Its crystal clear .. Part5

Khaled: ana elly abeeech bs goulelly sh9ayer feech shay?

I wish I could tell you!

Me: mafeeny!

Khaled: ana abeech elyoum gabel bacher ou youm 9ar el7adeth ta7assaft eny khalaitech trou7en, ghena 6alabtech?

Me: amer?

Khaled: la tsougeen! Khasartech marra ou mu meste3ed akhserech maretain!

Me: a9lan obouy ba3 sayyarty!

Khaled: zain esawwy!

Me: wai3 t7errouuun!!

Khaled: 7ag ma9la7tech!!

Me: ee khair

Khaled: ghena!

Me: ma7ebek!

Khaled: 3ashan khayef 3alaich ou mabe akhserech?

Me: ok a7ebek

Khaled: enzain 7ayate minu bewadeech eljam3a? Abe awa9lech!

I froze in my thoughts ..

Me: umm, my cousin

Khaled: minu? Ehya weyach beljam3a?

Me: la, bagol 7g baba y7e6ly driver 3ashan twa9elny

Khaled: eee please do!

Me: efff abe akalmek tango!

Khaled: ana mayyet bs shensawi!

And all of a sudden my dad came ..

Me: yalla 7abebty akalmech ba3dain

Khaled: a7ad ya?

Me: eee

Khaled: ok 7ayatee bye

He closed the line ..

Me: baba 7e6ly sayeq

Dad: e9eer khair

Me: a7san!!

Dad: ghena, elmelcha betkoun elsbou3 elyay, melchat elreyayeel ama el7areem kaifkum etafqaw entay ou 3ametech

Me shocked: yuba shmelchetaaa!!

Dad: melchetech entay ou fahad

Me: La yuba la allah ykhalleeek mabe atzawaaaaj! tukfaaa mabe 3ashany la tkhaleny akheth fahad!

Dad: laish ya yuba?

Me: yuba ana tawni 9gheeera!!!

Dad: yuba entay bagelech sena ou etakharejain ou Fahad galy ena ma 3enda mane3 etha tabeen 

et’ajloun el3ers

My eyes started to gleam from tears

Me: baba ohwa 7eta ma zarny belmustashfa

Dad: la ya benty 7aram tgouleen chethy elrayyal ma ga9ar kelyoum edeg yet6amman ou dazlech ward

Me: allah welward 3ad!!

Dad: 3aib ya yuba!!

Me: ya3ni may9eer arfetha? May9eer agoul mabeeh?

Dad: sh7agga ma tabeena? 3a6eeny sebab muqne3!!

Me: bs mabe mu meqtan3a feeeh allah ykhaleeek!

Dad: 3endech sbou3 taqne3een nafsech feeh ok?

Me: yubbaaaa allah ykhaleeeek efhamnyyyy!!!

He sat down next to me ..

Dad stared on the ground: fahmech fahmech, kel bent me7taja omha bhal 3umer, adry enech fagda 

omech ou tabeenha yamech! Kelna fagdeenha .. allah yer7amha

I swallowed my tears and added: ya lait’ha ma matat

My dad hugged me from the side: adry eny mu gader ased mukanha bs ga3d a7awel ou etha tabeen 

ayshay gouleelly yuba

I laid my head on his chest: allah la yakhleeny

Dad: Nour wainhy?

Me: foug t7el wajebat’ha

Dad: ou 3baid?

Me: nayem

Dad: wallah hatha ma y7es yes’har lai an9af elleyoul ou enam lai el3a9er

Me: allah yhadah

Dad: ana barou7 anam ou entay qen3y 3umrech eb fahad ou ana met’aked enech bet7ebeena etha 

ga3adty weyah

Me: YUBAAA MAARA7 AQNE3 NAFSY ELSALFA MU QA9EB OKKK??

Dad: LA QA9EB!!!

Me: WAAAAY MA9ADEG SHKETHER FAR MUKHEK HAL FAHAAAD!!!!!

Dad: GHENA ESTA7Y 3ALA WAYHECH OU GA9RY 7ESSECH!

I sighed and ran to my room

Eff eff effff ..

I was crying so hard ..

Abeee khaleddddd!!!!!!

…

One day left ..

I am not excited at all ..

Abe e9eer feeny ayshay wala eny atzawwaj Fahad ..

Suddenly ..

Nour: ghenaa, ghenaa

Me: na3aaam?

Nour: 3amity sana tabeech

Ugh ..

Me: wain?

Nour: telephone

Me: ok kany yayya

I picked it up ..

Me: alo

Aunt sana: hala ghenawi shlounech?

Me: zaina

Aunt sana: shemsawya 3asa meste3eda nafseyan 7ag bacher?

Me: kellesh

Aunt sana giggled: ma tenlamain

Me: haha

Aunt sana: agoulech enshallah bacher 3ugb ma yamlechoun Fahad bye6la3 ma3ach 

tezahhebay 3al 9 chethy ha mama?

Me: magdar 3endi emte7anat badres

Aunt sana: ee mu meshkela dersay 6oul elyoum ou belail 6el3ay weyah ou bacher khamis 3endech 

weekend tedreseen

Me: embala mushkela

Aunt sana: ya bnayte 3ayal meta eta3arefoun?

Me: bacher magdar! Mu ela namlech bacher kho shhal 3yela!

Aunt sana: khala9 etha ma tegdereen bacher tamlechoun ou youm thany te6le3oun!

Me: 3yela 3ala ghair ma3na!

Aunt sana: khala9 bnaytee a7acheech ba3dain

Me: bye!

I closed the line ..

Ef ef effff waaaaaaaay basheg hdoumy basheg’hum basheg’hummm ..

I was grabbing my head and sighing ..

Khale9aw elbanat wella khale9aw elbanat?

Yarabeeee!!!!!!

I called Khaled automatically ..

Khaled: hala belly etha agbal yesheel elham men youfy

A tear rolled down my cheeks ..

Sweetness runs in that person ..

I LOVE HIM BABA EFHAMNY I LOVE KHALED I WANT KHALED!!!!!

Me: ahlan

Khaled: ma baghaitay tdeggen 3alay? Walaht!

Me: ana akthaaaaar wallah!!

Khaled: sem3ay, tetrayyegain edegeen tetghadain edeggen eta3ashain edeggen ou bain elwajbat ou 

gabel elnoum ham eddeggeeen ok? eee ee muthad 7ayawy ana!

Me: luw e7a9elly 9adegny asaweeha

Khaled: ghenay haal yomain mu 3ajbatny! E3awrech shay 7assa bshay?

Me: khaled?

Khaled: tedallelay

Me: ekh6ebny!!

Khaled: atmannaa, bs entay 3arfa thuroufy!

Me: bs ekh6ebny bss e7jezny ou taly etha takharajt netzawaj

Khaled: yayyeelech khe6ab?

I froze in my thoughts for seconds then I replied: la

Khaled: ou en youch akeed btarfetheenhum 9a7?

Me: eeh!

Khaled: luw beedy akh6ebech chan menzeman 7ayatee!

Me: ok

Khaled: 7ayatee?

Me: na3am

Khaled: entay tadreen shkether a7ebech 9a7? Ou ham tadreen eny abeech ou bakhthech awal ma 

atkharrajj 9a7?

Me: 9a7!

Khaled: la tez3eleen

Me: ma za3alt

…

Today is the day of the melcha

I wish it was a nightmare ..

I was laying on my bed and crying the whole day until my dad came ..

Dad: ghenaaa

I wiped my tears and answered: desh

He came inside ..

Dad: 9ej elkalam ely sema3ta?

Me: ay kalam?

Dad: este7y 3ala wayhech gayla 7g 3ametech menty 6al3a weya fahad 3ashan emte7anat? Mu 3aib?

Me: hatha el9ej

Dad: qa9ben 3alaich trou7een weyah 3aib ya yuba

Me: eff eff kelshay qa9eb kelshay?

Dad: sem3y elkalam ou bala mkabar, tezahebay esa3a tese3 bemerech fahad

I ignored his sentence and covered myself with my blanket ..

He left my room ..

I chose something to wear and tied my hair into a messy bun ..

I was NOT in the mood ..

My eyes were so wet from tears and my face was really pale ..

I didn’t apply makeup ..

At 7:00 pm my dad called me to say “mabrouk” and to make sure I’m ready to go with Fahad ..

It was the worst “mabrouk” in my life ..

I couldn’t stop crying, I couldn’t believe the fact that I’m Fahad’s ..

I wiped my tears and went down stares to see many flowers bouquets and chocolates from my friends 

and family ..

There was a yellow bouquet. It caught my attention because Yellow flowers are my favorite!

I grabbed the card to read it .. 

“صدق مخطوبة يافلانة صدق مخطوبة يافلانة وصدق باكر يزفونك عسى إنى لا يجي باكر وأشوف الدمعة في عيونك”