GAMOUSHA'S DIARIES Part26

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My heart skipped a beat ..

My cheeks became hot!!

The world became muddled ..

I couldn’t believe my ears!!

Did he say “break up”????

Me: break up???

Rakan while looking at the ground: ma3a elasaf eeh

My eyes started to tear ..

Me: rakan shinu elly ma3a elasaf its your choice ana elly lazem agoul ma3a elasaf mu entaa!!

Rakan took a deep breath: ok

Me while tearing: enzain laishhh?

Rakan: men ghair laish khaaleena neftereg 7abayeb

Me: 7abayeb? Et’hedny bedoun sebab wetgoul 7abayeb?

Rakan was silent ..

Me nervously: wainkum yally mayteen 3alaihh wainkum yally rakan faris a7lamkum ma teyoun 

etshoufoun erayyal 3ala 7aqeeeqta ma teyoun tshoufoun moody rakan!!

Rakan: gmasha haddaayy!!

Me: esma3!!! Salfat enhed ba3ath musta7eeel!!! Ana met3alga feek rakan magdaar!!

Rakan: gmashaa ..

Me: ok 3alaqal en6er mu eb 3ez 7uby lik et’hedny mu 3ugub ma 3allagtny feek rakan 7aram 3alaikk!!

Rakan: 7abeebty la tthelen 3umrech ley!!!

7abeebty? Why break up 3ayal WHY!!!!

Me: karrehny feek ba3dain hedny ok?

Rakan: ma karahteny?

Me: laaa ma karahtek rakan!!! Laitny ma 3araftek ya laitny ma3arfek!! Please lets continue together am 

begging you allah ykhalleek 9a3ba a3eesh bedounek 9a3ba a3eesh bedoun 9otek bedoun 7essek 

bedoun jamalek rakan!!! Crying

Between my tears I noticed his pure tears ..

I felt sorry about him ..

Rakan: gmasha ana khayef!

Me: khayef? Ma3qoula tkhaf?

Rakan: gmasha ana lama fakart feech fakkart fech 7g 3umri kella 7abait agathy kel 3umry ma3ach ou 

baghaitech ley , ley brou7y bedoun ma ysharkech ma3ay a7ad!!!

Me: I am all yours rakan maku da3i tkhaaf!!! Ou etha 3ala manoura fa ehya metfahma enna no more 

me in her daily routine!!!

Rakan: laa laa gmasha esalfa mu chethy!!

Me: goully shesalfa fahamny walla enny thay3aaa!!!

Rakan: khalas ensay enasy elly gelta!

Me: elly gelta ma yennesy eb suhoula you broke my heart eb halkelmetain 3ala fekra

Rakan: alla ye3lam eb 7aly etha hatha 7alech faman allah

Me: rakan 9aber lazem a3aref ana shemsawya!!!

Rakan: a7taj afaker gabel ma agoulech

I left him go ..

But I was wondering why did he ask me to break up without thinking before!!

Why telling me the reason needs thinking while the break up which is more important doesn’t need 

thinking in his point of view!!

Akhh anyone fix my broken heart?? ..

yalait tenfa3ni kelmat luw ma kent a7ebba huw maly ana ou mala ..

I left the place with a fond disappointed heart ..

On my way home I was wonderingly thinking :

“esh sawaitla?? Ghala6t 3alaih eb shay?? Elmushkela wala marra ketam eb galba kel ma yez3al minny 

egoully 3ala 6oul e7na mu met3awden 3ala chethy!! Shakla shay chayed elly befaker gabel ma 

ygolleyya!! Bs am 100 percent sure ma sawait shay ghala6 … its all from raghad!! Absolutely!!! Bent 

ellatheena shgaylatlaa!!! Estaghfarallah elgheera ou ma tsawi! Laken hayyen mara7 akhalech tsawen 

elly eb rasech ou ana ou rakan bentezawaj qasben 3alaich ok!!!”

When I arrived home ..

Mom: ya hala ou mar7aba yayya mbacher elyoum

Me: ee wallah hehe, Yuma emshay nshouf ley shay 7g elmelcha

Mom: zaain ashwa elly lan rasech yalla kany abadel zad maku wagt

Me: ee yalla an6erech ana!

Men kether ma ana me7tara men raghad elly brasy basawi ou enshalla ana ou rakan bentezawaj!!  

Waay mayta a3aref hal raghad shgayla 7gga!!

I waited for my mom until she finished then we headed to Alothman boutique and thanks god I found a 

very nice sophisticated dress from Elli Saab thanks mom she bought it for me it was imaginary its full 

length chiffon gown, quartz color, chest embroidered with swaroviski crystals, transparent boat neck I 

was so lucky with that dress when I tried it I felt like princess I AM DEEEEEPLY IN LOVE WITH 

IT and I cant wait to wear it!!

Hehe I hope I didn’t exaggerate in describing my dress ..

My mom bought herself a dress too ..

We went back home ..

I tried the dress again to show it manoura and shosho the loved it the should love it hahaha ..

I went to my room and called Rakan because I have to resolve the problem and end it up ..

Rakan: hala gmasha

Me: hala feek! Rakan lazem netkalam belmawthou3 ou al7een esalfa ma testa7mel ta’jeel elmelcha 

garrebat rakan!

Rakan: hmmm

Me: goul enta shfeek same3 3anny shay? Athaitek? Thayagtek? Gouul!

Rakan: ya gmasha elmawthou3 mu eb haswhoula enny agoulaa!

Me: la t9a3ebha shda3wa goully ana shemsawya ou khalas!

Rakan took a deep breath ..

Rakan: eb youm elkhu6ba yani khabar 3anech khalany ma anam ellail

Me: wow ou enta ma 9adagt tesma3 esha3a?

Rakan: 6alabte meny atkalam sem3eny lay akher shay

Me: ok

Rakan: ou ana ma 9adagt!!  Bs kent ga3d afaker ya3ni elshay elly ngally qawi akeed mara7 a6awfa eb 

hasuhoula

Me: kamel kammel!

Rakan: tefaja’t men kether eladella elly sheft’ha tathbet elly engally!!

Me: adella?? Sh’adelleta?

Rakan: kel maa ashouf daleel astaa’ akthar ou akthar!!

Me: ba3dain!

Rakan: lain ta’akkadt men elmawthou3!!

My heart skipped a beat .. ta’akkad? How!!!

Rakan: bs theqaty feech kanat thed kel hal adella kent eb 9era3 bain theqaty ou hal adelaa!! Lain ta3abt 

ou ya’ast ou legait el7al bel enfe9al

Me: eb sehoula 3endek nenfe9el 3adi?

Rakan: rabbi yeshhad enna mu 3aadi bs elly shefta menech mu shwayya gmasha!

Me wonderingly: eshh sheft menyy???

Rakan: jawbeny eb kel wuthou7 ou ekhte9ar esh bainech ou bain reema?

SHOCKED SHOCKED SHOCKED SHOCKED IF THE WORD COULD DESCRIBE MY 

SHOCK I WAS SHOCKED!!!!!