Its crystal clear .. Part20

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I threw myself on my dad’s chest and hugged him tight ..

Many m9aadgaaaa!!!

Dad: akhaaf ma kentay bghaybouba 7azzat’ha?

I laughed really hard and pulled myself away ..

Me smiled: ok shesma?

Dad: Khaled alflani

I couldn’t stop laughing men elwanasa ..

Me: welne3em!

Dad: t3arfeena?

Me: weyay beljam3a

Dad: eee chethy elsalfaa?

Me smiled: eeh!

Dad: ok etha dag marra thanya a36y raqam khaltech mona 3ashan tetfaham ma3a omah shrayech?

Me: khala9 ok

Dad: ghena?

Me: hala

Dad: meta betkouneen bel bait?

Me: akhalle9 el lesson ou ared laish?

Dad: ya3ni 3al sa3a cham?

Me: em 8 maybe?

Dad: ok

Me: laish?

Dad: 3ashan nour ekhtech ma teg3ad brou7ha

Me: ee enshallah la reja3t ba6al3ha

Dad: ee zain tsaween, gelty 7g elsayeq ye6la3?

Me: ee barra yan6erny

Dad: zain!

Me: ma3assalam

I went to KRC ..

I did well, 9ej lai galaw elnafseya tsawwy sheghel!!

A7es weddy anaaagez men elfar7aaa!!!

I went back home at 7:30 ..

Dad: ha shloun el lesson?

Me: 7aaadda 3ajeeeb kelshay sawaita 9a7 men awwal mara elmudarreb wayed mkayyef 3alay elyoum!

Dad: hatha el3asham feech! Yallah baba badlay bakhthech entay ou nour a6ale3kum

Me: waaain?

Dad: mufaja’a!

Me: CUTEE!! Ok 3a6ny 5 minutes

Dad: yallah ou nady nour ana gayelllaha tbadel

Me: ok

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Me: AYSHAYYYY???

Dad: nezlaay!

Me: BTESHTEREELLY SAYYARA YEDEDA??

Dad: hadeyyat takharujech testahlain!

I grinned ..

Me: waaaaaaaaay a7ebek wallaaahhh!!!

Nour: 3ashan malech 3ether ou e6al3een akhaytech

Me: men 3youuuuni!

I chose a black range sport ..

My dad took us to bubu restaurant after elwekala ..

We had a great time together ..

Menzeman ma 6ala3na weyya ba3ath bs 7asafa 3abdalah nage9na 6ab3an kan ma3a rab3a ..

That night I couldn’t sleep I was thinking of Khaled ..

A7es abee adeg 3alaaaiihh!!

Bs meftashla lanna last phone call between us kanat thaaaaimmm!!

Bss waaaaaay im the happiest person alive JAAD!

“Hanouuny hannouny ya nas hanouny 7abeeeeby raje3ly ou btefra7 3youni”

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My mobile was ringing ..

Eff yallah 9eba7 khair ..

I was searching for my phone ..

OMG .. OMG OMG IT’S A TANGO CALL!!

Waaaay wainnnaa!!!

Finally I found it under my bed sheet ..

The tango call was from Khaled!!!!!!

I MIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

Way waayhe mtaffaakhhh!!

I picked it up but without opening my camera ..

THAT FAAAAAACEE!!!!!!

Khaled: ghenaaa!!

Me: a7ebbekk!!

Khaled: mumkin ashouf manthar 7eluu?

Me: not available at the moment hahaha

Khaled: walhaaaan!!

Me: wayhe mtaffakhh!

Khaled: bekoun a7la manthar abdy fee youmy!

Me: 9adegny laa!!

Khaled: la ta7remeeny!

Me: shemga3dek hal 7azza?

Khaled: dawaamm mu methel ba3th elnas!

Me: malait men elba6ala t9addeg?

Khaled: ghena shlounech?

Me: 9a3eb aw9eflek shkether ana zaina ou eb a7san 7aaal!! Elly eshouf wayhek ou yesma3 9otek 9adegny mafeeh ella elkhair!

Khaled: 3asa elkhair mayfargech!!

Me: ent shlounek?

Khaled: tegdreen tgoulen raddatly elrou7!

Me: 7abeeeeeebe!!

Khaled: shbetsawen elyoum ?

Me: barou7 nady elferouseya ou madry ba3ad!

Khaled: eee ana gaayel bazaffech sh7agga dasha ferouseyya ha?

Me: waaaaaay masra3! Tawek sh7elwekk!!

Khaled: miinu ydarbek?

Me: trainer ba3ad minu?

Khaled: ta7achy 3arabyy!!

Me giggled: khef 3alay 3ad

Khaled: ta7achaayy!!

Me: mudarreb!

Khaled: ghena elyoum maku ro7a 6el3ay!

Me: yal 7emesh

Khaled: men 9ejjy

Me: enta tamer!!

I don’t care about horse riding, kel elly ehemny khaled ..

Khaled: ma yammer 3alaich 3adu, ma fash wayhech?

Me giggled: embala

Khaled: fet7y el cam 3ayal

Me: ok

I opened the cam to see his pretty wide smile ..

Actually I was smiling too, we couldn’t stop smiling ..

Khaled: wesh tha ellethy 3ainy teshoufa?

Me giggled: wayhen mtaffakh 3alaih athar elnoum

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Nour: GHENA YALLAH YAWWW!!

Me nervously: ENZAINNNN!

Its crystal clear .. Part19

This post is dedicated to BEAUTIFULLL SARAH ALHUWAIDI ..

I LOOOOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK SISTERRRR<33!!!

Ana many methel al awwal kelshay feeny ta7awwal, ana mahu elly ta3arfah elzeman ghayyar ou 7awwal .. 7aly ghair el7al ou ba3dek 6ab elfal ou ma3adek fee elbal ou jayeny al7een tes’al (Kaif el7al)? .. Elly jany wallah kafy kent athenek methyl wafy kent athenek shakh9 wathe7 wekteshaft makan khafy ..

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Maha: emmm 360?

Me: la kella ma9bena hnak mabe!

Maha: 3eshtaw? Men meta ghogho

Me: naggy mukan ghaira

Maha: enzain e7na shaku belma9bena ya3ni!

Me: mahu la t7ancheen mazajy mayabe 360 shloun?

Maha: 9al7eyya?

Me: La the same!

Maha: yal de3laa zain!!

Me: khanrou7 Avenues napket shrayech?

Maha: ok ok bs yallah!

Me: yalla al7een abadel tmereeny?

Maha: ee yalla ok

I closed the line and chose those pieces to wear them ..

Kent 7ail khayfa ashouf Ahmed, adry enna y3eesh fee France bs madry allah yaster ..

Maha called me to go out ..

I got inside her car and we headed to the avenues ..

Maha: waaay bath3af bath3af bel kwait maku mukan nrou7la ghair ma6a3em eff!

Me smiled: emshay!!

Maha: amshy wallah kel chum sbou3 arou7 ma3a badro my cousin elmamsha!

Me: KEL CHUM SBOU3???

Maha: tara ana mu fathya!

Me: 3ayal khallech la teth3efeen!

Maha: entay tadreen 3an swair 9a7?

Me: eee enkha6bat!

Maha: ee ya3ni yayna 3ers lazem ath3af!

Me: 7alata ma ta3zemech!

Maha giggled: a7la dagraa!!

Me: mu 7elwa b7agech!

Maha: ghenooooo tadreeen ena elly kha6ebha y7ebhaa??

Me: eee galatly riwo

Maha: waaaay! Laishh ma7ad e6el bewyouhna e7na laaishh?

Me: wai3 mahu shlech b3awar elraas!!

Maha: abe a7ad edalle3ny egharregny kalaam 7ub

Me: wayed met’athraa bel aflaaaam!!

Maha: shfeeech tara fee nas bel 9ej chethy!

Me: kelhum emathloun believe me!! ebee3ounech eb thanya 3ashan raghbat’hum!! Shabab hal wagt malhum aman

Maha: eee shhal na7aasaa? Mestakhsera 3alay el7elm? Khalleeny a7lem kho many 7abba 9ej!!

Me: haw ga3da an9e7ech!

Maha: entay shfeech?

Me: mafeeny shay!

And all of a sudden my mobile rang ..

I picked it up ..

Me: alo hala yuba

Dad: ha baba meta betreden?

Me: ba3d shway

Dad: weyyach mefta7?

Me: laa wee nesaitaa!

Dad: ekhtech nour betnam 3end refeejat’ha ou 3baid 6ale3 weya rab3a wana raye7 eldewaneya akhaf jane tkoun nayma fa bakhaleelech elmefta7 3al dereesha ok baba?

Me: ok

Dad: allah y7afthech

Me: ma3asalama

I closed the line ..

Then ..

My eyes popped out ..

“طلتك دايم يالحلا محلوّه"

Wayhe gam ege6 alwan ..

Maha: shfeech?

Me: mafeeny shay!

Gemt atlaffat yemeen ou yesar adawraa ..

Ashkara he saw me ..

Me: mahu khanred elbait?

Maha: laaa khan7allyy!!

Me: la please khanred obouy gal la eta’akherain!

Maha: waaay enzain take away!

Me: tamteneen ba3dain ma teswa 3ala take away!

Maha: ee wallah t9adgeen? Yalla meshaina!

I smiled: meshaina

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6oo6 .. 6oo6 .. 6oo6 ..

Khaled: many m9addeeg elly ashoufa!

Me: elsalamu 3alaikum!

Khaled: wa3alaikum elsalam hala belzaaain kellah!

Me: khaled luw sama7t la teg3ad tdagdeg 3alay 6oul elnahar ou tdezly ashya’ malha da3y please lanna elly bainna entaha officially entaha!

Khaled: ghena elly bainna byabde bedaya yedeeda!

Me: bedaya yedeeda?

Khaled: ghena 3a6eeny fer9a ajadded 7ubna ajadded elly bainna

Me: ana asfa! Khaled ana kent maynouna feek bs el7emdellah 3agly reja3ly!

Khaled: welly mayyet feech shloun ered e3eesh?

Me: mayyet feeny? Khalha 3ala allah!

Khaled: akalmech jad!

Me: ent 3ayesh 7ayatek 3al akher khaled!!

Khaled: balach ma tadreen!

Me: elmushkela enny adryy!!

Khaled: shtadreen?

Me: khalny b7aly!

Khaled: mu ana elly akhalleech!

Me: 3ayal minu hathak elly hadny ou ra7 tezawwaj? Minu hathak elly youm getla many bkhair ghayyar kha66a 3ashan yeftak men 7annety!!

Khaled: kel elly sawaita 3ashanech!! Wallaa 3ashanech 3ashan ma9la7tech ou rabby yesh’had!

Me: ay ma9la7a hathy ely etekallam 3anha?

Khaled: men sheft enna maly mukan b7ayatech re7t ou ma bega a7ad ma sa’alta 3an fahad ou akhlaqa ou youm ta’akkadt enna zain ou akhlaqa zainna ammanta 3alaich ou khallaitech 3enda ou wakhart 3anech wana met6ammen bs galbe kelyoum yetga6a3! Ou youm kallamtech thak elyoum ou getlech eny bakh6eb kent bajees elnabth ba3aref nesaiteeny? Ou kent atmanna ena tkouneen 9ej nesaiteny ou youm 3araft enna ely bgalbech 7aggy ba3da 3ayesh gelt awakher gelt lazem awakher 3anha 3ashan t3eesh 7ayat’ha b’amn ou aman ou ghayyart raqmy ou re7t ou kha6abt bs shahar chan nfel lanna galbe ma ratha ydesh feehh ghairech ya ghena!!

My eyes started to tear ..

I knew it!!!

He did all of that for reasons ou kella 3ashan ma9la7ty, that’s my khaled!!

Me: entaqamt men fahad ou karrahta feeny 3ashanek! Ou youm 6allagny tefaja’t ennek kha6eb! Fahad ma yestahel elly sawaita feeh!!

Khaled: kha6abt bel wagt elghala6!!

Me: 7ayatee khtarbat bsebbetek!

Khaled: mu neyety akharebha!!

Me: elsentain elly 3esht’hum eb france kanaw thaaim ya khaled kanaw thaim!

Khaled: la ta7regeen galbe akthar ya ghena!!

Me: I wont

Khaled: 3a6eeny fer9a!

Me: shelly raje3ek 3ugub ghaibat sentain?

Khaled: galbe ma yabe ghairech!! Entay elghayeb el7ather galbe wala algah ya ghena 9ej b3eeda bs wallah galbe ma saha bghairech

Me smiled: 6oul 3umra lsanek 7elu!

Khaled: ghena 3aib 3alaich!!

Me: qa9dy shareef

Khaled: 3a6eny fer9a!

Me: asfa!!

Khaled: ok ok mashy

Me: ma3asalaama

I closed the line and burst into tears ..

I really love him and I want him so badly but I don’t wanna waste my time ..

Elly yany mu shwayya ou musta7eel a3eed nafs elghal6a lelmarra elthaltha ..

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Nour: waaain 3ala allah?

Me: horse riding laish?

I decided to join a horse riding club only to spend my time away from love and to forget about khaled ..

Nour: waaay abe a6la3!!

Me: men 3youni lamma aredd

Nour: okk bser3a 3ayal

Me: enzain

I went down stairs ..

Dad: ghena

Me: hala yuba

Dad: ha ray7a elferoseya chenech?

Me: ee wallah!

Dad: ee 3ayal mu wagta etha radaitay bakalmech bmawthiu3

Me: ou tetwaqa3 ba9ber? Goully shessalfa

He giggled: maku ela elkhair enshallah

Me: shesalfaa?

Dad: yayyenech khe6ab!

My heart’s beats accelerated ..

Me: minu?

Dad: tathkereen allah la y3eed elshar youm swaitay 7adeth?

Me: eeh?

Dad: elly waddach elmustashfa?

My eyes started to tear and I smiled automatically ..

Dad: shfeech yuba? Mu lazem tara? 3ugub elmar7oum maku shay qa9eb!

Me: kammeeelll!!!!!!!!!!

Dad wonderingly: eeh kha6bech!

Its crystal clear .. Part18

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Dad: Fahad

My eyes popped out ..

Me: ay fahad?

Dad: weld ekhty sana

Oh my god!! Omg omg omg!!!!

I placed my hand on my mouth and started to cry harder and harder ..

My dad came and hugged me tight ..

Dad: allah yer7emaa!!

Me: yuba *sniff* ana menzeman ma shefta!!

Dad: ana nafsech mu shayfa 9arly shahar!!

Me: raaa7 bser3aaa *sniff*

Dad: ela3mar beed allah ou kelna masheen bhal darb

I hugged my dad really tight and burst into my tears ..

Dad: allah yer7ema .. youm eny azeffa wagoulla sh7agga m6alleg benty egoully ma3alaih khaly same7ny bentek testahel elly a7san menny

I gasped: YUBA OHWA ELY YESTAHEL A7SAN MENY WALLAH!!!

I couldn’t stop crying until my dad excused himself and went to aunt sana’s house ..

Thalamta wayed ..

Kan 6ayyeb 7ail ..

7anouuuun!!

7aramta men absa6 7gouga ..

Kent jaffa ma3ah ..

Lait yerja3 ma metha ou agdar a3awtha ..

Lait rabby khatha rou7y bedalah ..

Foug kel elly sawaita feeh egoul 7g obouy chethy? Ahh ya galbeee ..

Yaraab eghferla yarab thabta 3end elsu’aaal ..

Halaila .. elnoum jeza men 3ainy ..

Ma gedart anam welly thalamta mat gabel la y7alelny ..

God help me ..

I spent the following three days bel 3aza ..

I couldn’t get over his death ..

9ej eny ma kent a7ebba bs a3ezza ou I really appreciate him ..

Ou elly mthayeg khelgy akthar elly gala 7g obouy 3ugub ma thalamtaa!!

Ou kent alouma bghal6a mahe ghal6eta ..

La Fahad wala ana wala 7etta khaled ghala6 ..

Elghal6an hny ohwa obouy, Fahad ma yestahel ely 9ar fee ..

Yarab tkhally elmout ra7a lah ..

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On the third day of el3aza ..

An unknown number was calling me ..

I picked it up ..

Me: alo

------: ghena?

I froze in my thoughts ..

That’s voice, that’s lovely voice ..

Khaled, that’s my khaled!!!!

 Me: khaled?

Khaled: shlounech?

Me: el7emdellah

Khaled: 3atham allah ajrech tawni adry wallah!

Me: ajerna wajrek!

Khaled: ghena 6amneeny 3alaich tukfain!

Me: khaled, ma3asalama!

I closed the line ..

Its crystal clear .. Part17

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I jumped in my place ..

My eyes popped out ..

Faj’a my dad, nour, Abdullah and my cousins 6la3aw men wara elqanafat ..

My heart beat accelerated ..

I couldn’t say anything but crying ..

Dad: maaaaaabroukkk elestetha elmu7ameya Ghena 3abdel3aziz alflany

I ran toward my dad and hugged him tight ..

Me: 7aram 3alaikum tsawoun feeny chethyy *sniff*

Dad: wallah hathy afkaar nouro mlazma nsawellech chethy

Nour: hatha yezaaay!

Abdullah: getlekum ghanouy mu mal hal suwalef

Me: yubaaaa walaht 3alaik!!!

Dad: ana akthar ya fanar hal bait!

I pulled myself from my dad to see all of my family members wagfeen ou yeth7ekoun ..

They were holding posters 3alaihum “WELCOME BACK” “CONGRATULATION OUR LAWYER” “Wa7aasht eldar ya 7bayyeb” and more ..

Awal shay knt m3a9ba lanhum khare3ony bs 3ugub estefallait ..

Dad: 3ayal wain rab3ech?

Me: ay rabe3?

Dad: elly yaybeenech men elma6ar?

Me: ay rabe3? Yeet brou7y ma3a taxi sawaito feeny khosh maqlab!

Nour gasped: chathaaaaba ana mkalmaaa ana mkalma Dalla ou ranya ou mahu eyeebounech!!!

Me: khadaaay ekhady blees’hum wainhuuum!

Nour daggat 3alaihum wella el7abayeb 7sbalhum 6ayyarty to9al 8 el9eb7!!

We went to our house back yard wella yaybeen BBQ at home ou trampoline 9ej 9ej I had so much fun ou I forgot about Ahmed ..

After the party’s done I went to my room to see 18 gift’s bags 3ala 3adad my studying years ..

That made me smile ..

I loooove my family 7adhum meshta6eeen 3alay!!

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Me: 7elfaaaaay mabrouuuuuk! Bent wella walad?

Riwa: bent samait’ha dareen

Me: waaaaaaay cuuute!! Allah ykhaleeha lech ou tetrabba b3ezech enshallahh

Riwa: waaay ghena wallah 9ej menzemaan 3anechh ta3aly merreeeny ou shoufay darin

Me: khala9 enshallah meta ma tegdereen lanny fathya el9ara7a

Riwa: khala9 tegderen next Monday?

Me: eee afa 3alaich

Riwa: tammm

Me: ta3alay

Riwa: halaa

Me: shloun 3erskum?

Madry shloun sa’alt hal su’al ..

Sa’alta bedoun ma a7es ..

Riwa giggled: sh3ersa smella 3alaich?

Me: emm lulu?

Riwa: lulu alflany?

Me: eee riwa eee!

Riwa: waihh ma saweta maskeena fallat!

I grinned automatically ..

Riwa: ta3alay entay shsalfetech weyaha? Athker yom getlech last time 7agarteny madry shffeech 3alaiha!

Me: la .. la shaku elkha6 enge6a3!

Riwa: ahh! Ok 3ayal enshoufech next week mu tkhalleen ha?

Me: eee enshallah

Riwa: yallah bye 7ayatee

Me: bye

That made my day ..

Ya3ni khaled ma tezawwaaj??

Waaaay ghena stop thinking of him ya3ni ohwa ma yabeech ou ma testahlaina khala9 3aaad!!!!

Bs .. ya3ni .. el7emdellah ..

Suddenly I received an SMS from Ahmed ..

“Radaitay el kwait ha? Ou ta7gereeny ba3ad? Mashy ..”

STAGHFERALLAH EL3ATHEEEM ANA SHELLY BALASHNY BHAL ASHKAAL WAY3A TOYA3 BLEEEEESA!!!!!!!!!

Efff agoul 7g 3abdallah? Bs etha fetha7ny a7mad ou warrah 9warna? Effffff!!!

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Me: yuba

Dad: hala obouy

Me: cancel awragy many radda Paris

Dad: laaaaish kelhaaa sentainn ou t9eeren dektora al7een el master ma ysawy shay!!

Me: yuba mabe walla mabe raj3a 7g mennak many raj3a!!

Dad: ghena? Shesalfa? Sh9ayer lech menak? Galbe mu met6ammen!

I froze in my thoughts ..

Me: emmm elghurba yuba!

Dad: gedartay tetgharebain sentain mu 3ayzana 3an ely begaw!!!!

Me: khala9 yuba ana fakkart ou many radda Paris malait khala9 ya3ni mu qasebb

Dad: enzain enzain mustaqbelech ou kaifech 3ala ra7tech

Me: eeh!!

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Ya 7alaaat el Kuwait ya zeeen el amn wel amaaan ya zeeen elra7aaa la 7abeeb ou la sharha ou la 3etaab el7emdellah yarabbe el7emdellah 7atta yablegh el7amd muntahahh ..

7etta luw feeny neg6a bgalbe tgoully “shlouna khaled?” “sh9ar 3alaih?” bs hal neg6a ma ra7 takserny mara7 tkhaleeny ogaf 3alaiha ..

Ansah? Kanat 9a3ba bs al7een s’halat ..

Elwagt kafeel bnesyanah ..

Bethn allah bansaak ..

Ahhh ..

I went down stairs while screaming “THERE IS A FIRE STARTING IN MY HEART REACHING A FEVER PITCH AND ITS BRINGING ME OUT THE DARK ..”

Dad: la 7awla waala quwata ella belah

His eyes were gleaming from tears ..

I froze in my place ..

My heart started to beat so fast ..

Me: yuba? Sh9ayer? Minu mat?

Its crystal clear .. Part16

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Yarab yarab khal ewakher 3anny ..

Yarab mayjeesny yarab ester 3alay ..

Yarab yarab yarab tukfa tukfa 6ale3ni men hal mushkelaa ..

Yarab ma3eedha wallah bs khalla ywakher 3anni tukfa khalla yrou7 ..

Yarab enta tegdaar tkhally erou7 3any ou ma7ad yegdar ghairek tukfa 6alabtek khalla yrou7 ..

I couldn’t stop crying ..

And all of a sudden he stopped knocking the door ..

I stopped crying and went slowly toward the door ..

I couldn’t hear his voice ..

Ma3qoula ykoun ra7?

Ma3qoula allah estejab da3wety ou khallah erou7?

I was too scared to open the door ..

I stayed for almost five minutes waiting for any sound but I didn’t hear anything ..

I slowly unlocked the door ..

Me: besmellah besmellah

I opened the door and EL7EMDELLAHH there was nobody ..

I ran back to my room, took my coat, passport and wallet and left my flat ..

I was running to reach the taxi station because I was really scared to meet Ahmed ..

Come on where are the taxis???

Awwal taxi ya 6abbaait 3endaaa ..

Me: take me to Paris right *sniff* now pleaaaase!

He turned his head around wella ye6la3 a7mad ..

Me: YUUUUMMAAA!!!!!

La la atghashmar:::

The taxi man: ok madam

Ma bega du3a’ rukoub ma gelta ahmed 3aqqadny 7etta men el taxi gemt akhaf ..

I was staring on my lap in order not to see Ahmed in the way ..

I couldn’t stop crying ..

It was like a nightmare wallaa wallah!!!

I took my mobile and called my dad ..

Dad: hala yuba hala wallah

Me: hala feeek

I was trying to swallow my tears mabe akhar3a ..

Me: yuba tukfa e7jezly asra3 6ayyaraa!!!

Dad: 7ajaztlech elsabt yuba!

Me: jadma yuba 6alabtek mabe ag3ad hny!!!

Dad: sh9aayr mu gelty bteg3edeellech chum youm eb paris?

Me: yuba allah ykhalleeek mabe ag3ad hnyyy tukfaa!

Dad: wainech al7een?

Me: on my way to paris!

Dad: eb hallail yuba laish?

Me: yubaa madry! E7jezlyyy!

Dad: ga3da tkhawfeeny 3alaich!

Me: mafeenyy shay *sniff* mafeeny!

Dad: akeeed?

Me: eee wallah! Bas baredd

Dad: enshallah al7een ashouflech re7la greeba

Me: matgasser

Dad: 7athreen, tabeenn shay thany?

Me: la 7abebe mashkour

Dad: allah y7afthech

Me: ma3asalama

I closed the line and burst into my tears ..

The taxi man: what’s wrong with you?

Me: I .. I .. I just don’t know!

The taxi man: Its ok , whats your good name?

Me: ghena

The taxi man: where are you from?

Me: Kuwait

The taxi man: oh you can say “gh”?

Me: haha we say everything

The taxi man: good, how long you’ve been here?

Me: actually I study here

The taxi man: ohh great and what are you studying?

Me: masters

He was chatting with me 6oul el6ereej until we arrived to Paris ..

7adda eyannen shal elkhof men galbee!!

Me: please take me to Marriot champs elysees

The taxi man: did you forget your luggage?

Me: emm maybe ..

The taxi man: any way there is a close supermarket and h&m you where can shop 

Me smiled: I know thankyou

The taxi man: no worries

Me: how much?

…

I went to Marriot hotel ..

Me: please I want a single room

-----: emm im not sure if there is an available room but let me check

Me: please try your best!

-----: I will!

After a while ..

------: sorry madam they are fully booked!

Me: nooo please!!!

------: im sorry!

Me: ok .. ok thankyou!

Goooooood help me waaaain arouuu7!!

I went to le Clarige Its so close to Marriot ..

Me: please I want a single room now

-----: let me check if there is availability

Me: ok!

It was 2:00 am magdar a7ous akthaar!!!

Yaraaabbb telgaaa!

Yaraaaaaaab ..

------: emm okay I found only a double room!

Me: ok its ok I want it!

------: sure, how long will you stay here?

Me: one night

------: so the check is at 2 pm!

Me: no please I need it now!!

------: emm ok I will try to make it now but you should pay for two night ok?

Me: no problem

------: give me your info please

…

My dad sent me an SMS to tell me that he booked a flight for me tomorrow at 3 ..

Which is Good el7emdellah!

I waited for my room 2 hours yallaah gedart adesh’ha ..

I threw myself on there comfortable bed immediately ..

But I couldn’t sleep ..

Kent kel ma athakkar elly 9ar abchy ou arjef ..

Ou elly ebachy akthar enna men a7mad ..

I shouldn’t trust him easily ..

I shouldn’t love him men elbedaya ..

Estaghferallah ya rabbe ..

…

I woke up at 9, went to the bathroom and wore my yesterday’s dress ..

I took my wallet and went to H&M immediately ..

I really need to buy a morning cloth ..

Then I went to starbucks to eat something ..

Suddenly I received a whats app message from “Ahmed” ..

“wainech??” ..

Besmellah yarab ma yel7agny hny ..

I ran back to my hotel took my things and headed to the airport ..

Elwagt muu rathy emerrr ou Ahmed 3ayaz wehwa ydeg ..

My eyes were filled with tears men elkhof  ou bs arjef ..

Everyone was staring at me ..

…

Ahhh finaaaaaally kuwaaaaaait!!

I went out of the gate mu gadra an6er akthar 3ashan ashouf obouy ou alemma ..

I need to be safe I really do ..

But ..

Unfortunately I didn’t see him ..

I called his number but he didn’t answer ..

I tried to call Abdullah and Nour bs ma7ad eredd!!

I felt worried ..

I went to the Taxi area and took one ..

Shsalfat’hum? Obouy ohwa ely 7ajezly laish ma yally?

Ba6ny gam e3aawerny men elkhar3a!!

Me: please wady man6aqat elserra ..

The taxi man: enshallah yuba

Esraghferallah shfeehum!!!

We9alt elbait ..

The door was opened and the outside lights too ..

I got inside the house but it was dark and there was no body ..

I slowly opened the lights ..

Allaaaaah ..

Baity ya ba3ad kel bait ..

Me: yubaaaa? Nouuuur? Jaaane? 3abdallah??

Wainhum!!

Its crystal clear .. Part15

Waaay mu men 9ejja 7agerny 3ashan shay atfah men wayhaaa!!!

Waaay a7mad reeedd!!!

3ugub malyouuuuun missed call a7mad qarrar ered ..

Ahmed: na3am?

Me: ya3ni m3a9eb?

Ahmed: shtabeen?

Me: la t9eer chethy 3ad felhaaa!

Ahmed: entay ensana mu mathbou6a! >>>>DEDICATED TO SQ:::<<<<

Me: shda3wa ya3ni khal arouuu7!

Ahmed: saway ely tabeena!

Me: abeek tertha!

Ahmed: rethay bga3detech hny!!!

Me: faker feeny luw mrra!

Ahmed: ghena 3endech kalam yedeed wella a9ekka? Mashghoul ana!

Me: 9ekka!

He closed the line ..

I can’t understand him!!

Yabee emasheeny 3ala kaifaa!!

Kella chethyyy e7asboun 3umerhum obahatna la sama7 allah! Effff ..

…

So .. I canceled my train trip to Paris bs 3ashan a7mad ..

Madry laish ma gedart arou7 ou ohwa za3lan menny ..

Al7een my best designers yayyeen el fashion show ou khabba ou loya wana hny ga3da bsheqety elmughemma ..

7abeeebeee ma3araf gaadryy .. Laahy 3anny ma yadrii .. 7asra 3alaay elsejad el7amarrr ..

gemt akharbe6 men elmalal eff, I took my ipod and went outside chouuuud ashouf a7mad ou y3aref qeeemty!!!

I went out and started to sing as usual ..

“3alaaaaih walhaaaan ou shouuugy lah 3ala 3youni el7azeena baan ana blayyah jezeerat shoug shuwa6eeha bela 3enwaan ..”

ufff ..

Ahmed surprisingly: ghena?

Me: shyaybek hny wenta tadry eny elmafrouth makoun mawjouda?

Ahmed: chenny 7aaas! Laish ma re7tay elfashion show ely mestathbe7a 3alaih?

Me: 3ashanek kel shay ehoun!

Ahmed: 3uuuuuuumri entaayy!!

He hugged my tight ..

Me: erte7t?

Ahmed: akeed arta7 damech yammy

I kissed his cheek ..

Me: 7abeebee

Ahmed: 3ayal meta betrou7een paris?

Me: rayee men rayek ba3ad magdar agoul shay!

Ahmed: 7addda 7adda ok?

Me: al7een tlagy khabba bel Lafayette

Ahmed: bss 3ad enshalla awaddeech Paris fashion week mu ga9een 3alaich eb invitation 7g hal fashion show elnetfaa

Me: atmanna tkoun 3nd kelmetek

Ahmed: rayyaaal fa 3alaich

I smiled: na6e3!!

Ahmed: 7ubbii!

Me: amer!

Ahmed: bacher weddi ayyeech elsheqqa

Me: 7ayyaaaaak

Ahmed: 3ad surprise me ha?

Me shyly: awhh enshallahhh

Ahmed: A7LA WA7DA BEL3ALAAAM!

…

I was staring on my closet for hourssss until I chose those:

My hair was wavy and I applied some light makeup with a red rouge ..

I prepared some summer juices and macaroons and waited for him ..

After a while he knocked my door ..

I opened for him ..

Ahmed surprisingly: WOW!

I smiled: shrayek?

Ahmed: HOT!!

I blushed and ignored his word ..

Ahmed: oh msawya 3a9eer ba3ad? Shhal sana3?

Me: afa 3alaik, eg3ad 7ayak

He sat down and I sat next to him ..

He hugged me from the side ..

Ahmed: Mmm strawberry

Me: hahha tawni metsab7aa

Ahmed started to kiss my cheeks over and over and his stares were little bit scary ..

Me: haha shfeek chennek menzeman mu shayefny?

Ahmed: jamaaalech kel youm ezeeed

He was staring on me in everywhere ..

I think its time to excuse myself ..

Me: barou7 el7ammam

Ahmed held me tight ..

Ahmed: 9aberrrrr ghena I cant resist it!

Me: shinu resist what? barou7 el7ammaam hednyyy

Ahmed: nooo!

Me: heeeey hedddny!!!

He grabbed my dress ..

No no no no waaay!

Me: tuuukfa a7mad etha t7ebny stoooopp it!

Ahmed: hahha ana a7ebech? Laishh khebel?

My eyes popped out and my heart’s beats accelerated ..

Me: JUST STOPP PLEAAASE!!

Ahmed: shhhhhh

I pulled myself from him and ran to my room and locked the door ..

Ahmed: GHENA OGFAAAY!!!

I was crying my heart out and breathing so fast ..

I was scaaaaared ..

I sat in my room’s right corner while he was knocking my door so hard and shouted: AGOULLECH FECHY ELBAB LA AKSERAAA!!

Me: yaraaab yaraab erouu7 yarabb tukfa khalla yrouuu7

I was searching for Quraan to read ..

I took quraan from my drawer and read two lines: besmellahera7man alra7eem al7amdullellahe rabe el3alameen alra7man elra7eem

OMG muuu metyadedaaaa ..

Ahmed: EN MA FETA7TAY BAKSERAAA!

I closed my eyes and started to beg Allah to help me getting out of that trouble ..

Its crystal clear .. Part14

Thiss post is dedicated to the one who wrote the last comment in chapter 13 MUCH MUCH LOOOVE<3!

Ps: write ur initial pleaseeee!!

Me happily: yubbaaa yuba bareeekly khathaait el master degree!!!!

Dad happily: MABROUUUK MABROUK ALF MABROUK!!

Me: allaaaah ybarek feeeek!!

Dad: 3ayaal meta elrejouu3?

Me: baba e7jezly next week weddi ag3aad eb Paris chum youum

Dad: enshallah al7een ashouflech 7ajz ,  ou meta tredeen 7g el dektorah enshallah?

Me: next year e9eer khair bs khal ared waaaaay walaahtttt

Dad: mu ketherna 7abeebty elbait ma yeswa bedounech

Me: ba3ad 3umriii

Dad: allah y7afthech

Me: wala ya7remny men 9otek

Me: alo?

Dad: weyach weyach

Me: 3asa ma shar?

Dad: 6arat 3ala baly elmar7ouma

I smiled ..

Me: allah yer7amha

Dad: kaanat kel ma akalemha bel telephone ma tgoully ma3asalama tgoully “allah la ya7remny 9otek” akh luw eny ana ely knt ad3y hal du3a’!

Me: frag’ha 9a3eb 9a3eb!!

Dad: ghanouya? Ta’akeday enha luw kanat 3aysha betkoun fakhoura feech nafs ma ana al7een fakhour feech!

Because you know nothing ..

Baba ana mu ghena el aweleyyaa!!!

Ana ghena el cheap elly 3ala 3elaqa ma3a ensan adry eny mara7 atzaweja ..

Ana ghena el wa6ya elly best ou lamait ou lemast ensan ma y7elly!!

Baba ana mu el aweleyya!!

Baba ana wai33!!

A tear rolled down my cheeks ..

Me: enshallah!

Dad: yallah akhalleech

Me: ma3asalama

Dad: allah ysalmech

…

I was walking along my flat’s street with Ahmed hugging me from the side ..

Me: ahhhh im soooooo excited 7g parisss!!

Ahmed: fargay 3eed?

Me giggled: laaa 7ashaa! Bs im invited 3ala fashion show bel Lafayette aku a7la?

Ahmed: 3eshtaw? Sh7agga 3azmeenech?

Me: huhhh cause im luuuuucky!

Ahmed: you aree! Enzain meta betrrou7een?

Me: tomorrowww!!

Ahmed: bacherr?

Me: yuuuup!

Ahmed: ghena laa!

Me: luw samaa7t “estatha” ghenaa la la atghashmar hahahha

Ahmed: mu 9a7ya entay elyouumm!!

I raised my head to stare on his eyes directly ..

Me: ana mestansaa!

Ahmed: yazeeen elwayh elmestaness!

He hugged me tight and I hugged him back ..

He kissed my forehead ..

Ahmed: enzain ghena la trou7een paris bacher!!

Me: laishhh!

Ahmed: maaa sheba3t menechhh!

Me: ta3al weyyaaay!! 7adda bekoun wnasaaa!

Ahmed: laa magdar arou7 paris 7addy mfalles!

Me: ekheth men obouuuk a7mad 3an elmalaqaa!!

Ahmed: la ghena ge3dayyy!

Me: maaabe men9ejjeek? Mara7 a6awef hal event!

Ahmed: 3ashany!

Me: ok ok ayeebek Paris 3ala 7saby zain?

Ahmed pulled himself away from me ..

Ahmed: shqa9dech?

Me: shinu?

Ahmed: shayfatny faqeeer?

Me: la bs ent mfalles?

Ahmed: ghenaa! Ro7a 7g Paris maku redday direct el Kuwait shwarach?

Me: a7maaad!

Ahmed: eee ge3day hny khaneshba3 menech!

Me: many ga3da!

Ahmed: gad’ha?

Me: haw wallah mabe ag3ad waai3!

Ahmed: ou ana ma3neellech shay?

Me: embala bss ana ma3zouma 3ala event ou lazem arou77! Ou hny maku ma6ar fa lazem arou7 Paris!

Ahmed: ya3ni betrou7een bacher?

Me: ee!

Ahmed: met’akda?

Me: wai3 shfeek chethy? Yakhe efhamny!

Ahmed: entay ma tefhemeen el7ub mu ghaareeba tajarbuch elfashla feh!

Me: na3am?? Fahemnyy!! Ana abeeek tfahemny el7ubb! El7ub mu ma3nah anaaneyya mu ma3nah tqasebny ag3ad hny ou a6awef aham event bhalshahar 3ashan tshabe3 3umrek!!!

Ahmed: chethy tafkeerech ya3ni? Mashy!

Me: shgelt anaaa??? Ma gelt ela el9ej!

Ahmed: 3ala ra7tech ok? Sawi ely tabeen!!!

He left me alone and walked away ..

Laish kel elnass tkhallleeny brou7y laishhh??

Efff ..

I went back to my flat .. alone ..

Its crystal clear .. Part13

That was shocking ..

Me: et7bny? Sht7eb feeny?

Ahmed: goulay shinu ma7eb feech?

That was confusing ..

Me: emm 3ashan fathfathtlek tabe t7ebny bel muqabel?

Ahmed: la 6ab3an!

Me: you love me but I don’t shloun?

Ahmed: I don’t mind

Me: shinu eldenya sayba? I do mind!!

Ahmed: adry faja’tech

I stretched my hand to shake his ..

Me: you are just a new friend ok boy?

He gave me a death stare ..

Then he shook my hand and nodded: ok

I grabbed my ipod and smiled: see you later

Ahmed: ghena?

Me: hmm?

Ahmad: raqmech?

Me: waina?

Ahmed: abeeh!

Me smiled: dude?

Ahmed: hm?

Me: in your dreams

I turned around and left the place ..

Khaled, khaled I need you!!

Laish khalaitny hny sel3a rkhee9a 7g ely yeswa welly ma yeswaa?

Laish haddaitny bhasehoula?

Laish youm getlek eny mu bkhhair hadaitny?

Hadaitny 3ashan minu? Lulu?

Ghayyart raqmek bs 3ashan ma t7acheeny? Bs 3ashan teftak men 7anety?

“Wefait ou ma tewaqa3t elkheyana……”

...

Two weeks later ..

"NEVER MIND I'LL FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOUUUU .. I WISHHH NOTHING BUT THE BEST FOR YOU TOO .."

Ahmed: hahha ge9y 3ala hindi

I stared on him wonderingly ..

Ahmed: Entay muu gadra tefte7een galbech 7g ghaira ya ghena!

I nodded: true!

Ahmed: ga3da tahdemeen 7ayatech bhal mathy!

Me: a7mad khaled ma yestahel *tearing*

Me: KHALED MU KAFUUU!!

Ahmed: akheeran e3taraftay? akheran radlech 3aglech?

Me: a7maad! I’ll give a chance, If you want? I'll give you one. You deserve it!

He was staring on me shockingly ..

I swallowed my tears: yes a7mad, I'm cheap and yes I’m gonna love you

Ahmed: la ghena 3aib tgoulen chethy!!

I burst into my tears ..

Me: HE LEFT ME ALONE!!!!!!! HE PREFERED LULU!!! MADRY SH9ARLA!! LAISH HADNY BSEHOULA? ANA SAWAIT ELMUSTA7EEL LE3YONA OU OHWA BA3NY BERKHEE9?

Me: be6aggag!! BE6AGGAG!! Galba ou khalla y7eb elly yabeh bs .. bs ELSU’AAL ..

I took a deep breath: elsu'al ohwa laish?

I placed my arm on the wall, laid my head on it and burst in my tears ..

Until I feel his huge arm running on my hair ..

Ahmed: kheera 9adgeny

“la tkhakena yjees sha3ra mennech”

Do I have to move away from Ahmed?

Do I have to not let him touch me?

And why?

To please “Elshaikh” khaled??

Basawwi methel ma ashoufek tsawwi ou af3al af3alek..

I turned around to be too close to Ahmed’s nose ..

He slowly wiped my tears ..

Me: methel ma ta7ammal e3eesh bedouni ra7 at7ammal a3eesh bedounah

He held my chin ..

Ahmed: la tkhaleeen hal wayh el7elu e9ee7 marra thanya ok?

“Elly enazel dam3a men 3ainech? Anazel menna galan dam!!”

Khaled .. WAS like no other..

I miss him..

His voice..

His eyes .. his words..

His tango calls..

I wish I could forget!!

I nodded: enshallah

He blew a flying kiss ..

I faked smile ..

Ahmed lit a cigarette ..

Ahmed: tabeen?

I stared at him surprisingly ..

Me: la

…

Months later ..

Elyoum akher mte7an 7aggy ou etha I pass it ra7 akheth el Master degree ou ared el Kuwait for a couple of months ba3dain arja3 france 7g el doctorate degree ..

I wore those, tied my hair into a bun and left my flat ..

I jumped in my place ..

Me surprisingly: a7mad??

Ahmed: 9abaa7 elkhair 7ubi

He hugged me closer to him and kissed my left cheek ..

Me: ahh shyaybek?

Ahmed: yay awa9lech ou shareelech coffee e9a79e7ech

I smelled the coffee ..

I wish it was a macchiato from Khaled’s hand!

Uff!! Ghena please stop thinking of khaled!!

Me: allah French French mmm

Ahmed: bel3afya 7ubi

Me: e3afeek rabby

Ahmed: 3asa meste3eda 7g el exam?

Luw khaled hny chan gally laish labsa 7afar? 7umretech qamja! Ban6aronech thayej ou 3ugub kel hatha egouly darsa 3adel wella betfashleena?

Bs kent a7ebba aw “bas a7ebba”..

Me: ee enshallah

Ahmed: kafu wallah, 7ayatee?

Me: 3youni?

Ahmed: meta betredeen lekwait?

Me: enshallah next week 3ala ma ye6la3 grady ou bag3ad eb paris youmain ou ared

Ahmed: ra7 afgedech

Me: 7abeeby mu kethry!!

Ahmed: khala9 ra7 akalmech tango!

Me: LA!!

Ahmed wonderingly: laish?

Me: emm mu tango

Ahmed: bashoufech!!

Me: adezlek 9warry!!

Ahmed: eee laish? Enzain skype?

Me: ok