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He looked at me in a scorn gaze ..
I felt CHEEP!!
MY GODDD!! WHAT DID I SAYYY!!!
I have to get my confidence back!!
Me: yess if you do want me you can marry me!!!
Yousif: such an audacious girl!!
Me: I am respectable enough for these cheep conversations!!
Me: I accepted your invitation twice and that’s enough!!
Yousif nervously: yalla barra baaarra!!!!!
My heart skipped beeeatsss!!!!
Where have my dignity goneee!!!!!!
My eyes filled with tears ..
I have to hold my self and not to let him insults me!!!!
Me: ofcourse I will
I turned my face to leave ..
Yousif: so you don’t care??
Me: ofcourse I do not!!!
Yousif: but I do care!!
Me: 7g nafsek!!! Ou ba3dain ana ma ya6redony ok??
Yousif: kent bat’akkad men 7ubch
Me: shhal defasha!!! Fe 60 6areqa!! Ou a6amnek I hate you!!
He came closer to me and gripped me from my shoulders ..
Yousif: ana asef!!
I pulled myself away ..
Me: you can apologize without gripping me in that brutal way!!
Yousif: shahad I want you!!
Me nervously: gatheb 3alay men el9eb7 I want you!! what the hell are you meaning by “I want you”??
Yousif: abeeech!!! Abech 7aggy brou7yy!!!
Me: ou shlouuunn??? Mu lazem you marry me?? Wella kaif ya3nii?
Yousif: calm down shahad please calm down khal afahmech
Me: go ahead
Yousif: la tetkhayelain enny abeech 3ashan al3ab feech ou aga6ech!! Getlech men gabel kelshay ella
There was contradiction in his talk a9lan I don’t care I want his money ou khalas!!!
Yousif: ana bel3aks abee atzawejech 3ala senat allah ou rasoula!!
I stared at him ..
Yousif: bs ana khayef akoun mu gad elmas’oleyya!!
Come on you have the money which make you gad’ha ou gdouuud!!!
Me: hmmm ok?
Yousif: ou bnafs elwagt khayef trou7en min eedy!!
Me: eshdarrak enna my cousin kha6ebny???
Yousif shocked: enty makh6ouba
Yousif: ou wafaqtay?
Me: its none of your business!!!
I left his office with a big smile on my face!!
Wowww!! I think I did it!!!
Oh my god he’s following me ..
Me: mu geddam ennas!!!
Yousif: bs bas’elech su’al!!
Yousif whispered: why did you ask me to marry you????
I looked at him wonderingly ..
Me: are you serious???
Me: le’ana elly bainna ghala6 eb ghala6 fa el7al bel zawaj aw nanhy hally bainna!
Yousif: laish ma 6alabty nanhee??
Oh my god!!!!
Yousif: because you love me 9a7?
He’s such a nasty smart man!!!
Ufff what shall I say!!!!
Me: ga9er 7essek elmukan ou elwagt ghala6!!!!
I gave him my back and left ..
Yarab he marry me!!!!
After finishing my classes I went back “f7ai7eel” ..
Me: jaddyy??? Mamaa??
Nobody was there!!
I went to my room ..
Ohh there was a red roes bouquet ..
Wooowww!! I liked it!!
I took the card ..
“ou hal WARD elly aarsalta wala 7asait abad entaa A7EBBEK ya3ni mu dary?? Ou al7een 9addagtay
enha ehda2? From: Jarrah”
ohhh noooo!!!! Why does he have make it harder!!!
Jarraaaa7!! Stop being sweet with me!!
I don’t deserve all of this kindness!!
I called Sama ..
Me: ahlain shlounech?
Sama: tamaaam enty shlounechh shakhbarech?? Wainech mekhtafya bel break ma tbayneen
Me: eee ansheghel weya edekatra!! Sama please khane6la3!!
Me: ee al7een!!
Sama: ana still ma 6ala3t men eljam3a
Me: khallech beljam3a ana bamerech
I erased the writing from the card and wrote “sorry I’ll never accept anything from you” instead ..
I took the bouquet putted it in the living room and left ..
I went to shwaikh with the driver to take my Maserati ..
Wella my father ..
Dad: ha sh3endech?
Me: jayya akheth sayyarty ba6la3
Dad: yuba sayyarttech ma3routha lelbaai3 rou7y ma3a esayeq a7san
Me sadly: khalny ashba3 menha
I entered my car and went to the college picked sama up and went to Dip and dip ..
Sama: 7aram 3alaich mwadetna dip and dip nawya tmatneenyy
Me: I’m craving chocolate a7taaaj relaxation sama ana banfejeerr!!!!
Sama: shfeeech shessalfaaa!!
I couldn’t tell her about my dad’s failure!!
Me: my cousin elly getlech 3anna!!
Sama: elly kh6ebech??
Me: mu rathy eshelny men bala laa3at chabdy!! Ana musta7eeel atzawweja ou ohwa 7anna allah
Sama: wagfy 3end 7edda!! Golella mabeek 3a6eh bel 9ameeem!!
Me: gelt ou sawait 6akh shwyya bs men t6e7 elmeyana ered e7en!!!
Sama: la t6ay7en elmeyana haha
Me: abaih ghlega maku ghaira el cousins ma yjouun maku ella jarra7 kelyoum ashoufa!!
Sama: waihh!! Alla la yableenyy eb lazga chethyy
Me: al7en refejtech allah balaha shetsawyy???
We continued talkin ou 6ab3an Sama ma fadatny eb shay bs at least I relaxed men elchocolate elly
When I went back “f7ai7eel” ..
Jarra7 was waiting in the yard ..
A7ad shaf ALZAG men hal ensan???
Jarra7: shahad enty shfeech chethy!!
Me: don’t talk to me khalaas!!!
When I went inside the house ..
Dad: shahad shlounech
Dad: wain sayartech?
Me: eb shwaikh
Dad: ok la’anna taqreban be3naha ou elaila eb yef7a9ha elsharray
Me sadly: tawennas
Dad: kelshy be3na bugat sayartech ou sayart esayeq 7athechh enba3at sayyartech gabel
Me sadly: ok
I went to my room and I couldn’t stop tearing!!!!
I am losing the most variable thing I have!!!
God compensate me!!!!
Two days passed without talking to neither jarra7 nor yousif!!
Aqtually I wasn’t in the mood!!
On Wednesday ..
After my long nap ..
I was walking in front of mom’s room ..
Mom: ana afathel nakhuth rayha gabel ma narfeth elrajjal
Dad: shahad 7g jarra7!! Ohwa kha6ebha shloun nfaker eb wa7ed thany yanaitay!!
Ya 3al maku jarraaa7!!!!!
Mom: ma 9ar shay rasmyy
Dad: bs walaw elgreeb awlaa, ana raye7 elmasyad ou ba3dain netfaham
I walked away from their room ..
I was wondering what’s going on!! It seemed that someone engaged me!!
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