GAMOUSHA'S DIARIES Part25

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Me: ent men 9ijjek tetkallam?? Shinu elly maq9ouba rakan shfeek?? Gumt tkharbe6 tara!

Rakan: a3outhu bella men eshai6an erajeem ensay ensay khalas

Me: laa 7asha mant 6abee3y

Rakan took a deep breath: astaaghferu allah eel3atheem

I calmed down ..

Me: rakan shesalfa?

Rakan: maku shay

Me: eshfeek 3ala reema?

Rakan: la bas kent as’al laish kela ehya?

Me: shasawwi ehya elwa7eeda elly a7es’ha t7ebny lellah

Rakan: enzain enzain khalas

What’s wrong with him! Yalaitny dasha nadi elfurouseya beskat ma hagaita eb yetwattar chethy ..

 I left him and went to my class ..

In BBM ..

Reema<3GEE:

Kashkash

Kashkash .. a7ebek ya 3asa tebga neseeby;*:

Hala walah

Reema<3GEE:

Wainech?

Kashkash .. a7ebek ya 3asa tebga neseeby;*:

Class

Reema<3GEE:

Lama te6le3een come to *bucks am waiting you there

Kashkash .. a7ebek ya 3asa tebga neseeby;*:

Okk

…

After finishing my class I went to Reema in *bucks ..

Raghad was drinking her lemon freeze there ..

I sit with Reema ..

Reema: hala hala

Me: ya hala ou mas’hala

Reema: ha geltay 7g obouch?

Me: shagoullaa??

Reema: 3ann nadi elfurouseyya

Haa? Actually I did tell him and he was ok with it but the big problem was with RAKAN!!!

Me: hmmm eee gal befakker

Reema: haha awal marra el3ada kella ee

Me: haha ee 7esadtooo bs la enna hashay mu 3adi eena ye7taj tafkeer

I think khalait’ha t9adeg:D!

Reema: haha la 7aram 3alaich bs 9a7 kalamech

Its time to tell her ..

Me: reema

Reema: amray

Me shyly: enkha6abt

Reema was shocked!!

She looked at me in “are you serious?” gaze ..

Me: haw shfeechh?

Reema: chathabaa!!!

Me shyly: wallah walah

Reema: la la you MUST be joking!!

Me: reema walaahhh

Reema came to my side and hugged me while her eyes were full of tears..

Reema in hesitating voice: ma .. mabrouk

Me shyly: 7ayaatee allah ybarek feech

Reema: enzain minu?

Me: reema shfeech chhenech mu mestansa?

Reema: la bel3aaks

Me: hmm

Reema: minu ohwa 3aad?

Me shyly: Rakan Al*******

Reema: Rakaan maghaira?? Mashallahh

Me: et3arfena??

Reema: minu ma y3arfaa

Me: shakuu!

Reema: maskena entay ohwa 7elm kel bent tadres hny

Me: haw!! Wentay?

Reema: laa shaku

3ayal how did he know her!

I smiled ..

Reema: bs walla kashkash omech da3yatlech

Me: eshda3wa

Reema: walla gamoush mashalah 3alaih sha6er ou mamlou7 ou sayarta g-class ou ..

Me: la Panamera

Reema: 9ij? Yemkin ghayyarha

Me: enzain entay shdarach 3annaa

Reema: gamousha shfeech? Elkel e3arfa! Ya3ni etha enteshar khabar khu6betech 3adi tenshahrain 

beljam3a haha

Me: abaaaihhh shda3wa wallah!!! Ou entay laish ma tetkalemain 3anna weyay laish elkel e3arfa ella 

ana

Reema: madri walah

We kept on talking in several topics until she came ..

Raghad: mabrouk

I tried to smile on her face because regardless she’s my friend!

Me: allah ybarek feech

Raghad: believe me it would never lasts for too long

I couldn’t ignored her sentence because problems had already started ..

Me: raghad shhabbabtay?

Raghad: 9adgeeny gamoushaa

Me: raghad walla 3aib 3alaich!!

Raghad simply ignored me and left ..

I was almost going crazy ..

Reema: eshfeeha?

Me: madri walla madri!!

I took my stuff and stood up to leave ..

Reema: wain wain?

Me: barou7!!

Reema was complaining “min 9ijech? Tsadgen raghdo? Khatwally .. etc.”

I ignored her sentence and left!!

On my way to my car I called Rakan ..

My tears were about to dropping ..

 He picked it up ..

Rakan: alo

I hesitated to tell him about Raghad I don’t know why but maybe I didn’t want to make it big issue ..

Me: a .. alo

Rakan: shfeech?

No no no!! hatha mu rakan elly a3arfaa!!!

Me: mafeni shay

Rakan: ok

Hmm ..

Seconds of an awkward silence ..

Me: enzain?

Rakan: mashghoul ana a7achech 3ugub!

He closed the line ..

Seriously what is going on!!!!

Ya UGLY RAGHAD!! OR MOODY RAKAN IS BACK!!!

Ufff!!!

I went back home and my car was filled with 100 question marks fell from my head!!

I was wondering!! Did I do something wrong? Did I hurt him?

After two weeks elmelcha ou chethy 7alatna efff!!!

I went to my bed covered myself with the blanket and slept!

At 4:00 pm I woke up 3ala my mobile tone wella it was Rakan ..

Me in a sleepy voice: alo

Rakan took a deep breath: hala wallah

Me: hala feek

Rakan: gmasha

Ok aftar gamousha moushi resaina 3ala gmasha in a nafseyya voice!!

Me: na3am!

He didn’t reply ..

Me: na3am???

Rakan: its ok shaklech nayma khala9

Me: ok tawek testaw3eb eny nayma?? Rakan shfeek goully!!

Rakan: khalas wala shay dag as’al 3anech

Me: mu chethy tes’al 3ani ma ta3awadt 3ala hal 6areqa wala abe at3awad please

Rakan: faman allah

He closed it again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He closed it eb KEL BUROUD!!!

Is he planning to kill me or something!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!

Gaa3da astekheff men hal walaadd!!!!

Astaghferu allah el3atheeeeem!!!

I took a long shower ..

Then I went to the kitchen and ate some dark chocolate seriously I need some relaxation!!!

I went back to my room and tried to call him but he IGNORED ME!!!

I SWEAR TO GOD MAAA SAWAIT SHAAYYY!!!

Laa jaad ohwa yestaahbel!!!!!

Suddenly my mom entered my room ..

Mom: gamousha shrayech tbadlen nrou7 nshouflech nafnouf 7g elmelcha

Me nervously: mabe!

Mom: emshay madam ma3endech shay maku wagt

Me nervously: YUMMA MA ABEE!! Mabee nafnouf wala abee ajahhez mabee shay okkk????

Mom: haw shfeech?? Sh9aayerrr?

My eyes started to tear ..

I leaned on my lap and started to cry hardly ..

My mom came and hugged me from the side ..

Mom: shfeech ya 7abeebty?

Me: mafeny shay

Mom: shloun mafech shay ou kel hal dmou3 ya mama?

Me: khalleny cham degeega ou ahda

Mom: 3ala ra7tech

She left my room ..

Manoura came to my room after my mom left ..

Ashkara omy galatlaha ..

Mnera: eshfeeeech???

Me: maadryy shfeeenyyy

Mnera: goulelly shfeech!! Ana tkhesheen 3alay?

Me: entay etkhasheen 3alay shay?

Mnera: laaa!!

Me: 3ayal gouleelly shfeeny jaad abee a3aref shfeenyy??

Mnera: haaw shesalfaa??

Me: ana akharbe6? Qaleelat adab? Men7arfaa? Ana shinuuu??

Mnera: entay such a beautiful rare gamousha

Me: I hope I am!!

Mnera: you are!

Me: I hope I am in his eyes!!

Mnera: shgayelech?

Me: atmanna ygoul!!

Mnera: shemsawelech??

Me: maadry manoura ajle elmawthou3 please ajly magdaar atkallam walla walla

Mnera: meta ma tegderen just call

Me: ok!

She left my room ..

I stopped tearing ..

My face was straight face!

My mind was full of unanswered questions ..

It couldn’t stop thinking until I slept ..

That was my day ..

Its Friday ..

I woke up at 8:00 am I was sleepless ..

I went down stairs ..

Nobody was awake just Lata ..

I asked her for a scrambled egg with cold milk ..

I ate my breakfast in front of the TV ..

After an hour my mom woke up and then the hole family did ..

I decided to send Rakan an SMS ..

“we need to talk”

Ok he didn’t reply my message!! One word YAHEL!!

We went to the Friday gathering and like always they were talking in everyone’s back while I was 

absent minded with whimsical Rakan!!!

Hmm nothing new he didn’t call he didn’t reply my message!!

AAAAAAAHHH!!!!

Awh!!

That was my day ..

Its Saturday ..

Please Saturday pass faster I need Sunday so badly I need to talk to HIM!!

THE BIG SURPRISE IS ..

Saturday passed slower than a turtle an unusually!!!

I spent it with thinking thinking and thinking ..

Read the previous sentences again ..

Yes Saturday passed SLOWLY and I spent it in thinking ..

Could you please imagine how did I waste my time in thinking of him???

And in contrast? NOTHING!!!

That was my .. day ..

Its Sunday ..

I woke up early wore any stupid thing and went to the college .. yes I was in hurry to meet him!!

I went to the college ..

I sit in the circle expecting to see him ..

Until Reema came to me ..

Reema: ohh shemga3dech hny?

Me: ga3daa

Reema: mu 3endech class?

Me: skip!

Reema: emshay starbucks abe akel

Me: hmm laaa

Reema: please!!

Actually my stomach couldn’t hold “akel” word ..

I was starving!!!!!

I didn’t eat anything from yesterday’s lunch!

Me: ok

I went with reema and we sit outside ..

We talked about everything ..

She gave for me the chance to talk about Rakan ..

Since I started I couldn’t stop ..

I opened my heart to her ..

She was listening carefully ..

I felt comfortable ..

She was so kind with me ..

She grieved on me and wiped my tears ..

She showed me that she really care of me ..

Suddenly I saw Rakan ..

He was staring on us ..

I turned my face to reema ..

Me excited: reema kahu barou7 akalmaa!!

Reema: ofcourse!!

She kissed one cheek of mine ..

Reema: good luck

I smiled and went to him ..

Me: rakan

Rakan: gmasha

Me: bakalmek

Rakan: emshay

I followed him to the garden ..

Me: rakan shesalfa please goully shfeek?

Rakan: gmashaaa

I was awaiting ..

Rakan: let’s break up!