This post is dedicated to lovely sweettt BR<3!!
Me: laaishh 7abeeby laaisshhh!!!
Yousif: ohh! Ha tha en tetaayy??
Me: what happened to youuuu?? Laishh drunk laaaishhhh!!!!
Yousif: ta taa3allaayy
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath ..
I opened my eyes and left ..
I was really disappointed ..
I thought he quit!!
My tears started to fall on my cheeks ..
They couldn’t stop falling!!
I cant believe he backs to drinking!!!
I went to our room ..
Changed into my nightie ..
And I laid on our bed ..
It was really cold!
Colder than ever!!
My body was shaking!!
That fear feelings mixed with the climate coldness ..
I need him beside me!!
I need him next to me!!
Why did he back to drinking!!
He must be had a problem!! A big problem!
I was rolling in the bed!
Until I fell asleep ..
I felt something huge on my head ..
I slowly opened my eyes ..
He was sitting on the ground ..
I looked at him ..
Yousif: 7abeebty ana asef!
I kept on staring on him while asking “why why why” in my mind until I chocked in my tears ..
I laid my head under my pillow and cried hardly ..
Yousif: please bs ga6a3ty galbyyy!!
Me: leave me alone!!!!
I brought my head out ..
And sat down ..
Me: but you did!!!! Ams you did!!! You left me alone throughout the night!!! FOR THE SAKE OF
He stood up and grabbed my shoulders ..
Yousif: 7ayatee you know shkether a7ebbech ou amout feech please sam7eeny!
I pulled myself from his grab ..
Me: SORRY!! Yousiff!!!
I took my towel and went to the bathroom ..
My eyes couldn’t stop tearing!!
7asaait he’ll never stop!!
7asait he drank for no reason!!
7asait he’ll let me down when I need him!!
Bs the problem is I cant leave him!!
I took a quick shower and went out the bathroom ..
He wasn’t there!!!
I wore my ..
Alexander McQueen Jacket:
With my Lela Rose skirt:
And my Repetto flats:
I tied my hair into a pony tale ..
Eewa eewa elsalfa 3nad!
I searched for my key in everywhere but I didn’t find it!!!!
Uffff!! Yaa allah abdaan muu wagtaa!!!
I called our driver to pick me up!
And I went down stairs to see yousif sitting in the living room ..
Yousif: yalla namshe!
Me: rou7! Ana barou7 brou7y!
Yousif: yalah rou7a!
Me: elsawag eb yakhethny!
Yousif: khal awa9lech!
Yousif: shahadd! Sem3y elkalam!
Me: yousif? Did you take my key????
Me: OU LAIHHH??
Yousif: 3ashaaan teyyeen ma3aayy !!
Me: ajee ma3aak ou tgoully kelmetain yehezzo galbe elraheef ou artha ou yamshe elmawthou3?? Laa
ya galbee mara7 ye9eerrr!!!!!
Yousif: LAISHH TEKHLEQEEN MASHAKEL??
Me: ana???? Wella entaa?? Hadaamt kel elly banainaa belly sawaita ams ya yousif!!! Da7een te7taj
wagt 3ashan teg6a3 marra thanya ou hatha e7na!!! laaihhh metaaa?? Goullyyy laai meta ya rajjjjaal!!!
Yousif: lazem ta3thereeny!!
Me: 3athartek marraaat!! Ou ekaffyy!! 3a6aitny wa3ad ya yousif ou akhlaft!!! Mara7 asma7 lek
taw3edny marra thanya ok?? 3a6ni elmafatee7!!
Yousif: enzain khallena netfahaam!!
Me: ma bainy ou bainak tafahum! Ghairy ma tertha t3eesh ma3ak youm kamel!!! Tha77ait waajedd ou
al7en ja wagtek!!
He stretched his hand ..
He gave me the key ..
I went to the college ..
I was really sad!!!
9arla taghreeban shahar kamel ma sharab!!!
3an jad 7asafaaa!!!
Ba3ad ma khallast men my classes jatny raghbaa enny abgha arou7 lmaktebaa!!
Mu 3ashan akalmaa!!
3ashan at6amman 3alaih!!
I admit I miss him!!
When I came closer to his office I heard that UGLY voice!!!
I waaaannaaa kiiiillll heeeeeerrrr!!!!!!!!!!!
I ran to my car and I went back home!! My grandpa’s house!!
I messaged yousif:
“mara7 atghadda ma3ak elyoum! Ou maybe anam eb baitnan ba3ad”
After a while he called me ..
My finger was hovering around the answering button for a while ..
Until I picked it up ..
Yousif: shahad laish!
Me: shinu elly laish??
Yousif: betnamen eb baitkum!
Me: 3allaqal anaam ma3a mama mu brou7y!!
Yousif: shahad! I’ll make it up for you!
Me: khalas ana ta3aaabbtt!!!! Ta3mel elly tabee ou akher shay tgoull I’ll make it up!! Laai metaaa
Yousif: its out of my control shahaadd!!!!!!
Me: NO ITS NOT!!! OU MUU KELSHAY ETGE6A EB RAS YOUR CONTROL!!!
Yousif: youuu have to give me a chaaance!!!!!!!!
Me: I gave you hundred chances before bs mu kafuu!!
Yousif: na3am?? Ana mu kafu??
Me: eewaa!!! La tkhalleeeny a6alle3 kel elly eb gaalbee!!!!!
Yousif: laa laa 6al3aaayy!! Khanshouuuf halgaaalb shkether shayel 3alay!!
Me: mnera elyoum shetsawwi 3endek?
Me: EWA ELYOUUUM!! Muuu ghayyart’ha?? Shjaaayebha??
Yousif: shahad men 9ijjech??
Me: EWAAA!!! LA TJAWEB SU’ALY EB SU’AL!!
Yousif: SHAAHAD LA TYANNENEEENY!!! TADREEN ENNY AKRAHHA YEMKIN
AKTHAR MENNECH!! BS ELMARA LAZGA SHASAAWWYYY!!!!!!!!
Me: getleeek e6laaa33!!!!!!!
Yousif: ENTAY MESTEKHEFFA ELYOUUM BYE!!!!!!!
AYAA 3ALLAAK EL3AAFYA YA YOUSIF KAIF TAGLEB ELOMOUR THEDDY
I went to my grandpa house ..
Mom: ohh elyoum betaghadain 3endena?
Me: la kalait!
I wasn’t in the mood of eating!!!
I went to my room and slept ..
I woke up at 6:00 pm ..
Once I opened my eyes I saw a small envelope placed next to my pillow ..
“someone invited to somewhere .. open the envelope”
huh! Wana aish dakhalny!!
Come on shahad!!!
7a6eena 3endii of course they want me to know!!
I opened the envelope to see MYSLEF!!
Yes there was a small mirror inside!
There was also a small paper inside ..
“YOU are invited to Odailiya block* Street* House#* second floor YS Room at 7:00 pm
PS: surprise me”
Uhh thanks god I have dresses here!!
HE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!
Ma a9aadeg kaaif ya3reeeff eraatheeenyyy!!!!!!!
I went to my closet and started to stare for minutes until I chose this ..
Lanvin gown ..
My hair was fair “his favourite” ..
I wore a scarf and went to him ..
Once I arrived I saw a large poster with “WELCOME HOME” written on it ..
I entered the house to hear ..
Ya arth e7fathy ma 3alaiky 7abeeb galby 7athar .. elyoum 6ale3 gumar fee 6alletek ya salaam
7alaaak ghair elbashaar wakhatht mashy el7amam
The previous part was by Majeed!!
The following part was my one and only YOUSIF!!
Sheftek ou tha3 elkalaam thayya3t 7atta elghazal e3therny wallah jamalek ma khalla feeny 3agel
WAGGAFT GALBY BESA7RAK YA ROU7Y WALLAH SETAR!
I blushed ..
He stretched his hand to grab mine ..
Then he took me to our room ..
It was full of balloons ..
There was a cake on the bed from November bakery ..
“be3adek 3anni ba3tharny” was written on the cake ..
and the best part was Chanel, bottega and Louis Vuitton bags ..
He bought me flats from these brand hehe cute ..
Yousif: come here babe
I went to him and he hugged me that adorable hug!!
Yousif: la t3eedenhaa!!
Me: ou la t3eedha!
He took me to “elserdab” ..
It was cleaned and there was a big poster ..
“NO MORE WINE IN YOUR HOUSE BABE”
I jumped in my place!!!
Yousif: b3adech achwad men edmaany!! Ga6ait’hum kelhuum!!
I huuugged him tightttlyy!!
Yes Yousif finally quit drinking!!
After 4 months ..
Me: waaaiii33 baa6ny 3emlaaaq!!!!!
Yousif kissed my belly ..
Yousif: ya zeena zeeenaaaahh!!
Me: maallaaittt meta eye dornaa!!
Yousif: etewaqe3ain walad wella bent??
Me: bent allah yaster!
Yousif: kelshay mennech 7eluuuu!!
I smiled ..
The nurse: miss shahad
Yousif: yalllaah 7ayatee
We went inside the room to do the sonar ..
The doctor: mabrouuk it’s a boy
Yousif: mabroooouuuk om msa3aadd!!
Me: awh babe its too early!