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Jarrah shockingly: laish?
I cannot marry Jarrah!! I’m still deeply in love with yousif!!
Me: maly wajhh!! Ent testahel a7san minny! Elly sawaita feek mu shwayya!
Jarrah: shahad ana rathy!!
Me: lail7en 7ub yousif ma mat! 7aram atzawejek ou bgalbe ghairek wallah enek ma testahel!!
Jarrah: abeech be3youbech!
I stood up ..
Me: ra7 e6alegny men yousif?
I sniled: shukran
Jarrah: fakry belly getlech
Me: mafeha tafker ana asfa
I turned around ..
Jarrah: wain obouy abdulla khal agoulla 3an salfatkum
Me: bel mu3allaq e9alle7 gahwa
Me: ma gelt ella 7g mama ou lek
I went to msa3ad ..
Everytime I see him I automatically smile ..
He reminds me of YOUSIF!!
He took Yousif’s pretty eyes and light brown hair ..
He's a blessing ..
I took my mobile to play “I love you mama” for sa3oudi yestanes 3alaihaa ..
Suddenly I received an SMS from Yousif ..
I took my headset and started to listen to marina fm ..
Ya ba3ad hal denya laihh? 9a7ebek tegsa 3alaih? Elly ahda lek 7ayata wenta mestakhser tejeeh .. arkha9 eldenya lghalatek weshtara far7at 7ayatek luw 6alabt 3youna jatek wenta tetghalla 3alaaihh .. lek 7abeeb emout feek 7es bah allah yhadeek ou mensheghel bala 3alaik wenta ma fakkart feh .. kennek elmay lethumah ou far7eta ou lamsat shefah wenta 7elma fe el7aya wenta kel elly yabeeh ..
My eyes started to tear ..
Yes he did all of this!!
But he cheated on me ..
Its really hard to forgive ..
And its really hard to leave ..
GOD!!! Help me ..
The next day ..
My mobile rang ..
Yousif was calling ..
I answered immediately ..
I know that I shouldn’t answer but I miss him!!
I miss him so badly ..
My life became the worst without him!!
I miss his smile ..
His smell ..
His warm hug ..
Yousif: ana barra 6el3y shway
I smiled automatically, I really need to see him ..
Yousif: bagollech kelmetain ou arou7
Trou7? Bs kelmetain?:(
I tied my hair into a bun and went out to see him laying his back on his car ..
Once he saw me he came closer while staring on me ..
I can see love during his gazes ..
Yousif: alsalam 3alaikum
Me: wa3alaikum esalam
Yousif: ma han 3alay amarme6ech bel ma7akem!
Yousif: 7abaitech 9a7 ou baghaitech ley 6oul el3umer ham 9a7! Bs ta'therech 3alay qawyyy!! Ou 7ukm el qawy yabny hny 3ashan agoullech ..
His eyes started to gleam from tears ..
Yousif: agoullech enty 6a 6aleg
He burst into his tears!!
His whole body was shaking ..
It was the first time seeing his tears rolling on his cheeks I couldn’t hold it and I started to cry my heart out ..
Yousif: ana elghal6an .. Ou lazm at7ammal ghal6ety!!!
I placed my hand ou my mouth and burst into my tears ..
Yousif and I were crying harder and harder ..
Yousif: ou hach!!
He gave me the bracelet key ..
Me: no!! The bracelet is mine and the key is yours
Yousif smiled: 9ej?
Me: thats it!!
I turned around
Yousif: ana asef!
Me: elly 9ar 9ar!
Yousif: many gader anam ellail!! Kharrabt 3eeshtech eb 3amlety!
Me: laaaishh?? Naam went mertaa7!
Yousif: rathya 3laaay?? Msam7atny??
Me: akeeedd!!! Ana ma agdar asheel eb galbe 3alaikk!!! Mu eb hal suhoula!
Yousif grinned: 9ij?
Yousif: 3ayal ta3aly ma3aaay!
Me: ana msam7etek ou m7alleltek bs arja3 lek 9a3ba!
Yousif: ma bethnech may?
Yousif: enzain can I have a kiss gabel la nte6allag?
I stared on him for seconds ..
Yousif: please say yes!!!
I smiled ..
He sighed and lowered his head ..
I turned around ..
Yousif: ma3asalama ya aghla ensan sekan eb galbe ou 6oul 3umra eb yasken
I went inside while crying insanely ..
Gaaaal elwedaa3 ou te9afa7na ou tewada3na ou kel wa7ed minnena galba 3ala ethanyyyy .. salat demou3 elmuwade3 men medame3na .. welkoun kellah emtala ta3beer ou ashjanyyy .. ana ou 7abeby bekaina men muwaje3na .. men wain ghadar 7abeby bgeet wa7dany .. doun ellega mane3 elayyam yemna3naa .. ya nadbeten jatena men 9arf elazmany ..
Life isn’t a fairy tale ..
Do not dream in perfection because Allah is the only one who has the perfection ..
People thought my life is perfect ..
People always judge each other ..
But they know nothing ..
They used to see it in one corner ..
They thought :
She's pretty, has a perfect body, graduated from one of the best colleges in kuwait, has Maserati and Aston, has a lot of money, luxurious jewelries and clothes, got married from a rich doctor who has everything and loved her .. PERFECT!!
Shahad the one who lost her brother and father , her father suddenly lost his wealth and died, she got married forcefully to someone she hates and that was for the sake of money and when she loved him back she discovered that he’s a drinker and has no religion, in her honeymoon there was jarrah who didn’t leave her alone who brought her a lot of problems, and finally her husband cheated on her after giving birth her first child .. is that what they called it PERFECT?
We got divorced ..
He left a big gap in my life ..
I miss everything about him ..
Ou akthaaar 7ajaaa his odor and hug!!!!!!
Bs thanks god I have Msa3ad every time I hug him I remembered his gorgeous father ..
And about the odor I bought his Hugo cologne ou kul youm a3a6er feeha my pillow before sleeping so that I can feel him beside me ..
Ou el7ayat mustameraa ..
After one year ..
I was playing with msa3ad and there was jarrah and baba abdullah
Me: 7abeeeby sa3oudi el7eluu
Msa3ad: habebe mama elhelu
Me: YAAAAY NA6E3 BA3EDEK TARAA
I kissed his cheeks ..
Baba abdulah: khal arou7 ajeb la le3beta ely shareha lah
Me: 7abeby baba ma tgaseeer
Me: sheft shloun baba abdulah 6ayeb yayeblek gift
Jarra7 came closer to me ..
Jarra7: ya zeenah 3a6eneyyah
I gave him sa3oudi
He kissed him
Jarra7: sa3ouudd shhal jouwaty haa nike ba3ad weyya rasek? Minu sharallekya??
Jarra7: mama thoqha 7eluu!! Enta t7ebnyy??
Msa3ad: ehhh ebbek
Jarrah pinched msaad cheeks ..
Msa3ad: ou mama t7ebnyy??
I blushed .,
Jarrah: la mama ma t7ebnyyy
Msaad: mama ebbeeh
I giggled .,
Jarrah: enzain khal yetzawejonyy abehum ana shlouuun?
I blushed ..
It was really embarressing ..
Jarrah: ha yerthouuun?
Msaahad: ha? Aa?
Jarrah: eee wella laa? Yes or no??
Jarrah grinned and looked at me ..
Me shyly: eewaaa
Jarrah: etwafqena elraay???
Me: sa3oudy rajal elbait ma ne6la3 min shoraah
Jarrah: la min 9ejjee 9ej 9ej mwafqaa????
I lowered my head ..
Me shyly: ewa
Jarrah gave me msa3ad and prostrated to Allah ..
That scenery made my body tremble ..
My tears started to roll on my cheeks ..
I smiled ..
Jarra7: many m9addeg wallahhhh!! Enshallah mu 7elm!
I giggled: no its not!!
Laish rethait al7een??
La’anna I grow up!
Dayman kent agoul 7ayatee mu metwagfa 3ala a7ad eb hal denya ..
Ou that’s true!
Mara7 adfen 3umry ou shababy 3ashana!
Wala ra7 a3esh 3ala thekra musta7eel tred ..
Elly sawwah ghal6a kbeera ou ehana eb 7aggy!
Even though I love him I don’t need him anymore ..
I have sa3oudy who become everything in my life ..
And I swear jarra7 will bs the best father for Sa3oudy ..
Your life is your choice ..
You are the only one who can control it ..
If you wanna be happy you’ll definitely be ..
FINALLY Jarrah’s dream become truth ..
Yes he married me ..
We did a small party then we traveled to USA, exactly LA ..
The first night for us together was amazing ..
Jarra7 is the definition of love and peace ..
Jarra7: many m9addeggg
Jarra7: wallah wallah mestaghreb akheeeran!!! 9 sneeen wana a6aleb feeech
I blushed: enna allaha ma3a el9abereeen
He came closer to me and hugged me tightly that I thought he’d never release me ..
Jarra7: finally you are mine!!!
I smiled ..
I spend an adorable honeymoon with peaceful jarra7 ..
Life taught me that morals is the most important thing in man ..
Jarra7: salamaat!!! Akheraan yanna elly yejma3naaa
Me: allah ysalmekkk
Me: enta ekhtarr
Jarra7: laa wallah enty elly ta3bana wenty elly eb tekhtarain
Me: 3adi nsamme yousif?
Jarra7: akeeed 3adi! Entay ou elwalad themantkum ma tafreg el asamy
I got two child one of them is Msa3ad and the other one is Yousif ..
Allah akhath menny baba msa3ad ou zojy yousif elly kanaw aghla ma amlek , bs ma tarakny sana ella 3awwathny belly afthal menhum ..
EL7EMDELLAH YA RABEE ..
Love doesn’t need to be perfect it just need to be true ..
HOOOOPE YOUUUU ENJOOYED MY STORYYY!!!
SORRY FOR THE INFINITE MISTAKES ..
SORRY FOR LETTING YOU WAITING MY POST!!
SOOOORRY 3AL GSOOOUUURRR!!
THAAANKS FOR ENCOURAGING ME!!
THANKS FOR CHEERING ME UP!!
THAANKS FOR THE COMPLEMENTS AND ADVERTISING!!
THAANKS FOR READING MY STORY!!
YOU ARE AMAAAAZIINGGGGG BEDOUNKUM MA KENT RA7 A6ALE3 KEL HATHA!!
LUW ASHKERKUM MEN ELYOUM LAY BACHER MA YKAFFEEE!!
LOOOOOOVE YOUUU SOOOO MUUUCHHHHH GUYSSSS!!!
GONNA MISS YOUUU SO MUCHL!!