Restrained Love .. Part4

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I laid my face on my lap andstarted to cry my heart out ..

Dana hugged me really tight ..

Dana whispered: 7abebty khalass

Kesart kha6er 3umry ..

I couldn’t stop crying wallah ..

Lulu: sarouna 7ayatee khalaas!

Samira: swaira kellena bentezawajshda3waa?

Yasmin: e7na mu yahhal wentay gadelzawaj

Raghda: mahma kanat asbab halzawaj7e6ay eb balech enna kheera

Ghanwa: goulay el7emdellah ghairechyan6er halyouum swair!!

Layal: bsss 7ayateee entay!

Fareeda sat next to me and huggedme ..

Fareeda: elly eye men allah? 7ayyahallah 9a7?

Oh my god ..

Kelhum mthaygeenn khelg’hum ebsebbaty!!

Why do I have to act mean ..

I raised my head, took a deeeeepbreath and wiped my tears ..

All of them were staring on me ..

I faked a smile ..

They smiled back ..

Me: heh, I’m fine

Dana hugged me tight ..

She whispered into my ear: stopfaking things ok?

Samira: soooooo?? Minu sa3eeeedel7ath?

Me: Jassem! Jassem Al*****

Lulu: kaaalba 7adddeee fara7tlechhhh!!!

Me: 7abeeebty lulu mashkouraaa

Raghda: kalba khabastay gloubnashebache al7een!! 7adda shay ewannes bel3aaaksss!!

Me: eeeh ewanes bs khnegatnyel3abra shasawwy

Raghda: many metkhayla abaaaih Icant waaaitt!!!

Fareeda: swaaair mabrouuuk!!!

Me: alah ybaarek feeech fofo

Layal: eeee way mena elmal oumenech le3yal abaaaih hehehehehe

Me laughed: BESMELLAH LAYOUUUL!!

Ghanwa: layal bed3aaaa!! Metaelmelcha enshala?

Me: eshahar elyay enshallah

Dana was silent she was reallyreally shocked ..

Because she’s the closest ou Ididn’t tell her anything before ..

Lulu: sarouuun abe raqam omechkhanbarek laha

My heart skipped a beat ..

“abe raqam omech” became anembarrassing question ..

Me: emmm

Dana: khaaalty dalal msaafraaashfeekum

Me: ehhh

Lulu: 7elfay wee enzain meta betred

Dana: dezoullaha message awbarkoullaha belmelcha ou bs

Raghda: eee ee belmelcha

Samira: waaay eshta6aaittt al7eenag3ad afakker shalbes men al7een

Yasmin: entay sharaitay dress?

Me: laa wala shay 7eetta ma jahhazt

Layal: kalbaaa way wanaasaaa

Fareeda: a7la shay shoppingetajheeez yaaayyy

They were very excited, actuallymore than I do ..

I was scared and embarrassed ..

They surrounded me and started toask me maaaaany silly questions ..

“jameeel??”

“no3a eghazel?”

“shahag awal ma shafech?”

“shsolaftaw?”

“are you scared?”

“shinu shu3ourech?”

Then ….

Yasmin: swairrr!!

Me: hmm?

Yasmin: wain elly thakelyoum tgoultawna 9ghar ou khan3eesh 7ayatna la7geen 3alzawaj haaa??

That was heart breaking ..

My tears were about to fall ..

Me: ne9eeeb

Lulu: elkhoooof men halne9eeebwaaaaayy!

Samira: yazeeena men ne9eeeb allahywafgech yaal na63aaa

I smiled: a7bech lulu

Dana: lu2lu2aaa!!

We laughed ..

…

Dana: ESHLOUUUUUNNNN!!!!!!!!!

Me: hatha elly 9ar!

Dana: SWAIR ENTAY 9EDAMTEENY!

Me: tetwaqe3ain ana mu ma9douma?

Dana: 3AMMY MA QSEBECH!! OU MARA7EGOUL SHAY ETHA GELTAY LA2 WALLA A3ARFA YABE WANASTECH!

Me: ana abe wanasta akthar!!

Dana: ma7ad bewaddech wara eshamsghair 6eebtech el over!!! Swair hatha ma9eer hatha zawaaaaj please e97aaay!!

Me: madam feeh retha 7g obouy akeedbartha feeh ou rabbe yakteb elly feeh elkhair!

Dana: 3aneeda!

Me: okk!

I closed the line ..

I was thinking of my future withJassem ..

How would it be?

Emmmm ..

After 10 minutes mu akthaar wallahmu akthaaar an unknown number called ..

I ignored ..

I usually ignore the unknownnumbers ..

He kept on calling for 829718397132times ..

Then I received a whats app message..

“Hatha ana Jassem redday”

Ohh ..

Yeah 9arlena madry chum makh6oubentawwa yfaker edeg ..

Me: Alo

Jassem: hala wallah

Me: hala feek

Jassem: shlounech?

Me: zaina!

Jassem: elmelcha lesbou3 elyaymeste3edda?

Me: almost! Enta?

Jassem: ee fa9alt deshdasha!

Me: meta nsawwi el3ers?

Jassem: ay 3ers hatha?

Me: 3ersNA?

Jassem: men gal bensawwi 3ers?

NOOOOO MY ELIE SAAB DRESS META RA7ALBESSAAAA???????

REMEMBER? WHEN MAMA TOLD ME ALBESAEB 3ERSY!!!

I WANT A WEDDINGGG!!

I LOOOVE WEDDINGS!!

KEL MA AROU7 WEDDING ATKHAYYALNAFSY MUKAN EL3AROUUUS!!

PLEASE LET THE IMAGINATION COMETRUE!

My eyes filled with tears ..

Me: khansawi!

Jassem: la2! Maku mala da3y!

Me: pleaseee!

He felt my tears falling ..

Jassem: shfeech? Shebachy al7een!!

I wiped my tears ..

Me: kel bent ta7lem eb halyoum!Laish ma t7aqeq 7elmy?

Jassem: galoullech baba nowail?

Ohhh! He’s so rude ..

Me: ma bethnek may?

Jassem: la maku da3y!

Me: well kaifek

Jassem: ta3alay shinu sayyartech?

Enarfez 7aaaail ..

Me: FJ!

Jassem: na3am??

Me: FJ Toyota!!

Jassem: adry bs wain ga3deen7abebty?

FINALLY HE ADDED “7ABEBTY” ..

Me: laish?

Jassem: ana asoug Bugatti ou mertytsoug FJ? Mu 3adla

BUGATTI???? THAT WAS BREATHTAKINGGGGGG!!!!!!

Me: jassem?

Jassem: hmm?

Me: why did you choose me?

7assaita makhethny yekshakh feenyya3ni!

Jassem: lannech a7san elmawjoud!

Me: elmawjuod?

Jassem: omy yabatly arba3 banatanaggy menhum! 6la3aw kelhum ekalmoun ella entay!

Me surprisingly: SHLOUN TADRY?!

Jassem: 3endi refeej beddakheleyya7allalleyyakumm! 7etta darajatech a3arefha

Me giggled: ayshay 9a7?

Jassem: wallah ou 6ala3taya7sanhum! Enzain goulelly shinu a7la sayyara 3endech?

Me: hmmm a7eb g-class

Jassem: 9alon a7laaa!

Me: ma7eb 9alon kellesh hehe

Jassem: elbanat hal wagt 9ayreene7eboun el jaibat 7etta land esougoun wain ga3deen!

LOOOOOOL That’s Lulu ..

Me: eeeh kho kelha sayyara laishel3un9ereyya?

Jassem: daaafshhh!

Me: duh?

I said it in a nice way wallah ..

Jassem: ma ya3jebny!

Me: heh ok

Jassem: eeh saraaa!

Me: na3am?

Jassem: sha3rech men ta7at ba6chabdy ge9eh tukfain!

Me: mqa9af ya3ni wella shinu?

He’s funny walah!!

Jassem: laaa ashgaar!

Me giggled: ohhh esamouna ombre

Jassem: 9ej? Elmuhem ge9eh ba6chabdy!

Me: ashouff!

Jassem: mu etshoufen lazem!!

Wallah he’s soooooo funny ..

I ignored his sentence ..

Jassem: mestansa?

7araaam!! He cares about myhappiness!!

Me: el7emdellah!

Jassem: bas’elech

Me: es’al

Jassem: mesta3yela 3aldazza? 3adyadezha 3ugub 3 ayyam chethy?

HAH?? YOU SHOULDN’T ASK ME HASU’ALFASHLAAA!!!!!!

Me: la shaku ekhthaw ra7atkum!

Jassem: ok

I felt his grin ..

…

Me: JOUUUTY ABE JOUUUTY!!

Dana: eshteray simple high heel oukhalas!

Me: mushkela ma3aref amshy eb highheel!!!

Dana: ta3allemaaaay!!!!!!

Me: menwain ashtery?

Dana: amerech enrou7 elsal7eyaetshoufen louboutin ou valentine?

Me: okk bs ma3endi flous shlounaqne3 obouy ena ashtery jouty eb 300+? He’s a close minded bhasuwalef 7aaail!

Dana giggled: ana mkanza its yourmarriage gift deal?

Me: m9eeeba ok ok deal yallah

3adi she’s more than a sister ..

We went shopping ou she bought me abeautiful high heel from louboutin ..

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Before our melcha eb two days ..

Our house bell rang ..

Rose went to see who was there andcame back with a large wooden box ..

I was home alone ..

I took the box ..

It’s the dazzaa ..

I opened it to see a 30000 KD check..

MY HEART SKIPPED BEATSSSSS ..

SHASAWWY EB THALATHEEN ALFDINAARR!!!

YEAHHH MAKU GHAIRA SHOPPPIINNGGGGBAKHALLES’HUM 3ALSHOPPINGGG YAAAAAAAYYY!!!!!!!

There was bukhouur and 6eeeb ouuuu aeldeblaa it was diamond akeed ou a watch and a bracelet from Van cleef andarples OMGGG!! HE’S 6AYYEEEBBB!!!!!!

And the breath taking part wasMERCIDES KEYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There was a small paper ..

“enshalah ekoun elmahar kafy ouenshallah tkoun elashya’ 3ala thoqech ou 6el3ay barra shoufay shinu feeh”

I went outside immediately to see ABLACK G-CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS MORE LIKE A DREAM!!!

OH MY GOOOOOD!!!!!!

My eyes started to tear!!

I wanna huggg hiiimmmm!!!!!

I called him immediately ..

Jassem: hala sarounaa!

Me: jaaasem mashkouuuurrr mashkour7ail 7ail you made my yeeeeaarr!

Jassem: testahlaain kel khaaair! Eekeshkhaay!

Rayyal ou efakker eb kashkhat mertashaku??

Bs 6awwaft lanny I was more thanhappy ..

Me: wallah jad ma ga9art!! Aredlekeyyahum bel afra7 enshallah!

Jassem: yallah estansay

…

TODAY IS MY MELCHA DAY ..

I was scared and nervous ou shwayya7ail happy ..

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Restrained Love .. Part3

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I swallowed my tears ..

Me: khal eye ashoufa

My dad kissed my right cheek ..

Then he smiled ..

Dad: allah yakteb lech elly feeh elkhair

I smiled: amen

I turned around and went to my room ..

I called my mother to tell her ..

Mom: halaaaa hala 7aabeeeebeee shlouunechh ya mama?

Me: ahlaain! Ana tamam el7emdellaah entay shlounech? Shemsawya?

Mom: wallah! El7emdellah! Mashe el7al yabnayte! Shloun akhaytech weya 3yalha? Ou akhayyech shlouna?

Me: kelhum zaineen mafehum ela el3afyaa

Mom: oboukum shlouna?

Me: obouy bkhair ou ne3ma

Mom: 3asach malya 3aalaih jawwa?

Me: kether ma agdar! Ou ohwa 9ayer kela erou7 7g mama 7e9a

Mom: ou shloun 3al akel? Shetsawoulla shet7e6oulla?

It was heart breaking ..

I tried to changed the subject ..

Me: yuuuumma

Mom: ha yummaa

Me: beyouully naas!!

Mom gasped: wallaaa???

Me: eeh!

Mom: haw sarouna men 9ejjech??

Me: eee Yuma!

Mom: khabretech ma taben etezawejain gabel la etakharejain shelly taghayyar!!

Me sadly: ghayart rayee

Mom: enzain min weldaaa? Minhum ahaalaa??

Me: weld al****

Mom: haw sarouna chenech mu mestansaa!

I took a deep breath ..

Me smiled: embala Yuma ana 7ail mestansa!!

Mom: el7emdellah!! Enzain meta beyouun? Ou wain shafech?

Me: yemkin elsbo3 elyay!! Mama yamdeech teyyeen!!

My mom was quiet for seconds ..

Mom: ma thannety ya bnayte!

I swallowed my tears ..

Me: ok

Wadait mobily b3eed 3an 7aljy ou I placed my hand on my mouth and started to cry silently ..

Ma tewaqa3t hal rad menhaa!!

Tewaqa3t’ha betred 7g bent’ha lesgheera elly kanat mdal3at’haa ..

“alo” “alo” ..

I wiped my tears away ..

Me: weyyach weyach

Mom: shloun omech sarah?

Me: madry menzeman ma sheft’ha!

Mom: rou7elha bnaytee!

Me: enshallah!

Mom: sem3eenyyy

Me: shinu!

Mom: lamma eyounkum elnas ga3douhum bdar lesteqbal enzain mama?

Me: enshallah!

Mom: ou goulay 7g omech 7e9a ou omech sarah eyoun ou chan wa7da men khalatech aw 3amatech ou yara

Me: enzain!

Mom: ou 7e6oullehum 3a9eer ou cha you gahwa ou goulay 7g rose etsawy 9eneyat mu3ajanat mshakela pizza ou za3tar ou jeben ou 6elbaw 7elu gahwa

Me: ok

Mom: awal ma eyoun estaqbelouhum men elbab mu etkhalon elkhadama tyebhum lekum lay mukankum

Me: enshallah!

Mom: ou lebsay shay thaafyy!!

Me: enzaain!

Mom: obouch sa’al 3an elrayyal?

Me: ee ohwa ou watha7

Mom: khosh! Allah ywafgech enshallah ou yakteblech elly feeh elkhair

Me: amen!

I closed the line, laid on my bed and started to cry my heart out ..

La men omy wala men obouy ma7ad e7es feenyy ..

I really don’t want to get married in an early age ou bnafs elwagt mabe akoun ham 3ala obouy wala abe aza3el omy etha getlaha my real feelings ..

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Yara: rose did you prepare the stekanat??

Rose: yes madam

Yara: did you make tea and coffee?

Rose: yes

Yara: juice? Mu3ajanat?

Rose: everything’s ready madam

Yara: okk make f7ama for bukhour

Rose: ok

Yara: sarouna laish ma tsaween pony tale?

I was sitting in the living room and punching on my iphone ..

Me: hmm?

Yara: reb6ay sha3rech chena a7la men tfelena?

Me: la 3ajebny

Yara: 3ala ra7tech! enzain minu beyye?

Me: mama 7e9a

Yara: ou mama sarah?

Me: ma getlaha

Yara: enzain wainha al7een beyoun el awadem?

Me: ka obouy raye7 eyeebha

Yara: enzain khal a7e6lech k7aila wella shay

Me: mabe

Yara: enzain 7umraa!!

Me: 7a6a gloss

Yara: 3ala ra7tech

Yara: oh oh kahum yaw

She went closer to the door ..

Yara: hala hala wallaaah eb mama 7e9a tawwa ma nawwar baitnaa

Mama H: 7abeeebty wallah mnawer bahalaa

Yara kissed mama hessa’s forehead ..

Yara: shda3wa ya7afeth ma teyyena kelsh

Mama H: shasawi bnaytee magdar ayyekum wahayyet hal bait

Yara: wee shda3wa Yuma allah el7afeth

I went to mama hessa  and kissed her head ..

I smiled: mama shlounechh?

Mama H: halaa halaa b3arousatnaaa wallah bkhair ou ne3ma

Me: hala feeech 7abebty ,el7emdelah!

Mama H: allah y7afthech shhal zaain!

Me: elzain zainech yumma

Mama H: eee khalkum chethy 6awlo sh3ourkum sh7elu sha3rech mkatkat mashallah

I smiled: enshallahh

Dad: yumma sarouna kelshay feeha zain afa 3alaich

Mama H: eee smella 3alaiha 6al3a 3ala abayhaa

Yara: Yuma tfathelay dakhel tara ohma b7erwa al7een yayyeen

Mama H: yallah! Allah y3afeech yeeboully bkhayra khal atebakhar oboukum 3ayalny ma tebakhart

Yara: yalah al7een 7etta e7na ma tebakharna

We went to the guest’s room and sat their awaiting for elkhe6ab ..

After a while 2 women came ..

His mom and aunt ..

We kissed each other then we sat down ..

His mom: 3afwan bas minu feekum Sarah?

She was staring on Yara and I ..

Yara pointed on me: hathy sarouna ou ana yara ekhet’ha lekbeera

His mom: ee allah y7afethkum

Yara: ou hathy omy 7e9a Al**** om obouy

His mom: wene3em wallah! E9eeroullekum 3ayal al**** elly bel fai7a?

Mama H: eee hathail bait 3ammy

His mom: mashallah 9ej lekwait sgheera! Hathail makhtheen bent khalty

Mama H: laylahellallah! Men benta?

His mom: bent Al****

Mama H: eeehh ghanouma?

His mom: eeeh

Yara giggled: mashallah

His mom: ella sarah entay chum 3umrech?

Me: ana 19 khalty

His aunt: mashallah sgheera!

Me: eeh!

His mom: shtadreseen?

Me: marketing eb GUST!

His mom: eeeh! Ou minu rab3ech?

I was like “seriously”???

Shakuu brab3yy!!!

Me smiled: rab3y ana ou ana rab3y!

He gave me a death stare ..

His mom: ella ta3alay omech wainha? Galoully m6allega?

I don’t understand what’s the point from asking a question and answering it at the same time ..

Me: eeh!

His mom: allah ykafeenna eshar egouloun 3ala kuber haa?

STOP TALKING ABOUT MY MOM!! WAAAAY CHENHA ETESHAMMAT!!!

Me: el7emdellah 3ala kel7al

His mom: umm enzain shinu ehtemamatech? Tegderen twafqeen bain elzawaj ou elderasa?

Me: akthar ehtemamaty el fashion ou elnew trends! Wallah ba7awel ou allah ygaderny

His mom: metkharja men ay thanaweya?

Me: men el3a9ma

His mom: 3ayal warach tetkalemain engelaizy

I smiled ..

His mom: enzain 7abebty jassem al7en yabe edesh taboun talbesoun wela agoula yedkhal?

Mama H: la haw 7ayyah allah khal yedkhal ana 3alay 7jabee

Me: eee khalty 7ayyah

After a while Jassem came inside ..

I was really surprised ..

He looked HUGE!!!

Shway ekhare3 ya3ni!

Ana 170!! Ohwa a6waaaaal yemkin he’s 185-190 chethyyy!!

Ou 3areeeethh!!!

Ou shway asmar 3aala 7an6awyy!

3enda gufel!

Mafeh 7ala 3ady jeddan ..

I smiled in a scary way ..

Jassem: alsalamu 3alaikum

All of us: wa3alaikum esalam

He sat on a chair shwaya b3eed 3anna ..

His mom: sarah mama rou7ay ge3day weyah

Ay shayyy laaa fashlaa fashla why didn’t he sit next to me!!!!!!

I looked at yara ..

Yara smiled and whispered: rou7ay

Me: ok!

Wayhe kan mtanne7 men9edem ..

I slowly walked to him and sat down ..

I smiled: hi

Jassem smiled: esalam

I looked at the ground while smiling ..

Jassem: t3arfen te6bekheen??

OH MY GODD!!!

AWWAL SU’AL A3AREF A6BAKHH??

MA AFHAM SHKETHER ESHABAB E7EBOUN KARSHAT’HUM!!!

I raised my head ..

I looked at him in a popped eyes ..

Me: na3am?

Jassem: shlounech weya el6ebakh??

YAYY MAKTAB KHADAM???

Me: ma jarrabt!!! Bala marra sawait cupcakes

Jassem: cupcakes??

Me happily: eeeh ou kan 7adda latheeth khalle9oh mashallah!

Jassem: nag3eeh ou sherby mayah!

I giggled in a shyly way ..

Jassem: 3aish shay ma6ebakhtay?

Me surprisingly: abaaih laaa shinu 3aaaishh laish a6bakh 3aishh!

Jassem: a7eb atghadda mechabes ou chethy!

Me: ohh! Ok mu meshkela agdar at3allam 3ady!

Jassem: enzain wain taskeneen?

Me: hny eb qur6ubaa

Jassem: qasdy etha allah ketab ou tezawajnaa

Me: weyyak?

Jassem: bait ahaly wella taben barraa?

Me: laa bait ahalek a7saann

Jassem: 9ej wallah!!

Me: eeehh awnas etha ent mu mawjoud shasawy brou7yy!

Jassem: wayd zain!

Me: enta 3endek khawat?

Jassem: eeeh 3endy 3 khawat ou okhoo

Me: allaah wanasa khawatek chum a3marhum?

Jassem: wa7da kubrech ou wa7da 15 ou wa7da 22

Me: YAAAAYYY!!

Me: oh sorry!

Jassem smiled: ou okhouy metzawej ou saken besheqa ely yamna ya3ni atwaqa3 shay bewansech

I smiled: eeh akeed! Enta chum 3umrek?

Jassem: ana 26

My surprisingly: el3umer .. kella

Jassem smiled: mashkoura

Me: wain teshteghel?

Jassem: eb sharekat elwaled allah y6awel b3umra! Ou 3endy ma7al mal khamat rejaleya obouy 3a6aneyyah

Me: awhh! Enta tehtam 7g elfashion??

Jassem: ay fashion deshadeesh!!

Me: ahh!

We talked about random stuff until they left ..

Dad: ha sarah shrayech feh?

Me: hmm not bad ya3ni 3ady!

Yara: yuba shakla ekharre3!!

Me giggled: bs maskeen mala sheghel kho khelqat rabbah!

Yara giggled: MAMDACH 7ABBAITEEH!

I didn’t ..

But I was trying to love him or at least like him ..

Dad happily: EL7EMDELLAH! Ya3ni a3tebrech mwafqaaa?

He really wants me to marry Jassem he really does!!

Look at those happy eyes!!

I cant say no!!

It would be so mean if I said!!

Me: enshallah bs se’law 3anna 3adel

Dad: khala9 aana akallem okhouch elyoum ou nes’al 3anna 3ala ma yeta9loun marra thanya na36ehum khabar

Me: khla9 ok

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They asked about Jassem and they was ok with the asking results ..

Then they chose a day for the men to came “khe6bat elreyayeel” ..

Its time to tell my friends about my engagement ..

We were in Samira’s house ..

All of us!!

Me, samira, dana, lulu, raghda, ghenwa, yasmin, fareeda and layal ..

Ma kent adry shloun abdaa ou eb shinu abdaa bs kel elly a3arfa ena lazema agoullehumm ..

Me: abaaaih!!

The “abaih” word to get the attention its like “attention please” in our own language ..

All of them: shfeech??

Me: ummm

All of them: SWAIR SHFEECH??

Me: tekhaaayyelawwww!!!

They were staring on me ..

Me: tekhayyelaw enkhe6abt ou elmelcha eshahar elyay

A tear dropped down my cheeks automatically ..

THEY GASPED ..

All of them: CHATHAABAAAAAAAA!!

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Restrained Love .. Part2

That was shocking ..

My heart skipped beats ..

I couldn’t believe it ..

Yara surprisingly: na3am??

Mom’s eyes started to tear ..

Yara hugged my mom ..

Yara: Yuma sh9ayer?

Mom: madry ya bnayte madry sh9ar lena

I was staring silently ..

I was really shocked that I cant say a word ..

Yara: yumma 7abebty kelshay yen7al betafahum bas mu 6alag marra wa7da

Mom: 9arlena 4 ashhur met6algeen ou bel3eda ga3da 3enda yemkin enghayyer rayna bas maku fayda

Yara: enzain sh9aar? Shesebab?

Mom: madry mu gadreen net7ammall ba3ath!!! Mu gader e6el bwayhe walany gadra ashoufaa

I left them and ran to my room ..

I couldn’t believe it ..

My parent te6alegaw? That’s unbelievable ..

Ya3ni they were beautiful together, They used to love each other ..

WHAT HAPPENED TO THEM!!!!!!!

I laid on my bed and cried my heart out ..

How can I tell my friends about it?

“wain omech?” “obouy 6allag’ha” ughh noooooo ..

And all of a sudden ..

Dad: sarah? Yuba shfeech tabchen?

I didn’t raise my head ..

Me: mafeny shay!

He came closer to me ..

Dad: met’akda mafeech shay yuba?

I ignored his sentence ..

Dad: minu mza3lech 7abeebty?

I raised my head to see him ..

Me:  laishhh sawait chethy??

Dad: ana mza3lech? shinu baba shsawait?

Me: laish 6allagt omy? 7araam ma testahel! 7aram 3ugub hal 3umer et6alleg’ha!! Entaw ma t7essouuunn!!

My dad slowly wiped my tears away and kissed my cheek ..

Me sadly: laish?

My dad sat on my bed ..

Dad: the7kay

Me: men9ejek yuba? Omy ma testahel! Wallah gayma feek ou 7ayfetek 7of 7araaam! Shbetgoul 7g ahalha? Shbetgoul 7g rabe3ha! Fashla!!!

Dad: benty! Ma7ad e7eb omech kethry!!!

Me: huh! KENT!

Dad: 3umry ma karaht’ha!!

I stared on him ..

Dad: bs madry madry many gader at7ammalha!!! Kel shay tsaweh gam e3a9ebny!!! Ta9arufat’ha many 6ayeg’ha

Me: baba ehya mu thanbha eta7ammal hashay!!! Elbala feeek!

Dad: 7etta ehyaaa!!!! E7na maktoub lena n3eesh 35 sena ou bsss!! Akthar musta7eel! Fatrat el3edda b6oulha ehya ga3da 3endi belbait bs ma7ad fena ghayar rayah! Ana ou omech mu bagheen ba3ath sarouna ma tegderen tajberen athnain yeg3edoun weya ba3ath!

Me: ma fakartaw fena?

Dad: el7emdellah watha7 ou yara metzawjeen ou kelen shayel nafsa ou entay al7een mara kbeera allah y7afthech ou tefhemeeen

Me: 3umry mafakart ena be9eer hal youm!

Dad: kelshay lah nehaya

Me: bas laish ma tkoun nehaya 7elwa?

Dad: maku a7la men nehayatna el7emdellah te6alagna metfahmeen

Me: metfahmeen? 9a7 9a7!

Dad: 3endech shak?

Me: mataboun ba3ath taboun elfakka men ba3ath! Ma te6alagtaw metfahmen! Bs etefaqtaw 3ala ray wa7ed

Dad: la ytheeg khelgech!

Me: wain ba3eesh? Ma fakartaw!

Dad: afa2 afa2! bet3eesheen 3endy akeeed!

Me: ou omy?

Dad: omech tekhtar wain betrou7 ou ma 3endy mane3 a6ale3 elmu’ajeren foug ou asken besheqa ou akhaleha teg3ad hny belbait

Me: ABAAAIH 3AYAL LAISH ET6ALEG’HAAAA!!!!!! SHLOUN YEHNALEK GALBB!!!!

Dad: 7abebty! Ana 6alagt’ha khalas ou e7na metafqeen!

…

One week passed ..

My mom moved to my grandma’s house ..

My grandma kanat 7ail m3asba because of the divorce thing ..

Ou she’s like MAT3AREF TET9ARRAF!!!!!

After a month ONLY one month she brought a husband for my mom out of nowhere!!!!!!!!

Watha7 surprised: omy bettezawaj??????

Yara: eeeh!!!

Me: no comment!!! Obouy dara?

Yara: laaaa!! Madry shloun bengoullah!

Watha7: omy lazem tgoullah!

Me: shaku etgoulah kho mu 3ala themeta!

Watha7: many mestaw3eb ena mara 3umerha 53 betezawaj! Omy men 9ejha?

Yara: wathaa7 mu menha kella men mama Sara astaghferallah yekbroun wekharfoun

Me: ba3aref mama sarah 3endahaa magic tgoul abe rayel tyeeb rayel?

Watha7: eee wallah hatha ely m7ayerny!

Yara: ma3aarefha waydeeen ou solafatlehum 3an omy akeed!

Me: mama sara mu men 9ejha JAD! Ya3ni mama kbera ou 3endaha 3yal egoumon feha kelesh mala da3y etezawaj 3ala kebber

Watha7: omy shloun wafaqat???

Yara: youm sa’alt’ha chan tgouly ena ana me7taja a7ad enaseny oboukum lanha lail7en t7eba plus enna hal ensan ely byetzawaj omy safeer ou 3ayesh blandan so hashay khallaha t9er 3alaih mu 3ala ghaira

Me gasped: BET3EESH WEYAH BLANDAN??? MAMA STAKHAFFAT?? MU GAM TFAKER FEENNA? KHALAS NESATNA????

Watha7: omy estakhafat rasmy!

Yara: 7e6aw nafskum mukanha! 35 mjabla obouy ou e7eboun ba3ath emoutoun eb ba3ath 3umerhum ma faregaw ba3ath faj’a te6alegaw bsebbat .. bsebbat asbab ghaaamtha!! Ou ohma still e7eboun ba3ath fa tabe tensaaah!!!

Me: eeh! Maskena!

Watha7: tegdar tensah bel kwait ou bedoun ma etezawaj bs madry entaw banat fahmenha akthar

Yara: allah yes3edha wewanes’ha nafs ma wanesatna

Me: AMEEEN!

Watha7: amen ou yakteblaha ely feeh elkhair

…

My mom’s travelled with her husband 3amy A7mad ..

It was the hardest farewell ever ..

…

Dana gasped: chathaabaaaa!!!!!!!!

I was quiet ..

Dana sadly: bs laaishh!! Qasdy 7araam!! I mean hmmm kheera

I smiled: adry adry ou adry!

Dana: ashwaa

Me: Abaih dana please la tgoulen 7g elbanat

Dana: akeeed mara7 agoul a9lan shaku agouuul!

Me: mashkoura!

Dana: saroun 7ayate la tthaygeen khelgech tara wallah hathy mu nehayat eldenyaa!

Me: ana akthar wa7da mettharera a7es! Khwany ma3endehum mashakel ta3awedaw mayshoufoun omy wubouy kelyoum bs ana?

Dana: ma3alaih allah y3eeen enshallah ou ana mawjouuuda!

Me: allah la ya7remnyyy!!!!

Dana: wala ya7remny bs 9adgeeny hathy mu nehayat el3alam

I felt her sadness!!

She was so sad because of me and my stupid problems ..

I have to fake a smile, I have to get over it ..

Me faked a smile: dano 7abebty wallah im ok 3ady 9arlehum akthar men shahar ou 3ady wallah

Dana sadly: 9ej?

Ya 7ayate ya dana ..

Me: a9laaan my life now is waaaaaaay betterrr! Tadren laish? Obouy 9ayra kela akser kha6ra ou ma yredly 6alab ou wayed a9eer home alone fa 3ajeeeeb asawy elly abe akel ely abe fe a7laa??

Dana: swaira 7ayata stop faking happiness!!! Elmushkela eny a3arfech! Khlaaas ensay enas ana be6aggag khal az3aaal! 3abray 3an shu3ourech lai meta!

My eyes started to tear ..

She’s more than a sister ..

Me: I have nothing to say! Bye

Dana: sarah ayech?

Me: laa wallah mafeny shay shda3wa

Dana: ok bye 7ayate

Me: bye!

I HATE BEING WEAK!!!!!!!!!

I HATE BEING SAD!

I HATE BEING THE REASON OF SOMEONE SADNESS!!!!!

YARAB TES3ED DANA OU TFARE7HAAA YARABBBB!!

….

Weeks later ..

I miss my mom, I really do.

I decided to call her ..

Mom: HALAA WALLAH HALA SAROUNA 7ABEEEBY SHLOUNECH?

Hearing her voice makes me cry!!!!

I have to fake a smile ..

Me smiled: hala feech mama shlounech?

Mom: walla el7emdellah bkhair ou ne3ma mu nagesny ghair shofatkuumm!!

I swallowed my tears ..

Me: shloun 3amy A7mad weyach?

Mom: a7mad? Mu mga9er 3alay bshay

She absolutely wants my father ..

Me: el7emdellah!

We talked about everything ..

My studying, her life and the heart breaking part was that she asked me about my dad!!!!!!!!

….

One day ..

One unforgettable day ..

Watha7 was calling me ..

Me: aloo

Watha7: hala sarah wainech?

Me: belbait!

Watha7: nezlay ta7at ana ou obouy bel9ala nabe nkalmech

My heart skipped a beat ..

Me: shessalfa watha7?

Watha7 giggled: shfeeech ekhtara3tay! Nezlay yallah

His giggle comforts me ..

Me: ok ok

I went down stairs to see watha7 and dad ..

Me: shesalfa?

My dad smiled ..

Dad: allah yakheth ou ya36y

I was staring on him!!

I was like DESH BELMAWTHOU3!!!!

Dad: khatha menna omech!

IS HE PLANNING TO GET MARRIED?????

Me: eeeeh????? Ou sh3a6ana bedal omy???

Dad: ma nqarn eb omech! Omech malha shebeh wala laha bedeel! Ahh allah yes3edhaa

Me: amen!

Dad: yalech rayel!

THAT WAS NOT EXPECTED AT ALL!!!!!

Me: hah!

Watha7: ne3ma elrejal! Weld a9el ou fa9el ou flouuus!

Dad: ne3ma ena yaa bhalwagt! Entay al7een me7taja zoj

My eyes started to tear ..

Me: allah la y7ouuujny wana 19! Baba 3endy enta laish a7taj zoj!!

Watha7: sarah obouy belail dewaneya ou el9eb7 dawam ou sheghel ou entay 6oul elwagt brou7ech hny!!

Me: bs ana mabe!

Dad: ne6ray shoufy elrayyal khaleh eshoufech tarah weld 3ayla ou be3ezech werezech!

Me: yuba 7abeby ma wedy akser kelmetek wala aradedek bas ana ma7taj rayel ana sgheera im just 19 efhamny!

Dad: shyemna3? Omech awal ma khathait’ha kanat 18!

Me: yuba thak elwagt ghair 3an halwagt!

Watha7: sarah! Obouy lail nahar e7ateech! Entay mas’ouleya bergebta wehwa al7een kebar ou mu nag9a ysheel ham!

Dad: sarouna 7asha mahe ham! Bas ana abe at6aman 3aalaich!

Me: laish mareeth? Betmout? Feek shay? Mafeek ela el3afya allah y6awel b3umrek!

Watha7: entay bas shoufeeh!

Dad: 3ashan kha6ry!

In that moment I felt that river of tears were knocking my eyes door to fall down my cheeks ..

7asaitny 3alaaa 3aalaihum!!

7asait bezawjouny ou khalas!!

Obouy shayel hammy? 7aram shthanba ysheel hmoum wehu bhal3umer wely feh kafeh!

Ok khal ashoufa ya3ni ana shkhasrana? Ou ba3dain arfethaa!!

Me: ok minu hatha?

Watha7: jassem al****

Dad: mad7eena lena bnayte 9adgeeny mara7 nertha eb ay wa7ed wessalam

Me: ok ra7 afaker

I said the sentence above and ran to my room, close the door and laid on my bed ..

I was crying my heart out ..

Things wont get worse!!!

I really don’t want to get married in an early age!!

Butt I want to please my dad!!!

I want him to be proud of me!!!

Ohh! I’m scared!

I need my mom!!!

I need her hug!!

God! Help me ..

…

…

…

…

Me: yuba ana fakkart wayed ou qarart!

Dad: shgeltay? 



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Restrained Love .. Part1

I'm Baaaaackkkk ...

I miss writing and I miss YOU MOOORE!!!!

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First of all I should THAAANK Dana AlOthman for her help she inspired me writing this story and helped me<3

This  page is dedicated to NajlaEO The one who asked me "6al3a men lekwait many 6al3a ..." you were the winnerrrr:D ..

This story is full of action and surprises bs ne6raw 3alai::: ..

Ou Don't judge a book from its cover ..

3EEEEDKUM MBARAKKK OU TE3OUDONA ENSHALLAH<3!!

NOW PLEASE ACCEPT MY 3EEDEYYA, THAT SUPER LONG POSTTT!!

ENJOYYY IT!!!!

Love you all;*

6eweeeel, jameeeel e7ebnnyyyy emouuut feeenyyy ..

esma? Khaled

Agoulla khaled?

Agoul sammaaayyy ..

Agoullaa 7abeeeeby?

Egoulle 3uuuumri

Agoulla 6alabtek?

Egoule amraaaay? Asafrech elgumar? Ana gad’haaa!

Agoullah bs bs mabe shay esta7aait ..

Eyyeelly ou elemny wegoullee yaaaajmaal men fel wejouuuuuud ..

Ou wayhe e9eer a7mar ou lsany yenrebe6 ou akhesh wayhe eb sadraa ou alemma ..

Mom giggled: shouf shouf madry shtafker feeeh halbent

Dad giggled: tlageen tfakker eb nafnouf men Elie Saab

I looked at them ..

Me: afaker wafakker bs minu elly yefham weyeeebb

Dad: bal? ashterellech nafnouf eb 6000 wenty 9a3da? La 7asha many majbour

Mom: enshallaah la tezawajtay badlat 3ersech

Me: entaaaay gad elkalam ely tgouleena?? Please al7een mu belail 3ashan yam7eeh elnahaaar!

Mom: enshallah laish laa2!

Dad: allah yakhsef feekum shfekum entaw? Sayyara mu nafnouf

Me: luw 3endi 10000 ou ma3endi sayyara? Ashtery eldress ou meste3eda arkab b taxi

Mom giggled: hawas hawas

Dad: agoul daloula?

Mom: amerr

Dad: meshtehy ma7albeyya men eedech

Mom: weyyy!!! Bass?? Ma 6alabt shay al7een agoum asawwelek

Dad: teslemeeennn

My mom went to the kitchen immediately to make some ma7albeyya for my dad ..

My dad looked at me and smiled ..

Dad: sh3endech ma tgoumeen tsa3deen omech?

Me: wana sh3arrafny balla asawi ma7albeya??

Dad: golat ma a3aref ra7aa

Me: ee wallah ra7a

Dad: entay allah y3een raylech 3alaich kellesh mee7

Me: elly yabeeny eye yakh6ebny weya 6abakhta bedal omma haha

Dad: jeeel kharban marra wa7da

After a while my mom came back ..

She smiled ..

Mom: ka 7a6ait’ha bel thallaja bss tabred ayebha lek

Dad: ya36eeech el3aafya yubaa

Mom: allah y3afeek

I used to live with those sweet parents in a small house located in Qurtoba area ..

I have elder sister and brother ..

My brother Watha7 is married to beautiful Salma, they have two pretty girls Rana and Jana ..

My sister Yara is married to Faisal, they have one beautiful boy Dhari ..

I am the smallest one ..

I have a very simple personality ..

I am down to earth to everyone ..

I smile to everyone and speak to anyone ..

I trust and love easily ..

My dad doesn’t have too much money but he has love ..

I used to live in a house filled with love and peace ..

I don’t wear Chanel bags but I wear Carolina harrera ..

I don’t have Yves Saint Laurent shoes but I have marc by marc Jacobs ..

I believe in the sentence “it is not what you have it is what you are”

I have too many true friends that love me for who I am ..

I am so obsessed with fashion ..

I can’t shop in the high brands boutiques, But I wear better than a millionaire ..

What else?

My name is Sarah, yes Sarah as simple as this ..

170 centimeter height and 68 kilogram weight ..

I am not skinny but fit ..

I have a long dark brown hair with blonde ombre’ highlights ..

I never wear makeup, my makeup is my pretty smile ..

…

Dana was calling ..

Me: hi

Dana: ahlannn

Me: ha shffeeech?

Dana: abaih swair malal 6afshaa theegat khelg shoufeelly 7aal

Me: men galech enny markaz sarah lelmut3a walhalaga? Kel ma malaitay dagaitay?

Dana giggled: ya maleeeeqaaa minu adeg 3alaiih ya3nii

Me: ok ok khansawi shay

Dana: shrayech endeg 3al hailag ou ne6la3 yemeee3?

Me: yallaa ana ma3endi shaay

Dana: yallah deggay 3aalaihum

Me: khangoul bel group

Dana: laaa no way a3arefhum ya7gerouuuun

Me: smella 3alaina wayed enshallah tabeny adeg 3ala wa7da wa7da?

Dana: eeee please

Me: ok wain enrou7?

Dana: enrou7 living room akeed fathy ou mafeh a7ad ou eljaw 7elu neg33ad barra ou neshrab coffee

Me: ok tam

Dana: yallah khal abadel

Me: bye

Dana is my closest friend, actually she’s more like a sister ..

I called our friends to tell them about “el6al3a” and yes we used to call each other “hailag” lanna etha ejtema3na ensawi ashya’ hailegeya ..

We decided to go by one car ..

It’s Lulu’s car, she drives a land cruiser so ra7 ekaffeena ..

All of my friends live in Yarmouk and Odaileya, I was the only one who lives in Qurtoba so ana akher wa7da emerouny ..

I opened my closet and chose something to wear ..

I wore a yellow half sleeve’s dress with a black big hat since the restaurant is on the beach so ..

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

Yess the hailag always make noise ..

I opened my window ..

Me: KANYYYY NAZLA YAL HAILAAAGGG!!

Well they didn’t hear me ..

Awal ma 6ala3t wella omy ou obouy bel7adeeqa yeshreboun chay ..

I smiled ..

Me: taboun ayeeblekum shay weyay? Ana ray7a ashrab gahwa weyya elhailag

Mom: ohh hally e6egoun hernat rab3ech?

Me giggled: eeeh minu ghairhum

Mom: ana mabe shay

She looked at my dad ..

Dad: allah y7afthech chenech omech awal ma khathait’ha jameela

I smiled in a shyly way ..

Me: 3younek eljameela baba

My mom held my dad’s face from his chin and kissed his cheek ..

Mom: rabbena yugbur bekha6rak

Dad: 3ad lail7een jamalech ma nega9 neg6a

She was giggling in a shyly way ..

I smiled ..

Me: ya7elouuukum allah la ya7remny men jamalkum ma3asalama

Mom and dad: allah y7afthech

Once I entered Lulu’s Land ..

All of the hailag: ESHAWGOUUUUN

Me: minuuuu ohma?

Lulu: omech ou obouch

Samira: chenhuuum tawhum metzawjeen

Me: ba3aref shloun sema3taw?

Yasmin: shefnaaa ma sema3naa

Me: eee omy ou obouy kella chethy atmanna rayel nafs obouy jad eyanen

Raghda: 7eta omech!! Mashalla 3alaihum 9arlehum sneen weya ba3ath ou ohma chethy!!

Me: eeeh! Ou 3umry masheft’hum e9arkhoun 3ala ba3ath ou etha omy tethayegat men ay shay lezem obouy eratheeha ma ykhalleha tnam wehya methaygaa

Durar: yaaallah erzegnaaaaa

Dana: allah y7afeth’hum wetammem 3alaihum thekraw rabkuum

Me: ella wain elbajee??

Lulu: ghanwa daggat 3alay galat 3endaha mte7an

Raghda: ou fareeda ekhet’ha gam tolad

Yasmin: ou layyoul omha mu rathya lana 9arlaha sbou3 ma g3edat belbait

Me: ahh ma3ana youm kalamt’hum ma galaw sshay

Samira: eee kella 9ar faj’a

Durar: waaay swaira shaklech eyaannen

Dana: 7aadda 9a7?? Walla 7asaitech eb Marbella mu bel kwait

I smiled: mashkoureeen

Raghda: 3ad mashallah swaira thouq kella kashkha mashallah

Lulu: yalaaait agdar albes hat nafsech

Me: 3adi foug le7jab la tkhalen shay bkha6rech

Dana: 3ad layoul tsaweeha t9adgeen?

Lulu: ee bs 7g eshalai mu faj’a chethy

Yasmin: abaaaih tawni astaw3eb msawya ombre eyanen lonaaa

Me: waaay estee3abech be9eerly shahar

Raghda: eee 9ej kela bagoulech ou ansa wain sawaiteeh?

Me: eb eden sheghelhum eyanen 9ara7a

Dana: enzain baskum 7allaltaw elbent 7e6eeellena 3eraaaaqy ya lu2lu2a

Samira: laaa please 3an elhalagaaa

Lulu: yolo yolo yuba

Samira: abaih bathbe7ech shakuuu yolo belmawthou3 mabe 3raagy wai3

Dana: 3eraaaaqyyyyy 7e6 yuba 7e6

Me: 7e6aay khanestanes

Raghda: haha sameroo btalshat feekuum

Yasmin: ana gabel kent ma7eb 3ragy bs kharabtounyy

Lulu: yakheee eheeezz ou daggat’hum 3ajeeba

Dana: off a9lan etha 7afla mafeeha 3eraqy 3alaiha esaalam

Me giggled: dwain lawa3ty chabdy weya 3eraqeyech goulay 3ragyy la yenshag 7enchech

Samira: waaay hailag hailagg elly eshouf kashkhatkum ou anaqattkum ma ygoul yesme3oun 3ragy wai3!

Dana: lwailoooo 6awleeehh

Lulu: enzaaain elly wara sakro edarayesh manabe fethaye7

We enjoyed our time listening to Eraqy hailegeyya songs while Samira ga3da ou tet7al6am hahaa ..

I love my friends ..

Akthar shay a7eba feehum 6abee3eyat’hum, 6abe3eyyen ou basee6een ou ely bgalbhum 3ala lsanhum chenhum khawaty mabaina 7awajez waala 7aya wala mesta7a allah la ya7remny menhum ..

At the coffee shop ..

Raghda: waaaay mashallah your bracelet men waaain shareeeta?

Me: ay wa7ed? Hatha?

Raghda: eeeeh

Me: khathaita men dubai

Raghda: tadreeen shkether 9arly adawra? Kel ma arou7 makuu!

Me: trou7een Balenciaga elkwait? Maynouna? Mafeeh shay!

Raghda: shasawi ma safart!!! Ou mashallah mayta abee hal louuun!!

*We were in Dubai mall in bloomingdales ..

Me: MAMAAAA!!!!!!!  Elswaaar elly 9arly sena adawra ou nafs ellouun elly abeeh!!!

Mom: besmellah! Theglay bnayte shfeech!!!

Me: tadreeen shinu ya3ni 3ez el6alab??

Mom: ashouuuf 3a6eny khanshoufa!!

I gave her ..

Mom: men 9ejech? Hatha elly mzawegh galbech?

Me: eeeh yumma eeee!!!!

Mom: mafeeh zouuud!

Me: luw ashra7lech lai bacher menty fahmatnyy

Mom: ya3ni tabeena?

Me: SO BADLY!!

Mom: allah y3afeek bcham hatha?

The man: hayda 7a’o 500 derham

Mom: 500 ma yeghla 3ala swaira yalla 3a6nayyah

The man: hayda akher e63aa

Mom: mu meshkela

Me: mabeee box balbesa al7een!!

My mom smiled: allah ywansech bel3afya*

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7assait bshu3our raghda, youm kent mayta abeeeh!! El7emdelah khathaita ou stanast ou lebastaa ma atwaqa3 ra7 akhalle bkha6erha ..

I took the bracelet off and gave it to Raghda ..

Me smiled: hachh

Raghda’s eyes popped out: MEN 9EJJECH? LA LAAAA ABAIH LA MAABEE!!!!

Me: qasaman bellah ma y6ub yeldy 3ugub hal degeegaaa!!

Raghda: waaaay laish ta7lefeeen mu ela talbesena bas mabeh!!

Dana: way sarah elwa7ed ma yemda7 3endech shay?

Me: chub entay! Raghoud wallah az3al en ma khathaiteeehhh ekhtheeeh!!!

Her eyes started to tear ..

She took the bracelet and hugged me really tight ..

Raghda: allah la ya7remnyyyy

Samira: abaaaaaiihhhh

All of us: shinuuuu??

Samira: goulaw minu enkhe6aab??

All of us: minuuu??

Samira: 3awasha Al****

Yasmin: YA7LAAILHA!

Me: abaaaih kellesh mu layegg!!

Raghda: min khathat?

Samira: weld Al*****

Lulu: yemkin her cousin lanna omha bent el*****

Dana: bs yarabbe tawhaaaa 19!!

Yasmin: abaih tekhayelaw wa7da feena tenkhe6eb

Raghda: waaay wanaaasaaaa!!

Lulu: a77es babchee waaayyy

Dana: ou narge9 laahaa egouloun hathail refeejat el3arouuus

Samira: yaaaraab allah yarzeg wa7da feeena thak elrayel elsan3

Me: waaay besmellah fal allah wala falkuum tawnaaaa 9ghar 19 7etta ma wadda3na el teens khanestanes wenhaleg weya ba3ath ou la7geen 3alzawaj la takharajna

Yasmin: a7es shfeeha ya3ni tezawejay al7en ou le3yal ba3dain 3adi

Me: wai3 shallah 7adna 3ad

Raghda: wanasa tekhayelay a7ad e7ebech wedal3ech waaaayy

Samira: ou yetghazzal feeech 7eta luw tawech gayma men elnom ou wayhech mtaffakh

Dana: ou a9baaagh sha3ryyyy

Yasmin: ou arouuu7 el Maldives

Raghda: ou albes hathak el dress elly sharaita men Alothman el aswad

Dana giggled: elly omech galatlech wayed mfa9akh ma yenlebes ela 7ag raylech?

Raghda: EEEEH!!! Betrouuu7 mothta welrayel ma yaa

Samira: 6a3 shefakrouuun feeh!!! Abe atzawaj 3ashan el7uub wel7aanan

Yasmin: 6ab3an kho 9ubegh ou 9abgha Maldives ou ray7aaa tefe9ekh ou tefa9akhtay 6ab3an ya3ni

Dana: eee wallah!!

Raghda: yallah waina elly be7asesny eny elbent elwa7eeda bel3aalam

Me: MU MEN9EJKUUUUM

Lulu: swair 7egreeehum yegroun blogs wayed

Me: 7aadhum!! Kheffaw kheffaw

Yasmin: 3ala 6ary elblogs abeee wa7ed nafs Rakan eyaneeennnn

Samira: waaay rakan gamouuusha?? Off 7adda yeebouleyyaaaa

Lulu: hahaaa 7elmaw 7elmaw

Refeejaty makhtheen ne9 7ayatee, etha ma sheft’hum bel esbou3 marra e9er feny shay ..

Kelyoum agoum el9eb7 arou7 eljam3a “GUST” ared elbait ag3ad ma3a omy ou obouy ou adres ou a6la3 ma3a rab3y ..

3endi cousins bs mu wayed weyahum lanna kelhum kbar ou metzawjeen fa ashoufhum men zwara lay zwara ..

My life is really boring ..

Maku action ella etha qarrarna ana ou rab3y nsawi shay maynouun ..

Bs don’t worry the action is coming wella chan ma ketabt qessa ..

One day ..

Me: mama?

Mom: hala mama

Me: waina obouy?

Mom: 6ale3 7abebty

Me: mu 3awayda ye6la3 etheher

Mom: yemkenna raye7 7g khalty

Me: ma galech wain raye7

Mom: la 7abebty

After a while ..

Dad: alsalamu 3alaikum

Me, mom: wa3alaikum esalam

He went to his room ..

I looked at my mom wonderingly ..

Me: mama?

Mom: na3am

Me: entay ou obouy metza3leen?

Mom: la

Me: 3ayal laish ma 7abech mu 3awaydaa

Mom: eeh tawa 6ale3 la’anna mamda yolah

Me: ahh!!

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Yara: ella wain omy?

Me: omy bel7amam etesaba7

Yara: ou obouy?

Me: madry 9ayer ma yeg3ad belbait

Yara: la7atht! Kel ma ayeekum mu mawjouud!

Me: ana a7es ena met’hawesh weya omy bs khasheen 3alaina

Yara: obouy? Yet’hawash ma3a omy? La la no way!

Me: eee ana kent agoul chethy! Bas yarabe mu 6abe3eyyen!

Yara: akhaaf fee mushkela 3end obouy mu mkhaleta yeg3ad belbait?

Me: et’hagain? Way allah la ygouuul!

Yara: ee wallah!

Me: ellah dady wainaa?

Yara: tharouuy wadaita 3end khalty walhana 3alaih ga6aita ou yeet ashouf omy menzeman 3anha ou baredlehum

Me: waaay kalb kaaaalb!

Yara: watha7 ma yakum?

Me: embala kelyoum eyyena bs bedoun banata

Yara: eeeh ou salma?

Me: bain fatra ou fatra tyena wetyebhum weyaha

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Elwath3 belbaait mu 6abee3y ..

9arlehuum ashhur wuhma 3ala hal 7al ..

La obouy obouy wala omy omy ..

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I woke up at 3:00 am ..

I was breathing continuously ..

It was a nightmare ..

A3outhu bellah men bleeesss ..

I was rolling on my bed for 15 minutes I couldn’t sleep I was too afraid ..

I left my bed and went to mom’s room to tell her about the nightmare only to hear “ta3awethy men blees maku shay hathy kelha kharabee6” ..

I slowly opened their room’s door ..

My heart skipped a beat ..

Where is my mom ..

It was only my dad sleeping there ..

Ou mukan omy kan mrattab ..

I went to the living room and the kitchen but nobody was there ..

I opened Yara’s room slowly to see my mom sleeping there ..

I was shocked ..

ASHKARA MET’HAWSHEEEN!!!!!!

MEN METAA YET’HAWESHOOON!!! 35 YEARS TOGETHERRRR MA TAHAWESHAW WALA MARRA!!!

I closed the door and went back to my room ..

I couldn’t sleep, I forgot about the nightmare and started to think about my parents ..

The next day ..

Me: aloo yara wainech?

Yara: ana bel dawam laishh?

Me: abaih abaihhh crying

Yara: shfeeeeech!!!!!!

Me: esalfa 9ej omy ou obouy met’hawsheeeenn!!!!

Yara: sarouna 7ayatee hadday ana ou faisal kelyomain net’hawash ou ntarathaa shay 6abee3y!

Me: entaaw bs mu omy ou obouyy!! Yaraa omy naayma bdarechhhh!!!!

I felt her shock ..

Yara: 7elfay??

Me: walla wallaaa!!!

Yara: sem3eeny! Entay saway nafsech ma tadren 3an shay ou lama a6la3 men eldawam amerech ou entefaham ok?

Me: enzain!

Yara: 7abeebty entay maku ella el3afyaa kho azma wet3addy!

Me: yara 9arlehum ashhuuur!

Yara: eee mu meshkela tn7al enshallah

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Yara arrived at 4:00 pm ..

I was waiting for her in the living room ..

Yara: alsalamu 3alaikum

Me: wa3alaikum esalam

Yara: wain omy wubooy

Me: foug!!

She sat on the couch ..

Yara: lazem nfakker eb 7al

Me: mukhe wagef a7es 7elm mu 9ej

Yara: agoul 7g omy ennaa ..

I interrupted her: E7EMMM

Mom: halaaa yarraaa elyoum yayyatna

Yara smiled and kissed my mom’s head ..

Yara: eeh walhana

Mom: shlounech weshloun wlaidech?

Yara: wallah el7emddelah

Mom: ou raylech shlouna?

Yara: kelna bkhair! Yumma

Mom: ha yumma?

Yara: banam bghurfety elweekend elyay faisal berou7 eshalaih fa zahbouha ley

What an idea!!

Mom: eeeh zain tsaween lanny mara7 akoun belbait

My heart skipped a beat ..

I couldn’t say anything ..

Yara: laish?

Mom: oboukum 6allagny

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