Restrained Love .. Part11

This post is dedicated to Jnoun Almulla<3 I LOOOOVE YOUUUU<333

Me: I want 3azeeez

Dana: okho jassem yal fa93a???

Me: hahh laaaa 3zeez mal mneeraaa

Dana: haw ay mneeraaa!!

Me: you complete me!!

Dana: YAH YAH YAH CHEENNA ENDEMAJNA!!

Me: offff! Dano wallah agra wat7assar 3ala 3umry!

Dana: yaa baa3ad chabdy hatha jasoum ma ya7lem eb nafsech!!

Me: teslemeeeen

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Reading all of these stories made me want to share mine ..

I took my iphone ..

Went to the App store and download blogger App ..

I opened the app and started typing ..

Jassem was in the match with his friends ..

“Hello everyone,

I really wanna share my story with you ..

Hope you enjoy it ..

9 months ago I was the happiest teenager on earth ..

I was living in peace and love with my pretty parents ..

I was sharing my happy moments with my amazing friends ..

I was having mother and father friends sister and brother ..

Everything was perfect until the divorced ..

A tear dropped down my cheeks ..

My mom got married to someone called Hamad ..

He’s soooo mean I hate himmm!!

But my dad didn’t marry after my mom ..

He truly loves her bs ..

I couldn’t stop tearing ..

One day ..

One unexpected day ..

Dad: Hayaa

Me: na3am?

Dad: yolech khe6ab!

My heart skipped a beat!

Me: Khe6aab?

Did I mention that im just 19!!!!!

Dad: khoosh rayyal obouh ben 7alal ou 3enda khair 6ee3eeny ou wafqay

My dad was so excited I couldn’t say no ..

Me: yuba ana 19!!

Dad: eee smella 3alaich mara ou 3agla

M7amad: hayouna obouy al7een kebar ou entay mas’ouleya ou ham eb rasa fa tezawejay a7saan

That wasn’t enjoyable ..

Writing my sad story is really a bad idea!!!

I was crying and remembering the worst moments in my life ..

It won’t help!

I deleted the paragraph I wrote ..

Laid my head on the sofa ..

And started to think and imagine ..

I remembered my man!!

My dream man Khaled ..

I used to think of that khaled elly from my imagination ..

Should I write about him?

Lets fake it until we make it!!

Yemkiiin jaseem yengeleb my dream khaled!!

3al ou 3asaaaa!!

I creat a new blog ..

Its name was “Haya is lost in her imagination” ..

“Imagining is the best way to ditch from your ugly reality ..

Everything in your imagination is beautiful and perfect ..

Your imagination contains all what you want ..

Now, take a look at my wide imagination and enjoy ..

My name is Haya ..

I got married to the most beautiful Khaled on earth ..

He’s adorable ..

Words would never describe how amazing he is ..

I love him, I truly do ..

But he adores me ..

Before 2 weeks was our wedding ..

It was in Alraya whole room ..

The wedding was adorable ..

It was organized by November boutique ..

I wore a beautiful gown from Elie Saab ..

I was the prettiest bride ever ..

Khaled was the prettiest groom in this world ..

After our wedding we went to Maldives islands for a perfect honeymoon ..

Once we saw the island we were amazed ..

The view was indescribable ..

It was awesome ..

Its more like a dream ..

Me: khaled

Khaled: ya 3youn khaled

Me: shouuuf mashallah elba7ar khayaaal

Khaled: shaf jamalech ou ghar menna fa tezayyan

I giggled: 3ayartek

He kissed my cheek ..

Khaled: jameela jameelaa!!

Me: mu ajmal mennek!!

Khaled: ENTY GAD’HA??

Me giggled: laa atghashmar!

Khaled: 3afyaa! Emshay en9aly ou 3ugubha netsabba7

Me: yallah okk

That was enjoyable ..

I couldn’t stop smiling ..

I have to make a twitter account to publish my blog ..

I named it @Hayasdreamland

I asked Maggie, Random, Madliar and Darliam to shout out ..

After they did I got sooooo many followers ..

I tweeted: Please read my first post and tell me what do you think?

I got too many compliments ..

It was an amazing start ..

I was happy with the results ..

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Jassem: alsalamu 3alaikum

Me: wa3alaikum esalam

Jassem: ha shlounech

I smiled: zainaaaa, minu faaz?

Jassem: Barcelona

Me: emm

Jassem: teyyen net3asha?

Me: ok

I changed my clothes and went with him to eat dinner ..

Jassem: shfeech hedou’?

Actually there’s a big noise inside me

Me: madry shagoull!!

Jassem: chena ma wedech nrou7 Paris?

Me: min gal ma weddi haw?

Jassem: ana agoul njaddem 7ajzna wenred ou manrou7 Paris!

Me: eeee laish! I love Paris ga3da an6erha!!

Jassem: awadeech 3ugubb

Me: ok shessalfa? Ma kamalna shahar!

Jassem: emm tawa elrabe3 galoully berou7oun sharm! Beghou9oun fa 7azat’ha benkoun eb Paris

Me: EEEE?????

Jassem: ou mlazmeeen!

Me: bs enta metzawej! Chan getlehum bakoun still eb my honeymoon!! Elly mashaf el honey!

Jassem: getlehum bs lazemaw ou safrat el3umer ma ten3ad!

Me: aha laish chum honeymoon bekoun 3endena?

Jassem: khalas re7na spain ou next honeymoon eb Paris ok?

Me: haw jassem mu men 9ejjek!!!

Jassem: ana elghal6an elly yay agoullech!!! Luw ghairy chan rakebech e6ayara uo yabech lekwait 3ala 3amach!!

YERFA3 ELTHAGH6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me: okkkk

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The days passed and the problems between us decreased because I was flying in my dream land and skipping the ugly reality ..

I tweeted: please told me what are you think of my story

@Khaled_blogger: your grammar!

@hayasdreamland: okJ

@khaled_blogger: talk in Arabic ya3ni laish etefelsef

@hayasdreamland: it non of your business dude

@khaled_blogger: ba3aad!! Tukfain men ay school metkharja!

@hayasdreamland: 3a9ma!

@khaled_blogger: huh men 3ether

@hayasdreamland: abaih shtabe 7addek yahel!

@Khaled_blogger: na3am? If youre 19 im 21

I ignored him ..

Suddenly he tweeted ..

@khaled_blogger: 7ukouma ou yetkalemon English ou kela ghala6 yakhe yasheen elserj 3albugar

OH MY GOD 7ASAAFAT ESEM KHALED 3ALAIK BSSS!!!

Suddenly I received a question in my ask.fm ..

“Is @Khaled_blogger your husband?

Me: hell noooo”

@khaled_blogger: bal!! rabbbe la yqadder

@hayasdreamland: Allah la ygoul* at least a3aref at7acha lughaty mu nafsek!

Jassem: SARAH!!

I threw my mobile ..

Me: NA3AM!

Jassem: ta3aaalay

Me: shinu!

Jassem: bakasser mobilech tara!

Me: shinu shfeek?

Jassem: bacher awal youm jam3a ha?

Me: eee enshallah

Jassem: meta classatech?

Me: 3endi awal class at 10 ba3dain akhales 3

Jassem: ok 3ashan athabe6ha ana bawaddech

Me: emm laish? Ana asougg! 3ashan etha break aw shay!

Jassem: 7asbalech bakhalech tsougeen 7g eljam3a?

Me: ou laish laa2!!

Jassem: bas sem3y elkalam!

Me: jassem please meshtahya arou7 bsayyartee

Jassem: trou7een eb bugatti a7la!!

Me: 3ashany!

Jassem: la ya3ni laa khalaa9!

Me: laishh!

Jassem: men ghair laish!!

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I woke up early to prepare an egg sandwich and a fresh orange juice for his breakfast ..

Then I went to change my clothes ..

I wore those ..

After a while jassem woke up and wore his deshdasha and qetra ou 3gal ..

Me: im ready ou reyougek ba3ad

Jassem stared on me ..

Jassem: hatha mu lebs yen6ele3 feeeh!!!

Me: shlaabsaa anaa!!!

Jassem: ma legaitay athyaj men hal ban6aroun

Me: it a lagging duh!

Jassam: ba3aaaaaad?

Me: abaih abaih sorry wallah

Jassem: thelfay lebsay 3abaya yallah

Me gasped: 3ABAYA OU BEDOUN 7JAB???

Jassem: ou 7jaab!!

Me: haw men 9ejjek!!!

Jassem: khal9eeeny waray dawaaam!

Me: maa3endi 3abaaaya

Jassem: masee7eyya??

Me: 3endi eb baitna bs mu hnyy

Jassem: bacher tyeebenhum sam3aaa? Mabe ashoufech 6al3a bedoun 3abaya ou 7jab!!!

I cant believe him!!!

I really don’t wanna wear hejab for him!!!

I wanna wear it for Allah!!

I was quiet male khelg mashakel men el9eb7!!

Jassem: A7ACHEECH ANA!!

Me: okkk

We went to his car ..

Jassem: sem3aaay!! 6al3a bel break weya rab3ech mabe fahmaaa!

Me: enshallah

Jassem: t7ouseen wayed laaa! Kella khalech ga3da mala da3y tsawwen fashion show!

He’s weird ..

Me: ok

Finally we arrived to GUST ..

Me: ma3asalama

Jassem: ta3alay bosaa

I smiled automatically and gave him my cheek to kiss it ..

Jassem: ma3asalama

Me: allah ysalmek

I went inside to see all of my friend elhaailag eb caribou AHHHH I MISS THEMMM!!!

Lulu: HALA BEL 3AROUUUSAAA

Everyone was staring on me ..

I whispered: allah ygharbel bleesech yal fethee7aa

Shee hugged me really tight: WALHANEEEEN!!

Me: AKTHAAAER WALLAH!!

Sallamt 3alaihum kelhum ..

They were sooooo excited asking me about my honeymoon ..

I was like wanasaa eyanen it was romantic ..

Trying to remember the best moments and scratching the bad moments out ..

In the break ..

Dana: waaay walhana 3alaikum emshaw ne6la3 yamdeee tara

Fareeda: eeee yallahh breakna 6weel!!

Yasmin: fouuuga yallah

I was quiet searching for a good reason to say no ..

Everyone agreed except for Raghda ..

Raghda: magdar breaky sa3a

Me: khalas bag3ad weyyach

Layal: entaay maku ga3da betrakbbeena eb your g-class

Sameera: eeeehh swair

Me: laaa bag3ad weyya ragoud

Raghda: la swair wallah 3ady kelha sa3aa

Dana was staring on me wonderingly ou chena 7assa ..

I never refuse 6al3aaa!!

Me: laa bag3ad weyach mu bkaifech

Yasmin: entay ely mu bkaifech yalla 3ad 7ady walhana 3alaich

Dana: banat kaifha la tethghe6oun 3alaihaa

I smiled for dana ..

I love how she understands me ..

I sent her a flying kiss ..

Fareeda: yah yah kel hatha matabeena yal3ayyara

Me: laa wallah elyayyat enshallah

They went out and I stayed with Raghda ..

After finishing my classes Jassem picked me up ..

Me: jassem please ge6ny bait ahaly

Jassem: sh7agga?

Me: obouy yabeeny atghadda weyah

Jassem: wana akher man ya3lam??

Me: wallah sorry elyoum gally ma7abait aredda

Jassem: wallah bs 3ashan 3ammy

Me: teslam

He took me to our house ..

I went there to see my dad, mama hessa, yara and watha7 ou their children ..

Me: DAAAADYYYYY

He raaan to me and hugged me ..

Me: yakhteee 7alatek shlounekk

Dhari: zaainn

Me: abba abba khaltyy

Dhari kissed my cheeks waaay naa6e33 ..

Jana and rana: auntie saraa

Me: yaaa7alat elbanaat 7abba 7abbaa

They kissed my cheeks

Waaay raddatly rouuu7yy!!

Me: I miss youuuu

Jana and rana: we miss you too

Me: shlounek yubaa

I kissed his head ..

Dad: wallah ma as’al ella 3anech shlounech 6amneeny

Me: el7emdellah bkhair

I kissed mama hessa yara and watha7 and sat on the table to eat lunch ..

Mama hessa: 6afech sarouna thakelyoum yara allah y3afeeha wadatny ma3rath allah yahu shkubraaa qa3taain

Yara: ee yumma movenpick

I giggled: yara mwadya mama hessa movenpick??

Yara: eeeh khal ete6ammash

Mama hessa: wllah legaina fanaateg bs aghleba hal z7eer elly teshrebouna ou cup cake

I laughed loudly: shez7eeera yummaa?

Yara giggled: red bull red bull

Watha7: yumma red bull z7eeer?

Mama hessa: eeeh 3yezaw e6arshoully bel whats app 3an matharra bas maku fayda

Dad: Yuma entay law allah yfekech men hal whats app abrak! Kelyom dagga 3alai la takle hatha ou ekel hathaa Yuma la tsadgeen kelshay

Mama hessa: ma9aader mawthouuuqa ya 3allek el3afyaa!!

Mama hessa tshaawg!!!

Mama hessa: 3ad swaira 6alabtech 6alba adry menty raddatny nafs yaro

Me: amraay Yuma ely tabeen

Mama hessa: bthemmetech el 3gaily elly asawweh mu a7la men hal cupcake eljahez?

Me: maku muqaranaa

Mama hessa: ana gelt etha hatha asawi ou entay togfeen bedaly bel ma3rath tbee3een ou el arba7 7agech mabe shay bs khal 3yalna yakloun shay san3

I was laughing continuously ..

Me: YUMMA MUUU MEN 9EJJECH!! Tabeeny abee3 3gaily eb movenpick??

Mama hessa: eee shfeeeha yumma? 3ala thamanty bekhalsouuna! Emoutoun 3ala sheghl elbait 3yalna la tshoufenhum chethy!!

Me: maa a9addeg!

Mama hessa: yallah sarouna la treddeny!

Me: ma weddy aredech bs jassem mara7 yertha

Mama hessa: waaina ana a7acheeh malech sheghel

I giggled: 7acheeh kaifech

Mama hessa: degay al7eeen

Me giggled: okk

I called jassem immediately and gave mama hessa ..

She talk to him 5 minutes ou khaleta yerthaa ..

Kella ysawi 3umra ana esan3 jeddamhum ..

Mama hessa: rethaa ma gal shay 7abeeeb

Me: eeh!

Yara: yalla la7gaw eshahr elyay aku eb arth elma3areth

Me: ok ayeeb elraaqam wendeg bs yumma fantegay umu bs 3gaily sada khally feeh flavors khal yajthebhum

Mama hessa: et’hagaain?

Me: eeeh khallay shay bel chocolate bel vanilla bel berries bel caramel bel peanut butter fantegaay

Mama hessa: eee khalas wensawe a7jam shay 9ghayrat shay 3od 3ashan narthe elathwaq

YAKHTEEEE!!!!!

Me: ee ee

Mama hessa: ou nabe chwaisaat ou esem

Me: el esem msamy nafsa 3gaily mama hessa

She giggled shyly: 9ej?

Me: eee Yuma 3ajeeeb

Mama hessa: ok khalas

Watha7: sheghel elma6ba3a ana asawyy

Mama hessa: ok bs kalmeellena elma3rath

Me: enshallaahh

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Writing a blog was an amazing experience luw makan fe shay esma khaled blogger hes so annoying I wish I could block him bs 7ady meftashlaa!!

One day ..

Badda3 fa 7allaq ..

@Khaled_blogger: hayooo