From Never Till Forever .. Part27

"Bad mood", "Not my day" , "jinx" etc.

Its really disappointing to hear these negative words everywhere and everyday!!

Girlss believe in your luck and be positive!!

3ala goulat Rashed : ba9na3 ana 7athyy!!

hatha elkalam! e7na elly ne9na3 7athnaa!

*marra kan fee qur3a bain 4 banat 3ala hadeyya .. ketab el Dr. asamehum eb awrag ou eb yes7ab esem bs gabel la yes7ab sa'alhum gallehum "minu feeha shay dakhelha egoullaha mara7 afouz?" fa bentain menhum erfa3aw eedhum ou tetwaqe3oun minu 6ala3 esemha?? one of the two girls elly the believed in their luck elly makan aku shay dakhelhum egoullehum mara7 tfouzounn ..

This is POSITIVE THINKING!!

THINK POSITIVE >>>>HAPPINESS ..

ou its all about physics ..

the frequency of the positive thinking is HIGHER than the frequency of the negative thinking ..

ou its obvious akthar shay 3nd elomahat ..

*lamma nta'akhar shwayya ou mobilna OFF el om 85% ra7 tfaker enech mettay ou 10% 7adeth ou 5% 6ufa mobilech fa its precious enna el negative thinking has a low frequancy wella chan ma buga 3yal 7g el om men elm7atat!!

ou as prophet Mohammed said "tafa'alo bel khair tajedoohh" ..

ya3ni fakraw bel ashya' elzainaa tlagouunhaa!!

ou Allah said "ana 3enda than 3abdy bee" ..

ya3ni ayshay ethennena be9eerlech! etthennen khair eyech elkhair bs etthennen shar eyyech elshar ..

elma6loub ..

lamma t7eson eb bad mood aw 7athkum khayes aw shay la tzedon el6en balla ou taktebouna status wella eb twitter ou ba3dain teyyech refeja weffeyya ou twaseech ou takseren kha6er 3umrech ou the drama starts!! BEL3AKS dayman fakraw ena hathy mu nehaayat edenya ou fakraw bel ashya' el7elwa ou elne3ma elly ento feha ou 7emdo rabkuumm ou Definately you'll get out of that mood ..

So elzebdaa ..

THINK POSITIVE!! 

shyab el6ary??

elyouum kent sar7ana belza7ma ou mukhy 6alla3 kel hatha fa gelt I SHOULD SHARE MY THOUGHTS WITH YOU:* .. 

Now?





This post is dedicated to Nourah<3! thankyou for your help;*

 ENJOY ITT<3 ..

I felt dryness in my throat!

I couldn’t say a word!

The scenery was hard to be believed!!

Yousif? My love? Is drunk??

No no no way!!!

My heart’s beats accelerated!!

And my eyes started to tear automatically ..

I was really scared!!

He looked horrible!!

He came closer to me and grabbed my shoulders ..

Yousif: you re ho ot

 I pulled myself away from him ..

Me: etreknyyy!!!

I ran to the balcony!!

Yousif: be6agag!!

Oh my god!!

How he did it!!!

Mush lai haldarajaa!!

Ya3ni even if he doesn’t pray he’s a MUSLIM!!!

Hmm of course belghala6!!

I hope so!!

WAKE UP SHAHAD!!

Musta7eel ekoun by mistake!!

Luw belghala6 kan ma sakar!!!

Kan estaw3ab felbedaya!!

Bs laihhh ya3mel kethaa!!

I don’t think he has a problems!!

Ghany ou dektor ou 9e7ta mumtaza ou 3enda wa7da te7ebbaaa laihhh yeshrab elmashrouuub?? 

Yebgha yen7ash min aiishhh?? Yebgha yensa aishhh!!

Ahhh he disappointed me!!!

I went inside our room ..

He was sleeping ..

His smell was NASTY!!

I couldn’t sleep next to him!!!

I took my below and the pillow and the blanket elly min foug ou I slept on the couch!!

I was rolling for 2 hours thinking of the unbelievable scenery!! then I slept ..

The next day ..

Yousif: 7ayatee

I was moaning!

Yousif: 3umrii shahouuuda

I opened my eyes ..

6ala3ta eb ne9 3ain ou ghamatht ..

Yousif: yalla gouumay 7abeebtyy

Me: wakher!!

yousif: yalla baba 3ashan yamdena nsawi shopping

Me: mabghaa!!

Yousif: okhhh!! Shahad t3ouf elshopping??

I ignored his sentence!!

Yousif: ta3alay shfeech nayma bel qanafa 7ayatee?

I sat down ..

Me: elmafrouth ennak nayem ba3di laih ma sheltny!! Laih tawwak testaw3eb??

Yousif froze in his thoughts for moments ..

Yousif: shahad?

Me: khair!!!!

Yousif: sh9ar ams??

I couldn’t say a word!!

Yousif shook my hands ..

Yousif: reddyy 3alaayy!! Sh9aar amsss??

I choked in my tears ..

Yousif calmed down ..

Yousif: 7ayaateee!! 3uumriii gouleelly shsawaitlechhh amss????

I was silently tearing ..

Yousif: shahad ams sh9aar???? Athaaitechhh??

Me: yousif leave me alone!!! Ma at7ammal ashoufeekk!!!

Yousif: shahad!!

Me: haaaa

Yousif: please tell me!!

Me: ya3ni ma tadryyyy??????

Yousif: I know kent sakraaannn!!!! Bsss shsawaitleeechhh??

Me: ou te3teref??? Laaiihhh laaihh sakran yousif!! Yousif you didn’t tell me before inek teshrab!!

Yousif: kent bagoulech bs kheft akhserech!!

Me: ou laaiiihh thamen enna etha 3araft ba3d ezawaj ma ra7 tekhsarny!!!

Yousif: madry!!

Me screamed: LEAVE ME ALOOOOOONEEE!!!!! OKKKKK???????????

Yousif: shloun aheddech metthaygaaa!!

Me: stop the drama ou leave me okkk!!!! Luw eny ahamek kan ma 3amalt 3amletakk!!

Yousif: 7ayateee

Me: yousif etreknyy please!!!

Yousif sadly: ok!

He left the room ..

I was crying hardly ..

I was really shocked!!

How can I continue my life with him!!

What about our children??

Abouhum sherreeb???

7araam athlemhummm!!!

Uffff!!!!

That was really disappointing!!

Yemkin tesarraa3ttt fe zawajy minnaah!!!

I decided to get out from that mood ..

I changed my clothes into ..

My valentino coat:

With my Yves Sant Laurent scarf :

And my Yves Sant Laurent pumps:

I went SHOPPING!!

Only shopping could get me out of that mood ..

I bought everything ..

Ma khalait eb kha6ry 7ajaaa ..

Dresses, shoes, accessories ..

Ahhh I was happyyy ..

After shopping I sat in Haagen Daz café to eat some delicious waffles ..

I was thinking of Yousif ..

Why did I leave him alone??

Actually he did!

Bs kaif khallaito erou7 3annii!!

Kaiff aro7 atsawwagg ou atsalla ou huwwa me7tereg 3alayya!!

Ana lazem awaseeh!!

Akeed elrajjal hatha y3ani min mushkela je3leta yeshrab!!

Lazem akoun jamba ou I share his problems with him!!

I paid the bill, took my bags and went back to the hotel ..

Once I opened the room my heart skipped a beat ..

There was balloons all around and a big poster on the bed with large “FORGIVE ME” on it ..

And what caught my attention was that red Cartier bag!!!

I went closer to it and opened to notice that brilliant love bracelet ..

And a card with:

“I love you shahad! Please give me chance!! I cant imagine my life without you!! Do you love me?”

Me: ahhhh like crazy!!!

Suddenly ..

Yousif sang: sa’altek bellethy zanek te7ebbee feeny 7atta ethulm? Te7ebbe 3youbi ou ghadry te7eby 

elmur fee kasy? .. ana men kethr ma a7ebbek abek tkouni kethr raml elyam wabeek tkouni foug elnas 

wabee ma yen7eny rasii!!

Me: besmellah min wain 6ala3tt

Yousif: still t7ebbeny????

Me: I think sema3t!

He came closer to me and grabbed me from my waist ..

Yousif whispered: still???

I pulled myself away from him!

Me: listen to me yousif!! Anaa ma ansharaa befllouuus okk?? Mu kul marra tsawwi swatak ou tejee 

tratheny eb hadeyya!!

I turned around planning to left the room ..

Yousif: shahaad!!

I froze in my place ..

Yousif: enty aghla shay eb hal denya ok?? Ou luw ayeblech shinu ma eyeeb dam3a min dmou3ech

I ignored his sentence and walked toward the door ..

Yousif: shahad don’t leave me!! I need you so badly!!

I felt his weakness!!

A tear dropped on my cheeks ..

Yousif: shahaad you are my love .. I mean .. umm .. you’re my everything!!!!! Meste3ed akhser ayshay 

ella enny akhserech!

I turned around ..

Ran toward him and hugged him tightly!!

He hugged me even tighter ..

I was crying like a baby between his arms ..

Me: I love you yousif sniff but .. but you let me down sniff!!

Yousif: adryy 7ayatee walla adryy bs shasawwii!! Hatha shay qadem ou 9a3b aghayra eb youm ou 

laila

Me surprisingly: qadeem? Min meta?

Yousif: min America

Me: ou kent teshrab bel kwait??

Yousif: yess!!

Me: its illegal!!

Yousif smiled: 7elfay?? Wgefat 3la hathy!

Me: you are so sweet!! Shloun you drink alcohol!! You’re a doctor ba3ad shloun a doctor ya3mel 7aja 

stupid nafs hathy!!

Yousif: 7abebty its just a drink ana still yousif

Me: just a drink?? La t’thakerny eb 7altek elkasefa elly elbar7aa!! Lailtain marraw ketha! Ka’anna 

elmashroub aham men zojtak!

Yousif: I told you! You’re my everything ou ellaila banam weyyach ok?

I smiled: okk

Yousif: yallah emshy ne6la3!

Me: ok bs a3adel my eyeliner

Yousif: ou ba3dain ta3alay shhal chyaas?? Wain elly tgoul mabghaaa

Me: thag khelgyyy ou legait el7al bel shopping ba3dain fakaitak men eloya warayaa

Yousif: hehe 9ajjaa

Yousif took the bracelet ..

Yousif: 3a6ainy eedech 7ayatee

I stretched my hand ..

Labbasny el bracelet ou he locked it ou “took the key” ..

Me: give me the key!!

Yousif: no need for it a9lan bage6a eb bu7ayraa

Me: noooo ya wailak en 3amalt’haa!!

Yousif: bakhtha shtaben feeh!!

Me: takhtha bs eb shar6!

Yousif: shinu??

Hmmm shinu shinu shinuuuu??

Me: ta3melly neskha min mefta7 elmaktab 7aggekk

Yousif wonderingly: shakuu?

Mdry wallahhh heheh ..

Me: wella 3a6ni elmeftaaa777 hatha!

Yousif: ok ok na3mellech neskha ba3d?

I kissed his cheek ..

Me: nothing 7abeby

He hugged me from the side and walked me to the elevator then to Carpaccio restaurant ..

Both of us adore Italian food ..

Me: yousif?

Yousif: 3youuni

Me: will you quit it?

Yousif: qa9dech elkhamer?

Me: how can you say it out loud!!! Its embarrassing!!

Yousif: ok qa9dech lez7eeer?

Me: ou te3teref enna z7eer!!

Yousif: z7eeer ou qabaar bas shasawwii

My mobile rang ..

Its MOM ..

YAAAAYYY!!

Me: halaaa ou ghaalaa

Yousif gave me a death gaze ..

Me giggled: mamaaa

Yousif whew

Mom: kaaif 7alekkk enshallah mestansaa??

Me: marraaa ya mama

Mom: kaif yousif 3asa ma athaiteeh bel mushtarayat?

Me: haha lessaa

Mom: khuffe 3al rajjal lessata metzawej ou ma9arefa kthera

Me: 6ayyeb 6ayyeb

Mom: asme3y 3endi lek khabar ma ybasher

Me: aish 9ayeerr!!

Mom: jarra7 besafer Paris!!

Me: laaa mustaa7eel!!!

Mom: asma3 3ametek noura tsoulef tgoul jarra7 berou7 Paris ma3a ekhta Maryam

Me: khalle9at elduwaal esh 6aree 3alaihhh??

Yousif: minu ohwa?

Me: jarraa7!

Woops!! Did I say it loudly??