Flashbacks .. Part14

My heart skipped BEEEATS!!!!

OH MY GODDDD!!!

YAAA ARTHHH EBLA3YY MA 3ALAAAIKYYYY!!!

Fahad removed his hands from my body ..

I closed my eyes nooo Fahad please don’t leave me alone!!

I NEED YOUUUU BABE!!!!

Naser was breathing so fast ..

I can see his madness from his stares ..

Naser: ma athen men 3adatna ou taqaleedna enlem “our friends” 9a7 mayar?

My throat became drier than ever ..

I couldn’t say anything ..

Naser’s eyes filled with tears ..

He looked at fahad ..

Naser: 3addaaitek okho

Fahad looked at the ground ..

Naser: ma hagait’ha mennek! Ma tkhaf 3ala le6efa?

Fahad: na9ourr!!! Ana a7eb ekhtek!

My tears fell down my cheeks ..

Naser slapped Fahad’s face ..

Naser: 7ABBETEK ELGARAADAA!!!!!!

Fahad: ma aloumek

Naser: ETHLEF 3AN BAITNA OU LA ASHOUFEK TMER HNYY FAAHEM!!

Fahad turned around and left ..

Naser: WENTAY DESHAY DAKHEL!

I went closer to Naser and hugged him ..

I was crying insanely ..

Me: NA9ER WALLAH ASFA WALLAH ADRY ENNY 7MARA OU MA ASTE7Y SAME7NY ALLAH YKHALLEEEKK!!

He hugged me back ..

Me: PLEASE SAME7NY WALLAH MU EB EEEDY!! ADRY 7A6AIT RASEK BELGAA3 JEDAM REFEEJEK WALLAH ADRY ENE MA ASTE7YY ALLAH YKHALLEK SAME7NY!

Naser didn’t say anything ..

Me: PLEASE TEKALLAM ALLAH YKHALLEEEKK!

Naser: deshy dakhel la omy t7es!

Me: naaser pleaseee same7ny!!

His mobile rang ..

Naser: aloo! Kany yayy!

Naser: hatha obouy yes’al 3an elbukhour 6awalt 3alaihum yallah

We went inside he took the bokhour and I went to my room ..

ASTAGHFERUALLAHHH LAAAISHHH KELLAAA E9EERLY CHETHYY LAAISHHH!!!!!!

I called wasmiya ..

Wasmiya: SHFEEECH TABCHEEENN??? WAINECH BEL 3ERSS??

Me: wasmiyyaaaaaa

Wasmiya: GOULAAYY!!

Me: naaserr shaaafny ana ou faahad we7na nlem ba3aathhh

She inhaled shockingly ..

Wasmiya: YAAAA 7ASRATNAAAAA YA MAYAAARAA LAMMAA FAAHAAADD!!!!

Me: eeeeee eeeeee ou shaaaafny na9errrrr!!!!!!

Wasmiya: waaakhezyah men raab el3alameeen

Me: waaasmiyyaa naa9ouuurrr was really disappointed shaasawwwiiii

Wasmiya: laail7een tes’eleeny shetsawween???? HEDDEEH MAYARA HEDDAY FAHAD KHAALA9!

Me: wasmiya A7EBBAA!

Wasmiya: 3ayaaazt agoullech hatha crush muuu 7ub!!!!

Me: LAAA!

Wasmiya: men youmenkum yahhal weyya ba3ath laaaish ttawech testaw3ebeen?? Laaishh ma 7abaiteh ella lamma sawwa new look?? Ohwa laaish ma 7abech ella lamma shafech kashkha 7g elmelchaa HAAAA??? REDDAY 3ALAY!!

Me: madry! Yemkin it WAS a crush bs not anymore!! Al7een we do love each other!!

Wasmiya: ok bacher bel le3eb HALGAY 9eery jaikara ou 3ugubha kalmeeny!

Mom: MAYAARAAA

Me: HAAAA

Mom: YALLAA 6ALA3NAAA

Me: okkkk

Me: wesami yalla bye

Wasmiya: enjoy your time ou ensay elly 9ar

Me: atmannaaa

Wasmiya: bye

Me: bye

I wore a scarf to cover my shoulders and ran to our car ..

Mom: eshh hal zain t’hablen allah y7afthech

I smiled ..

I received an SMS from Fahad ..

Fahad:

“wain ma n6eg’ha 3oya ana ma3ach”

Me:

“7aadda! Fahad enfetha7na”

Fahad:

“ana ma 3endi mane3 akh6ebech!”

Me:

“shinu takh6ebny yannait!!”

Fahad:

“laishh? 3ashan nakheth ra7atna”

Me:

“shinu laish mabe atzawwaj!!!”

Fahad:

“mataben tetzawejainy??”

Me:

“Fahoud la nge9 3ala 3umerna e7na yahhal 3ala hasuwalef!! 7asbalek ezawaj sahalaaa!!”

Fahad:

“fakry feeha etha tezawajtech ensaaawwi kelshaay bel7alal ou ma7ad e7acheenna”

Me:

“YOU ARE 18!! OU ANA 17 FAHAD LA TYANNENYYY!!!”

Fahad:

“wethaa? 7aram wella 3aib?”

Me:

“men wain eb ta9ref 3alay shloun ben3eesh!!”

Fahad:

“3adi nasken eb baitna ou akelna weyyahum ou a9ref 3alaich men ma3ashe”

Me:

“haha la eta7ammas wayed!!”

Fahad:

“eee laaishh!”

Me:

“men el akher ana mabe atzawwaj 7ettta luw 3umrek 30 ou 3endek ma3ash mabeee atzawwejek la ent wala ghairek!”

Fahad:

“Laishh?? Shmushkeltech? Boya?”

Me:

“1- ma teste7y 3ala wayhekk!! Luw eny boya chan 7abait ekhtek ma 7abaitek yal kmakhaaa 2-la’anny 9gheeeraaaa!!!”

Fahad:

“hopeless case”

…

Reema: ge3dy 3adel!!

Me: shloun ag3ad ballah!!!

Reema: nazly reelechh!! Ma ytarabbe3oun eb 3ersss!!

Me: walla 3ad 3ers okhouy ou kaify

Reema: ya rabbee shelly balany eb hal ekhet TFASHLEEN!! Ma a3arfech ok?

She went away from me ..

Eff shaal aghany eldaathraaa!!

I brought my headset and started to listen to Abdulmajeed ..

“ye7lamoun elly feek efakkeroun ..”

“Wallah a7ebbek gad elsema ou gad elba7ar gad elsa7ary elshase3a ou gad 7abbat elma6ar hala hala eb 7abebety  ..”

…..: ya7elwechh et’hableen 9ayraaa smella 3alaich

I removed the headsets ..

Me grinned: 7alat denyach

Om ya3goub: entay le9gheera muhow?

Me: ee mayaar ana

Om ya3goub: eeeeh mayar kella ansa esmech

Me: 3ady hehe

Om ya3goub: ya 7alatech 9ej ghair 3an elshalaih

Me: eeh tadreen 3ers ya3ni

Om ya3goub: eeeh shfeech ma tgoumen targe9een

Me: khalty shenu hathy shakway ma7eb chethyy

Om ya3goub: kaaa hathy yedeeda malt rashed sarouna te7ebha goumy reg9y 3alaiha

Me: eeh ah mennek menqeher

Om ya3goub: eee yalla goumay ou ra7 a9afeg lech

Me: khalty shfeech met7amsa wayed tara meee7 ma3arref arge9

Om ya3goub: maykhalef ya3ni hathy om el khathar msakta elrag9

Me giggled: KAAAAK KHALTY YEBTEEHAAA

Om ya3goub: waallah ou eb kel theqa etaragga9 wetta3anfa9

Me: enzaain goumy reg9ay ma3ay

Om ya3goub: la wey laish afashel 3umryy

Me: embala embala mabe arge9 brou7y yaalla pleaseee

Om ya3goub giggled: wallah bs 3ashanech

Me: allah y3ez shaanech yaaa jameela

Om ya3goub blushed LOOOL 9ADEGAT!!!!! WAAAAK!!

We danced together me and om ya3goub 7ADHA TSHAWEGGG!!

After a while Khaled came ..

SHAKLA HAIBA EYANNEN WEYYA ELBESHTT ..

3youuuni ghoregat youm dakhal ..

Kanaw obouy ou na9our ou 7amoud ou deema’s father and brothers weyyah ..

When the men left ..

We went to khaled and took photos with him then we danced for him me reema mom and my aunts ..

He was really happy I can see happiness in his eyes 7etta deema kanat 7ail mestansa ..

….

Me: LAAA YALKHEBEL MUU CHETHYYYY ESHOUTOUNN!!

Hayouna: entay luw tel3eben ma3ahum wayed abrak men hal ez3aaaj efff

Me: entay chab la bel joutyy!! Men dasech 3ala 6araf al7een!!

Noura: sektay la eyyech 6eshar tara gol ou fe3el ba3th elnas

Me: 3UMAAAR LAAA YA 3UMAARRRR!!!!!!

Me: EEEEE EEEEEE ROUUUUUU777 GOUUUUUUUUULLLLL!!!!!!!

Noura: ma eyeebha ella akhayyeee kafu wallah

After the match ..

Me: KHARAA!!!

Wasmiya: 3aash okhouuuy

Me: enta kella mennek wella gabel lamma kent al3ab weyahum kella nfouz

3umar raised his eyebrows and smiled ..

Me: jaad wayed ga3d ethayye3 et7errr!!!

He turned around and walked away ..

I was searching for na9our ..

I looked at Wasmiya ..

Me wonderingly: haw waina na9our?

Wasmiya: awal ma khalesat elmubarat ra7

Me: ma la7athta

Wasmiya: abaih 6oul elmubarat gam a6al3a wayha mbayyen thayeg khelga 7etta ma gawal wala goal kel el agwal yabohum shamlan ou 3aboud

Me: lail7en shayel eb galba

Wasmiya: 6ab3an besheel! A9lan ana mestaghreba shloun entay 3ady!

Me: ana mu 3adi bs gam a7awel ansa!

Wasmiya: shoufay elkel ra7 ella fahad esawi 3umra lahe eb mobile ashkara yan6erny arou7 ou yestalmech bs ga3da 3ala galbkum

Me: wasmiya rou7ay

Wasmiya: ma tyouzeeen??

Me: mara7 akhalleh elemny aw shay bs bashouf shyabe

Wasmiya: MU 9IJ

Me: embala yalla rou7ay

She sighed and went to her house ..

Fahad came closer to me ..

Fahad: mayar

Me: hmm

Fahad: khan7awel ma nkalem ba3ath 7etta bel mobile

My eyes popped out ..

Me: MEN 9EJJEEEKKK???

Fahad: eeeehh!! Taben e9eer azyad men elly 9ar ams yallah tetta3thain??

Me: ou lai metaa?

Fahad: madry!

Me: enzain allah ykhalek khannadres barra ana ma3ak ou negdar nakheth ra7atna eb kelshay ra7 ekoun brou7na ou ma7ad eraqebna wallah faker feeha!

Fahad: mayar khalas e7na sakkarna hal mawthou3!

Me: embayyen enna you don’t care!!! 3adi 3endek ma tkalllemny 3adi 3endek nwakher 3an ba3ath!!

Fahad: mayaar ana 9ert baiza ma aswa jeddam na9our!

Me: ana aham men na9er ELMAFROUTH!

Fahad: mayaar 3ad la t9eeren 7asasa zyada 3an elezoum

Me: al7een ana 7assaaasa???? Balaak ma sheft elbanaat!

Fahad: 3ayal khalas sem3ay elkalam ma negdar ntekallam weya ba3ath ok!

Me: LAISH ANA LAZEM ASMA3 ELKALAM BS ENTA LAA2!!!!! LAISHHH KELSHAY TABE 3ALA KAIFEK!!!! LAAAISHHH DE3LAAA LAISHHHH!!

Fahad: mara7 ared 3alaich!

He turned around and walked away ..

My eyes started to tear ..

He left me alone in the yard ..

Me: FAHAAAADDD!!!!!!

Fahad turned around: na3am!

I pointed on my face ..

Me: SHOUUUFFF!!!!

Fahad: MAKU SHAY YESWA TABCHEN KHALA99 3AD!!!

I turned around and ran to the gangway ..

I was REALLY disappointed ..

I sat on the bench ..

He stretched his hand and gave me a tissue ..

I raised my head and took it ..

Me: mashkour

3umar: shesalfa? Kel hatha 3ashan khasarna?

Me: laa2!

3umar: shfeh fahad?

Me: mu uhwa! Metghayyer! 9ayer ma yesma3ni! Kella e3aned

3umar: 3a6aiteh akbar men 7agga fa temarrad!

I stared on him ..

3umar: 3andeeh

He said the previous word and ran ..

I will ..

1 month passed without talking to him nor messaging him ..

I sent him an SMS ..

Me:

“Fahad we need to talk”

Fahad:

“I miss you”

That sentence ached my heart ..

Me:

“Fahad I am travelling to UK bacher enshallah 3ashan adres marketing tamer 3ala shay?”