Tuesday, August 26, 2014

The rushed decision.. Part24

I cant not dedicating this post to @ffalmudhaf lannaaa she's the definition of loyality ou she never fails making my days by her beautiful endless compliments❤❤❤❤




"Allah yakhethek menhum, wala yakhethny min yaddek, wala yakheth ghlak ou 3umrek elghaly ou tubga ley.. Wesh ayyami bedounek wesh? Ba3ad 3umri bala weddek? Tarak aghla beshar 3endy wala ghairek abad ghaly.."

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Me: luw sama7t bandar mawjod eb makteba?

-----: la lail7een ma ya

Me: ya3ni ohwa ra7 eyye?

-----: ohwa hatha wagta ne6reh 10 degayeg en ma ya ya3ni bel ma63am

Me: ok ra7 an6er, thank you!

I sat down a chair next to his office and started to play with my phone..

Suddenly my nose caught his beautiful odor..

I slowly raised my head to see his back..

I stood up and followed him silently..

He unlocked his office's door..

I smiled: 9aba7 elkhair

He turned around: hala

His "hala" wasn't expected..

There was something wrong!!

He entered his office and I followed him..

Me: ag3ad?

Bandar: elmukan mukanech

I sat down..

Me: how's everything

Bandar: el7emdellah

Me: feek shay?

Bandar: shfeeny?

Me: madry 3annek! 9arlek yomain mu shayefny ou chethy tkalemny!! Ou adeg 3alaik ma tred shessalfaaa!!!

Bandar: ma men salfa!! 

Me: la jad lai meta ya3ni chethy!! Youm mestanes youm metthayeg mu 3ala mazajek elnaas!!

Bandar: entay elly laay meta bet3aysheeeny bchethba!!!!!

Me: chethba?

Bandar: ELLY YEL3AB 3ALA EL7ABLAIN YA RANA YAKHSER AGRAB A7BABA!!!!!

Me: what do you mean!

Bandar: Rana lateghaibain!!!

Me: akalmek jad ana mu fahma shay!

Bandar: 7AMAD KHA6BECH WALA FALLAITAW!!!! Melchaaatkum begallaha sbouuu3!!! Wentay m3ayshatny bchethba wetgoleen fallainaaaa!! Entay shtabeen minny bethab6 ha?

Me: bandar la tkalemny chethyyyy!!!!

Bandar: shloun tabeen akalmech!!

Me: Be7teraam!! Ou before you act ask!! 

Bandar: e7teraaam? Walla el e7teram 3ayya ye7termech!!

My eyes popped out: bandar!!!!

Bandar: 3aib 3alaich ely sawaiteh walla 3aibb! 

Me: 3aib la'anny 7abaitek?

Bandar: enty mesa7ty karamty belga3 ya Rana!!!!

Me: ana? Enta wayed gam tathlemny!!!!! Bassek walla bassek!!!

Bandar: eeee entay!!! Entay elly 3ala themmat 7amad ou rethaitay enech teg3edeeen ma3ay!!! Rethaiteelly agolech kalam 7elu ou afaker feech bmustaqbely!! Minu ely thalam minu gouleelly!!!

Me: bandar enta b7ayatee gabel la 7amad edesh feeha!! Wenta ely ana ekhtartek tkoun ley!! Bs 7amad enfarath 3alay min obouyyy!!! QA9EB!! Ou latloumny!! Loum nafsek la'annek khalaitny m3allega lant ely kha6abtny wala ent ely 3atagtny!!

He didnt say a word and stayed silent for a minute then..

Bandar: kha6abtech!!

My heart's beats accelerated..

Bandar: re7t 7g obouch ou kha6abtech!! 

I whispered: ou ba3dain?

Bandar: ma tabeen t3arfeen eltakmela!!

Me: laish?

Bandar: bs elly lazem t3arfeena enny maly ne9eeb feech!!

My eyes started to gleam from tears..

Me: laish as'hal shay 3ndek enek takhserny?

Bandar: entay tefhemeen ely agola wella ma tefhemeen!!!

Me: afham ennek kha6abtny ou 6ala3t makh6ouba!!! Ou ham afahm enna obouy raddek!! Bs elly ma afhema laishhh you gave up on me easily!!!! 

Bandar: lanny we9alt 7g 6ereej masdoud!!

Me: kel masdoud yenfete7!! Obouy raddek marra ymkin ma yredek thany marra!! Aw rou7 kallem 7amad goullaaa!!

Bandar: ENTY MAYNOUNA?? 7amaaad refeeeejyyy!!! Tabeeeny agoulla hed mertek abeeha??

I froze in my place and my face started to sweat..

Refeeeja?? No no no mu laihadaraja lekwait 9gheera!!

Me: refeejek?

Bandar: okhouh refeejy 7ail!! Sa3oud ely asolef lech 3annah ye6la3 okho 7maid!!! Shefty elqahar!!!!

I felt dryness in my throat..

I swallowed my tears and whispered: elsalfa min awalha qahar!

Bandar: tabeen azeedech min elshe3er bait?? Elyoum kallamny sa3oud gally ta3al melchat 7maid lesbo3 elyay!!

Me: 3endy fekraa!!! 

Bandar: min 9ejech? Lail7een feech afkar??

Me: la'anny a7ebbek ou fekrat el3eesha min ghairek mu rathhya atqabbalha!!

Bandar: Rana!! 7eta luw allah ma ketab ne9eeb nkoun 7g ba3ath bs 9adgeeny ely edesh galbe ma ye6la3!! Mukanech bgalbe ma7ad ra7 yamleeh men ba3dech!! A3eesh 3ala elthekra wala a3eesh waqe3 maa abeeh!!

Me: bandar la tfaawel!! Feee 7al!!!

Bandar: goulay!

Me: ana bagoul 7g obouy eny asafer Italy ajahhez!! Ou enta betkoun mennak 7g sheghlek!! Neg3ad ma3a ba3ath b3eed 3n halnas ou netzawaj!!

Bandar: yannaitay?

Me: men awal ma dakhalt galbe wana maynouna!

Bandar: la jad yannaitay? Shloun tabeeny atzawaj min wara ahaly!!! Shloun tabeeny a3eesh b ee6alya wahed sheghly ou 7alaly! Rana fakraaay

Me: laish men wara ahalek!! Goulehum ou khal eyoon 3rsna ana ely mara7 agoul 7g ahaly!! Ou la t3eesh b Italy ana a3eesh ou enta rou7 ou red 3alay!! Aw a3eesh bdubai 3ady

Bandar: ana yomain ma at7ammal bedonech hal marra kel wa7ed bdeeera!!

Me: yomain ahwan min 6oul el3umer!!

Bandar: ahaly mara7 yerthon akheth wa7da ahalha mu ratheen feeny!!

Me: omy rathya bs obouy elde3la!! Enzain walla ana gayla 7g 7amad ekalem obouy ygola ma yabeeny fa etha falaina ekh6ebny!!

Bandar: ared akh6ebech minah?

Me: eeh!!

He froze in his thoughts..

And after seconds her nodded: mashy!

Me: shfeek?

Bandar: karamty!

Me: mabaina karama!!

Bandar: testahlain testahlain!!

Me: shfeeeek!!!!!! Chenek msabbah!!!

Bandar: 6oul 3umerha nafsy 3azeeza!! Ou karamty 7a6ha foug rasy bs 7ubech sa7ab karamty 3ugub ma sa7ab galbe!!

Me: bandar? Minu 7ash karamtek!!

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Mom: fatheeee3 obouch qemma bel fatha3a!!!

Farah: minzeman! 

Mom: la ya3ni allah y7aftha ma3enda labaqa bel 7achy!! 

Farah: ou el7emdellah welsheker e6ale3 elnas min fouug!!

Mom: allah yahdee!! Wella 3umerha leflous wel3ayla ma rfa3at nas'ha!! 

Farah: yalla eljanna! Al7een hal maskeen beta3aqqad muho 6ag bait a7ad!!

Mom: eee wallah ya3wainty!!

Me: minu ely ya3wainty!!

Mom: hal maskeen elly taqadamlech!!

My heart skipped a beat: shfeeh???

Mom: obouch khallah yet7assaf 3alyoum elly taqadam lech feeh!!

My eyes popped out and my voice fadded away men el9adma: laish!

Farah: ohwa mu nafsna ahala metwas6een ou ohwa elthaher m3nda ella madkhool wa7ed ou mu wayed ma3roufeen fa obouy fthe7a! Enna enta shloun tejarra't ou 6alabt eed bnty ou e7na ma ennaseb hal ashkaal ou min hal 7achy!!

Mom: allah la yakhsef feeenna!! Raktha wara leflous chenna mu shayf khairr a3outhu bellah!

Farah: ee wallah hatha wuho khairah ygha6y lekwait

Mom: ebn adam ma yamly 3aina ella letraabb! 

Me: ou laish ana elwa7eeda ely maadry!!!

Mom: entay teg3edeen weyana wela nshoufech? 3ashan ngoul!!

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Dania: rana lay hny ou khala9!! Tra e7na mubaasher mu ga3deen eb movie!! La etahawerain!!

Me: dania I want him!!

Dania: lazem tghayreeen 7ayatech ou tefhemeen enna mu kelshay tabeena takhtheena!! Elnas ma neshtereehum!!

Me: mu byoum ou laila!! Dania ana mara7 yehda baly ella lamma akhtha 7aggy!!!!! I gave him a huge part of me and I cant live without that part!!

Dania: stop being dramatic rana ou THINK!!!! Ely betsawena bewadeech bdahya hal marra ana magdar ashaj3ech its serious!

Me: I dont care! I just want him I NEED HIM DANIA FEHMAY!!!

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Me: i have a gay friend!! Wayed yetlazzag feeny ou he actually loves me

Hamad: hatha ana ashofa ohwa welbent wa7ed la t7ateen

Me: etha kent nasy Ive been in a relationship with that HANDSOM guy ou I seriously love him!

Hamad: shfeech! E7na metsaween bhal salfa!!

Me: lebsy tara lek 3alaih a7eb atfassakh!!

Hamad: tekbereen ou tetsaterain

Me: ou tabe el9ej? Ana mabeek!

Hamad: adry bs thuroufech tafrethny 3alaich shensawy!

AAAAAAH!!!!! MUSTA7EEEEEL!!!

Me: bs you can GO AND TELL MY FATHER "MA ABEEHA"

Hamad: tadreen eny magedart ba3dain you're not bad ya3ni

Me: mu men 9ejekkk!!!! Define the word "bad"!!!!

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Bandar was staring at the ground..

Bandar: allah yesh'had eny sawait kelshay agdar 3alaih 3ashan aksebech bs allah mu kateb

My eyes kanaw matroooseeen dmou3 and I was holding a tissue paper ou I was wiping my red nose every now and then..

Me: dont *sniff* gi ve up *sniff*

Bandar: kheera! Obouch allah ykhalleh lech ma yenta3ashar! Madry shloun ou laish enty benta!

I was crying continuously..

Bandar: elmuhem!! Ely lazem agoula enna .. Rana mes7y dmo3ech!! Ledmou3 muu lechhhh

I wiped my tears: stop be ing niceeee *sniff*

Bandar: 3ala hal6ary entay al6af ensana marrat b7ayatee ou akthar ensana gdarat 3ala galbe!! Tarabba3ty bgalbe ou gemtay tamreen ou tanheeen!! Kelshay feech 3ajabny ou yesh'had allah eny masheft minech ela kel khair!! 

Bandar: Min 3araftech wana atkhayelech labsatly elnafnof el abyath bs al7een 3araft ena el khayal mujarrad khayal b3eed min elwaqe3!!

Bandar: 3alamteeny shkether elwagt muhem ou enna el ashya' el7elwa bser3a troo7!! Fahamteeny ma3na "time is money" a7san min a7san proffessor bel jam3a elwagt ma3ach tharwa mu bs flous!!

Bandar: Rana!! Wallah a7ebechhh

10 comments:

  1. Elpost eyaaninn katkouuta! waayy 7ayate ranaa takser elkha6err;( ubouhha y3el elgalb staghgerallaah:) please khaleha ehya ou bandar yetzawjun a7ibhuum;( post soon -dea

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  2. La La mu 6abee3y hal7amad!!! maskeeenaa allah lay7e6na mukanhaa:s!! ya3nee wain trou7 elbnayaa??? qasub elzawaj qasub:"(??? ou bandar 7abeby ya3ne wagta halkalam?:: brou7 elbent say7aa::: yaraaab yetzawejouuunn ba3ath:D

    .. thankyou for the lovely post all the way from switzerland:*

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  3. Ana laih el7een madrii sh9ayer il9ar7a mw mstw3ba klish;( w grait ilpost cham mara w ba'9il agra lain astw3ib sh9ar il9ar7a 3war galb w yabchey w madrii ana laish ilnas chithii yamshoun wara ilflous w ilman9ib w ilesim 3balhum hatha kilshay bil denya(n) w hal hamad ya3la shagoul inshallah anthal w a78ar mina mako hatha shino min bashar mako karma ilbnya mtabeek w enta lazga 9ij araf(n) w obouha y3al yshouf 7oubat rana w bandar yarab w y7is eb dama eshweya w rana w bandar 7baybeeee wallah kil wa7id yaksir ilkha6ir akthat min ilthaney;'( bainhum ilobo w hal bandar waaaaaay mako mina w rabii mako mina w rana a5aaaaaih;'( laaaa inshallah y9er shay w yrj3oun l2na mw ma38oula rana btskit 3la hal 7al MAY9ER lazim a7ad ywgif ilobo 3nd 7ada w inshallah rana does that w takes bandar;( please la 6awleen 3laina were commenting w reading w waiting loveu ya36ich il3afya w THANKU ALL THE WAY FROM GERMANY ♡♡♡;***

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  4. 3wwwaaaaaaar gaaaaaaalb hal rana w bandar wallah;'( 3ajeeeb ilpost bass ybachey plz post soon bnshouf shra7 y9er please;'( y36ich il3afya 3la ilpost loveu ya a7la blogger;*

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  5. I almost teared up & I never cry !!!

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  6. Stories and movies never touch my insides but this chapter almost made me tear up:(
    They're meant to be!! I want them to be together:( so unfair:((((

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  7. Elpossst y3wrr elgaaabll! Bandaar w3lyaaa tm95aar mn obuu ranaa! Mu hamitaa ela elflouss o elkhrabee6 jad yksr elkha6r halbandar. Ma ashof 7amad is badhe is goodd o el9dmaaa elkubraaaaa bandar y3rf 7amaad
    Allah y3een ranaaa
    This post jad y3wr elgalbb akthr wa7d kasr 5a6ri bandar
    Loved the post 9j yz3l shwyaa bss
    Eyanin as usuaalll na6reeen nextt possttt 3la naaarr post soon pleaseee -asna

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  8. Awwwwwch������������������

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  9. Omg what's going to happen :'((((( bandar is breaking my heart!!!

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