Yarab yarab khal ewakher 3anny ..
Yarab mayjeesny yarab ester 3alay ..
Yarab yarab yarab tukfa tukfa 6ale3ni men hal mushkelaa ..
Yarab ma3eedha wallah bs khalla ywakher 3anni tukfa khalla yrou7 ..
Yarab enta tegdaar tkhally erou7 3any ou ma7ad yegdar ghairek tukfa 6alabtek khalla yrou7 ..
I couldn’t stop crying ..
And all of a sudden he stopped knocking the door ..
I stopped crying and went slowly toward the door ..
I couldn’t hear his voice ..
Ma3qoula ykoun ra7?
Ma3qoula allah estejab da3wety ou khallah erou7?
I was too scared to open the door ..
I stayed for almost five minutes waiting for any sound but I didn’t hear anything ..
I slowly unlocked the door ..
Me: besmellah besmellah
I opened the door and EL7EMDELLAHH there was nobody ..
I ran back to my room, took my coat, passport and wallet and left my flat ..
I was running to reach the taxi station because I was really scared to meet Ahmed ..
Come on where are the taxis???
Awwal taxi ya 6abbaait 3endaaa ..
Me: take me to Paris right *sniff* now pleaaaase!
He turned his head around wella ye6la3 a7mad ..
La la atghashmar:::
The taxi man: ok madam
Ma bega du3a’ rukoub ma gelta ahmed 3aqqadny 7etta men el taxi gemt akhaf ..
I was staring on my lap in order not to see Ahmed in the way ..
I couldn’t stop crying ..
It was like a nightmare wallaa wallah!!!
I took my mobile and called my dad ..
Dad: hala yuba hala wallah
Me: hala feeek
I was trying to swallow my tears mabe akhar3a ..
Me: yuba tukfa e7jezly asra3 6ayyaraa!!!
Dad: 7ajaztlech elsabt yuba!
Me: jadma yuba 6alabtek mabe ag3ad hny!!!
Dad: sh9aayr mu gelty bteg3edeellech chum youm eb paris?
Me: yuba allah ykhalleeek mabe ag3ad hnyyy tukfaa!
Dad: wainech al7een?
Me: on my way to paris!
Dad: eb hallail yuba laish?
Me: yubaa madry! E7jezlyyy!
Dad: ga3da tkhawfeeny 3alaich!
Me: mafeenyy shay *sniff* mafeeny!
Me: eee wallah! Bas baredd
Dad: enshallah al7een ashouflech re7la greeba
Dad: 7athreen, tabeenn shay thany?
Me: la 7abebe mashkour
Dad: allah y7afthech
I closed the line and burst into my tears ..
The taxi man: what’s wrong with you?
Me: I .. I .. I just don’t know!
The taxi man: Its ok , whats your good name?
The taxi man: where are you from?
The taxi man: oh you can say “gh”?
Me: haha we say everything
The taxi man: good, how long you’ve been here?
Me: actually I study here
The taxi man: ohh great and what are you studying?
He was chatting with me 6oul el6ereej until we arrived to Paris ..
7adda eyannen shal elkhof men galbee!!
Me: please take me to Marriot champs elysees
The taxi man: did you forget your luggage?
Me: emm maybe ..
The taxi man: any way there is a close supermarket and h&m you where can shop
Me smiled: I know thankyou
The taxi man: no worries
Me: how much?
I went to Marriot hotel ..
Me: please I want a single room
-----: emm im not sure if there is an available room but let me check
Me: please try your best!
-----: I will!
After a while ..
------: sorry madam they are fully booked!
Me: nooo please!!!
------: im sorry!
Me: ok .. ok thankyou!
Goooooood help me waaaain arouuu7!!
I went to le Clarige Its so close to Marriot ..
Me: please I want a single room now
-----: let me check if there is availability
It was 2:00 am magdar a7ous akthaar!!!
------: emm okay I found only a double room!
Me: ok its ok I want it!
------: sure, how long will you stay here?
Me: one night
------: so the check is at 2 pm!
Me: no please I need it now!!
------: emm ok I will try to make it now but you should pay for two night ok?
Me: no problem
------: give me your info please
My dad sent me an SMS to tell me that he booked a flight for me tomorrow at 3 ..
Which is Good el7emdellah!
I waited for my room 2 hours yallaah gedart adesh’ha ..
I threw myself on there comfortable bed immediately ..
But I couldn’t sleep ..
Kent kel ma athakkar elly 9ar abchy ou arjef ..
Ou elly ebachy akthar enna men a7mad ..
I shouldn’t trust him easily ..
I shouldn’t love him men elbedaya ..
Estaghferallah ya rabbe ..
I woke up at 9, went to the bathroom and wore my yesterday’s dress ..
I took my wallet and went to H&M immediately ..
I really need to buy a morning cloth ..
Then I went to starbucks to eat something ..
Suddenly I received a whats app message from “Ahmed” ..
Besmellah yarab ma yel7agny hny ..
I ran back to my hotel took my things and headed to the airport ..
Elwagt muu rathy emerrr ou Ahmed 3ayaz wehwa ydeg ..
My eyes were filled with tears men elkhof ou bs arjef ..
Everyone was staring at me ..
Ahhh finaaaaaally kuwaaaaaait!!
I went out of the gate mu gadra an6er akthar 3ashan ashouf obouy ou alemma ..
I need to be safe I really do ..
Unfortunately I didn’t see him ..
I called his number but he didn’t answer ..
I tried to call Abdullah and Nour bs ma7ad eredd!!
I felt worried ..
I went to the Taxi area and took one ..
Shsalfat’hum? Obouy ohwa ely 7ajezly laish ma yally?
Ba6ny gam e3aawerny men elkhar3a!!
Me: please wady man6aqat elserra ..
The taxi man: enshallah yuba
We9alt elbait ..
The door was opened and the outside lights too ..
I got inside the house but it was dark and there was no body ..
I slowly opened the lights ..
Baity ya ba3ad kel bait ..
Me: yubaaaa? Nouuuur? Jaaane? 3abdallah??