From never till forever .. Part4

Yousif: tfathelay

I sit on a chair in his office ..

Yousif took a deep breath ..

Yousif: entay ay sena?

What?? Yayebny hny ou m3aneny 3ashan tgolly ana ay sena??

Me: sana rab3a!!

Yousif: kherreja??

Me: eeh!!!

Shway ou akfekha!!

Yousif: ya3ni 9arlech arba3 sneen beljam3a elmafrouth tkouneen 3arfa el system ou 3arfa enna el 

dektor eb eeda enaj7ech ou esaq6ech 9a7?

Ahh ketha esalfaa!!

Me: 3arfa!!

Yousif: arjo menech enech te7tarmainy ka dektor ou tkalmeny eb 9ora tleq feeny

Me: enshallah!

Wallah luw ma 7ajte lah kan tefalt eb wajha ma buga ella Dr. yousif ethelny!!!

Me: agdar arou7??

Yousif: tfathelay!

I left his office ..

Ana wesh elly balashny eb hal ashkal!!!

Suddenly I saw ghaida ..

Ghaida: haaa sajjeloch 3end doctor Yousif?

Me: eewaa!!

Ghaida: zain ashwa 3ad 7adda eyannen!!

Me: men na7yat ejannen fa ohwa jannanny!!! Kereht elyoum elly sajjalt feh 3enda!

Ghaida: we wee laishh

Me: ketha!!

I left her and went to the cafeteria to eat something ..

Sama came and sit with me ..

The time passed until its time to go back home ..

My mom was sitting in the living room ..

Me: esalamu 3alaikum!

Mom: hala shahouda wa3alaikum esaalam

Mom: elbar7a abouky kallamny 3an khu6bat weld 3ametek

My heart skipped a beat ..

Me: ok?

Mom: ma kan eshawer kan ya36eni khabar!

Me: aish gallek??

Mom: gally jarra7 weld noura 6alab yad bentna shahad ou 7anetefeg ba3ad ma arja3

Me: wainu abouya??

Mom: abouky raye7 3man 3endu shughul

Me: yaaa allah ou tawa yestaw3eb esalfa 9arlaha esbou3!!!!

Mom: wallah elbar7a gabel la enam gally

Me: yaaallah t9abbeerni 3ala hal obo!!!

I went to my room and started to cry HARDLY!!!

Kul she eb hatha elbaiit bel qa9ebb!!!

Mustagbaly eb yad abouyaa!!!

Uffff!!!!

Ou hatha jarra7 el3aneed ma ka’any mkalmeta!!!

Laken hayyen!!

I slept until it became 6:00 pm ..

I washed my face and went down stairs ..

Mom: shlounek 7abebty 3asak a7san?

Me sadly: el7emdellah

Me: Yuma kaif tajberony 3al zawaj!!

Mom: wallah ma beyade 7aja enty 3arfa abouky

My eyes started to tear ..

I laid my head on mom’s shoulder ..

Mom: khalas ya 7baybetyy

Me: khathaity obouy 3an qana3a?

Mom smiled: huwwa khtarny megtene3 feyya bs ana ma3a elwagt egtana3t feh

Me: ou khawaty?

Mom: ekhtek shoug khathaha 9ale7 ga9ben 3alaih ou 3alaiha

Me: shinnuuu???

Mom: 3amek m7amad gh9eba yakheth bent 3amma

Me: wesh tha etakhalluf!!!

Mom: hatha wehum met7athreen

Me: ou fajer?

Mom: fajer baghaha met3eb ou 7abhaa

Me smiled: ya bakhat’ha! Bs still cousin

Mom: ou ekhtech sarah enshallah benrouu7 laha greeb

Me: betro7een ese3deyaa???

Mom: eewaa ou enty ma3aaya

Me: madry mu akeed ajee

Mom: ma walahty 3ala jadetek ou khalatek ?

Me: la’!

Mom: 6ayyeb ekhtek sarouna

Me: ham la’!

Mom: hal bent betjaneny maku masha3er?

I smiled ..

Me: ou sara kaif etzawwajat?

Mom: sarah shafaha khaled eb jayya min jayyatna lel reyath ou 3jebtaa ou akhath’haa!

Me: ou hey??

Mom: fe elbedaya kanat met7amsa enha takheth s3oudy bs bel nehaya agna3at nafsaha

Me: MASAKEEENN!!! E7naaa masakeeennn ma lana raayy?? Wesh thaa etakhalluf elly 3aysheenaa!! 

Bss laazem ta3refo ou enas kella ta3ref ennu anaa many zayy khawaty ou ana shahad al***** muu 

bkaif a7ad yetzawajny mashyyy??

Mom: ana 3arfa kul hatha elom 3ala abokyy

Me: akhh 3ala hal ab!!!!

Mom: ma3lesh allah 7a yakteb elly feh elkhair

I need to put a plan!!!

What about studying abroad?? Jarraa7 7a yel7agnyy!! Uff

Khalas ra7 a3eesh bel reyath ou 6uz bel derasa ou el7urreyya!! Ba3daha 7a yeshtaghlo 3yal elkhawal 

3alayya ou an7eker 7akra mu’abbadaa!!

Yoooohhh!! Plans are useless on this family!!

Maku ella akallem lazgat el3anzarout jarraa7!!!

I went to my bed after long time of thinking how to get out from that trouble!!

The next day ..

I woke up early and wore my Valentino embroidered organza beige top with my yves sant Laurent 

pleated leather wrap red skirt and my patent leather peep toe red pumps from Guiseppe zanotti with my 

The row classic lizard beige bag , my hair was tied into pony tale ..

I went to the college ..

My first class nafs kelyoum ohwa class Dr. yousif ..

I entered the class gabel la eyyee 7efthan le ma’ elwajh!!

Elmuhem dakhalt ou ga3adt ..

Chan esharreff el dektor ..

Yousif: esalamu 3alaikum

Yousif nervously: shahad!!! Ge3di jeddam!!

El7emdellah wesheker ..

Ana aishh sawaait lek!!

Me wonderingly: shinuu??

Yousif: talking is not accepted ok??

MINUUU TEKALLAAMM!!!!

Me: I didn’t talk!! Atkallam weyya meen???

Yousif: ge3dy jeddam eb hedou’ law sama7tay la tthay3een elwagt!!

La la la ga3d ema9ekh’haa!!

Me nervously: 7aatherr 7athrat el dektor!!!

Everyone was looking at me wonderingly ..

I felt like no no don’t take that bad impression about me !! I’m a good girl the problem is with your 

crazy Doctor!!

I sit in the first row ..

Ou bada el dector emares hewayatah ou thal ekhez feyya lain khallass el class ..

6areegta hathy ga3da tnarfezny ou ma tkhalleny arakez!!!

Once the class’s done and everyone left the classroom I went to him ..

Me: doctor!!

Yousif while collecting his thing: what?

Me: I think you are adult enough to do these childishness things!!

He looked at me nervously ..

Yousif: ta3adaity 7edodech!!!

He was looking at me directly toward my eyes!!

I saw his madness from his gazes but suddenly the madness gazes turned into a passion gazes ..

I felt afraid from these gazes ..

And I realize that its time  to leave ..

Me: I’m sorry bye!!

I turn to leave ..

And all of a sudden I felt that heaviness on my shoulder ..

I looked at the back side and if his heavy hand on my right shoulder ..

Yousif: shahadd!!