapp last seen
Me: haha sh3endech? Matadreen eny im spending my honeymoon?
Dania: asheeekkkkkkk enna honey!!
Me whispered: shut upppp
Dania: ranooo mara7 t9adgeen?
Me: shinuu?
Dania: ENKHA6ABT
I gasped: CHATHABAAAAAA
Hamad turned around and whispered: shinuu!!!
I whispered back while pointing on my engagement ring: enkha6bat
Hamad smiled: bel mbaraak
Me: minuuuuu
Dania: tekhayelaaay enna wa7ed min shellat shabab elshalaay!!!
Me whispered: min group ely 3endy??
Dania: eeeehh refeeejj 7amad!! Do you know what does that mean?
Me: WHAT?
Dania: ENSAFER WEYA BA3ATH
Me giggled: oh my godddd! Wallah machenech makh6oubaaa 7eta mafeech 7aya elmakh6oubeeen
Dania giggled: tarbeeetech
Me: yaa shagoooool
Dania: RANO TUKFAIN 7EBBEEH 3ASHAN TATHBE6 ELKHE6A OU NSAFER TOGETHER
Me: tra 7etta bobo min rabe3hum
Dania: AKH 3ALA HALBOBO ELY LA3EB B3AGLECH
Me: 3agly ou galby ou 3athamy ou 3a9aby
Dania: yaa kalba e7tarmy elmazhareyya ely yamech 3alaqaal
Me: eshdaraha kho
Dania: akhh 7altech 9a3baaa!! Ou ham ta7gerny 3aysha eldour egoul esket al7een el3elaqat 6aybaa
Me: anyway meta beyoun elreyayeeel?
Dania: Monday enshallah
Me: 7asaaafa I will not be there!!! Enzain yomha kalmeeny tango ok?
Dania: ee sure enshallahh
Me: geltay 7g elbanat?
Dania: laaa bs bagoul 7g rayyoum la’ana luw ma shalaihha chan ma enkha6abt hahha!! Ou ham 3ashan ta36eeny drous bel mghazal
Me: hahahah mara7 efeed 9adgeeeny
Dania: yashagoooooool esh shayfatny!
Me: danouy chenna lazem ensakra? 
Dania: ee fashlaa e7teraman lel mazhareya
Me: hahha ee yalla bye
Dania: bye
Hamad: danouy enkha6bat?
Me: eeehhh
Hamad: min khathaha?
Me: et9adeg ma galat esmaa!!
Hamad: chenech sa’alteeha
Me: eee bs maradat tha3at elsalfaa
Hamad: shlounha mestansa??
Me: ya3ni akeeed
Hamad: laish entay kentay mestansa youm kha6abtech?
I stared at the window for seconds then..
Me: almost we9alna
Hamad ignored my sentence and sighed..
Hamad: ha ma ta3abtay men lefrara?
Me: 3adyy etha enta ta3abt ma3endy mane3 neg3ad
Hamad: mata3abt bs dekht neshrab gahwa shrayech?
Me: yaalla ok
We went to one of the coffee shops there and sat in the outdoor side..
Hamad: shteshrebeen?
Me: cappuccino!
I am not a cappuccino fan at all!! Bs I just drink it to remember the good memories! The lovely days with Bandar..
Hamad: na6leb macaroons? 
Me: ok!
Hamad: ay nak’ha?
Me: raspberry
Hamad ordered coffees and macaroons and they brought our order in 10 minutes..
Me: Paris means macaroons and croissant!!
Hamad: ou 3a9eer burtaqal ma3a 7ethalaa
Me: hhahhaa 9aaaa7!!
Hamad: khosh deera wallah
Me: 3ad a7es you guys hate shay esma Paris
Hamad: bainy ou bainech ehya te9la7 lekum entaw akthar bs weyach te7la eldeera
I blushed: you are too sweet
Hamad giggled: bs minu elly eqadder
Me: I can’t imagine myself being sweet with someone like me kella edagger!!
Hamad: ma shefty nafsech eb 3ainy!!
I smiled and whispered: sweetness
And all of a sudden I received a whatsapp message from an unknown number..
“Ana Bandar, kalmeeny meta ma gedartay wala 3aalaich amer”
His message kharra3ny ou I felt curious to know shinu yabee!!
7etta luw mayabe shay I need to hear his voice!!!
Me: fee 7amam minny?
Hamad: wallah madry as’allech?
Me: la khala9 ana badesh dakhel en ma legait a6la3
Hamad: ok
I went inside and called Bandar..
bandar: halaa

Me: hala feek!

Bandar: rana ana asef 3ala kel ely sawaita!! Ma ansa eb swaisra youm gelteelly la tet3allag bshay mu lek bs masema3t kalamech ou ta3allagt ou 3allagtech!! Lana ely khathaitech walana ely khalaitech t3eesheen 7ayatech!! Rana ymkin ekoun hatha akher ete9al bainy ou bainech bas 7abait agolech 7aleleeny ou enseeny!! 

Me: ou etha nesaitek? Enta ra7 tensany? Ra7 t3eesh 7ayatek?

Bandar: ana al7een raje3 lekwait mabe akhareb hal ayyam 3alaikum 

Me: ra7 tensany bandar??

Bandar: ana gader a3eesh 3ala thekraaach!!

Me: ra7 tetzawaj ghairy?

Bandar: eb 7elmy ma sawait'ha!

Me: then how do you want me to forget you and live with Hamad bhal suhoula!

Bandar: tegdereen!! 3afya 7awlay! Wella betem thameery e'anebny 6oul 7ayatee!!

Me: ent malek thanb!

Bandar: rana! 6ayarty bet6eer al7een! 6alabtech 3eeshy 7ayatech

I whispered: a7ebbek ou a7ebbek ou batem a7ebek elyoum ou bacher ou 6oul 3umry!! Mahma tkoun b3eed tubga greeeeb!!!

Bandar: faman allah

*faman allah ou 7efth allah ou tebga dayemen fee elbal.. Faman allah ya shakh9en ma3a 3umra khatha 3umry..*

Hamad: ha legaitay 7amam?

Me: eeh

Hamad: ee shkenna ngoul?

Me: madry

Hamad: elmuhem al7een shrayech nrou7 el louvre?

Me: la mala da3y

Hamad: 3ayal wain wedech tro7een

Me: el hotel!

Hamad: 3asa mashar?

Me: mashar

Hamad: engalab mazajech 3ugb el7ammam foug ta7at khair??

Me: maku shay 7amad khalna nred!!!!

Hamad: yalla enred enred!!

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Hamad: laish a7esech tkhafeen minny?

Me: akhaf?

Hamad: kel ma agareb minech twakhreen

Me: la shda3wa kany mkhaleetek tnam yammy!

Hamad laughed: testahlain bosa

Me: hahha haw 9ejjj

Hamad: enzain 7ettana 9ej testahlain bosaa

I turned around: wain creamy

Hamad: shda3wa yuba!!!

Me: shinu ely shda3wa abe atdahhan!!

Hamad: laish etana7eshain menny!!! lai meta we7na chethy!!

Me: 7amad

Hamad gave a hesitating stare..

Me: a7es bkel shay asaweeh eny ga3da akhoun 

Hamad: tkhoneen ely kenty t7ebena?

I nodded..

Hamad: elkheyana enech tfakreen feeh ou mba3da 3n zojech!!! Ana raylech khalaa9! Lay meta betfakreen bhathak!!

Me: i knooow bs I just cant stop thinking of him ou a7es ayshay asaweh ma3ak kheyana 7agga!!

Hamad: lazem tfakreen enna he's not there anymore!!!!

Me: esmella 3alaih!!!

Hamad: aq9ed mabainkum shay!!

Me: eeh! Ou he told me to forget him ou to live my life with you bs mu gaaadra!!!

Hamad went closer to me and hugged me from the back..

I jumped in my place..

Hamad ran his huge hand on my shoulder to my arm and whispered: relax!

I turned my face to see him..

Hamad: i love you ok?

I whispered: i know!

Hamad: and I wont hurt you ok?

I nodded..

He slowly placed a kiss on my right cheek..

I closed my eyes and tried so hard to accept it!!

Hamad slowly pulled my hair down..

Me: nooo

He placed his hand on my lips: its beautiful this way i love it walla i love it and everyone would love it this way!!!

A tear dropped down my cheeks..

He slowly wiped it and kissed my head again!!!!

Hamad: shoufay!! It doesnt hurt!!

I nodded: i know

Hamad: 3ayal laish tabcheen!

Me: lanna you're forcing me to do things I hate!!

Hamad: you did them lanna you love me 9a7??

Me: la!! Bs fee shay dakhly e7ebbek!!

He smiled: that tiny love is more than enough!!!

I smiled..

...

Hamad: rana, ranouya

I slowly opened my eyes: shinuu

Hamad: yalla 7ayatee gomay elsa3a 12

Me: ollaah!!

Hamad: la mu olla e7na eb ejaza!! 

Me: 3ayal laish mga3edny!!

Hamad: walaht 3alaich

I smiled: is that a breakfast?

Hamad: ee getlehum eyeebona lena foug

Me: yaaay! 

Hamad: yalla goumy qaslay 3ashan nakel

I smiled: ok

I washed my face, brush my teeth and went back to our bed..

Me: shinu hatha?

Hamad: cappuccino!

Me: 7g minu?

Hamad: 7aggy!!

Me: esh7agga!!!!! 

Hamad: rana shfeech!! 

Me: enta kella ta6leb americano shaku al7een 6aleb cappuccino!

Hamad: EE SHELMUSHKELA!!!

Me: la t7awel to9al rub3a ok?

Hamad: rube3 minu shfeeech m3a9ba min el9eb7!!!

Me: mu m3a9ba!!!

I left the bed and went to the bathroom to change my pajama!!

*knock knock* 

Hamad: rana shfeeeech!!!

Hamad: HAWWANT MABE CAPPUCCINO MU LAZEM ASHRAB BS 6EL3AY!!!

Me: LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!

23 comments:

  1. HAMAAAAD all the way<3
    Please 5al t7ba walla maystahel :c

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    1. I love the first comments so much❤️ lets hope she does..

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  2. WTH!!! she's so rudeee!!! hamad is so sweet he doesn't deserve this!!!

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  3. Wall mskeen hal hamad!! 7raam eli tswi feeh! He's toooooo cute and too sweet for her to hate him!

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  4. Did she sleep with him ?

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  5. Hamad is not sweet at al hyy mn albedaya galtla eno ana a7ib wa7d thanii w tra abouy hoo elli 3'a9bnii 3liik y3nii from the beginning ho 3arf hlshy esh ybeha tswii so ystahl elli jaaa bs BANDAR AND RANA are ضحايا القدر !!!
    -A55

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    1. He is sweet! He believes enna she will never get who she loves fachethy metmasek feeha plus he's being so patient with her fa ma alouma! Ou ham ma aloumha lanna she lost herself!!

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  6. Hamad all the way w khala9 bandar ra7 ya3esh 7ayta w khala9 laih mita ok it7iba khaley 7uba eb thekra eb galbich w 3eshay 7aytich l2na ohwa b3ad 3ash mithel 7alta bass la itkabir ilmaw'9ou3 w it3esh la itkharib 7aytha w bass let her live la itm9i5ha

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    1. Matadreen ymkin may3eesh 7ayata!! Its too early for her to forget him and just live a normal marriage life with hamad!! Mu bhalsuhoulaaa!! She loved deeply..

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  7. DUDDDDE READING THE BLOG IS EXHAUSTING !!!! WE NEED MORE W BS 5ALAS 7AMAD WAYED Y3'M6', RANA HAS TO DEAL WITH HER SHIT AND TRY A LITTLE BIT¡¡¡¡¡¡ amazing form of writing but exhausting cliff hangers!

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    1. LOOOL i'll take this as a compliment(A)!! Mafahamt "y'3m'6":$!! Ehya matabe t7awel lanna she feels that there is hope to be back with bandar... Thaaaankyou so much deaaaar❤️❤️❤️

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  8. Rana maynona? La jad jad yahel? Shnuuu hathaa���� 3ashan byeshrab capachino t3aseb wtez3al? LOOOOOL

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    1. And thank youuu for the beautiful post;***

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  9. Walla 7aram please 5al t3dl t9rftha ma3a hamad kilesh maysthel halshy mskeen!
    I would love hamad lw kent fy mokanha w l7ub eyi mn l3shra 3ady tgdar tnsa bander lw 36t hamad fr9a jaad!HAMAD ALL THE WAY!

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    1. She cant give him a chance!! Its too hard for her to do this!! Hamad is sweet and all bs she's so not ready to open her heart to someone else!!!

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  10. Sorry for this word bs jad 7aqera!
    ambbbe 7arammm hes niceee.. nara7 trta7 els lma y3amelha bqaswa 9a7???

    Qathethaaaa qhaaraatne!!

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    1. 9aa7!! Lanna she doesnt need his kindness!! All she needs is Bandar!!

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  11. Hamad is so nice bs mshklta tzwj'ha galt la ma abek '39b hw ! Hw elly d5l nfsa b mtaha !

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    1. 9aaa7!! And he's trying his best to get her heart!!

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  12. why is hamad's ego nonexistent??

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    1. He started forgetting his love to 9eba after 4 years!!! Fa ohwa fahemha ou dary enna its too hard to forget within less than a month

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