Restrained Love .. Part3

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I swallowed my tears ..

Me: khal eye ashoufa

My dad kissed my right cheek ..

Then he smiled ..

Dad: allah yakteb lech elly feeh elkhair

I smiled: amen

I turned around and went to my room ..

I called my mother to tell her ..

Mom: halaaaa hala 7aabeeeebeee shlouunechh ya mama?

Me: ahlaain! Ana tamam el7emdellaah entay shlounech? Shemsawya?

Mom: wallah! El7emdellah! Mashe el7al yabnayte! Shloun akhaytech weya 3yalha? Ou akhayyech shlouna?

Me: kelhum zaineen mafehum ela el3afyaa

Mom: oboukum shlouna?

Me: obouy bkhair ou ne3ma

Mom: 3asach malya 3aalaih jawwa?

Me: kether ma agdar! Ou ohwa 9ayer kela erou7 7g mama 7e9a

Mom: ou shloun 3al akel? Shetsawoulla shet7e6oulla?

It was heart breaking ..

I tried to changed the subject ..

Me: yuuuumma

Mom: ha yummaa

Me: beyouully naas!!

Mom gasped: wallaaa???

Me: eeh!

Mom: haw sarouna men 9ejjech??

Me: eee Yuma!

Mom: khabretech ma taben etezawejain gabel la etakharejain shelly taghayyar!!

Me sadly: ghayart rayee

Mom: enzain min weldaaa? Minhum ahaalaa??

Me: weld al****

Mom: haw sarouna chenech mu mestansaa!

I took a deep breath ..

Me smiled: embala Yuma ana 7ail mestansa!!

Mom: el7emdellah!! Enzain meta beyouun? Ou wain shafech?

Me: yemkin elsbo3 elyay!! Mama yamdeech teyyeen!!

My mom was quiet for seconds ..

Mom: ma thannety ya bnayte!

I swallowed my tears ..

Me: ok

Wadait mobily b3eed 3an 7aljy ou I placed my hand on my mouth and started to cry silently ..

Ma tewaqa3t hal rad menhaa!!

Tewaqa3t’ha betred 7g bent’ha lesgheera elly kanat mdal3at’haa ..

“alo” “alo” ..

I wiped my tears away ..

Me: weyyach weyach

Mom: shloun omech sarah?

Me: madry menzeman ma sheft’ha!

Mom: rou7elha bnaytee!

Me: enshallah!

Mom: sem3eenyyy

Me: shinu!

Mom: lamma eyounkum elnas ga3douhum bdar lesteqbal enzain mama?

Me: enshallah!

Mom: ou goulay 7g omech 7e9a ou omech sarah eyoun ou chan wa7da men khalatech aw 3amatech ou yara

Me: enzain!

Mom: ou 7e6oullehum 3a9eer ou cha you gahwa ou goulay 7g rose etsawy 9eneyat mu3ajanat mshakela pizza ou za3tar ou jeben ou 6elbaw 7elu gahwa

Me: ok

Mom: awal ma eyoun estaqbelouhum men elbab mu etkhalon elkhadama tyebhum lekum lay mukankum

Me: enshallah!

Mom: ou lebsay shay thaafyy!!

Me: enzaain!

Mom: obouch sa’al 3an elrayyal?

Me: ee ohwa ou watha7

Mom: khosh! Allah ywafgech enshallah ou yakteblech elly feeh elkhair

Me: amen!

I closed the line, laid on my bed and started to cry my heart out ..

La men omy wala men obouy ma7ad e7es feenyy ..

I really don’t want to get married in an early age ou bnafs elwagt mabe akoun ham 3ala obouy wala abe aza3el omy etha getlaha my real feelings ..

….

Yara: rose did you prepare the stekanat??

Rose: yes madam

Yara: did you make tea and coffee?

Rose: yes

Yara: juice? Mu3ajanat?

Rose: everything’s ready madam

Yara: okk make f7ama for bukhour

Rose: ok

Yara: sarouna laish ma tsaween pony tale?

I was sitting in the living room and punching on my iphone ..

Me: hmm?

Yara: reb6ay sha3rech chena a7la men tfelena?

Me: la 3ajebny

Yara: 3ala ra7tech! enzain minu beyye?

Me: mama 7e9a

Yara: ou mama sarah?

Me: ma getlaha

Yara: enzain wainha al7een beyoun el awadem?

Me: ka obouy raye7 eyeebha

Yara: enzain khal a7e6lech k7aila wella shay

Me: mabe

Yara: enzain 7umraa!!

Me: 7a6a gloss

Yara: 3ala ra7tech

Yara: oh oh kahum yaw

She went closer to the door ..

Yara: hala hala wallaaah eb mama 7e9a tawwa ma nawwar baitnaa

Mama H: 7abeeebty wallah mnawer bahalaa

Yara kissed mama hessa’s forehead ..

Yara: shda3wa ya7afeth ma teyyena kelsh

Mama H: shasawi bnaytee magdar ayyekum wahayyet hal bait

Yara: wee shda3wa Yuma allah el7afeth

I went to mama hessa  and kissed her head ..

I smiled: mama shlounechh?

Mama H: halaa halaa b3arousatnaaa wallah bkhair ou ne3ma

Me: hala feeech 7abebty ,el7emdelah!

Mama H: allah y7afthech shhal zaain!

Me: elzain zainech yumma

Mama H: eee khalkum chethy 6awlo sh3ourkum sh7elu sha3rech mkatkat mashallah

I smiled: enshallahh

Dad: yumma sarouna kelshay feeha zain afa 3alaich

Mama H: eee smella 3alaiha 6al3a 3ala abayhaa

Yara: Yuma tfathelay dakhel tara ohma b7erwa al7een yayyeen

Mama H: yallah! Allah y3afeech yeeboully bkhayra khal atebakhar oboukum 3ayalny ma tebakhart

Yara: yalah al7een 7etta e7na ma tebakharna

We went to the guest’s room and sat their awaiting for elkhe6ab ..

After a while 2 women came ..

His mom and aunt ..

We kissed each other then we sat down ..

His mom: 3afwan bas minu feekum Sarah?

She was staring on Yara and I ..

Yara pointed on me: hathy sarouna ou ana yara ekhet’ha lekbeera

His mom: ee allah y7afethkum

Yara: ou hathy omy 7e9a Al**** om obouy

His mom: wene3em wallah! E9eeroullekum 3ayal al**** elly bel fai7a?

Mama H: eee hathail bait 3ammy

His mom: mashallah 9ej lekwait sgheera! Hathail makhtheen bent khalty

Mama H: laylahellallah! Men benta?

His mom: bent Al****

Mama H: eeehh ghanouma?

His mom: eeeh

Yara giggled: mashallah

His mom: ella sarah entay chum 3umrech?

Me: ana 19 khalty

His aunt: mashallah sgheera!

Me: eeh!

His mom: shtadreseen?

Me: marketing eb GUST!

His mom: eeeh! Ou minu rab3ech?

I was like “seriously”???

Shakuu brab3yy!!!

Me smiled: rab3y ana ou ana rab3y!

He gave me a death stare ..

His mom: ella ta3alay omech wainha? Galoully m6allega?

I don’t understand what’s the point from asking a question and answering it at the same time ..

Me: eeh!

His mom: allah ykafeenna eshar egouloun 3ala kuber haa?

STOP TALKING ABOUT MY MOM!! WAAAAY CHENHA ETESHAMMAT!!!

Me: el7emdellah 3ala kel7al

His mom: umm enzain shinu ehtemamatech? Tegderen twafqeen bain elzawaj ou elderasa?

Me: akthar ehtemamaty el fashion ou elnew trends! Wallah ba7awel ou allah ygaderny

His mom: metkharja men ay thanaweya?

Me: men el3a9ma

His mom: 3ayal warach tetkalemain engelaizy

I smiled ..

His mom: enzain 7abebty jassem al7en yabe edesh taboun talbesoun wela agoula yedkhal?

Mama H: la haw 7ayyah allah khal yedkhal ana 3alay 7jabee

Me: eee khalty 7ayyah

After a while Jassem came inside ..

I was really surprised ..

He looked HUGE!!!

Shway ekhare3 ya3ni!

Ana 170!! Ohwa a6waaaaal yemkin he’s 185-190 chethyyy!!

Ou 3areeeethh!!!

Ou shway asmar 3aala 7an6awyy!

3enda gufel!

Mafeh 7ala 3ady jeddan ..

I smiled in a scary way ..

Jassem: alsalamu 3alaikum

All of us: wa3alaikum esalam

He sat on a chair shwaya b3eed 3anna ..

His mom: sarah mama rou7ay ge3day weyah

Ay shayyy laaa fashlaa fashla why didn’t he sit next to me!!!!!!

I looked at yara ..

Yara smiled and whispered: rou7ay

Me: ok!

Wayhe kan mtanne7 men9edem ..

I slowly walked to him and sat down ..

I smiled: hi

Jassem smiled: esalam

I looked at the ground while smiling ..

Jassem: t3arfen te6bekheen??

OH MY GODD!!!

AWWAL SU’AL A3AREF A6BAKHH??

MA AFHAM SHKETHER ESHABAB E7EBOUN KARSHAT’HUM!!!

I raised my head ..

I looked at him in a popped eyes ..

Me: na3am?

Jassem: shlounech weya el6ebakh??

YAYY MAKTAB KHADAM???

Me: ma jarrabt!!! Bala marra sawait cupcakes

Jassem: cupcakes??

Me happily: eeeh ou kan 7adda latheeth khalle9oh mashallah!

Jassem: nag3eeh ou sherby mayah!

I giggled in a shyly way ..

Jassem: 3aish shay ma6ebakhtay?

Me surprisingly: abaaih laaa shinu 3aaaishh laish a6bakh 3aishh!

Jassem: a7eb atghadda mechabes ou chethy!

Me: ohh! Ok mu meshkela agdar at3allam 3ady!

Jassem: enzain wain taskeneen?

Me: hny eb qur6ubaa

Jassem: qasdy etha allah ketab ou tezawajnaa

Me: weyyak?

Jassem: bait ahaly wella taben barraa?

Me: laa bait ahalek a7saann

Jassem: 9ej wallah!!

Me: eeehh awnas etha ent mu mawjoud shasawy brou7yy!

Jassem: wayd zain!

Me: enta 3endek khawat?

Jassem: eeeh 3endy 3 khawat ou okhoo

Me: allaah wanasa khawatek chum a3marhum?

Jassem: wa7da kubrech ou wa7da 15 ou wa7da 22

Me: YAAAAYYY!!

Me: oh sorry!

Jassem smiled: ou okhouy metzawej ou saken besheqa ely yamna ya3ni atwaqa3 shay bewansech

I smiled: eeh akeed! Enta chum 3umrek?

Jassem: ana 26

My surprisingly: el3umer .. kella

Jassem smiled: mashkoura

Me: wain teshteghel?

Jassem: eb sharekat elwaled allah y6awel b3umra! Ou 3endy ma7al mal khamat rejaleya obouy 3a6aneyyah

Me: awhh! Enta tehtam 7g elfashion??

Jassem: ay fashion deshadeesh!!

Me: ahh!

We talked about random stuff until they left ..

Dad: ha sarah shrayech feh?

Me: hmm not bad ya3ni 3ady!

Yara: yuba shakla ekharre3!!

Me giggled: bs maskeen mala sheghel kho khelqat rabbah!

Yara giggled: MAMDACH 7ABBAITEEH!

I didn’t ..

But I was trying to love him or at least like him ..

Dad happily: EL7EMDELLAH! Ya3ni a3tebrech mwafqaaa?

He really wants me to marry Jassem he really does!!

Look at those happy eyes!!

I cant say no!!

It would be so mean if I said!!

Me: enshallah bs se’law 3anna 3adel

Dad: khala9 aana akallem okhouch elyoum ou nes’al 3anna 3ala ma yeta9loun marra thanya na36ehum khabar

Me: khla9 ok

…

They asked about Jassem and they was ok with the asking results ..

Then they chose a day for the men to came “khe6bat elreyayeel” ..

Its time to tell my friends about my engagement ..

We were in Samira’s house ..

All of us!!

Me, samira, dana, lulu, raghda, ghenwa, yasmin, fareeda and layal ..

Ma kent adry shloun abdaa ou eb shinu abdaa bs kel elly a3arfa ena lazema agoullehumm ..

Me: abaaaih!!

The “abaih” word to get the attention its like “attention please” in our own language ..

All of them: shfeech??

Me: ummm

All of them: SWAIR SHFEECH??

Me: tekhaaayyelawwww!!!

They were staring on me ..

Me: tekhayyelaw enkhe6abt ou elmelcha eshahar elyay

A tear dropped down my cheeks automatically ..

THEY GASPED ..

All of them: CHATHAABAAAAAAAA!!

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