GAMOUSHA'S DIARIES Part29

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Khalty maha: allah y7afethkum wekhallekum 7g ba3ath

Rakan loudly: AMEEEN!

I smiled shylyyyyyyy ..

We went to his car ..

We entered his black PANAMERA!!!

COOOOOL!!

Rakan looked at me with a wide smile on his face ..

Rakan: bakh6efech wainnn a7e6echh??

I giggled ..

Rakan: eshda3wa chethy mesta7ya ana ana Rakan shfeeech?

Me: hehe mafeny shay

Rakan opened the CD Player ..

Athoub b3ainek el7elwa wesekkarha ou 7atta edenya ansaha wala athkerha ..ana elly sekkar 

3younek yethawebny dekheelek la tethawebny ou sakkerha ..ana adry thawebat’hum nathrat 

3yunek ou 9araw men 7alawat’ha ye7ebonek ..ou adry enny lewa7dy lewa7dy saken bkonek ou 

le3youny jeme3 enas tankerha ..teghar ou tas3ed e7sasy bhalgheera wa7es eny legalbek maw6en ou deera ..wala ghairek shaghal galbi ou tafkeera ya lathat denyety el7elwa ou sekkarha ..tedale3ni ou fek elrou7 melta3a wana ro7y ldalalek dom 6amma3a ..ma3ak weddi awagef 3agrab esa3a ou 7atta 3youni ma wedi asakerha .. etha tahmes a7es blahfat anfasek wa7es eny ana men dafwat e7sasek ..wa7es bkel fekrat 7ub fee rask gabel ma tgolaha le aw tfakerha ..wujoudek fee 7ayate ya mehaneeha ye3awethny 3an edenya ou mafeha ..ou rou7ek la 3ejazt brou7y awfeeha 3ala kether elma7abba wedi ashkerha ..

The previous song was playing ..

Rakan kan m6awla 7ail ou ou kel shway elef 3alay wesawwi 7arakat hehe ..

I have never think of my beautiful eyes before that moment ..

Rakan looked REALLY HAPPY!!! Allaah ytamem 3alaaaihhh!!

Me: Rakan

Rakan: Halaa? Amraay? Khairrr? Sammaaay?

Ya 7abeeeebyyyy ..

Me shyly: wain benrou7??

Rakan: madri taben enrou7 ma63am??

Eshway kheft enna men awalha ray7en ma63am madri shakuw ..

Me: la ma nabe ma63am!

Rakan: 3ayal? Entay bs amray la ta6lebeeen

I couldn’t remove my eyes from his adorable eyes we was talking by eyes ..

Me shyly: 7etta luw bel sayyara kafy ga3da ma3ak wallah walah

Rakan smiled ..

Rakan: khanrou7 neg3ad 3al ba7ar shrayech? 3al aqal nsolef jedam manthar 7eluu

Me giggled: ya 7ebek 7g elba7aar

Rakan: afa2! Ma t7eben elba7ar??

Me shyly: a7ebbaa shloun ma a7eba ou Rakani e7eba

Rakan surprised: minu Rakanich????

Akhhh my face turned to 6umaaaaa666!!

I smiled shyly ..

Rakan: MINUUU???

Me shyly: enta!

Rakan: marra thanyaaa??

Me: entaa

Rakan laughed: ya 7elwechhh

Sometimes he treats me as a child!! I love him!!

I smiled ..

Suddenly he grabbed my hand and held it tight ..

My heart started to beat so fast ..

Rakan: mushi

Me: labaihh

He took my hand closed his eyes and kissed it deeeplyyyy ..

I was so embarrassed ..

Rakan: gouly ameeen?

Me shyly: ameeen

Rakan: 3asaaach t7ebbeenyyy wala ten7armain menyy

Me giggled: ameeeen

He kissed my hand again but a small kiss and released it ..

After minutes we arrived to Marina beach ..

It was quiet but there was A LOT OF CAAATS!!!

I HATE CATS!!!

We decided to sit on a bench which was a little bit far from the sea but probably we could catch the 

view ..

Rakan: tfathelay

Me: ok

I sit before , then he sit next to me ..

Suddenly my mom called me ..

Me: alooo

Mom: hala gamoushaa

Me: hala feech

Mom: ha wainech Yuma?

FAASSHLAAAA!! Al7een betgoul besmellaaahera7man era7em mamdakuumm!!!

Me: weya Rakan yumaa

Mom: ee gally obouch la t6awloun mama ok?

Me: ok enshallah

Mom: have fun

Me giggled: etshawgeenn okk

Mom giggled: bye bye

Me: bye

Rakan smiled: 3amety?

Me: eehh

Rakan: eshfeeha?

Me: tgoul la t6awloun

Rakan: haha khayfa akh6fech golellaha hatha rayly khala9 yuba

Me: ehya omy gablek huh

Rakan: a7!!

Me: 21 sena khathat galbi ou 3agly feehum ama enta 3 ashhur khathaitny kellyy imagine???

Rakan: ohhhhh!! Kella ta9demenyy eb kalamech!

Me giggled ..

Rakan: mushi?

Me: hala

Rakan: et …

Suddenly a cat came toward us I banged automatically and shouted ..

Rakan: shfeeech??

Me: ga6waaa!!!

Rakan laughef hardly ..

Rakan: men 9ijech wallah??

I held his upper arm and closed my eyes through it ..

Rakan giggled: shfeech

Me: akhaaf rakan kesh’haaa

Rakan: kesh kesh la eyech joutyey, ra7at baba

I opened my eyes and sit properly ..

Me: ge6ee3a

Rakan: haha tkhafen men hal zabou6a

Me: 7aiil

Rakan giggled ..

Rakan: enzain mushii

Me: na3am

Rakan: enty et7ebeny?

9ar feeny -.- ..

Allah yhadih met’akher su’ala ..

Me: enta anany

Rakan: ok kamlay adri ban9edem

Me giggled ..

Me: 3ugub ma 7abaitny ou yeet ou khe6abtny ou malacht  yay tes’alny etha a7ebek? 3ugub ma 

themantny? So ma kan ehemek rayee feek?

Rakan: hoob hoob hoob ta’leeef minu elly msaa3??

Me shyly: ana

Rakan: gabel la a6eg bab baitkum sa’altech 9A7 WELLA MU 9A7???

Yuuummaaa!!!

Me: eeh 9a7 9a7

Rakan: 3ayal khala9

Me shyly: enzain shfeek 3a9abt?

Rakan looked at me and smiled ..

Rakan: 9a3baa! Mu eb hasehoula a3a9eb 3ala mushi ana

I smiled automatically ..

Rakan: al7een goulelly et7ebeny?

Me: hmmm

Rakan: tfakreen haa? Mashy mashy

Me shyly: afakker eb kelma munasba a7es a7ebbek eshwaayyaa 3alaikk

Rakan hold my face from my chin and kissed my cheeks ..

Rakan: ya7alaaatech ya 7elwech qasaman bella a7ebbeeechhh

I am not a child wallaahhh!!

Rakan: shloun 7abaiteeny?

Ahhh men wain abtedyyy ..

Me: akhlaaqek Rakan 7abbebatny feek

Rakan: luw fee minech thentain chan e7na bkhaaiir

Me: eshtaaby bel thanyaa haaaa???

Rakan: wa7da ley ou wa7da 7g bagy enas 3ashan n3eesh eb khair

Me: akhh 7abeebyy bs ana unique shfeek

Rakan giggled: a7eb esloobech theqatech elmetwath3a jamalech kelshay

Me shyly: ba3ad 3umriii

 Rakan: mistaghreb shloun galbi 7abech gabel la yekteshef kel hal jamal

Me: galbek 3ayyaaar fahem ou 3aref kelshay bs yesta3be6

Rakan giggled: laa 7asha

 I smiled ..

Seconds of awkward silence ..

The weather was too cold that my teeth were shaking ..

Rakan noticed my teeth’s shaking ..

Rakan: bardana

Me: 7addiii

Rakan came closer to me and hugged me from the back ..

Akhhh I felt butterflies in my stomach ..

I laid my head on his chest ..

He kissed my head ..

Rakan: el7emdellah elly ya hal youm

I smiled ..

Rakan: meta t3a6leen?

He was smelling my hair thanks god eny metsab7aa elyoum haha ..

Me: esabt enshalaah

Rakan: ana bacher e7emm

And all of a sudden I moved a fast move and banged his chin ..

Me: ehhhhh!!!

Rakan: a7 ayy sshfeeeechhh???

Me: bacherrr your final ou mjabelnyyyy????

Rakan: ou yaaa3niii?? Kharra3teny allah ygharbel bleesech

Me: goom goom khanred yallaaa mbadde3 taraak!!

Rakan: ge3dy yubaa kharabtay hal jaw e6ayeb ge3day!!

Me: rakan allah ykhaleek goum

Rakan: ge3di yuba khalena mestanseen ou tara ana dares ou emte7ani esa3a 2

Me: Rakan 3ashan kha6ryy goum khanred

Rakan: madam enha w9alat lel khawa6er fa ana gayem gayem

Me smiled: ba3ad 3umriii

Rakan: yalla gemna

And we entered his car and headed to my house ..

Rakan: bacher weddii amerech ne6la3 shrayech??

Me: la hal weekend kelesh magdar

Rakan: ollah mu bacher bs el weekend eb kubraaa??

Me: ee walla 3endi exam elsabt ou khayfa menna 7ail lazem adres

Rakan: afa2

Me: rou7 eshalaih weya rab3ek 9aber 3umrek

Rakan: maku ella chethy heehe ou sem3ay etkhalen ley wagt tkalmeny feh mashy

Me: 9adegny enta ma 3endek wagt tkalemny lama tkoun bel shalaih

Rakan: men gallech aftaitay 9a7?

Me shyly: a39ab a39ab hehe

Rakan: elsabt meta emte7anech?

Me: 8

Rakan: ga3deny 7:00 ana bawadech

Me: laishh??

Rakan: bas bawadech may9eer?

Me: embala e9eer

Rakan: bashouf gradaty ba3ad

Me: waay thakkartny 7addi khayfa men hal gradat

Rakan: enshallah khaiir

Me: yaraab

At 10:00 pm I arrived home ..

My mom manoura shosho and dad were sitting in the living room ..

Once I entered the house shosho went to the window immediately 3shan etshof raakan ellegafa shloun 

9ayra? ..

Mom: hala hala eb 3arousatnaa

Dad: hala eb gamoushaaa chenkum ma 6awaltaw haa

Me: ee omy ba3ad m7ar9a ou Rakan 3enda emte7an bacher

Mnera: eee zain sawwat omy 7are9at luw mu m7ar9a chan ma yetena ella bacher

Me giggled: chab manour

Mnera: emshay foug basolef ma3ach 3ala enferad hehe

Shahad: 3eshtaww Yuma shoufy banatech wlah a7esny wa7eda!!

Mom: kelha 3 asabe3 ou manour ma yebgallaha ghairech

Shahad: hahaa

My eyes started to tear ..

Only 3 weeks?? Eshwayyaaa!!!

Manoura and I went upstairs ..

Mnera: bss 3 weeks!!!

Me: tawni astaw3eb

Mnera: I cant imagine my life without you!

Me: laa enshallah kelyoum ra7 ashoufech ou en ma sheftech ra7 akalmech don’t worry

Mnera sadly: eenshallah

Me: 9ij enny a7ebba ou amout 3alaih ou ma astaghny 3anna bs enty ghaaair!! Entay part of me!!

Mnera: ta3alai solfeelly sh9aar

Me: hes CUTEE!!! Abaih la jad 6ala3 romancy 7adda ma hagaita chethyy

Mnera: gamoush mayta ashoufaa

Me: bel melchaa enshallahh aw yimkin omy tnadeh 3endena madri

Mnera: enzain eshsaawaitaw?

Me: re7na ga3adna 3alba7ar

Mnera: ya entaaw yal me9arwaa

Me: la wallah ohwa e7eb elba7ar hehe

Mnera: enzain e3tarfay shsawaitaw ba3ad haaa

Me: 9ij ma teste7een ya3nni shsawainaa!!

Mnera: solfay ba3ad ella asa7eb 77achy ya3nii?

Me: ga3adna solafna ou lamnyy “shyly”

Mnera: ooohh shloun lametaa??

Me: ma lamny lamny ya3ni men wara

Mnera: ou 7a6aity rasech 3ala chatfa ou kethaa?

Me giggled: laaa 3ala sadraa

Mnera: chathabaaa

Me: haw wallahh ou gam ebawes eb rasi ou eshem

Mnera: a7es film madri laish mu m9adgetech

Me shyly: lama tenkha6bain bet9adgen

Mnera: yah yahhh

Me: waay manoura 7addi a7ebbaa walla a7ebba 7ail

Mnera: cuuuteeee

I told her everything happened today ..

She was so happy for me ..

I love her ..

Then I went to bed ..

That was my day ..

I spent that weekend by studying ..

I didn’t have a time even to write my diaries but there wasn’t any interesting thing ..

I was talking to Rakan everyday before sleeping ..

Its Saturday ..

I woke up early took a quick warm shower ..

Then I called Rakan to wake him up ..

Rakan: aloo

Ahh that sleepy amazing voice was killiiiinggg!!

Me: rakan yalla goom

Rakan: esa3a cham?

Me: 7!

Rakan: ok ok khallech zahba 10 degayeg akoun 3endek

Me: olla tethatha shway

Rakan: zain

I closed it and wore my clothes ..

I wore ZARA black above knees coat with a black tight .. my hair was waved pony tale ..

I took my note book and started to preview until he called ..

Me: alo

Rakan: ha 7abebty khala9tay?

Me: ee anzel lek?

Rakan: ee yuba ana barra

Me: ok

 I went outside to him ..

When I entered the car ..

Rakan: 9aba7 elward

I smiled ..

Me: 9aba7 mjabal wayhek el7eluu

He kissed my cheeks and drove to the college ..

I was so happy because I went to the college with him ..

Everyone in the college knew that we are married ..

When we arrived to the college Rakan took me to the exam room ..

Rakan: Sammy bel ra7man ou tewakely 3ala allah ou enty gadha

Me: enshallah

I entered the exam room happily ..

After the exam finished ..

Raghad: gamousha

Me: ahlan

Raghad: rakan yaybech?

Waaay radaaina???

Me: ee laish?

Raghad: la’ana sheftkum gabel el exam

Me: ok?

Raghad: shsawaitay?

Me: el7emdela tamam

And all of a sudden Reema came ..

She hugged me tight ..

Reema: kashkashh

I left raghad and walked with reema to *bucks where Rakan sit ..

Me: ahlaan ahlaan

Reema: mabrouuuk

Me: allah ybarek feeech

We talked in several things until we arrived to *bucks ..

Me: yalla 3ayal kahu rakan khal adeg 3alaih benrou7 enshouf gradatna wenred

Reema: cute!!! Ella ta3alay shsaar 3ala nadi elfurouseya???

Weehh!! Ma kalamta belmawthou3 mara thanya ..

I was looking at rakan ..

Me: hmm ok

Reema happily: khalaaas 3ayal bacher nrouu7 nasajel

Me: ok

Reema kissed me then left ..

I called rakan ..

Rakan: hala 7abebty

Me: ana jedamek yallah

Rakan smiled ..

Rakan: kany yayyech

He came to me then we headed to the doctor’s offices ..

Rakan: etha hal grade pass I am officially graduated ..

Me: enshallaah pass ent sha6er maashallah ma yenkhaf 3alaik

Rakan smiled: e7em

We went to his Dr. first ..

Rakan: ne6reeny barra

Me: la  badeshh

Rakan: sem3y elkalam khalas

Me giggled: shda3wa 3alaik many dasha wallah!!

Rakan entered to his Dr.’s office ..

After 5 minutes he came out ..

Me : bashherr??

Rakan happily: A-!!!

Me: waaayyy mabrouuuukk 7abeeebyyy

Rakan: 3uqbalech yalla emshayy

Me: allah yaster men hal madda

We arrived to my Dr. office ..

Me: en6erny barra

Rakan: chab zain badesh ma3ach

Me: 6a3 hathaaa!! 7alal 3alaik 7aram 3alay??

Rakan: 6ab3an akeed

Me: wai3!!

I entered to the office and he followed me ..

The dr.: hala gmasha shlounech?

Me: el7emdellah tamam

Rakan: shlounek dektor?

The Dr.: tamam ent shlounek?

Rakan: el7emdelah 6ayyeb!

The Dr.: bs thakerny besmek walla nasy

Rakan: rakan rakan

The Dr.: wene3em ou sabe3tan3am ma takharajt?

Ok enshalla ma t6egon salfa abe grady!!!!!

Rakan happily: embala tawny metkharrej

The Dr.: kafu wallahh bs degega nkhales gmasha ou golly shtabe ok?

Rakan: dektor gmasha merty ana yay ma3aha 3ashan gradhha

Awwwhh!!

The Dr.: laaa? Mashallah mashallah mabroouk mabrouuuk wallah khair elrejal 6a7 eb khair elbanat 

allah ywafegkum ya 3yaly

Rakan and me: ameeen

Rakan: ma tga9er

Me: mashkour! Bas dektor abe grady cham?

The Dr.: cham metwaq3a yuba?

Me: madri dektor goul

The dr.: wallah ya bnayte bel final ma sawaity zain keleshh

My heart skipped beatsss!!

The Dr.: bs el first welsecond eshfa3ollech ou el quizzes fa yebtay C ou lech menny C+ hadeyat 

zawajech

I couldn’t say a word!!! My eyes were preparing to tear ..

Rakan looked at me wonderingly ..

I went out of the office ..

Rakan: ya36eek el3afya dektor

Rakan came to me ..

Rakan: laish hal tehebeb yuba shfeech?

I bursted into tears ..

Rakan hugged me tight ..

His hug was warm and LOVELY!! 

Rakan whispered: don’t cry babe its ok that was the first and last C enshallaah

He kissed my head ..

Rakan: khalas baba la tabcheen

Rakan: shoufy el bright side ana takharrajt in a good GPA ba3ad shtabeen

Me while crying: im happy for you wallah bs edaraja e9dematny hatha mu mustaway

Rakan: I knw 7ayatee bs qaddar allah wa ma sha’a fa3al

He wiped my tears ..

Rakan: walla shaklech wenty tabchen chenech baby the7kay 3ashan a9adeg eny metzawej an adult

I giggled against my will ..

Me: love you

Rakan: ana akthaar

We went to the car ..

And we decided to eat lunch together in a restaurant ..

On the way I was planning to tell him about the equestrian club but I don’t know how ..

Qarrart enny agoula eny eshtarakt ou a7e6a jeddam el amr elwaqe3 ..

While “gamat esa3a” was playing ..

Me: Rakan

He didn’t hear me ..

Me: RAKAN!

Rakan: 7ayatee?

Me: ga9ra shway bagoulek shay

Rakan ga9era ..

Rakan: amray

7asait enna eb yen9edem bs ya3ni I have to tell him ..

Me: eshtarakt eb nadi elfurouseyya

Rakan surprised: shinuuu???

Me: eshtarakt eb ..

Rakan nervously: eshtaraktay ou khallastayyy??

Estaghferu allah ya rabbeeee ..

Me: eeh

Rakan: yayya ta36eny khabaar ya3nii??

Me: eeh!!

Rakan nervously: WAY3EE!! Entay mu gaylatly men gabel ou gelt laa2?? E3nad esalfa wellaa 

shinuuu???

Me: Rakan haddd shway shwaay!!

Rakan: elmafrouth luw 3alaqal bs halfatra ana akoun aham shay benesba lech mu nadi furouseya ou 

kharabee6!!

I ignored his sentence ..

Ou he didn’t say anything 3ugubha!!!

9ij 9ij I regret laitny ma getla!!!

We stayed silent ..

Suddenly e7na jeddam baitna ..

I looked at Rakan nervously ..

Rakan nervously: NEZLAY!!

Me nervously and my eyes filled with tears: OK!!!