Its crystal clear .. Part13

That was shocking ..

Me: et7bny? Sht7eb feeny?

Ahmed: goulay shinu ma7eb feech?

That was confusing ..

Me: emm 3ashan fathfathtlek tabe t7ebny bel muqabel?

Ahmed: la 6ab3an!

Me: you love me but I don’t shloun?

Ahmed: I don’t mind

Me: shinu eldenya sayba? I do mind!!

Ahmed: adry faja’tech

I stretched my hand to shake his ..

Me: you are just a new friend ok boy?

He gave me a death stare ..

Then he shook my hand and nodded: ok

I grabbed my ipod and smiled: see you later

Ahmed: ghena?

Me: hmm?

Ahmad: raqmech?

Me: waina?

Ahmed: abeeh!

Me smiled: dude?

Ahmed: hm?

Me: in your dreams

I turned around and left the place ..

Khaled, khaled I need you!!

Laish khalaitny hny sel3a rkhee9a 7g ely yeswa welly ma yeswaa?

Laish haddaitny bhasehoula?

Laish youm getlek eny mu bkhhair hadaitny?

Hadaitny 3ashan minu? Lulu?

Ghayyart raqmek bs 3ashan ma t7acheeny? Bs 3ashan teftak men 7anety?

“Wefait ou ma tewaqa3t elkheyana……”

...

Two weeks later ..

"NEVER MIND I'LL FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOUUUU .. I WISHHH NOTHING BUT THE BEST FOR YOU TOO .."

Ahmed: hahha ge9y 3ala hindi

I stared on him wonderingly ..

Ahmed: Entay muu gadra tefte7een galbech 7g ghaira ya ghena!

I nodded: true!

Ahmed: ga3da tahdemeen 7ayatech bhal mathy!

Me: a7mad khaled ma yestahel *tearing*

Me: KHALED MU KAFUUU!!

Ahmed: akheeran e3taraftay? akheran radlech 3aglech?

Me: a7maad! I’ll give a chance, If you want? I'll give you one. You deserve it!

He was staring on me shockingly ..

I swallowed my tears: yes a7mad, I'm cheap and yes I’m gonna love you

Ahmed: la ghena 3aib tgoulen chethy!!

I burst into my tears ..

Me: HE LEFT ME ALONE!!!!!!! HE PREFERED LULU!!! MADRY SH9ARLA!! LAISH HADNY BSEHOULA? ANA SAWAIT ELMUSTA7EEL LE3YONA OU OHWA BA3NY BERKHEE9?

Me: be6aggag!! BE6AGGAG!! Galba ou khalla y7eb elly yabeh bs .. bs ELSU’AAL ..

I took a deep breath: elsu'al ohwa laish?

I placed my arm on the wall, laid my head on it and burst in my tears ..

Until I feel his huge arm running on my hair ..

Ahmed: kheera 9adgeny

“la tkhakena yjees sha3ra mennech”

Do I have to move away from Ahmed?

Do I have to not let him touch me?

And why?

To please “Elshaikh” khaled??

Basawwi methel ma ashoufek tsawwi ou af3al af3alek..

I turned around to be too close to Ahmed’s nose ..

He slowly wiped my tears ..

Me: methel ma ta7ammal e3eesh bedouni ra7 at7ammal a3eesh bedounah

He held my chin ..

Ahmed: la tkhaleeen hal wayh el7elu e9ee7 marra thanya ok?

“Elly enazel dam3a men 3ainech? Anazel menna galan dam!!”

Khaled .. WAS like no other..

I miss him..

His voice..

His eyes .. his words..

His tango calls..

I wish I could forget!!

I nodded: enshallah

He blew a flying kiss ..

I faked smile ..

Ahmed lit a cigarette ..

Ahmed: tabeen?

I stared at him surprisingly ..

Me: la

…

Months later ..

Elyoum akher mte7an 7aggy ou etha I pass it ra7 akheth el Master degree ou ared el Kuwait for a couple of months ba3dain arja3 france 7g el doctorate degree ..

I wore those, tied my hair into a bun and left my flat ..

I jumped in my place ..

Me surprisingly: a7mad??

Ahmed: 9abaa7 elkhair 7ubi

He hugged me closer to him and kissed my left cheek ..

Me: ahh shyaybek?

Ahmed: yay awa9lech ou shareelech coffee e9a79e7ech

I smelled the coffee ..

I wish it was a macchiato from Khaled’s hand!

Uff!! Ghena please stop thinking of khaled!!

Me: allah French French mmm

Ahmed: bel3afya 7ubi

Me: e3afeek rabby

Ahmed: 3asa meste3eda 7g el exam?

Luw khaled hny chan gally laish labsa 7afar? 7umretech qamja! Ban6aronech thayej ou 3ugub kel hatha egouly darsa 3adel wella betfashleena?

Bs kent a7ebba aw “bas a7ebba”..

Me: ee enshallah

Ahmed: kafu wallah, 7ayatee?

Me: 3youni?

Ahmed: meta betredeen lekwait?

Me: enshallah next week 3ala ma ye6la3 grady ou bag3ad eb paris youmain ou ared

Ahmed: ra7 afgedech

Me: 7abeeby mu kethry!!

Ahmed: khala9 ra7 akalmech tango!

Me: LA!!

Ahmed wonderingly: laish?

Me: emm mu tango

Ahmed: bashoufech!!

Me: adezlek 9warry!!

Ahmed: eee laish? Enzain skype?

Me: ok