Fahad: 7ayatee shinu hatha!
Me: egra went saket fahad!
He stared on the mobile’s screen for seconds ..
I can notice his shocked face ..
His eyes popped out ..
Fahad: shinu hatha?
I smiled while my tears were dropping down my cheeks ..
Me: ent goully shinu hatha!
He was silent ..
Me: khalle9at chthoubek 9a7?
He stretched his hand to wipe my tears ..
I removed his hand away from my face ..
Me: lek 3ain etjeesny?
Fahad: 3umri entay la t9adgeen hal kalam tlageen elly dazlech eyya yekrehech ou bekharreb 3eeshtech
Me: ham feek shadda tchatheeb akthar??
Fahad: mayar ya3ni come on ana agdar aghayyer esmy ou akteb mayar al**** ou refejy eghayer esma ou yakteb shamlan al**** ou nghazel ba3ath ou nge6ha eb raskum 9a7?
I smiled automatically ..
There is hope ..
I don’t know what to say ..
Fahad opened his arms ..
I wiped my tears ..
Me: sorry! Bag3ad brou7y fahad!
I closed the door and he left ..
I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and started to think ..
Suddenly I remember my mom ..
Lamma shakkat eb sayeqna ma3a khadamatna enhum sawaw ashya’ weya ba3ath ..
Ou kanat khayfa tsawwi ay action gabel la eta’akkad ..
Ou makan aku daleel ..
Chan tgoul du3a2 ou 3refat shetsawi 3ugubha ..
So I started to say the same du3a’ she said ..
Me: allahumma arena al7aqa 7aqan warzeqna eteba3ah wa arena elba6el ba6elan wajnebna eteba3ah
I took my mobile to call wasmiya ..
Wasmiya: haa shsawaitay!
Me: hatha kelesh mu dalel yemkin ehya ou refejat’ha mghayra esemha!
Wasmiya: haw mayouuur?
Me: ee a9lan hatha mu esloub fahad!
Wasmiya: ana laish a3awer rasy ma3ach! Yuba kaifech etha 3adi 3endech you share him don’t break up khalech ma3ah shaku feech ana!
Me: shelly khallach met’akda?
Wasmiya: ELBENT BNAFES’HA GAYLATLENA YANAITAAY!
Wasmiya: khalas mayar follow your heart
Wasmiya: eeh! Rou7ay loose yourself in his love lain tathbet lech el ayyam kalamy ou tshoufen el9ej b3ainech
Me: I will!
I closed the line and went to my bed ..
I was rolling on my bed 7addy maqmouta mu gadra anam ..
Until I received an SMS from Omar ..
“are you ok?”
My heart’s beats accelerated ..
Oh my god how did he know!!
“yeah im fine”
“ok good night”
Hayouna was calling me ..
I picked it up ..
Hayouna: hiii mayara I miss you 7aaail 7ail!
Me: ohh 7ettana wallah kelsh ma tes’elen 3anny!
Hayouna: walla as’al wesami 3anech!
Me: tes’al 3anech el3afya
Hayouna: abaaaih mayara bagoulech shay mara7 t9adgeen
Hayouna: finaaally I fell in love
I know her she’s that kind of “fethee7a” girls ..
Me: of of mafee sha7an degeega
My mobile was full charged but I lied on her ..
I took my laptop opened the audio notes ..
7a6ait mobily speaker then record ..
Me: alo gouuulay
Hayouna: shinu kent ga3da agouuul!!
Me: you fell in love?
Hayouna: et7essen wai3?
Me: wai3? BEL3AKS!!! Falling in love is amazing ta7achaaayyy
I lied again ..
Hayouna: waaay entay a7san wa7da feehum kelhuum kanaw m3a9been a7ebech wallaahhh
I stopped the voice note ..
Ksarat kha6ry she doesn’t deserve elly basawih!
Hayouna: I fell for fahad tekhayelaay
Hayouna: eeeh ou el a7la enna he loves me too!!!!!!
I felt dryness in my throat once I heard his name ..
Hayouna: he loves me 7aaail walla mayar 7aail eyannen! Sheftay shakla? 9a7 hot ou eshaweg? Men dakhel 7AIL A7LA! 6ayeb ou eyannen ou jad jad jad …
I interrupted her: ENOUGH!!!!!!!!! BAAAAS DARAAAINAAA WALLA KHALAAAAA9!!!!!
Hayouna surprisingly: shfeeech??
My eyes started to tear .. DO NOT ASK ME SHFEECH I CANT HOLD THAT QUESTION!!!
Me: rasy 9akny! Akalmech ba3dain yallah bye
I called fahad immediately ..
My tears didn’t dry yet, the fire inside my heart didn’t quench yet ..
Fahad: hala bel 7ub
Me: 7UB EB WAYHEK!!! ENTA WAY 7UB ENTA? LAKEN HAYYEN!! MU ANA ELLY YENLE3EB FEENY YA FAHAD!!
Me: kel elly bagoula lets break up ou elbajy AF3AL! betshouf menny elly 3umrek ma shefta ya fahad WALLAH la awarreeek!