From Never Till Forever .. Part24

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I sighed!!!

Yousif: adry enech t7ateen bs relax yuba maku ella el3afyaa!

Me: la tloumny yousif!!

Yousif: enzain ayeblech shay teshrebena? May?

Me: ee please!!

Yousif stood up and asked my mom and grandfather if they want anything ..

Mom: la ya galby mashkour

Grandfather: yebly may ma3alaik amer bakel dway

Mom: jebt eldawa 7aggetek?

Grandfather: la gelt 7g jarra7 ejeba ma3ah

Suddenly Sarah and her husband came ..

Sarah: wainu abouyaa shfeeehhh?? Crying

Mom: ed3oullaahh

Her husband: la 7awla wala guwata ella bellah!

Sarah sat next to me ..

Sarah: allah y3eenek eb youm melchetek abouky bel mustashfa

Me: el7emdellah 3ala kel 7al

Jarra7: esalamu 3alaikum

All of us: wa3alaikum esalam

Jarra7: hak yubaa

He gave him the medicine ..

Grandfather: ya36ek el3afya

Jarra7 came toward me and sarah..

Jarra7: la tabchoun ed3oulla 7ailkum bel du3a2

Sarah: allah kareeem

He removed his “qetra” and covered my thighs with it ..

Jarra7: adry mu 3amla 7sab hal yayya

Me: mashkour mu bardana

Jarra7: ma 3alaih elmukan matrous dekatra

Yousif came back with bottles of water ..

He gave my grandfather and then gave me one ..

Yousif looked at elqetra elly on my thighs wonderingly: shinu hatha??

Akhhh wallah many nag9aa ana!!

Jarra7: ana gha6ait ryoulha 3an elreyayeel

Yousif nervously: wnt shakuu?? Laikoun 3ad nafsek men ma7aremha?

I held yousif’s hand ..

He looked at  me ..

Me: please mu wagta!!

He took my hand closer to his lips and kissed it ..

And sat next to me ..

Yousif: 7ayate relax

I couldn’t say a word!!

Many 6ayga 7aja!!

After a while elmakan emtala , jaw 3amamy ou 3amaty ..

We was awaiting the result from the doctor!

Our faces were pale and our eyes became red from crying ..

Yousif didn’t leave me alone he was comforting me every now and then ..

Actually I cant imagine these moments without him by my side ..

At 12:00 pm the doctor finally came ..

My heart started to beat so fast!!!

Yousif grabbed me from my waist tightly ..

The doctor sadly: el7ag 7a9allu nazeef dakhely fa tra2abo moto

 My heart skipped beats!!

And I bursted in tears!!

Yousif stood up and held the doctor from his white coat ..

Yousif nervously: ENT 7MAARR?? HATHAAA ESLOUUUBB DEKTOOORR??

The doctor: calm down ya ragel

Yousif: kel kharaak!!! Walla la akallem mudeer el mustashfa efanshek ya teben!!!

Me: yousifff khalaaas!!!

The doctor pulled himself from Yousif’s grab and left ..

The doctor: aih elmahzala deyyat!!

Yousif came back to me ..

Yousif: kalbb!!

Me: el amr byad allah malek sheghel eb kalama!!

Yousif removed the “qetra” from my thighs and threw it down ..

Yousif nervously: lawwa3at chabdy

Me: kaiff tarmy ghetrat el rajjal kethaa?

I stood up and took it to Jarra7 ..

Me: mashkourr!! Getretak sabbabat mashakel tfathel

I gave him the “ghetra” ..

Jarra7: hatha shinu ma 3enda gheeeraa????

Yousif nervously: MINU ELLY MA 3ENDA GHEERAAA???

Jarra7: entaaa!!!

Yousif: feeek houshaa???

Jarra7: feeny houuushaa ou shefekkek min hwash elbadooo!

Yousif: 6a3 hathaaaa!!!!!

Yousif stood up and walked to Jarra7 ..

Yaa allaahh 9aaraattt!!!

Me: khalaaa9 3aaaddd!!

Yousif: laa la bashouuf shbesawwyy hal m9a3way!!

My uncles: ya jema3a haaddaw!!!

Yousif grabbed Jarrah’s deshdasha ..

And all of a sudden the doctor came ..

The doctor: elba2eyya eb 7ayatko

We all froze in our places ..

Mom: kaif ya3ni?

The doctor: albaqa’ lellaahh

3amy m7amad: la 7awla wala quwata ella bellahhh

3amy khalefa: enna lellah wa ena elaihe raje3ounn

No no no!!

They must be kidding!!

Whay saying these sentences!!

My father didn’t die!!!!!!!!!

Before hours he told me “9AYRA SUKKKAARA”!!!

He tolddd Yousif “deeer balek 3alaaihaaa””!!!!

Was he knowing that he’ll leave?????

I was under a BIG SHOCK!!!!

Everyone was crying!!!

The place became NOISY!!

What happened!!

Yousif turned to me ..

He came closer and hugged me tight!!

Me: aishhh ellyy 7a9aal???

Yousif hugged me even tighter ..

Me: abouuuyaaaa …

I couldn’t say it loudly!!!

Yousif: 7abeebtyy ebchaayy 6al3yy elly feech la taktemeeen

Me: yousifff!!

Yousif: 3umryyyy

Me: mafeennyy dmouuu33!! Ledmou3 mu rathya tejeee ma3nata abouya ba3do 3ayeshhh!!

Yousif: I know its hard to be believed!! Bs la tkhafeeen taara I’m still there for you!! Ana raylech ou 

ana obouch ou ana 7ayatech kellahaa!!

Me: yousifff!

Yousif: hala 7ayatee

Me: raaa777!!!!!

Yousif: kellena benrou7 hathy sennat el7ayaat!

Me: ana wayed za3alta eb denyeta wayed thayyagt khelgaa ou ra7 gabel la a3tether laahhh!!

I bursted into my tears!!

Yousif kissed my forehead ..

Yousif: ed3eellaa 7ayatee!!

Me: yousif anaa ma kent bent zaaainaa ma3aaahh!! Bs ohwa kaaannn perfecttt!!

Yousif: elly raa7 mat ya 7ayatee!!

He wiped my tears ..

Me: ma kent adry enny ra7 afgeda eb hasehoulaaa I wasn’t prepared for this day!!!

Yousif: they always leave us without saying good bye!! This is life babe take it easy

I sat on a chair laid my head on my knees and cried HARDLY ..

Yousif sat next to me and hugged me from the back ..

I raised my head and looked at yousif ..

Me: abghaaa abouuuuyaaa!!!!!!!

Yousif: 7ayaatteee you have me instead!! Ana obouch ou omech ou elly tabeenaaa you’re lucky you 

have me!!

I hugged him and cried hardly ..

That day was like a nightmare!!

I couldn’t believe it!!

Or I didn’t expect it!!

My dad passed away 3ala ghaaaflaaa!!!

Thanks god I have Yousif!!!

But mom??

She’ll be alone!!!

She’ll miss him the most!!

Allah ykoun eb 3onhaa!!

Ou salem elmeskeennn!!

Elly ga3ed eb amrica wala yedry 3an hawa darnaa!!

Aishhh bya3mel ou how ma shaf abouya 9arlu ashhuurr!!

Yaaa raaabbb er7aamaa!!!!!!

They washed my dad and buried him ..

The men went to the cemetery while us the girls went home to prepare the place for the consolation ..

They were the worst days in my whole life!!

Gablaha eb youm elnas shayfeenna eb anagatna bel melcha ou men bukra yshoufona eb 3abayatna ou 

dmou3na!!

Bs el7emdellah 3laa kul 7aal!!

A month passed after my Dad’s death ..

My mobile rang ..

Me: mar7aba

Yousif: hala 7ayatee

Me: ahlaiin!

Yousif: shakhbarech?

Me: wallah el7amdelellah

Yousif: emshy ne6la3 walhan 3alaich min 6al3at chilis ma 6ala3na!!

Me: ent adra bel thurouuf

Yousif: 3aref 7ayatee bs ma yemna3 etha 6ala3naa!!

Me: mdry!!

Yousif: 9arlena yemkinnn hmmm shahaarr!!

Me: kan elmafrouth hal ayyam el3ers 7aggyy!

Yousif: eehhh!! Ta3alai betsawen 3ers??

Me: wallah shafgana albes el abyath yemkin eewa!

Yousif: 9ij?? Meta??

Me: mdry ba3ad ma omy te6la3 min el3edda eb shahar aw akthar!!

Yousif: OOOLLLAAAHH!!

Me: tabghany a3mel 3ers ou abouya 9arlu shahar metwaffy ou mama bel 3edda??

Yousif: omech shagya nafes’ha! Ana omy min tewaffa obouy 7tharat 3aza 3 ayyam ou ra7at landan

Me: enas a6ba3!

Yousif: 3umri entay mu lazem 3ers!! Khansafer 3ala 6oul!!

Me: hmmmm mdry bs ana shafgana 3al abyath!

Yousif: 7ayate lebsy 7ggyyy!! Mu shar6 3ers ou khansafer!!

Me: maafeekk 9aber?

Yousif: abdaaan mafeenyy!!

Me: ajal tam bedoun 3ers mu lezoum!!

I felt his grin ..

Yousif: 3ayal mita a7jez?

Me: ba3ad 3 ashhur!

Yousif: ma 6a7 ella enbu6a7!!

Me: emta tebgha??

Yousif: next week??

Me: ou mama?? Akhalleha brou7ha??

Yousif: weyyahaa baba 3abdallah ou fajer ou shoug

Me: hmm ya3ni??

Yousif: eee ee ba7jez tara

Me: khalas tam!

I closed it and went to the living room ..

Jarra7: esalamu 3alaikum

Me: wa3alaikum esalam

I sat with him ..

Jarra7: ha shlounech elyoumm?

Me: el7emdellahh

Jarra7: ou elwalda shlounha?

Me: a7san enshallah

Jarra7: shahad etha taboun shay enty wella omech goulelllyy!!

Me: ma ga9aart mu mkhalle 3alaina ga9er ent ou jaddy allah la yakhleena wegaft ma3ana azyad min 

3amamy

Jarra7: min ma3azzatkum ya shahad!

Me: lail7en t3ezna?

Jarra7 smiled: mu bsuhoula elwa7ed yekrah tara!

Me: la eb suhoulaa!! Bs ent galbek 6ayeb!

Jarra7: ana galby 7ab!! Ou elgalb la 7ab 9a3b yekrah!! Wallah se’ly mjarreb!

Me: kaif ya3ni mara7 tetzawwaj?? Bettem ketha 3ayesh 3almathy

Jarra7: gouly enshallah allah ygaderny

Me: enshallahh!! Wallah enny atmannalek kel khaair!!

Jarra7: la la tgoulen chethy!! You’re not!

Me: wallaahh enaa …

Jarra7 interrupted me ..

Jarra7: elkhair beedech tsawena ley!! Ou fee wagt!

Me: ohhh jarraaa7 stop it!!!

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