Flashbacks .. Part15

This post is dedicated to LOVELY AH;*

Fahad called me immediately ..

My heart started to beat so fast ..

I picked it up ..

Me: hala fahad

Fahad: mayar men 9ijjech? Wella etaghashmerain? Gouly enech etaghashmerain

Me: ou ma bethny may

Fahad: mayar tukfain ge3day

Me: ag3ad? Laish shega3edny!

Fahad: entay wa3adteny enech mara7 tsafreen

Me: ou akhlaft duhh!

Fahad: la wallah?

Me: ent mu kafuu altezem eb we3oudy lek!

Fahad: mayar! 9ayer shay ma3arfa?

Me: shahar kamel ma darait 3an hawa dary! Laish tabeny ag3ad? Wathe7 enny ma a3nellek shay!

Fahad: tadreen belthurouf

Me: ent ma tabe t3addel elthurouf!

Fahad: mayar atmanna tefhemen shkether a7ebbech!

Me: excuse me? ana elly a7eb ou ana elly shahar kamel 3anait men fragek ma stanast eb 3e6lety eb sebbetek went ma hammek! Tha7ait eb kelshay a7ebba 3ashanek ou we9alt lay enek ensan MA TESTAHEL!!! Ent mu kafu faahad!

Fahad: entay laish ma teste7een 3alaa wayhech?

Me: 9ej ana ma aste7y! wella shaku dazatlek agoulek enny basafer! 6eeeer ou egleb wayh wayhek yal 7aywaaan!

Fahad: 9ej jeleelat 7aya

Me: WAYHEK!

Fahad: belly ma y7afthech zain!

He closed the line ..

I burst into my tears ..

Efffff laaishhh lail7een a7ebbaaaa ..

Ma bayyan eb 3aainek 3ala kethr maa jaak la wa 7asafa laiteny ma 3a6aitek .. takh6y wa3athrak wat7ammal kha6ayak hawait ghal6atek kether ma hawaitek .. tha7ait bel denya 3alashan denyak ou khallait kel elly yabeny ou jeetek .. kent b3eyouni wain ma a6ale3 algak 7atta walaw ghammatht 3ainy legaitek .. men kethr ma a7ebek wagadderk wahwak ma athker enny fe 7ayatee 3a9aitek .. wala fad kel elly asawweh weyyak at3abt galbe laitek t7es laitek

knock .. knock

I wiped my tears ..

Me: minuuu

Mom: ana

Me: deshay

My mom came inside ..

She smiled ..

Mom: wallah kubarty b3ainy youm enech rethaity tsafreen

I smiled ..

Mom: ana met’akda enna 3ugub hal 4 sneen betredly mayar thanya responsible ou 3aqla ou 3endaha ahdaf lel 7ayat

I sighed ..

7ayatee betaghayyar 360 daraja kent 9ej khayfaa men elmustaqbal elly 3umri ma fakkart feeh ..

Nas yeddad 7ayat yedeeda mas’oleyya ou derasa 9ejjeya ou kel shay bekoun more serious ..

Mom: akeed ra7 olah 3alaich ou afged 7essech bel bait

I smiled ..

Mom: entay ghair msawya loya bel bait

Mom: mayoura la tfakren eb la7tha enny abech tsafren 3ashan aftak menech ou men mashaklech laa2 dayman tethakeray eny abellech elkhair

Me: adry

Mom: mayara entay ray7a tadreseen dayman 7e6ay deenech ou 3adatech ou taqaleedech eb balech .. la tgherrech 7ayat’hum ou la tendaf3ain ma3ahum wetsawen elghala6

Me: enshallah

Mom: tadreen enna elly esawwi ghala6 belagy jezata etha mu bdenyah eb akhreta

My mom used to tell me that sentence ..

Hal jumla tkharre3ni ..

Dayman lamma asawi shay ghala6 atthakkarha ou an6er eshay elly mu zain elly be9eer ley ..

7abait fahad ou sawait ma3ah ashya2 ghala6 ou legait yezaty ou atmanna rabbe ma y3aqebny akthar men chethy ..

Karaht el la7tha elly 7abbaita feeha .. bs lail7een ma karahta ..

Mom: bas ana wathqa feech ou luw enny mu wathqa chan ma saffartech brou7ech

Mom: deery balech 3ala nafsech ou eklay 3adel! Ou mu tensain 9alatech

Mom: ou kalmeny kel youm bnayte la teg6e3en omaimtech

Her eyes started to tear ..

I hugged her ..

Me: akeeed yumma men 9ijjech

She wiped her tears ..

Mom: 7awly t9akkeken jna6ech bacher 6ayartech mbacher

Me: enshallah

I packed my bags ..

Hmm what else ..

Na9er: alsalamu 3alaikum

Naser 3ugub ma shafny ma3a fahad taghayyar 3alay wayed ta3amla ma3ay 9ar wayed rasmi ..

Ma gam esoulef ma3ay nafs gabel ..

Bs ekallemny etha yabe menny shay ..

It was the worst month in my life ..

I smiled ..

Me: men zeman ma nawwarat dary

Naser smiled: ya3ni ag3ad

Me: afa 3alaik etha tabe tnam 3endi ba3ad maku mane3

Naser smiled and sat down ..

I sat next to him ..

Naser: 3asa mu nasya shay

Me: enshallah la2!

Naser: aku a7ad men rab3ech eb nafs eljam3a?

Me: la wallah maku

Naser: mu meshkela eta3arrefain ou etha taben ay shay deggay 3alay 3ala 6oul eb ay wagt

Me: ma tga9er

Naser: 3ad mu eta3arrefain 3ala ajaneb dawray khalejeyyeen

Me: na9er

Naser: na3am

Me sighed: ma agdar asafer wenta shayel eb galbek 3alay! Ya3ni tadry enta shkether ta3nely ou tadry enek ghair 3an ekhwany na9our enta elghaly!!

He hugged me from the side ..

Naser: ethaher lail7en ma tadren entay shinu bennesba ley!

Me: embala adryy

Naser: luw tadren chan ma geltay hal kalam! Ana ma anam ella m9affe galbe 3alaich

Me: 3ayal shfeek shahar kamel mu m3abberny

Naser: abe a7assesech eb ghal6etech mu akthar

Me: 7assait! Ou kany bacher msafra ou babde 7ayat yedeeda bedoun fahad

Naser: ekhtarty elsufar 3ashan tensainah? Lai haldaraja t7ebena?

Me: la na9er esalfa mu chethy , khallek men fahad ou same7ny

Naser: taben a9ekkech kaf 3ala 3ainech 3ashan tefhemen??

Me giggled: ok ok fahaamtt

He kissed me forcefully after licking his lips ..

Me: 7AYWAAAANNNNN!!!

Naser laughed hardly ..

Naser: mara7 tolheen 3ala 7aabbety

Me: embalaaa ge6ee3aaa! Khdoudy ra7 tolah 3ala sa3boultek

Naser giggled: adry wallahh

Me: ent shhal fersha elly shagelha 3ala galbek

Naser shyly: hehe e7em hathy 7aggech

Me wonderingly: huh! Minu gal abe fersha 3endi!!!

Naser: hathy 9afra lonech elmufathal

Me: shaku elfersha eb lony elmufathal!!

Naser: tara entay mu kafuu!! Gelt ayeb lech fersha ethakrech feeny bs maku ma tefhemeen

Me: weeee 6aaa7 7atheeek! Ennas tyeeb swaaar tyeeb qaalb khatam shayyy mu fersha yal khebel

Naser gave me a death stare and stood up ..

I pushed him to make him sitting down ..

Me giggled: shfeek 3a9abt 3a6ni 3ad kellesh wala elfersha el9afra

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Wasmiya: allah y7afthech sniff

I wiped her tears ..

Me: khala9 wesamy walla ra7 akalmech

Wasmiya giggled: enzain shway shway 3ala 3youni, emshou ledmou3 btharaba

I kissed her cheeks ..

Me: a7ebbech

Shamlan: dery balech 3ala 3umrech ou mu tkhallen 9alatech yuba

Me: enshallahh! Tara tshawweg went 6ag elthegel

He giggled: wallah eb tenfagdaain

Noura: refeejty elmuz3eja elly kella tzefny ra7 olah 3alaich

I punched her shoulder ..

Me: ana muz3eja weya elwajh?

Noura: atghashmaarr!!

She kissed my cheeks ..

Noura: 3adi alemmech?

Me giggled: madry shayfatny model Abercrombie wana madry hehe 7ayyach

She hugged me really tight 7araaamm ..

Hayouna: trou7en wetreden bessalama

Me grinned: allah ysalmech

Hayouna: yarab ma tredden la3eb men la3eben Chelsea

Me giggled: et9adgeeen fekra??

Hayouna: hahaaha

Othman: mayaro mu e6awleenha haaa

Me: CUTE!!! Eb tolah 3alay ya3ni???

Othman: hehe lazem

Me: wainkum nouro terthain alem okhouch?

Noura: lemmeeh lemmeh khal e9er action

Othman: laa shinuuu 3aiib

3aboud: bessalama ya mayaraaa .. walla ta3ban 3al jumla ya3ni she3er

Me: 6EEEER ENT OU SHE3REK!! Wayed 3alaik kelmetain

3aboud: ma3alaih basket lannech betsafreen

Me: hehe atghashmar haw

3aboud: adry ou mu tredden beedech bu6el ou etaranne7ain haaa

Me: ma aw3edek wallahh

3aboud: nwai9er ethbe6 ekhtek

Me: hahaha

Shamlan: goul shayyy!!

Fahad: shinu!

Shamlan: betsafer!

Fahad: trou7en wetreden belsalama

I don’t knw why my eyes started to tear the moment I heard his voice ..

I smiled ..

I couldn’t say anything lsany enreba6 ..

I entered our car ..

I took my mobile and sent Fahad an SMS ..

Me:

"ana ma weddi ashkee lek laken gallat el7eela ALEEMA fargetek wallah wana 3albu3d MU BGADER!!"

My family kelhum wa9elouny elma6ar ..

Reema: mayaraaa 9ej enna 7ayate beta3adel eb gheyabech bss ra7 ashtaglech

Me: shoufay etha geltay ashtaglech marra thanya adfenech 7ayyaa elkelma TES7AN!!!

Reema: ou adry ennech mu kafu bs tanaqqa9t lech hathail yemkin emer 3alaich engelaizy ma yte6awwaf ou te7tajainhum hach

She gave me a small makeup box dakhla lipstick ou eyeliner ou mascara ou blusher ..

Me giggled: raaa7 olah 3ala 9eya3tech ou halagtech

Reema hugged me ..

7amad: 3ad mu tensain el 9ogha

Me: shoufay hathy enemayen elly yebteehum ezach allah khair

Mom giggled: shfeeeh 7amoudy smella 3alaih

Me: tabe 9ogha haaa?

7amad: eehhh ou teswa please

Me: la raddait rou7 ende3es befrashek ou e7lem feeha

7amad: kalbaaa

I kissed his cheeks ..

Me: na6e3 khara 3alaik

Mom: elsanechhhh mayaro

Me: kelha degayeg ou teftakkain menna ou men 9a7beta ta7ammelay shway

Mom: men ghair shar

Dad: deery balech 3ala 3umrech wana kel ma tammait bamer 3alaich

Me: enshallahh

I hugged them all and went inside the plane ..

I went to my seat while carrying my heavy handbag ..

I was trying to place it  inside the cabin ..

Me: ufff re9a9a mu jan6aa

….: 3annech 3annech

I turned around to see ….

Me shockingly: LA LA LA MU 9IJ!!!