Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Restrained Love .. Part10


I slowly open my eyes to see myself laying on our bed and jassem was sitting in front of me ..
Jassem: SARAH! Are you okk?
I stared on him for seconds ..
Me whispered: 6allegny
He grabbed my shoulders ..
Jassem: la saraah ella el6alag! Abech ana
Me: enta khathaitny 3ashan t’heenny? Is it enjoyable??
Jassem: sarah getlech ana asef!
Me: jaassem enta 6agaitny jedam elnas! Minu ysaweeha!
Jassem: sarah la tkabreen elmawthou3 FELEHA!
Me: ou tathker lama you promised me? ely a3arfa ena kelmat elrayal
He interrupted me: YALLA 3AD CHAB 3A6AITECH WAYH WAYED E7TARMY NAFSECH!
I left the bed and went to the bathroom to take the longest shower ever ..
I needed it!!
The days in Marbella passed slowly ..
I didn’t swim ..
Which is disappointing ..
Since that day ely I told him e6allegny ma ghala6 3alay ..
We were so cute together ..
Hmm no no la yrou7 mukhkum b3eed ..
Just a new married couple who are living in peace ..
We had some romantic moments ..
Well now I can call it a honeymoon!!
It was our last night in marbella ..
We were sitting under the moon light ..
It was romantic ..
Jassem: wayed ghala6t b7aggech!
Me whispered: you did!
Jassem: Mat7akkam eb a39aby
Me: jassem gabel la takhethny kent ma7youfa 7ouf! Ma yamdeeha tanzel dmou3y ella rathony! 3umerhum ma za3elouny aw thayegouny kent mdallelaa!!
Jassem: dallaltech akthar!!
Me: akthar?
Jassem: yebtlech esayara ely tabenha ou mahar ekaffech sena kashakhtech!!
Me: mu hatha elly abeh ana! Abe dalal ma3nawy!!
Jassem: khalas 3ad sam7eeny!
Me: I always do tara!
Jassem: adry hatha elly a7eba feech!
Me: et7ebny?
He nodded ..
He took me over the moon by his nod ..
I smiled widely and kissed his cheek deeply ..
He grinned ..
Jassem: yah yah?
I blushed ..
Seconds of awkward silence ..
Jassem: mu gader a9ber akthar weddy ashouf our baby
My heart beats accelerated ..
My chest became warm ..
Me: bs jaassem ..
He placed his hand on my lips ..
Jassem whispered: shush khalasna men halmawthou3!
WOW! Meta bedaina a9laaan!!
I was quiet, I didn’t want to ruin things ..
I had no choice just praying ..
YARABBB MAAA A7AMEL YARAB MU MEN MARATH BS MABE A7AMEL WANA ADRESSS!!!
The night passed peacefully el7emdellah ..
We moved to Barcelona the day after ..
We stayed in one of the good hotels lies in Plaza Catalonia ..
The area was awesome 7adda loya ou za7ma which I looooove ..
Jassem: swair ge3day bel otail barou7 ashtery tickets 7g elmubarat bacher
Me: men waaain?
Jassem: nady Barcelona
Me: ALLAHHH BAYE MA3AK BASHOUFFF!
Jassem: la mu elyoum bs bashtery ticket
Me: ok!! May9eer a6la3 a7ous ta7at yam el otail?
Jassem: laa makuu bala 7anna zayda!
Me: ok!
I have to agree to avoid problems!!
Ga3adt tesabba7t ou baddalt ou sawait sha3ry ou fachait el TV!
Enarfez kelshay bel asbany ughhh ..
I miss my mom!!
I have to call her!!
Mom: aloo
Me: alooo mamaaa shlounech!
Mom: el7emdellaahh tamam! Sarouna 7abeeebe shlounech entaay shloun shahr el3asal ou jassem weyach?
Me: el7emdellah Yuma kelshay eyanen ou tamam ou 3ajeeeb walhana 3alaaaaich!
Mom: ba3ad gaaalbe ana maaayta men elwalah
Me: laish ma edegen wala edezen whats app wala shay kharra3teny 3alaich!
Mom: wallah a7mad khatha ejaza ou re7na America nafs shahar 3asaal fa lahait shway
I chocked in my tears ..
Seriously mom? You missed my wedding ou you didn’t come to Kuwait la’anna mu 3ady bs trou7en amreeeka 9ar 3ady??
My mom has changed!
Me whispered: mestansa?
Mom: eeee el7emdellah eljaw badeee3 ou amreeka tyannenn tadreen kho!
Ok sara don’t be selfish khalaas I have to be happy because my mom is happy ..
Me smiled: el7emdellah enjoy it! meta benshoufech 3ayal?
Mom: madryy ya bnayte 3ugub amreeka benred landan!
Me: lai meta?
Mom: madry!
Me: at least entay redday! Enyeebech ana ou jassem etha a7mad khayef 3alaich ya3ni!
Mom: mama 3aib 3amech a7mad hatha b7esbat obouch!
Me: M7AD EB 7ESBAT OBOUY! OBOUY 3AYESH EL7EMDELLA OU MA RETHA YAKHETH …
Oh my god gemt akharbe6!!!
I shut my mouth up ..
Mom: MARETHA YAKHETH SHINU???? LSANECH 6AYEL!!
I swallowed my tears ..
Me: asfa yumma ma kan qasdy bs 3umry mara7 a3teber a7mad obouy, sorry 3amy a7mad
Mom: ma3alaih!
Me: bye!
Mom: a7ebech dery balech 3ala 3umrech
Me: enshallah!
I closed the line and released my tears ..
Suddenly I heard the doors open ..
Jassem came in ..
He noticed my tears ..
I wiped them quickly ..
Jassem surpried: shfeech?
Me: mafeny shay!
He came closer to me ..
Jassem: tara ma7eb hal7arakat betgouleen wela shloun?
Me: tawni saddeta men omy!
Jassem: shfeeha omech?
I burst into my tears ..
Jassem hugged me tight FOR THE FIRST TIME ..
Jassem: 3ASA MA SHARR!
Me: jassem omy taghayyarat sniff baddaat a7mad 3alaaina sniff she doesn’t care luw ma tshoufny sena kamlaaa sniff she doesn’t care luw ma tkalemny sbou3 she prefer talking to a7mad sniff a7mad took every single corner in her heart ma khallalena shay sniff
Jassem: bsss 3umry bss 7ayate khalaaa9 ana mawjoudd
I hugged him tightly ..
I was broken ..
Akher wa7da tewaqa3t’ha tza3elny omy bs she did ..
Jassem stayed by my side ..
Jassem: khala9 yuba rou7ay qasly wayhech ou badlay khane6la3
Me: maly khelg a6la3!
Jassem: yalla 3ashan kha6ry
Yemkin e6ale3ny min hal mood ..
I agreed ..
I wore those ..




We went outside ..
We walked around ..
Watched some street’s shows and ate Amorino’s delicious ice cream ..
Then we went back home ..
Me: jasssem wain el tickets ba9awerhum 7g instagram
Jassem: t7e6eenhum wentay menty ray7a?
Me: haw laish ma arou7?
Jassem: bs ge3day barou7 weya rab3y ana
My eyes popped out ..
Me: RAB3EK?
Jassem: eee ba3ad bnaya shlech bel mubarat?
Me: 3ady arouu7 weyaak!!
Jassem: laa makuu!
Me: fffff
Jassem: al7een aku mubarat Madrid ou Barcelona dawreeha eb ay qanat 3ala ma atsabba7
Me: haw 3ayal elly betrou7laha shinu?
Jassem: Valencia ou Barcelona
Me: aha!!
I remembered dana’s talk “eshta6ay weyah 3almubarat ou shaj3ay fareeqa” ..
Me: YAAAAY MUBARATTT!!
He gave me a cold stare ..
Jassem: minu tshaj3en?
FAREEQEK!! Madrid aw barca? Akeed barcelony ashkaraaa yayebny hny ou bero7 mubarat’hum!
Me: Barcelona all the way!
His face turned mad ..
WHAT?
WHAT?
NO?
OK MADRID MADRID!!
Jassem: BARCELONEYYA?????
Me: madryyy!
Jassem: TSHAJ3EEN THED RAYLECH HA? ENSHOUF MENU BEFOUZ!!
That was scary ..
The match started gathba galbe eb eedy ..
I was like “YARAB EFOUZOUN MADRID WAAAY” ..
Shhalegafa ana mu kena she7lailnaaa!!
And the surprise was that BARCA WON ..
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
He gave me a death stare and went to bed ..
Me: abaih sooorry kho mu ana elly fawwazt’hum!
He ignored me and slept ..
6ala3 madreedy muta3a9eb ..
Its been 3 days ma ykalemny KELLA 3ashan my team elly ohwa mu my team aslan faaaz!!!
He’s unbelievable ..
We were walking silently along the Rambla street going to the flamingo dance ..
Until a dog jumped in my face ..
I jumped in my place and screamed ..
Jassem was laughing loudly ..
Although I was scared and annoyed I laughed with him because FINALLY ESTEFAL AFTER 3 DAYS OF SILENCE!!!!!!
He held my hand ..
Jassem: emshay yamme yal khawafaa giggling
Me: shasawy feek 6ayer ou mkhalleny 6a7sa warak
Jassem: 6aala3ty khawaffa giggling
Ya chalouub wainek ma kharra3tny menzemaaan ..
Weddy abouuus eeda thabba6 el3elaqaat ..
Jassem: tkhafeen men chalb giggling
Ee bs 3aaad!!
Jassem: luw shayfa shaklech bas akhhh giggling
Me: hahaa
Jassem: 3ala halnagzaa? Edesheen genis wallahh
WAAAY 7AG ELSHEMATA YA SA3AD!!
I was ignoring him maleeeeq lanna until we reached the flamingo dance ..
It was really nice the dancers were talented mashallah ..
Weddi luw a3aref arge9 methelhum ..
Jassem: shoufy shoufay mashallah
Me: eeeh 3alaihm rag9 mashallah
Jassem: eee wel dagga ely esawounha bjuwateehum khosh dagga
Me: ella ez3aj bez3aj
Jassem: 7aram 3alaich shoufay elrayyal 9ab 3rega
Me: waaay 3ad smella 3alaih mel7 mel7!!
Jassem: mel7 b3ainech yal wa9khaaa
And he poured his juice on my face ..
I was shocked ..
Me: YALYAHEL!!!
Jassem: NA3AM? MASMAAA3??
The people: shushhhh
I went outside the whole ..
He followed me ..
Jassem: ogfaayyyy!!
I was walking so fast but he caught me ..
He was grabbing me from my shirt ..
Jassem: META BTETSANE3AIN ENTAY!!!
Me while tearing: shway shway 3alay tukfaa
He released me ..
Jassem: thelfay 3an wayhe la ashouf reg3at wayhech!
I ran to the hotel and threw myself in the Jacuzzi ..
It helped me relaxing ..
I sent Dana an SMS ..
Me:
I need your help but I cant call you
Dana:
7ayaatee sure amraaay!
Me:
Abe a6alag! My life 7adha complicated with him ou boring!
Dana:
YANAITAY??  Tawechh?? Chan men awal shay mu al7een!!
Me:
3ashan obouy bs al7een magdar magdar ra7 amouuuut!
Dana:
SMELLA 3ALAICH!
Me:
Shasawy?
Dana:
Jarbay telhain 3anna? Khal yolah 3alaich eyyech lay 3endech
Me:
Alha bshinuuu? Ma ykhaleny a6la3 brou7yy ou el tv khayes
Dana:
Tabeen blog stories? Egray tesallay
Me:
Ana agra blogs? Maly khelg!
Dana:
Ba36ech blogs men awal sa6er tendamjain ou ma t’hedeenhum wallah ra7 e6al3ounech men elmood ely enty feeh!
Me:
9ej? Ok give me
Dana:
Me:
Thankyou my dear ka al7een bagraaa
Dana:
Enjoooy ou hathail their twitter accounts
She gave me everything and I started reading ..
Reading reading and reading non-stop ..


7 comments:

Anonymous said...

FIRST iloveyou wala ur amaizing

Anwar said...

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Anonymous said...

Sorry bs omha 7ail 7aqera telha 3an bint'ha 3shan a new husband?;s
O jassim no comment 7da yahl

Hnmarafie

Anonymous said...

YA ALLAAAH!! hal.jassim elii raf3 thagh6y:)
Post sooonnn<3.

Anonymous said...

Katkouta chena elqe9a bedaat tnrfz?:) ela7daaath eli ga3 t9eeerr NO COMMENT!!!!!!!
Please nabe post eyaneeen:(
Btw lu mo entaayy eli katba elstory chan ma kamlt'ha bass esloooubich yajtheb mashallllaahhh ♥♥♥♥!
Yalllahhh i'm waiting the next post 3alaaaaa naaaaaaaaarrr!!!!!

-6ayoubah ♡

JollyGoodFellow said...

wain khalid :S ? 5al jassem ymoot

Darine Shatila said...

LOVE IT <3 bas i hate jassims mood swings cant he just be cute and romantic :S post soon :D