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Me: laaa shahad goulellehum ma nabe shake shack
Shahad: embala nabe!!!
Mnera: shoush khal9ena golellaha khal eghayroun elma63am
Shahad: rou7aw ma63am thany shraykum?
Shahad: ahh ok , kanna be6ereej
Shahad: kelhum hnak ga3den yan6erouna enshallah mayghayroun ya3ni
Me: rakan hnaak shasawwiiii!!!!
Mnera and shosho looked at me with a big question mark on their head ..
Me nervously: shasawwwwyyyy?!!
Mnera: shqasdech rakan menak shinu ya3ni wetha?
Me: madri fashlaaa
Shahad: shda3wa 3alaaich!!
Me: manoura redeni elbait please!!!!
Mnera: haw men 9ijjech?
Mnera: laa walah mara7 enred ta3alay estansay
Shahad: la tseeren de3la 3aad!!
Mnera: shetkhafeen mennaa!!!
Shahad: shbe9eer ya3ni!!
Me: madri 7etta I couldn’t expect it
Mnera: maku ella el3afya kho e7na eb 6awla ou ohwa eb 6awla 6af!
Me: waaay estaghfarallah!
The time passed until we arrived to avenues ..
My heart couldn’t stop beating ..
We entered shake shack ..
Manoura and shosho were searching for my cousins while I was searching for HIM ..
Suddenly I saw him! I saw gorgeous Rakan was sitting in the right corner of the restaurant and
unfortunately our table was in the middle so .. YARAB MA ESHOUFNYYY!!!
My heart was beating faster than his Panamera, my thighs were shaking I was so stressed that I couldn’t
control myself ..
I don’t know why all of that but I was really scared maybe because I didn’t tell him that I will come to
the same place he was planning to go to or because my cousins and he are in the same place I REALLY
DON’T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN!!!!
We went to my cousins table ..
9aba: akheeraan sharraftaw bait khala fouzeyaa
Mnera: 3e6la ya3ni chan khalaitoha 3asha yakerehkum
I wasn’t in a very good mood and I worried he’d see me ..
Sallamna 3ala el cousins ou ga3adna ma3ahum ..
3abdallah: ha shlounkum banat?
Mnera: wallah bkhair entw shlounkum menzeman 3ankum
I smiled ..
I was thinking that any talk between me and the boys would be kind of cheating on Rakan so I stayed
A7mad: wallah kubarna wenshaghalna 7etta e7na eshabab ma nadri 3an ba3ath
He was eating in a very lovely “dafsha” way ..
3umar: etha teshawafna bel esbou3 marra zain 3ala zain
Sa3ad: ayal khawana tetshawefoun men sbou3 lay sbou3 wala ta3zemoun?
My eyes didn’t leave him ..
3abdallah: egoulek etha teshawafna zain 9a7 9e7 ma3ana bu sa3daa
I missed him .. I miss his pretty black eyes .. look at me babe yalla look at me let me see your pretty eyes
Nada: lail7een etesharrah sa3oud
3umar: la la wainech khaf wayed
Ohh noo don’t look at me khalas, your gaze would scare me love ..
A7mad: chenna enthagha6 el7abeeb?
I love you love you love you and love you ..
9aba: walla a7es babchy wana ashoufna chethy kelna metyam3een shkhuberna fekum
Fa6ma: allah y3afeenii
Dear fate , please let us got married please ..
3abdallah: shraykum nkhaleha yam3a thabta?
Mnera: wallah chan betkhalounha yam3a thabta 3asha please
YOU ARE SO PRETTYY YA RABYYY!!
Nada: su’al laish ma teyoun lezwara ya3ni kubar raskum?
Lucky ketchup on rakan’s lips ..
A7mad: wallah ana arou7 eshalaih bel weekend bs 7adart 3ashankum wllah
Lucky burger inside rakan’s mouth ..
9aba: kelkum chethy 3yal hal wagt men ekhe6 shanaba tana7a 3an lezwara
Mnera: 9abouy khufy 3alaihum
Yallahhh when will I sit over there with you instead of your friends!!
3abdallah: laa laish tkhuf 3adal entaw min ye6la3lekum shesma thegaltaw 3alaina
Fa6ma: ahaam shay wain awaddi wayhe ya jema3a
Me and you only us!!
Sa3ad: el3ubed 9ayer jaree’ chennek
3umar: haha ta3adda lekh6ou6 el7amra
A7mad: la 3baid kallem el3aqel bema yu3qal 7etta entaw men kha6 shanabkum tethaigaltaw ou 9ertaw
banat zyada 3an elezoum
Mnera laughed: ma3ana elmafrouth el3aks haha
3abdallah: gamousha shfech sakta?
Is it my name? was Abdulla calling me??
3abdallah: laish saktaaa?
Sa3ad: gamoush 9akhaa men 3umer
I smiled ..
Fa6ma: abaiih mu 9ij ta7aachaay!!
And all of a sudden Rakan called me ..
3abdalah smiled: shfeech mtan7aaa
A7mad: etfakker bel yahhal
I raised my head ..
3umar: wai3 a7medo maleeq
Wellla he was looking at me ..
Sa3ad laughed: ga6at omahat
Nada: laa ga6at ablat wenta el9aj
My heart started to beat ..
3abdallah: la e7na estathna kan egoul etfakkar bweld elgeraan
I couldn’t answer his call ya3ni enshallah mu jedam my cousins!! Ou I couldn’t smile on his face eather!
A7mad laughed hardly: walak estath med7at qema bel malaqa
Sa3ad: tathkeroun youm khathaina elklenex elly eb sayyarta ou 7a6aina bel9af?
I felt his madness from his sharp gazes ..
3abdallah laughed: galabha tanaaa7aa bu mad7a
9aba: shaku makhtheen klenexaaa shtaboun ya3nii
I was scared .. please don’t come please ..
Sa3ad laughed: ete6efer le3batnaaa
A7mad laughed: youm 7arrakna sayyartaaa 6ala3 edawerha lak sayya7
I was confused I don’t know what to do ..
3abdallah: haha eben 3am elma9kharaaaa
Mnera: abaih she6anaatkummmm!!
Until he left the place ..
Sa3ad: masken med7ato kala teben men warana
Fa6ma: a7es youm takharrajtaw sawa 7aflaa
A7mad: laaa najja7na bel qa9ub egoul fukony takharejaaw mabekum
3abdallah: yekhreb baita 3ashashna eb maddeta
Please come!! I miss youuuu babe!!!
Sa3ad: chan en7ammerha 3alaihh
A7mad: muushh 3awez ashouf khel’etku taaany
Everyone laughed ..
Huh!! Kellen eb galba shega elly lah!!
Sa3ad: esh sawaina feh ba3ad?
A7mad: ely ma yakh6er 3ala balek
Akhh ya3ni laish 7agartaa!!!
3abdallah laughed: youm kataina shaker eb makinat sayyarta
3umar: yekhreb baaaitkum fekum 7aywana
ou ashkara 3ainy guweya a6al3a wayh eb wayh ou 7agra!!
Fa6ma: tukfoun shinu sayarta?
I didn’t smile 7etta!!!
3abdallah: ba3ad 7amra weyya rasa
9aba laghed: 7aram 3alaikum
Mnera: a7essa taqa3ad men wara thhourkum
Sa3ad: yetqa3ad? Hathy sabe3 elmusta7elatt
All them looked at me wonderingly ..
Did I say it loudly??
Me: mafeni shay
Fa6ma: abaih shesalfa gamousha?
3abdallah: la elyoum mu 3ajbatnii!
Me: haw shfekum bs chethy nefakht to get the attention hahah
A7mad: tnashboun lebnayya 3ala nafas’ha
Nada: 3ad you got it haha
Sa3ad: ok gmasha you got the attention then what? Shtaben ya3ni?
3abdallah: shfeek bu sa3da shway shway 3al bent
A7mad: esma3 9ayer feha san3
3abdallah: 6oul 3umri san3
Fa6ma: ma9akhtouha tara emshu ngoum
A7mad: emshu chocolate and macaroon
Sa3ad: foga yallah
I looked at manoura that look elly “no no please no” ..
Manoura understood my gaze , love her ..
Mnera: ok 3ayal e7na benred ma negdar n6aawel
3abdallah: ma sheba3na menkum
9aba: shda3wa yalla ge3daw 3ad
fa6ma: besmelah tawenas
A7mad: manayer shwarach? 3an etefelsef
Manoura looked at me ..
I said “NO WAY” during my eyes ..
Mnera sadly: wedi wallah bs magdaar
Elmuhemmm .. after a long time of begging we finally left ..
Shahad: gamousha bada3tay
I ignored her sentence ..
Mnera: ma kan la da3i kel hatha!!
I got my mobile ..
Me: sektaw shway badeg 3alaih
Shahad: ay shay!!
Mnera: esta7ay 3ala wayhech ma ra7 tkalmena jedamna!!
I cant waaaitt!!!
I started to shake my legs ..
Mnera looked at me ..
Mnera: DRAMA QUEEN shdaaa3waaa mara thanya ge3day belbait la te6le3en etha chethy entay!!
SHUT UP MNERA!!!!
I sighed ..
Mnera: gmasha ana la3at chabdii!!
ANA ELLY LA3AT CHABDY!!!
Me: haa waggaft bas la tlou3 chabdech!!
Mnera: jad jad 9ayra maleeqa!! Nekadeyya araaaf!!
I smiled while burning from inside!!
Me: marra thanya kella bath7ak 3ashanech
Mnera: ou please stop thinking of him!!
Mnera: min 3arafteh wentay ma tadren 3anny!!!
Me: ma a7e6 rasi 3al makhadda ella msolfatlech mulakha9 youmy ou madri 3anech?
Mnera: kel swalfech 3annah ok solfy 3ana bs enshallah tes’elen 3any t3abreny!!
Aww she broke my heart!!
My eyes started to tear ..
Me: don’t say that love!!!
Mnera: khalas khalas ensay ely gelta!!
Manoura kella chethy lamma her tears esharfoun tsaker esalfa!!
Me: manoura ana ma astaghny 3anech!!
Mnera: lazem t7e6en eb balech ena 7ettan ana ma astaghny 3anech fa please 7essi feeny!!!
Her words stabbed my heart I didn’t expect that to happen ..
Me: entaay ana ok?
Shahad: rakzay gmasha shinu entay ana??
Me: ana a7es eb nafsy!
Me: ana your pretty eyes mu??
Me: the7kaaaay please ou wa3ad mara7 azaa3lech walla walla
Shahad: damech thejeeel yawkhayte laish teth7ak
I turned my face toward shahad and smiled that fake smile ..
Mnera: shda3wa ma za3alt
Me: 3ala minuuuu!!
Mnera: 3ala shosho haha
Awal ma wesalna elbait I ran to my room immediately ..
I took my mobile and called Rakan ..
But he didn’t answer ..
Please answer pleeease ..
I called him twice but he ignored me or I hope he did not see the missed calls ..
Wait a moment my lovely heart!! Why shall I call him? I didn’t make a mistake 3ashan adeg ou
Ahh my heart was so stubborn!! I sent him a message ..
“Rakan please answer I want to talk with you”
WHAT??? YOU SAW MY MISSED CALLS OU 7AGERNYY??”
“rakan!! I want to hear your voice!”
“aha, sorry maku”
“whats the matter with you?? Eshfeek!”
“em6awla? Cos mashqoul ana”
“eee em6awla! Esh7agga m3a9eb!?”
Rakan called me ..
I didn’t expect his call!! My heart started to beat so fast until I hear his lovely voice ..
Rakan: lech 3ain tes’elen laish m3a9eb??
Me: shinu??? 6ab3an ley 3ain la’ana faj’etek e9ara7a!!
Rakan: ya3ni 3adi 3endech?? Cool elwath3??
Me: shinuu ohwaaa ay wath3???
Rakan: tadreen enny barou7 hal ma63am ou gayelech ou ma3a hatha sakta!!
Me: abaih shaakuuu askettt
Rakan: ou adeg 3alaich ou tshoufeny 3ain eb 3ain ou mobilech eb eedech eren ou ta7gereen
Me: ent shayef e6awla elly ana feha shloun matrousaaa?? Shloun tabeny areddd?
Rakan: elly qaharny enna wath3kum 9bayyan ou the7ek bedoun ma t7e6enly ay e3tebar
Me: rakan tukfaa my cousins ya3nii!!
Rakan: men meta 6la3aw hal cousins ballah ba3dain ana laish a3awer rasi ma3a wa7da ma tehtam ley
lach kha6ebty wella men bagy ahaly!!
WHAT??? WHAT DOES THAT MEANS???
Me: le3elmek ana 6oul elwagt sakta ou 6ala3t de3la ou maleeqa ou thegelat 6ena bs 3ashanek kel hatha
ou ma ahtam!!
Rakan: luw mu shayef eb 3ainy chan 9addagtech!!
Me: abaihhh ya3ni achatheb ana eshh sheft goullyy?? Minu kallamt ay wa7ed fehum yallaahh!!!
What the hell!! Enshallah ma tsakra eb wayheee ..
Ma9aakh’haaa!!! Ma asta7mel a3eesh ma3a wa7ed moody chethy!!!
I decided to go to manoura’s room and tell her about stupid Rakan, but I realized that I shouldn’t talk to
her about him anymore!!
I was really disappointed from his reaction kelesh ma kann la da3y kel hattha 7eta ma kallaf 3umra
It showed inna he don’t care ou ana mu hammeta!!!
I really can’t understand him!!
Uff!! I decided to take a shower a warm long shower maybe I could forget his wounding words ..
After the lovely shower I wore my PJ and laid on my bed ..
I was rolling on my bed for about 5 hours before sleeping ..
These hours were spent in thinking of him!!!
Thinking of how moody he is!! How sensitive how rude how spooky he was!!
He shocked me from his action!!!
The only word that was in my head is “ESHDA3WA”!!!
I was thinking thinking and thinking until I fell a sleep ..
That was my day!!
Its Friday ..
I woke up , took a shower , changed my clothes and went to the gathering ..
We talked about yesterdays gathering and they all were blaming me because of my quietness and my bad
The time passed until it 10 pm ou he didn’t call me or send me an SMS!!
I missed him! I missed him so much!
Za3al menny ou etha ma raddely JANNAIT
That was my day ..
Its Saturday ..
When I woke up I looked at my mobile immediately expecting an SMS or missed call from HIM ..
But unfortunately there was nothing ..
I missed him! I want him so badly!!! Yaraaab edeg 3alay!!!
I went to the bathroom changed my clothes and went to slider station with Reema ..
I really wanted to get out from my bad mood so I decided to go with her because she don’t know
anything about him and because I miss her ..
I had fun with her .. we ate a very delicious sliders and heaven commando frize .. we talked about
several things away from her drama I love reema she is very loyal ..
Then I went back home ..
I was sitting in a living room and watching Alwatan TV ..
7essa and fouza came ..
7essa: esalaamu 3alaikuum
Me: ahlaaan walahna 3alaikuuum
7essa: tolah 3alaich el3afya 7abebty, 3ayal wainhum??
Me: omy ou manura foug ou shosho 6al3a ou obouy bedewaneya
7essa: khal arou7 7g omy, yalla mama fouz ta3alay
Me: 9aber ma sallemat
Fouz smiled ..
Me: yallaa give me hug
I played with fouza tshaweg 7ail she changed my bad mood ..
7essa came back ..
7essa: daraitay asoum enkha6bat!!
Me: ay asoum?? Laykoun maghaira asoum elhabla
7essa giggled: eee eee bent khalty salwa
Me laughed: shlouuun minu yabeha hathy
7essa: weeeh entay maskeena khathaha wa7ed weyaha bedawam mazyoun ou weld a9el ou fa9el ou
It was interesting ..
7essa: waaay gamoush sawat make over ams sheft’ha eb 360 sub7an men shal wa7da ou 7a6 wa7da ou
la 6agga ethegel ba3ad
Me: 3eshtaaaww! Shemsawyaa!!
7essa: esha3ar falleta eshaweg ou 9abgheta bunny ou el lebs mashalah e3refat etyeeb rasaa
Hmm it seems a good idea ..
7essa: agoulech ghair ghair walla 9ij halbanat la 7a6aw 3ainhum 3ala a7ad eyebouna eyebouna
7essa giggled: e3jebtech elfakra??
I left 7essa and went to my room open my closet and started to stare on my clothes ..
After a long time of staring I chose something to wear it for tomorrow ..
I styled my hair into big waves ..
Then I went to bed with a very optimistic soul that everything would be ok tomorrow ..
Samme3ny 7abeeby el9out sayyerny 3ala kaifek we7shatny suwalefik
That was my day ..
Its Sunday ..
I woke up at 9:00 am ..
I wore my ZARA fur gray vest with my black H&M lagging and my classic chanel ballerina , my hair
was wavy ! and guess what? I wore some make up!! Maroon lipsticks with lots of pinkish blusher and
My look was so different but I liked it ..
I went to the college ..
I decided not to attend any class ..
My goal was seeing Rakan!!
I was walking in the circle, square, in front of the cafeteria, in the garden, and every where only to give
him a chance for seeing me ..
Every one was commending on my look wooohooo ..
Finally I saw him!!
I saw him in front of the elevator ..
He saw me by his LOVELY EYES!!
I smiled ..
I followed him until we arrived to the back yard ..
Rakan: gmashaaa! Shinu hal mekyaj???
Me: mu 7elu?
Rakan: hathy mu gmasha elly a3arefha!!
I wanted him to tell me the difference!!
Rakan: men meta t7e6en mekyaj? Ou talbesen ban6aronat thayja? Ou tfellen sha3rech?
Me: elyoum! Ana bnaya shfeeha etha 7a6ait mekyaj ou falait sha3ry??
I was talking to him while my tears were getting out slowly ..
The truth is that I wanted to obtain your admiration ..
Rakan: gamousha! I love you the way you are ok?
My tears started to roll on my cheeks ..
Rakan: ou 3ala youm elkhamis I was so edgy madry shkent ga3d agoul fa 6awfay please
I wish I could blame you!
I LOVE YOU!!!
Rakan: ana 3endi class al7en ma3asalama
Don’t leave!! Ma sheba3t minnek!!
He left me then I went to my car ..
When I arrived home I went to the bathroom washed my face and took a warm shower ..
I took a long nap until it became 4:00 pm ..
I looked at my mobile wella 1 SMS from Rakani FINALLY!!
I decided not to reply to force him calling me!! I was dying to hear his voice!!
I have been waited for 10 minutes but he didn’t call!! Uff ..
“maa abe minnek resala aish asawi beresayel 9OTIK EDAFY A7EBBAA 3amel eb galbi 3amayel!
Yemkin shwayya afashel bs sending him the part above better than begging him to call me ashkara!!
“I am going to call your house number sheely gabel la a7ad eshelaa rakethhh”
IS HE CRAZY???
“no please DON’T!!! ya3ni call my mobile!!”
ahh our house phone was ringing ..
How dare he!!
I ran immediately to the living room ..
Thanks god no body’s answer yet!!
I picked it up ..
Me nervously: taraa 3aaib shhal 7arakaat!!!
Ohh nooo!! FASHLAA!!
…………..: esalamu 3alaikum
Me: wa3alaikum esalam
…………..: om gmasha mawjouda?
Me: ee minu agoulaha?
…………..: om rakan
I smiled automatically!!