Saturday, September 1, 2012

Restrained Love .. Part5

Awal shay im soooo sorry for not replying your comment bs ma3endi laptop 7aleyan fa enshallah awal ma ared i will reply everything!!

I read kelshay ou 7AAADHUM eyanenoun you made my daysss!! Mashkoureeen;*!

enjoy the post nw;*


"mom: ha 7abeebe shloun kha6eebech?

Me: el7emdelah zain

Mom: el7emdellah allah ywafgech ou yes3edech enshallah

Me: mama sh9ar 3alaich? Kallamtay 3ammy a7mad 3an elyayya? 7g melchety?

My heart was beating so fat, i was scared from her answer!!

YARAB EEEE YARAB TEYYE!!

She has no idea about how much i neeeeed her!!!

Mom in a hesitating voice: wallah .. Ya bnaytee elwed weddy bss .. Bs ..

A tear dropped down my cheeks ..
Mama? What happened to you my dear? Ana!! Hathy anaaa saraaah!! Your spoiled daughter!!! Elje3da!!

Me: bs shinu?

Mom: walla enna weddy ma tadreen shkether maaayta ashoufech bhalyom!! 19 sena wana an6erah bs magdar a7mad mu rathy ared brou7y ou ohwa ma yegdar eyeebny

I chocked in my tears ..

WHY THE HELL DID YOU MARRY A7MAD!!!!!

HE'S SOOOO MEAN!

I HATE HIM!

Mom: bnaaayte? Sarounaaa!!

I wiped my tears ..

Me: weyyach

Mom: la tez3eleen 3ashany!

How could i not!!!

I took a deep breath ..

Me: khalas its ok walla 3ady!!

Mom: akeed?

Me: aslan its just a melcha 6aaf!!"

I remembered the conversation above and cried my heart out ..

Mu 3an ana dalou3a aw shay bs wallah its like a wedding for me!!

7etta luw masawait melcha i just neeed her!!!

Shlounnn tkhalleny byom melchety 3ashan a new husband!!!

Mama taghayarat!!! Waaai3 thats the worst part in my whole lifeee!!!

Efff ..

Okkk sarah stop the dramaa:)

Wayed nas omahat'hum mayteen they cant even talk to them or take their advices!!

El7emdellah!

Bss ..

Bss ..

At least MAYTEEENN 3etherhum ma3aaahum!!! Muuu nafs elly 3endi 3aaysha ou ma yat 3ashan el akh a7mad mu rathyyy!!!

I couldnt stop crying!

Etha s'elony rab3y 3anha what shall i say?? Shaaraagge33!!!!

*knock knock knock*
i wiped my tears ..

Me: minu?

Rose: jejee is here!

Ohhh jeje my makeup/hair stylist ..

Me: weee bring her here

Rose: ok

I jumped to the bathroom and took the most quik shower eveeeer ..

6ala3t wella hally bwayhe ..

Me shyly: heh sorry

Jeje: its okk

I took a loose dress to Yara's room and wore it ..

I returned back to her ..

Jeje: which colors do you like?

Me: madry i want simple ya3ni bs a thick eyeliner ou nude shadow ou blusher ou red lipsticks ou mascara

Jeje: hmm nice, okk

And she started her work ..

Faj'a i remembered that my mom won't be there ..

My eyes started to tear automatically ..

Jeje: whoops nooo!!

Me: ohh sorry im so sorry

Jeje: never mind

She took a cotton stick and tried to fix things up ..

After a while yara came ..

Yara: helloooo my bride

I faked a smile: hii

Yara: qarartay shetsawen sha3rech?

Me: eeeh straight ma3a shwayyat waves men ta7at ou balbes hal hair accessory 3ala rasy!

It was nafs hama bss selsela lonha bronz

Yara: GALOLLECH GERGAI3AN??? Mala da3y taraaa

Me: yara please etha ma3endech compliments dont talk lanny mu nagsa ta7bee6 ana!

Yara: ohh sorry! Enzain tara elserdab eyannen mashallah elkosha 3ajeeba

Me happily: 9ej? I designed it myself taraaa!!

Yara: addry obouy gallyy!!

Me: ok yalla nezlay thab6ay ta7at please

Yara: eee yalla kany ou la t7aten 3amaty ou khalaty ou mana 7essa ou mama sara kelhum wsalaw

Me: okk

Yara: good luck 7ubbi

Me: yara!!

Yara: hala

Me: you look gorgeous

She came back and hugged me tight ..

Yara: mu a7la menech!

She left my room ..

After a while ..

*knock knock knock*

Me: minuuu?

Dana: am i welcomed?

Me: HALA BEZAIN DESHAYYY!!!

She came in ..

Me giggled: men meta e6eggen elbab?

Dana: bs elyom tara la testansain

Me: yakhteee!!

Suddenly my mobile rang ..

Jassem was calling ..

Me: alo!

Jassem: haaa swair

Me giggled: haala wallah

Jassem: tekashakhtay?

Me: la still al7een besawon sha3ry ou ba3dain

Jassem: ahha 3ayal meta ayyech?

Me: shda3wa meta ma tabe teyye ta3al eg3ad ma3a obouy ou watha7 3ala ma akhales!

Jassem: khalas ok ashouf!

Me: okk bye!

Dana: him?

Me smiled: emm

Dana: cuuute!!!

Me: walla marrat ee cute

Dana: Ana met'akda enech bt7ebenaa!

Me: yaraaab!

Dana: SHRAYECH BSHAKLY YASHAGOOOOL!!

She was tying her hair in a pony tale ou msawya a simple 7araka eb gethlat'ha ya3ni it was twisted shwaya 3ala wagfa ou kanat labsa a tight black dress g9eer bs men wara 6weel bekhte9ar she looked AWESOM AND TRENDY!!

Me: im speechless wallah ETYANNENEEEEN!!!

Dana: rabbena yugbur bekha6rek mu omy tgol weddy age9 hal metdandel men wara

That made me insanely laughing ..

Me: etyaaannen khalty hanaaa

Dana: 7adha!!

Jeje: im done

Dana: haw bs?

Me: eeeh!

Dana: chenny akshakh mennech?

Me: eee 7adech! Ana abe shakly ekon simple!

Dana: ahh okk wain el dress bashouf

I showed her ..

Dana: mashaaaallah eshaweg ou lona khayaaal yalla lebsaaay!

Me: okkk nezlay yalla abeech tetfaje'ain hehe

Dana: okay haha

She left me ..

After a while jeje left ..

I look at the gown and remembered my mom ..

Efff i have to forget it khalaaas maly khelg akhareb my makeup!!

I took a deep deeeeep breath and wore my gown ..

I stared at the mirror ..

I LOOK TERRIBLEEEE!!!

I was close to tear ..

I closed my eyes ..

Gemt atkhayyal shakly elly kent atkhayela men awal ma 7addadna youm elmelcha ..

A maxi electric blue gown, sha3ar maflouuul ou a hair accessory, simple eye makeup with a red lipstick WOOW!! I smiled automatically and opened my eyes ..

I look gorgeous with my beautiful smile ..

9ej elebtesama t7ally!!

My mobile rang ..

I picked it up ..

Me: hiiii

Jassem: ha wainech ana bedewaneya?

Me: ta3al foug men elbab elly warah

Jassem: 3aibb mala da3i

Me: haw! Mu elmafrouth ndesh weya ba3ath?

Jassem: ok khalas ne6reny 3nd elbab

Me: okk

I wore my earings and watch, held my red rose and went to the living room to see my dad and jassem ..

Dad: mashallah mashallah mashallah

I smiled in a shyly way ..

Dad: 9ayra chenech asbaneyya

Me: ohhh 7abeebe be3yonek

Dad: allah y7afthech! Ana mashe ekhthu ra7atkum!!

Jassem stood up ..

He smiled: shhal kashkha?

Me: 7eluu??

Jassem: eee a7eb elbasee6!

Me: ashwaa!!

Jassem: 3ayal meta ndesh?

Me: madry nan6er yara teyye tgolena

Jassem: Nan6er shwarana

He sat down ..

I sat down then ..

Secounds of awkward silence ..

Me: hmm enzain?

Jassem: shloun el g-class weyach?

Me: 3ajeeb bs thegeel shway

Jassem: eeeh 9a7 wayedd! Bs eta3awedain

This convo. Should be more romantic ya3ni bs ok 6af ..

Me: weeh nesait albes my ring!! Degega baro7 albesa

Jassem: ok

I stood up to bring my ring ..

Jassem shouted: SARAH!

Me surprisingly: NA3AM!

Jassem: ana shgayel 3an hal ashgar???

My eyes popped out ..

MU MEN 9EJJAAA!!!

I smiled: ana asfaa!

Jassem: wain a9refha? Ana gayelech menzeman!!

Me: ok ok sorry!

And all of a sudden Yara came ..

Yara: ya 7elween nezlaaw!!

Me: wait balbes khawatmy!

Yara: bser3aaaa wara hal ghneya ghneyatkum

Me: okk

I ran to my room and wore them then came back to Jassem ..

He stretched his hand ..

I held it and walked with him ..

My legs and hands were shaking ..

I was really afraid ..

Khalas from now i am his ..

How would my life be??

Nafseshay? Better? Or worse?

I was reeeeally scared ..

He pressed my hand and whispered: relaaaaax

I took a deep breath: ok ok

*Hab elsa3ad habaayba ... *

I was looking straight at the kosha ..

My heart was beating so fast ..

Knowing that everyone stares on you make you feel stressed ..

FINALLY i reached the kosha ..

We sat down ..

Jassem: walla elserdab matrous!

Me: eeh!!

I invited kel ely e3ez 3alay elsara7a ya3ni brou7 maku 3ers!!

Wala elie's dress:( ..

Suddenly Yara came ..

Yara: allah yhannekum etyanenoon

Jassem: ya36eech el3afya

Me: nafsech!! Ameen

Then My aunts came ou my gramas ..

Then my friends ..

Dana whispered: you look gorgeous YA KALBA!

Me shyly: be3yonech!!

Her tears dropped down her cheeks ..

I gently wiped them ..

Me: bsss!! Tara abche jad!

Dana: allah ywafgechhhh!!

She turned around and left ..

Jassem whispered: minu hathy?

Me: refeejty!

Jassem: men benta?

I looked at him wonderingly then smiled: bent el *****

jassem: hnmm wene3em

Yasmin: mabrouuuk ya a7la ekhet!!

Me: ebarek feech wekhaleech

Jassem: ou hathy minu?

Me: refejty!!!!

Jassem: men benta?

Me: el****

Lulu while tearing up: allah ywafgech wehanneech ajmaaal ma khalag rabbe wallahhh!!

Me: 7abeeeebe lulu stop crying 3ashany!!

She wiped her tears: haa hmm waggaft

I smiled: entay eljamal kella ok?

Lulu shyly: kalbaaa!!

I smiled ..

Jassem: minu??

OH MY GOD MA9AKH'HA!!!!

Me: refeejty bent el **** ok?

Jassem: wain bait'hum?

Me: 3daileya!!

Jassem: hmmm

ENARFEZZ!!!!

He kept on asking me 3an my friends kelhum enta shaaaku feehum jaaad!!!

Ghenwa: mabrouuuuk 7ayaaateee! A7la 3arousa jaaad!

Me: allah ybaarek feeeech, be3younech wallah!!

Ghenwa: waain khalty babareklahaa!!

Me: hmm omy msafra wallah

Ghenwa was shocked: chathaba? Laish?

Me: hmmm

Jassem: tadren tawha metzawja mu fathya !

MY EYES POPPED OUUUUT!!!

SHINU HATHAAAA!!!

ASLAN MINU KALLEMAAA!!!!

I gave him a death stare ..

Ghenwa shockingly: shinu? Haaa!!

A tear drop down my cheeks ..

She hugged me tight ..

Ghenwa: sarona 3ashany stop it!! Allah ykhallech bss la7ad e7es feeech khalaaas!!!

Kent ashaheg men elbachyyy!!!

7araaam 3alaaih wallah!!

He held my hand tightly ..

Yara came ..

Yara: shesaaalfa shfeeechh sarouna!!

Me: bagouuum ba6la3!!!

Yara: ne6raw shwayyaa tawenas

Jassem: la yara please lazem ngoum warana ma63am!!

Yara: 3ala ra7atkum

She told the dj to put a suiatable song ..

Ghenwa fixed my makeup 3asaree3 ..

I stood up and walked ..

He was holding my hand ..

I was staring on the ground mabe a7ad e7es!!!

Awal ma 9a3adna ..

I pulled my hand away from his grab ..

Me: LEAVE ME ALONE!!

Jassem: asef makent adry enech ete7asesain men halshay!!

Me: bs, bs minu 7achaaaak!!

Jassem: gelna asfeen!!!

I ran to my room, laid on my bed and cried my heart out ..

HE RUINED MY NIGHTTT!!!

And all of a sudden ..

*knock knock knock*

Me: yara kntay aw dana mabeeekum!!

My room's door opened slowly ..

I covered my head by my planket ..

I heard foot steps coming closer to me ..

My planket slowly removed ..

Jassem: sarah!!

I opened my eyes shockingly ..

Me: na3am!!












15 comments:

  1. Aww:( madry jassim kasir kha6ry.. Bs madry laish a7isa ra7 y6la3 3a9aby! Loved the post:* -Taibah

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  2. Akheeeraaan katkoooouuutaa el amouuura sawaaat poooossst <3 a7laaaa pooossst wallaaaaaah , waitinggg theee neext pooost <3 - dalayel

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  3. First of all, AMAZING as always! *.*
    Her mother, Na33aaaammmmm :)? FEEEE A7AADD YSWWII KE4AAA BEBENTA? :):) MARAAA TEEG'HAAARR :):)
    Sara, 7yaaaaattteeee sarroouunnnaaaaa waaalllaaa:')<3 A7EEEBBBAAHHHAAAAAA!!! JASSIM DOSEN'T DESERVE HER :):)!!!! Jassim, I HATE HIM HE IS SO RUDE & MEAN MA YST7IIIII :):):) LAAAAAA W FE YOOM ZZAWAAAJJHUUMMM YGOULL HATHAAA ALKLAAAAAMMM UGH :):) I want to slap him. :) a7es madry laish e7sas bytzawaj wa7da men 9a7bat SARAAA :O I'll KILL HIM!!!!!! :):):):):):::):):):):):) YNARFIZ YNARFIZ YNARFIZ.
    WAAAAAIIIITTTIINNNGG NEXT POST 3LAAA NAAARRR W JAAAAMMMMMMMEEEEERRRRR W SHAAARRRAAAARRRR \o/

    Note: I'm really sad that you're leaving ask&twitter t3aawdna 3leek, bs alshaku l,allah akeed you won't close it ella fe personal reasons :* oo i'm glad that you will keep your blog open la2na if you close it too mumken yjeeni jal6a :c

    I LOVEE YOOUU KAAATKOOOTTYYY THANK YOOOOUUU SOO MUCCCH 3LAAA ALPOST AL3AAJJEEBB :D

    -Anon J ;$

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  4. AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING!!! LOVED IT<3 kil post a7la min el thany!!

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  5. KATKOUUTAA!!! You're already missed eb twitter and ask;(;(
    I LOVED THE CHAPTER! Bs lazim cliffhanger:::: hal marra qawee 3aadd;p
    Omhaa 7arratnyyyy!!!!!!!;(;( weddyy akfakh'haa shnou tsawee chethyy eb bent'haa cham marra ettzawaj ya3nyy??;/
    Sarah 3awerat galbyy a7s lama tabchyy babchyy weyyaha!!;(
    W jassim!!!!!! Iffff 3alaa hal jassim!!! Ynarfiz!! Enshallahh maa y3a9ib 3alaihaa 3ashan sha3arhaa EB YOUM MILCHAT'haa!!! W ba3daajn yeg3aad ysa'il bint mnou hatha yaa 3younaa zayghaa wala 7achirr-.- w shakouu ytlaigaaaf???:):) 7araktaaa 7aqeeraa:):) bs al7een etha maa gam y3amilhaa zaain yaa wailaahh;@
    Thank you katkouutaa!! Ya36eeeeech alf alf 3afeyaa msafraa w you post! You're always the best! Allah laa ya7rimnaa minnich ekhtyy elmajhouulaa ;****
    -Mahaya

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  6. waaayy eksaraat kha6rey saraa!!<3:(
    ma testahel!!!
    omha la ta3leq-.-
    jassem madre laish kesar kha6rey akher shay:s m3a ena narfaznyy 7ail!
    ma ga9artay 3ala halpost wentay emsafraa:*
    na6reen elthany 3ala naaarr!!

    -nwaira

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  7. Cuteeeee akid he cares about her <3 please post soooooon :D

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  8. waaaaay umhaa bathba7ha ou shalbroud ely bjassem????:) wenshallaa mu chethe legafaa! kasra kha6ree saraa:(:( greaaaaat pooosssssttt:*:* thankyouuuu!
    -D

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  9. Pretttyyyy pleaseeee posttttttt <3 :(

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  10. Katkouta great posts! Keep it up;* miss you:( -faloneatsfalfol (shoug) ps i deactivated too:( -shoug:( please replyy

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  11. First sorry wallah so sorry i know i didnt comment 9arly modaa bs wallah msafraa w chethey! Second AMAZIIIING!!! Simply amazing wallah jad jad i know it just started bs i'm LOVING IT 7aaaail its so diffrent in a good madrii how to discribe it! bs 9ij jassem sakheeeeeeef w rude w maleeq w malgouf a7isa ma 3andaa e7saas w he dosent care about her or even love her at all ! w kilish mayhima ! maskeena wallah allah e3eenha 3alaih!!! Just wanted to say THEE BEST! As always wallah love youu w cant wait for the next post 7adiii mishta6aaaa wallah when i reached the end of the post ta7asaft eny khala9t il post LOOL !! XO

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  12. AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING.. YOU R! mashalla 3alaich this is one of your best stories i really look forward for the next post every time i read one<3<3<3
    -AAO

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  13. Come on when are u gonna post <3

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