Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Restrained Love .. Part1

I'm Baaaaackkkk ...

I miss writing and I miss YOU MOOORE!!!!

Do you do too?;$

First of all I should THAAANK Dana AlOthman for her help she inspired me writing this story and helped me<3

This  page is dedicated to NajlaEO The one who asked me "6al3a men lekwait many 6al3a ..." you were the winnerrrr:D ..

This story is full of action and surprises bs ne6raw 3alai::: ..

Ou Don't judge a book from its cover ..

3EEEEDKUM MBARAKKK OU TE3OUDONA ENSHALLAH<3!!

NOW PLEASE ACCEPT MY 3EEDEYYA, THAT SUPER LONG POSTTT!!

ENJOYYY IT!!!!

Love you all;*





6eweeeel, jameeeel e7ebnnyyyy emouuut feeenyyy ..
esma? Khaled
Agoulla khaled?
Agoul sammaaayyy ..
Agoullaa 7abeeeeby?
Egoulle 3uuuumri
Agoulla 6alabtek?
Egoule amraaaay? Asafrech elgumar? Ana gad’haaa!
Agoullah bs bs mabe shay esta7aait ..
Eyyeelly ou elemny wegoullee yaaaajmaal men fel wejouuuuuud ..
Ou wayhe e9eer a7mar ou lsany yenrebe6 ou akhesh wayhe eb sadraa ou alemma ..
Mom giggled: shouf shouf madry shtafker feeeh halbent
Dad giggled: tlageen tfakker eb nafnouf men Elie Saab
I looked at them ..
Me: afaker wafakker bs minu elly yefham weyeeebb
Dad: bal? ashterellech nafnouf eb 6000 wenty 9a3da? La 7asha many majbour
Mom: enshallaah la tezawajtay badlat 3ersech
Me: entaaaay gad elkalam ely tgouleena?? Please al7een mu belail 3ashan yam7eeh elnahaaar!
Mom: enshallah laish laa2!
Dad: allah yakhsef feekum shfekum entaw? Sayyara mu nafnouf
Me: luw 3endi 10000 ou ma3endi sayyara? Ashtery eldress ou meste3eda arkab b taxi
Mom giggled: hawas hawas
Dad: agoul daloula?
Mom: amerr
Dad: meshtehy ma7albeyya men eedech
Mom: weyyy!!! Bass?? Ma 6alabt shay al7een agoum asawwelek
Dad: teslemeeennn
My mom went to the kitchen immediately to make some ma7albeyya for my dad ..
My dad looked at me and smiled ..
Dad: sh3endech ma tgoumeen tsa3deen omech?
Me: wana sh3arrafny balla asawi ma7albeya??
Dad: golat ma a3aref ra7aa
Me: ee wallah ra7a
Dad: entay allah y3een raylech 3alaich kellesh mee7
Me: elly yabeeny eye yakh6ebny weya 6abakhta bedal omma haha
Dad: jeeel kharban marra wa7da
After a while my mom came back ..
She smiled ..
Mom: ka 7a6ait’ha bel thallaja bss tabred ayebha lek
Dad: ya36eeech el3aafya yubaa
Mom: allah y3afeek
I used to live with those sweet parents in a small house located in Qurtoba area ..
I have elder sister and brother ..
My brother Watha7 is married to beautiful Salma, they have two pretty girls Rana and Jana ..
My sister Yara is married to Faisal, they have one beautiful boy Dhari ..
I am the smallest one ..
I have a very simple personality ..
I am down to earth to everyone ..
I smile to everyone and speak to anyone ..
I trust and love easily ..
My dad doesn’t have too much money but he has love ..
I used to live in a house filled with love and peace ..
I don’t wear Chanel bags but I wear Carolina harrera ..
I don’t have Yves Saint Laurent shoes but I have marc by marc Jacobs ..
I believe in the sentence “it is not what you have it is what you are”
I have too many true friends that love me for who I am ..
I am so obsessed with fashion ..
I can’t shop in the high brands boutiques, But I wear better than a millionaire ..
What else?
My name is Sarah, yes Sarah as simple as this ..
170 centimeter height and 68 kilogram weight ..
I am not skinny but fit ..
I have a long dark brown hair with blonde ombre’ highlights ..
I never wear makeup, my makeup is my pretty smile ..
Dana was calling ..
Me: hi
Dana: ahlannn
Me: ha shffeeech?
Dana: abaih swair malal 6afshaa theegat khelg shoufeelly 7aal
Me: men galech enny markaz sarah lelmut3a walhalaga? Kel ma malaitay dagaitay?
Dana giggled: ya maleeeeqaaa minu adeg 3alaiih ya3nii
Me: ok ok khansawi shay
Dana: shrayech endeg 3al hailag ou ne6la3 yemeee3?
Me: yallaa ana ma3endi shaay
Dana: yallah deggay 3aalaihum
Me: khangoul bel group
Dana: laaa no way a3arefhum ya7gerouuuun
Me: smella 3alaina wayed enshallah tabeny adeg 3ala wa7da wa7da?
Dana: eeee please
Me: ok wain enrou7?
Dana: enrou7 living room akeed fathy ou mafeh a7ad ou eljaw 7elu neg33ad barra ou neshrab coffee
Me: ok tam
Dana: yallah khal abadel
Me: bye
Dana is my closest friend, actually she’s more like a sister ..
I called our friends to tell them about “el6al3a” and yes we used to call each other “hailag” lanna etha ejtema3na ensawi ashya’ hailegeya ..
We decided to go by one car ..
It’s Lulu’s car, she drives a land cruiser so ra7 ekaffeena ..
All of my friends live in Yarmouk and Odaileya, I was the only one who lives in Qurtoba so ana akher wa7da emerouny ..
I opened my closet and chose something to wear ..
I wore a yellow half sleeve’s dress with a black big hat since the restaurant is on the beach so ..
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
Yess the hailag always make noise ..
I opened my window ..
Me: KANYYYY NAZLA YAL HAILAAAGGG!!
Well they didn’t hear me ..
Awal ma 6ala3t wella omy ou obouy bel7adeeqa yeshreboun chay ..
I smiled ..
Me: taboun ayeeblekum shay weyay? Ana ray7a ashrab gahwa weyya elhailag
Mom: ohh hally e6egoun hernat rab3ech?
Me giggled: eeeh minu ghairhum
Mom: ana mabe shay
She looked at my dad ..
Dad: allah y7afthech chenech omech awal ma khathait’ha jameela
I smiled in a shyly way ..
Me: 3younek eljameela baba
My mom held my dad’s face from his chin and kissed his cheek ..
Mom: rabbena yugbur bekha6rak
Dad: 3ad lail7een jamalech ma nega9 neg6a
She was giggling in a shyly way ..
I smiled ..
Me: ya7elouuukum allah la ya7remny men jamalkum ma3asalama
Mom and dad: allah y7afthech
Once I entered Lulu’s Land ..
All of the hailag: ESHAWGOUUUUN
Me: minuuuu ohma?
Lulu: omech ou obouch
Samira: chenhuuum tawhum metzawjeen
Me: ba3aref shloun sema3taw?
Yasmin: shefnaaa ma sema3naa
Me: eee omy ou obouy kella chethy atmanna rayel nafs obouy jad eyanen
Raghda: 7eta omech!! Mashalla 3alaihum 9arlehum sneen weya ba3ath ou ohma chethy!!
Me: eeeh! Ou 3umry masheft’hum e9arkhoun 3ala ba3ath ou etha omy tethayegat men ay shay lezem obouy eratheeha ma ykhalleha tnam wehya methaygaa
Durar: yaaallah erzegnaaaaa
Dana: allah y7afeth’hum wetammem 3alaihum thekraw rabkuum
Me: ella wain elbajee??
Lulu: ghanwa daggat 3alay galat 3endaha mte7an
Raghda: ou fareeda ekhet’ha gam tolad
Yasmin: ou layyoul omha mu rathya lana 9arlaha sbou3 ma g3edat belbait
Me: ahh ma3ana youm kalamt’hum ma galaw sshay
Samira: eee kella 9ar faj’a
Durar: waaay swaira shaklech eyaannen
Dana: 7aadda 9a7?? Walla 7asaitech eb Marbella mu bel kwait
I smiled: mashkoureeen
Raghda: 3ad mashallah swaira thouq kella kashkha mashallah
Lulu: yalaaait agdar albes hat nafsech
Me: 3adi foug le7jab la tkhalen shay bkha6rech
Dana: 3ad layoul tsaweeha t9adgeen?
Lulu: ee bs 7g eshalai mu faj’a chethy
Yasmin: abaaaih tawni astaw3eb msawya ombre eyanen lonaaa
Me: waaay estee3abech be9eerly shahar
Raghda: eee 9ej kela bagoulech ou ansa wain sawaiteeh?
Me: eb eden sheghelhum eyanen 9ara7a
Dana: enzain baskum 7allaltaw elbent 7e6eeellena 3eraaaaqy ya lu2lu2a
Samira: laaa please 3an elhalagaaa
Lulu: yolo yolo yuba
Samira: abaih bathbe7ech shakuuu yolo belmawthou3 mabe 3raagy wai3
Dana: 3eraaaaqyyyyy 7e6 yuba 7e6
Me: 7e6aay khanestanes
Raghda: haha sameroo btalshat feekuum
Yasmin: ana gabel kent ma7eb 3ragy bs kharabtounyy
Lulu: yakheee eheeezz ou daggat’hum 3ajeeba
Dana: off a9lan etha 7afla mafeeha 3eraqy 3alaiha esaalam
Me giggled: dwain lawa3ty chabdy weya 3eraqeyech goulay 3ragyy la yenshag 7enchech
Samira: waaay hailag hailagg elly eshouf kashkhatkum ou anaqattkum ma ygoul yesme3oun 3ragy wai3!
Dana: lwailoooo 6awleeehh
Lulu: enzaaain elly wara sakro edarayesh manabe fethaye7
We enjoyed our time listening to Eraqy hailegeyya songs while Samira ga3da ou tet7al6am hahaa ..
I love my friends ..
Akthar shay a7eba feehum 6abee3eyat’hum, 6abe3eyyen ou basee6een ou ely bgalbhum 3ala lsanhum chenhum khawaty mabaina 7awajez waala 7aya wala mesta7a allah la ya7remny menhum ..
At the coffee shop ..
Raghda: waaaay mashallah your bracelet men waaain shareeeta?
Me: ay wa7ed? Hatha?
Raghda: eeeeh
Me: khathaita men dubai
Raghda: tadreeen shkether 9arly adawra? Kel ma arou7 makuu!
Me: trou7een Balenciaga elkwait? Maynouna? Mafeeh shay!
Raghda: shasawi ma safart!!! Ou mashallah mayta abee hal louuun!!
*We were in Dubai mall in bloomingdales ..
Me: MAMAAAA!!!!!!!  Elswaaar elly 9arly sena adawra ou nafs ellouun elly abeeh!!!
Mom: besmellah! Theglay bnayte shfeech!!!
Me: tadreeen shinu ya3ni 3ez el6alab??
Mom: ashouuuf 3a6eny khanshoufa!!
I gave her ..
Mom: men 9ejech? Hatha elly mzawegh galbech?
Me: eeeh yumma eeee!!!!
Mom: mafeeh zouuud!
Me: luw ashra7lech lai bacher menty fahmatnyy
Mom: ya3ni tabeena?
Me: SO BADLY!!
Mom: allah y3afeek bcham hatha?
The man: hayda 7a’o 500 derham
Mom: 500 ma yeghla 3ala swaira yalla 3a6nayyah
The man: hayda akher e63aa
Mom: mu meshkela
Me: mabeee box balbesa al7een!!
My mom smiled: allah ywansech bel3afya*
7assait bshu3our raghda, youm kent mayta abeeeh!! El7emdelah khathaita ou stanast ou lebastaa ma atwaqa3 ra7 akhalle bkha6erha ..
I took the bracelet off and gave it to Raghda ..
Me smiled: hachh
Raghda’s eyes popped out: MEN 9EJJECH? LA LAAAA ABAIH LA MAABEE!!!!
Me: qasaman bellah ma y6ub yeldy 3ugub hal degeegaaa!!
Raghda: waaaay laish ta7lefeeen mu ela talbesena bas mabeh!!
Dana: way sarah elwa7ed ma yemda7 3endech shay?
Me: chub entay! Raghoud wallah az3al en ma khathaiteeehhh ekhtheeeh!!!
Her eyes started to tear ..
She took the bracelet and hugged me really tight ..
Raghda: allah la ya7remnyyyy
Samira: abaaaaaiihhhh
All of us: shinuuuu??
Samira: goulaw minu enkhe6aab??
All of us: minuuu??
Samira: 3awasha Al****
Yasmin: YA7LAAILHA!
Me: abaaaih kellesh mu layegg!!
Raghda: min khathat?
Samira: weld Al*****
Lulu: yemkin her cousin lanna omha bent el*****
Dana: bs yarabbe tawhaaaa 19!!
Yasmin: abaih tekhayelaw wa7da feena tenkhe6eb
Raghda: waaay wanaaasaaaa!!
Lulu: a77es babchee waaayyy
Dana: ou narge9 laahaa egouloun hathail refeejat el3arouuus
Samira: yaaaraab allah yarzeg wa7da feeena thak elrayel elsan3
Me: waaay besmellah fal allah wala falkuum tawnaaaa 9ghar 19 7etta ma wadda3na el teens khanestanes wenhaleg weya ba3ath ou la7geen 3alzawaj la takharajna
Yasmin: a7es shfeeha ya3ni tezawejay al7en ou le3yal ba3dain 3adi
Me: wai3 shallah 7adna 3ad
Raghda: wanasa tekhayelay a7ad e7ebech wedal3ech waaaayy
Samira: ou yetghazzal feeech 7eta luw tawech gayma men elnom ou wayhech mtaffakh
Dana: ou a9baaagh sha3ryyyy
Yasmin: ou arouuu7 el Maldives
Raghda: ou albes hathak el dress elly sharaita men Alothman el aswad
Dana giggled: elly omech galatlech wayed mfa9akh ma yenlebes ela 7ag raylech?
Raghda: EEEEH!!! Betrouuu7 mothta welrayel ma yaa
Samira: 6a3 shefakrouuun feeh!!! Abe atzawaj 3ashan el7uub wel7aanan
Yasmin: 6ab3an kho 9ubegh ou 9abgha Maldives ou ray7aaa tefe9ekh ou tefa9akhtay 6ab3an ya3ni
Dana: eee wallah!!
Raghda: yallah waina elly be7asesny eny elbent elwa7eeda bel3aalam
Me: MU MEN9EJKUUUUM
Lulu: swair 7egreeehum yegroun blogs wayed
Me: 7aadhum!! Kheffaw kheffaw
Yasmin: 3ala 6ary elblogs abeee wa7ed nafs Rakan eyaneeennnn
Samira: waaay rakan gamouuusha?? Off 7adda yeebouleyyaaaa
Lulu: hahaaa 7elmaw 7elmaw
Refeejaty makhtheen ne9 7ayatee, etha ma sheft’hum bel esbou3 marra e9er feny shay ..
Kelyoum agoum el9eb7 arou7 eljam3a “GUST” ared elbait ag3ad ma3a omy ou obouy ou adres ou a6la3 ma3a rab3y ..
3endi cousins bs mu wayed weyahum lanna kelhum kbar ou metzawjeen fa ashoufhum men zwara lay zwara ..
My life is really boring ..
Maku action ella etha qarrarna ana ou rab3y nsawi shay maynouun ..
Bs don’t worry the action is coming wella chan ma ketabt qessa ..
One day ..
Me: mama?
Mom: hala mama
Me: waina obouy?
Mom: 6ale3 7abebty
Me: mu 3awayda ye6la3 etheher
Mom: yemkenna raye7 7g khalty
Me: ma galech wain raye7
Mom: la 7abebty
After a while ..
Dad: alsalamu 3alaikum
Me, mom: wa3alaikum esalam
He went to his room ..
I looked at my mom wonderingly ..
Me: mama?
Mom: na3am
Me: entay ou obouy metza3leen?
Mom: la
Me: 3ayal laish ma 7abech mu 3awaydaa
Mom: eeh tawa 6ale3 la’anna mamda yolah
Me: ahh!!
Yara: ella wain omy?
Me: omy bel7amam etesaba7
Yara: ou obouy?
Me: madry 9ayer ma yeg3ad belbait
Yara: la7atht! Kel ma ayeekum mu mawjouud!
Me: ana a7es ena met’hawesh weya omy bs khasheen 3alaina
Yara: obouy? Yet’hawash ma3a omy? La la no way!
Me: eee ana kent agoul chethy! Bas yarabe mu 6abe3eyyen!
Yara: akhaaf fee mushkela 3end obouy mu mkhaleta yeg3ad belbait?
Me: et’hagain? Way allah la ygouuul!
Yara: ee wallah!
Me: ellah dady wainaa?
Yara: tharouuy wadaita 3end khalty walhana 3alaih ga6aita ou yeet ashouf omy menzeman 3anha ou baredlehum
Me: waaay kalb kaaaalb!
Yara: watha7 ma yakum?
Me: embala kelyoum eyyena bs bedoun banata
Yara: eeeh ou salma?
Me: bain fatra ou fatra tyena wetyebhum weyaha
Elwath3 belbaait mu 6abee3y ..
9arlehuum ashhur wuhma 3ala hal 7al ..
La obouy obouy wala omy omy ..
I woke up at 3:00 am ..
I was breathing continuously ..
It was a nightmare ..
A3outhu bellah men bleeesss ..
I was rolling on my bed for 15 minutes I couldn’t sleep I was too afraid ..
I left my bed and went to mom’s room to tell her about the nightmare only to hear “ta3awethy men blees maku shay hathy kelha kharabee6” ..
I slowly opened their room’s door ..
My heart skipped a beat ..
Where is my mom ..
It was only my dad sleeping there ..
Ou mukan omy kan mrattab ..
I went to the living room and the kitchen but nobody was there ..
I opened Yara’s room slowly to see my mom sleeping there ..
I was shocked ..
ASHKARA MET’HAWSHEEEN!!!!!!
MEN METAA YET’HAWESHOOON!!! 35 YEARS TOGETHERRRR MA TAHAWESHAW WALA MARRA!!!
I closed the door and went back to my room ..
I couldn’t sleep, I forgot about the nightmare and started to think about my parents ..
The next day ..
Me: aloo yara wainech?
Yara: ana bel dawam laishh?
Me: abaih abaihhh crying
Yara: shfeeeeech!!!!!!
Me: esalfa 9ej omy ou obouy met’hawsheeeenn!!!!
Yara: sarouna 7ayatee hadday ana ou faisal kelyomain net’hawash ou ntarathaa shay 6abee3y!
Me: entaaw bs mu omy ou obouyy!! Yaraa omy naayma bdarechhhh!!!!
I felt her shock ..
Yara: 7elfay??
Me: walla wallaaa!!!
Yara: sem3eeny! Entay saway nafsech ma tadren 3an shay ou lama a6la3 men eldawam amerech ou entefaham ok?
Me: enzain!
Yara: 7abeebty entay maku ella el3afyaa kho azma wet3addy!
Me: yara 9arlehum ashhuuur!
Yara: eee mu meshkela tn7al enshallah
Yara arrived at 4:00 pm ..
I was waiting for her in the living room ..
Yara: alsalamu 3alaikum
Me: wa3alaikum esalam
Yara: wain omy wubooy
Me: foug!!
She sat on the couch ..
Yara: lazem nfakker eb 7al
Me: mukhe wagef a7es 7elm mu 9ej
Yara: agoul 7g omy ennaa ..
I interrupted her: E7EMMM
Mom: halaaa yarraaa elyoum yayyatna
Yara smiled and kissed my mom’s head ..
Yara: eeh walhana
Mom: shlounech weshloun wlaidech?
Yara: wallah el7emddelah
Mom: ou raylech shlouna?
Yara: kelna bkhair! Yumma
Mom: ha yumma?
Yara: banam bghurfety elweekend elyay faisal berou7 eshalaih fa zahbouha ley
What an idea!!
Mom: eeeh zain tsaween lanny mara7 akoun belbait
My heart skipped a beat ..
I couldn’t say anything ..
Yara: laish?
Mom: oboukum 6allagny


I NEEED YOUR COMMENTS<3 ...

21 comments:

Anonymous said...

Welcome back!
The story looks great!

-NBA

Anonymous said...

Loved the chapter bs 9ijj I'll nhaya kanat 9adma :O!! Klsh mtwg3t!, anyways keep the amazing work love <3
-D.s

Anonymous said...

First of all WELCOME BACK LOVE
Second thing Im already in LOVE with the new story It seems very interesting
And the ending was a huge huge shock:o!
-nk

Anonymous said...

Raw3a raw3A ppost soooooooooooon!!!
Be walla 7aram her mother and father were ssuch a cute couple
I really reeallly mis u ;**********************

Anonymous said...

AHHHHH YOUUURRRR BLOG & STORY IS AHHHH AMAZING UNIQUE FLAWLESS WONDERFUL MAKU METHLA FABULOUS AAHHH I CAN'T BREATH IT'S BREATHTAKING AHH I LOVE YOU & YOUUURR BLOOGGGGGGG TSHAWQQEEENNNNNN!!!!!! :'( YOU KNOW THAT I READ ALL YOUR STORIES TWICE IT'S AMAZING! - Anon J

Anonymous said...

khallas rmuthan?:o

Anonymous said...

Awal shay welcome back we've missed you so much!! ou thane shay 3alaina ou 3alaich! amaazing post jad min bedayat'ha shakelha 7elwa! ya36eech el3afya ya gameel:*:*
-D

Anonymous said...

The joy and the big huge smile on my face once I saw the old post again and the NEW one :D Welcome Back

El Post 3AJEEEEEEB can't wait for the rest 7alje bkbra tb6l youm galt 6allagny =D
-Ai

Madliar said...

:O :O NEXT!! Loved the first postt cant wait :x

Anonymous said...

A777 laa no wayy aslan!! Aslan ma yseer.. ! Amazing start katkouta keep it up gurl xx waiting ur next♥

Mer said...

Welcome back!!!! It has been such a long time :(. That was super unexpected at the end, our instincts are telling us its one of her friends that didn't say 'Mashallah'- things can get pretty serious...
3alaina w 3alaich dear, we hope you had a wonderful Ramadan and we honestly can't wait for more posts!

Lots of Love
Xxxxx

Anonymous said...

:( 7addaav'9aagg khelgyy.. Laish men awlha nekaad?
Magdr a7kem ela lama yabde elaction!!
Bass i swear ena btkoun nafs eli gabelhom♥♥

-6ayoubah

Anonymous said...

Endeeeemaaaaaaajjjjjjjjjjj, yallaaa next post bser3aaaa i cant waitttt longer♡♡♡♡!!!!!

Anonymous said...

I lovvvvve your stories! They're beyond amazing and I read them religiously so please don't take long on the next post! And I was wondering 3adi you recommend a few other blogs with nice stories with good English like yours? Because some blogs yaktboon in english bas it doesn't make sense -.- please & thank youu

F said...

OMG shiragt lama garait a5er sentence!:o .. allah yaster!!!:(
BTW I LOVEEE THIS STORY SO FAR! 7aail 3ajbne :D ya36eech el3afya love xx

Anonymous said...

glad your back 7abeebti:*i missed you alot!w this story seems really intresting!i loved it!pleasee try to post the next post 7ta low 89eera 3adi bs ahm shay n8ra!THANK YOU!!

Anonymous said...

Your blog is amazing:'( I really loved this port was the best the endig was shoking:o!! Post soon !! And welcome back<3

Anonymous said...

Heeeeey first welcomeee !! Wallah cant say how much i miss you !!! Second ayamich sa3eeda ;* w third i'm loving the beging alot a7is il story ra7 et9eer naaar kal 3ada bs madrii laish this time i have a feeling that the story is just in time ! 3jeeba wallah how the friends act together remind me of my friends/sisters love them ! They're so cute together i'm liking the girls personality reminds me of someone ! i really love how the story is all put together w cant wait 7adii mishta6aaa 3al next post !! Talented as always ya rewaya LOVEYOU and MISSYOU loads wallah
Ps: 3afyaaaa 3afyaaaaaa khalai il next post long 3shanii bagraa bil 6ayaraa ;$

- noneed to say mno 9a7 ?;$ xx

Anonymous said...

Ambaaaiihhhh u shoookkkeedd meee jaad ba6aaltt 7aljoo chthii :o!!!!! Bagooliich shaayy
Entaaaayy ? Katiibaaa? Muubdii3aaa!!!!!!!

Its ; hnmarafie

Anonymous said...

7aljii**

Anonymous said...

I'm reading ALL ur stories this week, la7a6't ena u don't like esem ray, w et7ebeen el asamy el thegeelllaaaaa, w 3abalich en kelmat nervous ya3ny m3a9eb (pissed off/mad = m3a9eb) w ur grammar eb english 9ej en left ya3ny person (mufrad), people (jam3) w waged tla5be6een, bas el 9ara7a after all that i still love ur story and blog <3 mu 8a9da aheenich, 3ashan cheetah ketabta in an old post, bas an9e7ich,
love, H