Thursday, February 9, 2012

From never till forever .. Part13


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He looked at me in a scorn gaze ..

I felt CHEEP!!

MY GODDD!! WHAT DID I SAYYY!!!

I regreted!!!

I have to get my confidence back!!

Me: yess if you do want me you can marry me!!!

Yousif: such an audacious girl!!

Me: I am respectable enough for these cheep conversations!!

Me: I accepted your invitation twice and that’s enough!!

Yousif nervously: yalla barra baaarra!!!!!

My heart skipped beeeatsss!!!!

Where have my dignity goneee!!!!!!

My eyes filled with tears ..

I have to hold my self and not to let him insults me!!!!

Me: ofcourse I will

I turned my face to leave ..

Yousif: so you don’t care??

Me: ofcourse I do not!!!

Yousif: but I do care!!

Me: 7g nafsek!!! Ou ba3dain ana ma ya6redony ok??

Yousif: kent bat’akkad men 7ubch

Me: shhal defasha!!! Fe 60 6areqa!! Ou a6amnek I hate you!!

He came closer to me and gripped me from my shoulders ..

Yousif: ana asef!!

I pulled myself away ..

Me: you can apologize without gripping me in that brutal way!!

Yousif: shahad I want you!!

Me nervously: gatheb 3alay men el9eb7 I want you!! what the hell are you meaning by “I want you”??

Yousif: abeeech!!! Abech 7aggy brou7yy!!!

Me: ou shlouuunn??? Mu lazem you marry me?? Wella kaif ya3nii?

Yousif: calm down shahad please calm down khal afahmech

Me: go ahead

Yousif: la tetkhayelain enny abeech 3ashan al3ab feech ou aga6ech!! Getlech men gabel kelshay ella 
elbanaat!!

There was contradiction in his talk a9lan I don’t care I want his money ou khalas!!!

Me: 3ayal??

Yousif: ana bel3aks abee atzawejech 3ala senat allah ou rasoula!!

I stared at him ..

Yousif: bs ana khayef akoun mu gad elmas’oleyya!!

Come on you have the money which make you gad’ha ou gdouuud!!!

Me: hmmm ok?

Yousif: ou bnafs elwagt khayef trou7en min eedy!!

Me: eshdarrak enna my cousin kha6ebny???

Yousif shocked: enty makh6ouba

Me: ellaa!!

Yousif: ou wafaqtay?

Me: sorry??

Yousif: wafaqtaay??

Me: its none of your business!!!

I left his office with a big smile on my face!!

Wowww!! I think I did it!!!

Oh my god he’s following me ..

Yousif: shahad!!

Me: mu geddam ennas!!!

Yousif: bs bas’elech su’al!!

Me: goul!!

Yousif whispered: why did you ask me to marry you????

I looked at him wonderingly ..

Me: are you serious???

Yousif: ee!!

Me: le’ana elly bainna ghala6 eb ghala6 fa el7al bel zawaj aw nanhy hally bainna!

Yousif: laish ma 6alabty nanhee??

Oh my god!!!!

Yousif: because you love me 9a7?

He’s such a nasty smart man!!!

Ufff what shall I say!!!!

Me: ga9er 7essek elmukan ou elwagt ghala6!!!!

I gave him my back and left ..

Yarab he marry me!!!!

After finishing my classes I went back “f7ai7eel” ..

Me: marr7abaaa??

Me: jaddyy??? Mamaa??

Nobody was there!!

I went to my room ..

Ohh there was a red roes bouquet ..

Wooowww!! I liked it!!

I took the card ..

“ou hal WARD elly aarsalta wala 7asait abad entaa A7EBBEK ya3ni mu dary?? Ou al7een 9addagtay 
enha ehda2? From: Jarrah”

ohhh noooo!!!! Why does he have make it harder!!!

Jarraaaa7!! Stop being sweet with me!!

I don’t deserve all of this kindness!!

Uff!!!

I called Sama ..

Sama: ahlaaaannn

Me: ahlain shlounech?

Sama: tamaaam enty shlounechh shakhbarech?? Wainech mekhtafya bel break ma tbayneen

Me: eee ansheghel weya edekatra!! Sama please khane6la3!!

Sama: al7eeen??

Me: ee al7een!!

Sama: ana still ma 6ala3t men eljam3a

Me: khallech beljam3a ana bamerech

Sama: ok

Me: bye

Sama: bye!

I erased the writing from the card and wrote “sorry I’ll never accept anything from you” instead ..

I took the bouquet putted it in the living room and left ..

I went to shwaikh with the driver to take my Maserati ..

Wella my father ..

Dad: ha sh3endech?

Me: jayya akheth sayyarty ba6la3

Dad: yuba sayyarttech ma3routha lelbaai3 rou7y ma3a esayeq a7san

Me sadly: khalny ashba3 menha

Dad: rou7ay

I entered my car and went to the college picked sama up and went to Dip and dip ..

Sama: 7aram 3alaich mwadetna dip and dip nawya tmatneenyy

Me: I’m craving chocolate a7taaaj relaxation sama ana banfejeerr!!!!

Sama: shfeeech shessalfaaa!!

I couldn’t tell her about my dad’s failure!!

Me: my cousin elly getlech 3anna!!

Sama: elly kh6ebech??

Me: eewa!!

Sama: shfeh??

Me: mu rathy eshelny men bala laa3at chabdy!! Ana musta7eeel atzawweja ou ohwa 7anna allah 
yhadahh!!!

Sama: wagfy 3end 7edda!! Golella mabeek 3a6eh bel 9ameeem!!

Me: gelt ou sawait 6akh shwyya bs men t6e7 elmeyana ered e7en!!!

Sama: la t6ay7en elmeyana haha

Me: abaih ghlega maku ghaira el cousins ma yjouun maku ella jarra7 kelyoum ashoufa!!

Sama: waihh!! Alla la yableenyy eb lazga chethyy

Me: al7en refejtech allah balaha shetsawyy???

We continued talkin ou 6ab3an Sama ma fadatny eb shay bs at least I relaxed men elchocolate elly 
akalnaaa ..

When I went back “f7ai7eel” ..

Jarra7 was waiting in the yard ..

A7ad shaf ALZAG men hal ensan???

Me: ufffffff

Jarra7: shahad enty shfeech chethy!!

Me: don’t talk to me khalaas!!!

When I went inside the house ..

Dad: shahad shlounech

Me: el7emdellahh!!

Dad: wain sayartech?

Me: eb shwaikh

Dad: ok la’anna taqreban be3naha ou elaila eb yef7a9ha elsharray

Me sadly: tawennas

Dad: kelshy be3na bugat sayartech ou sayart esayeq 7athechh enba3at sayyartech gabel

Me sadly: ok

I went to my room and I couldn’t stop tearing!!!!

I am losing the most variable thing I have!!!

God compensate me!!!!



Two days passed without talking to neither jarra7 nor yousif!!

Aqtually I wasn’t in the mood!!

On Wednesday ..

After my long nap ..

I was walking in front of mom’s room ..

Mom: ana afathel nakhuth rayha gabel ma narfeth elrajjal

Dad: shahad 7g jarra7!! Ohwa kha6ebha shloun nfaker eb wa7ed thany yanaitay!!

Ya 3al maku jarraaa7!!!!!

Mom: ma 9ar shay rasmyy

Dad: bs walaw elgreeb awlaa, ana raye7 elmasyad ou ba3dain netfaham

I walked away from their room ..

I was wondering what’s going on!! It seemed that someone engaged me!!


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7 comments:

  1. CUTEEEEE YOUSIF KHA6ABHAA??? WAAY A7IBAA!!! ubooohaa lay9eer di3laa if!! anyway i loved the post o yallaaah another post please!!! btw thanks for the shoutout love;**

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  2. laaaa enshallah ma tetzawaj jaraa7 wai3 noo!
    loool
    yousif suits her better!
    khal tetzawaj yousif or someone else bs mu jara7


    astanis lmn ashoof your posts
    thank you

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  3. AKEEED YOUSIF ma ghaira!! walla o 6la3 rajjjaaal ;p yah o kha6abha! shahdo mo haynaaa gdart 3laih!! uff kilish mo wagta hal jarra7 ok gelna enah msaikeen o fqayer bas 3ad erfe'9tah akthr mn marra wain karamtah :p ana agool 5al ydawerlah 3ala wa7da ghair shahad wa7da it7iba t9oonah o tistahla!
    yousif o shahad suit each other more! iygolich el mathal; al 6yoor 3ala ashkalaha taqo3 LOL!

    love ur posts, they make my day! THANK YOU

    -Lovely Anonymous

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  4. She should marry jara7, after all he was the one who loved her for a long time and saved up his money just to please her and that's how she treats him. Whereas yousif saw her a couple of time and started having a relationship, you don't what he could do when shahd marries him. He could go cheat on her after all, he did have a relationship with her so he could do the same with any other girl behind shahds back. Jara7 is the man, and shahd is just a gold-digger. To be honest I believe she shouldn't get any man. Jara7 deserves better and yousif couldnt possibly love her, he just met her and didn't talk to her that much to get to know her. That's not love that's lust, he just likes her outer appearance.

    Anyways, please continue
    Xoxoxo
    AA

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  5. Inshallah yosif 56bha ♥.♥ !! Thanks for ur lovely post sweety ♥
    Gogo;

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  6. Looool madri laish fasssaart chmoumy gabel la ared 3ala your comments=)) ..

    Magnifique: LOOOOL hal yousif maa 3a6ah ella rabbaaah;p .. obouha bdewy ba6n ou thahar kelmat elrajjal WA7DAAAA!;p .. Thankyouuuu<3 sure;* .. NO NEED;*

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    AA:ya aisha,arwa,areej,amal,aseel,anfal,al6af,amena,ala' enshalla ekoun esmech wa7ed feehum;$!! youuu are absolutely right! ou i am TOOOOOTALLY AGREE with youuuu bs leflouus ta3my lenfouus ou she's still immature kel hamha shopping ou fashion! bs dont worry i believe that stories must contain lesson ella "when will i be yours" haty exception kanat enehaya nouf takheth khaled ou faris yakheth sara bs eljumhour 3awez keda loool bs this story akhhh mara7 akamel you'll like it;* ok deaaar<3

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  7. Please poossst!!!;**


    afa

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