Restrained Love .. Part9

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This post is dedicated to Alya Alkanderi for her kindness and supporting, i love you;*

I was thinking of a happy honeymoon ..

I have to make it happy ..

Mara7 asawi shay eza3la 3ashan ma yza3elny eee as simple as this ..

I was talking and talking happily ..

Me: tekhayal 24 hours metjableen bs ana ou enta ou nmadde7 eb ba3ath ou nsawy tan 3al beach nes’har lain tashreq elshams ou ennam lai eltheher ou ensawwy shoppinggg ou narketh ou ennagez wala a7ad begoul shay

He interrupted me: Sarah!

I smiled and tried to make it romantic ..

Me: ya 3youn sarah!

I don’t love him but im faking it until I could make it ..

Jassem: mumkin tasketen shway? Banam!!

That was not expected AT ALL!!!

Hathaaa wayh romance??

Hatha wayh happy honeymoon???

Calm down Sarah ..

Me smiled: sure

I turned around and slept ..

I spent the whole 6 hours sleeping and watching movies ..

Jassem was sleeping all the time ..

Egoum yakel ou enam ..

Finally we arrived to Marbella ..

Our hotel lies directly in front of the sea ..

It was awesome with the lovely window view ..

We arrived at 10:00 pm ..

Jassem: shrayech netmasha ta7at 3al beach ou neshrab shay ou ennam?

Me: ok ma3endi mane3

Jassem: yalla badlay

I went to the bathroom to take a warm shower then I wore My Alice&Olivia shirt and shorts with my Christian Louboutin gladiator ..

I smiled ..

Me: im ready

Jassem: 9ayra menhum

I giggled ..

He stretched his hand ..

I grabbed it and we went to the beach ..

What a great start ..

Tefa’alt ..

Allah ytamem ..

Me: eljaw eyanen

Jassem: off!!

I smiled ..

I was really happy ou ad3y bgalbe “allah ytammem .. allah ytammem” ..

We sat on the sand ..

He hugged me from the back ..

He kissed my head ..

I couldn’t stop smiling ..

He noticed my smile ..

Jassem: sh3endech etebosemain? 7g minuuu? Haaa??

He was looking around ..

Me surprised: 7agek!!!!

Jassem: bala chethb ma gelt shay 3ashan tebtasmain!!

Me: jassem jeddamy ba7ar!!

Jassem: goumay goumay!! Entay mu kaafu!

I pulled my hand and took me to the hotel ..

We went to our room ..

I was shocked ..

I couldn’t say a word ..

Seriously?

We was sitting on the bed ma36en th’hourna ba3ath ..

Me: jassem!

Jassem: hmm!

Me: meta y9eer aku theqa?

Jassem: lamma tamsheen seeda!

I pushed my back on the bed to lay down ..

Me: ufff!!!

He turned around ..

He smiled a half smile ..

I looked at him wonderingly ..

He came closer to me ..

I was scared ..

He gently kissed my cheek ..

I swear he’s a bipolar!!!!!!!

….

I slowly opened my eyes ..

Me: jassem

Me: jassem!!

I shaked his body ..

Jassem: hmmmm

I smiled: goumm 9ar el9eb7

He stared on me and smiled ..

Jassem: 9aba7 elkhair

Me: 9aba7 elnouuur, 7abebe

Jassem: shlounech?

Me smiled: el7emdellah everything’s fine

Jassem: yalla ngoum netsabba7?

Me: yallah

I went to the bathroom took a quick shower and wore my swimming shorts and tshirt ..

Jassem: shinu hatha??

Me: shinu??

Jassem: makuu farg bainy ou bainech?? Wain el bikini??

I gasped: BIKINI???? ESH SHAYEFNY!!!

Jassem: la t9eereen feeha shareefat roma kho msafreen!

Me: jassem mu men 9ejjek?? Wain elly egoully lebsay 3abaya!!!

Jassem: Hatha bel kwait! Ou ra7 talbeseen etha radaina!

Me: estaghferallah!!!! Tara Allah mawjouud bel kwait ou Marbella!

Jassem: ya3ni bet3andeen?

Me: ma3endi a9laaan!!

Jassem: nanzel neshtery men ta7at!

Me: SORRY!

Jassem: ana raylech ou agoulech lebsay!

Me: a6ee3 rabbe awlaa!

Jassem: 3ayal ge3daaay maku seba7a ou yawailech etha sheftech 6al3a!

He left the room and went to the beach ..

I was crying my heart out ..

SHINUUU HATHAAA!!!!!!

EL7EMDELLAH WESHEKER!

YARABBE LAISH BALAITNA BHAL ASHKAL!

ASTAGHFERALLAH ASTAGHFERALAH!!

I changed my swimming clothes then ..

I took my mobile and called Dana ..

Dana: SWAAAAAAIIIRR!

I wiped my tears ..

Me: ahlaaaan!!

Dana: I MISS YOU YAL KALBAAA!!

Me: ANA AKTHAAARRR!!

My tears wear falling heavily down my cheeks ..

Dana: haaaa shloouun your honeymoon so faaar??

I couldn’t hold it in my heart ..

Me: DANO MALLAAIT MALAIT MA YA3JEBA EL3AJABBB!! MU 6ABEE3Y WALLAHH! KELLA YZEF KELLA Y3A9EB 7ARAM 3ALAIH ANA BNAYYAA SGHEERAAA GALBE RHAYYEF MA YTA7AMMAL!

Dana was shocked: shsawwalech???

Me: edagger ou ezef kha6ar e6egnyy dana!

Dana: la elaha ella allah 3alaa hal rayyal!

Me: danooo shasawwy ta3aaabt sa3deeeny tukfaaain alah ykhaleech!

Dana: ok ok swaira shoufay kella sayreeh saway ely yabe sharkeeh ehtemamata mathalan etha yshouf mubarat shaj3ay fareeqa ou eshta6ay ou elly yabeh sawweh la tt3andeen! Shway shway lain tyeben galbah

Hatha etha 3enda galb ..

Me: ok ok mashkoura 7ayatee

Dana: swaair etha 9ar ayshay deggay la eteraddedain!

Me: enshallah!

Dana: mwah smile!

I smiled: ma net7eremsh

…

Staying in the hotel’s room for 5 hours is REALLY boring ..

I fell asleep ..

He came back later ..

I woke up 3ala fachat elbab ..

Jassem: ha nemtay?

Me: eeh!

Jassem: 6afetech elmaya sh7elouha weyya elshams shoufeeny 9ebaght?

I was jealous ..

Me: ee mashallah 3ajeeb el lon

Jassem: teslemeen!

He went to the bathroom ..

After while he came out ..

Jassem: 7addy yo3an teyyen netghadda?

Me: ok yallah

Kent ga3da a7awel gad ma agdar eny asayra lanny jad ta3aabt men elmashakel ..

We went out to eat in a one of the best restaurant here ..

We ate a very tasty baella yummmmii I love sea food ..

Suddenly I remembered an important thing ..

Me: jassem

He was enjoying his food ..

Jassem: hmm?

Me: I need pills

Jassem raised his head: shaku ballah???

My heart’s beats accelerated ..

Me: emm tadry im a student ma3endi wagt 7g 3yaal!!

Jassem: men elbedaya omy s’eltech etha tegdereen 3alzawaj ou geltay eeh!

Me: zawaj muu 3yaal!!

Jassem: e7naa lazem nyeeb yahel! Omy ou obouy shafganeen!!

Me: enshallah benyeeeb bs laish le3yela? Kelaha sentain ou atkharaj kho!

Jassem: kelmety ehya elly tamshe ou maku 7boub ou kalam fathy fahma?

Me: ashouf ka ghena metzawja 3aziz menzeman wala yabat yahhal ma qasabhaa!! Hatha wehya metkharjaaa!

Jassem: GHENA T3ALEJ!!

Ohh 7aram!

Me: sorry! Bs its too early 3ala yahhal! Ana 19 tadry shinu 19!!

Jassem: ba3dain ma tqarereen bkaifech sam3aa!! Ana elrayyal hny!

Me: TAKHALLUF!

Jassem: CHUUUB!

He slapped my face ..

OH EM GEE ..

I WAS SHOCKED ..

HOW DARE HE!!!!!!!

6AAFA7A ELKAAYL!!

My eyes were gleaming from tears ..

I was breathing so fast ..

I left the table and walked away ..

He paid and followed me ..

Jassem: SARAH OGFAY!

I ignored him until I reached a bench and sat on it ..

He sat in the same bench bs bainy ou baina like 70 cm ..

We were silent ..

9arlena ne9 sa3a sakteen!

I don’t want to start a convo before he apologize!

Jassem finally said something ..

Jassem: sarah

I replied 3ala6oul: na3am

Jassem: maku 7boub!

UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

The baby is mine ou I am the one who will take care of him so ana elly aqarrer!!!!

I ignored his sentence ..

Jassem: ta7geren haa!

Suddenly an old khaleejy lady came ..

She wanna sit on the bench ..

So lazem adany yam jasem 3ashan teg3ad efff!

I moved closer to jassem ..

He hugged me from the side ..

DON’T TOUCH ME EFFFF!!!

I pulled myself from him, stood up and walked away ..

He followed me ..

He was angry ..

Jassem: ENTAY 7MARAAA!!!!!!

He grabbed my shirt ..

Me: JASSEM PLEASE E7TEREM NAFSEK!

Jassem: LAMMA ENTAY TE7TARMAINY AWAL!

Me: JASSEM LA TENSA YOU SLAPPED ME ON MY FACE JEDAM KHALG ALLAH OU ETZEFNY OU TGHA9EBNY 3ALA SHAY  MU MEN 7AGEK TGHA9EBNY 3ALAIH JASSEM MAAAABE A7AMEL GABEL ..

He interrupted me and kissed me forcefully ..

I pulled myself away ..

Me: MU JEDDAM ELNAS!!!!!!!!

Jassem: murtyyyy!!!

Me: ANA TA3ABT MENNEK TA3AABT WALLAH TA3ABT MA3ARAFNALLEK PLEASE ERSEELLEK 3ALA BAR LA3AT CHABD CHABDY!

Jassem hugged me tight ..

Jassem: shuuuushhh!!!!!!

Suddenly the world became black ..