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He went to our room and locked the door ..
I sat on the couch and cried my heart out ..
I was really depressed ..
I wanna leave this life!!
I don’t want to live here anymore ..
It’s so unfair!!
I hate everything here!!
I hate people I hate myself!!
I gave more than what I’ve got ..
I gave respect but I got insult ..
I gave love and I got hate ..
I am totally desperate ..
I was thinking in a negative way until the sentence “إن مع العسر يسرا” crossed my mind ..
I was deeply thinking of it ..
The letter “Ma3a” means a lot!!
We don’t have to wait until “elyuser” come ..
Because it will definitely come ..
Because Allah says “ena MA3A el3usry yusra” ..
So they come together ..
I smiled automatically ..
Good things are coming!
Why should I be sad?
Why should I think negative ..
El7emdellah 3ala kel 7al ..
I went to the laundry room and took a PJ ..
Then I laid on the couch, covered myself with the throw and slept ..
Jassem: SARAAA! SAROOO!
I was moaning ..
Jassem: GAMMAY YALLAH SHEELY GASHECH OU THELFAY BAITKUM!
I slowly open my eyes ..
Ba7awel astaw3eb shga3d eseer and why am I sleeping here in the living room ..
Jassem: GOUMAAY YALLAH!!
Me: abaih jassem shfeeek calm down!!
Jassem: LA TYANENEEENY!!
Me: jassem wallah faker belmawthou3 fakker eb waladna wallah allah ykhallek raje3 nafsek!!
He calmed down ..
I stared on him ..
Jassem: ana mabeech!
That was heart breaking ..
Me: 7aram 3alaikk
Jassem: kan lazem akoun 7ather! Laish arou7 b3eedd? Minu omech??
Jassem: shma3nata lamma ete6allag ou awal ma tkhale9 3edat’ha etezawaj?? Nas wa6yaa!
My eyes popped out ..
I was shocked ..
I don’t have a word to say!!
I was really shocked ..
Jassem: elly sema3teeh!
Me: enta wayed gam etemadaaa!
Me: hathyyy omy!!!!
Jassem: yousif na6rech ekhtheeh ou le7geeha!
Me: JASSEM!! ANA MABAINY OU BAIN YOUSIF SHAY WALLAL3ATHEEM A7LEF LEK 3AL QURAAN!!! ANA ABEEEEEK!
Jassem: shakla wekd fager!! Yubaaa el g-class 7alalech ou a36eech mu’akhar ely tabeen yalla thelfaay
Nazzal men mustaway!!
Mesa7 karamty belga3!!
Shbega ma sawally?
Laish abeeh? Shabe feeeh!!!
I left him and went to change my clothes and took my things ..
I was crying my heart out ..
Rose: whats wrong sarah?? Baba is not here!!
I went and hugged her tight ..
I was needed to huh anyone ..
Ou maku ella Rose ..
She hugged me back ..
Then she took me to the couch to sit and bring me a cold water ..
After a while my dad came ..
Dad: sarouuuna? Shfeech baba?
Me: babaaa sniff
Me: baba jasem 6allagnyy sniff
Dad: SHINU? LAISHHH SH9AYER?
I don’t have an answer ..
What shall I say?
He saw me in a mixed party?
He thinks I am cheating on him?
Dad: hathaaa kafu ynazzel dmou3ech? Ana awareeh!!
Me: laaa yuba la twareeh khalaa9 ohwa ma yabeeny fa mabeeeh!!
Dad: men 9ejja hathaaa?? Yarfes elne3ma?
Me: yubaa mu bas chethyyy!!
Dad: shinuuu 3ayal?
Me: ana 7amel!
Dad: laaa 7awla wala quwata ela belaah!!! Sh9ayer yuba? Kelshay yen7al beltafahum!!
Me: goulla yuba rou7 3almaa!! Mu rathy yesma3ni hatha mu way tafahum aslan!!
Dad: ma3alaih al7een entay rou7ay qasly wayhech ou ghayry hdoumech ou erta7ay ou allah ysahhel
I went to my room ..
Ahh I miss my bed ..
I took a shower and laid on my bed until I fell asleep ..
I woke up 2 hours later ..
I felt that I want to tell my mom ..
Ehya elwa7eeda elly ra7 tefhamny ..
Lanha marrat eb halthurouuuf ..
Bs obouy ghair!
And all of a sudden ..
Dad screamed: SARAAAAHHHH
God! Awal mara asma3a y9arekh!!
I jumped out of my bed and ran to him ..
Me: shfeeekk yubaaa!
Dad: allaah ygharbel bleesech fashalteeene ga9aitee wayhy jeddam elrayyal!!
Me: yuba ay rayyal shessalfaaa!!
Dad: thelfay 3an wayhee yallah thelfay!!