GAMOUSHA'S DIARIES Part21

Me: raghad awalan ana ma getlech ekhthy la’ana ohwa mu le3ba ohwa ensan lah karama mu eb kaif omna ana ma3ach ntekhame6a!!!

Raghad: ok geltelly if you can dream it you can achieve it shma3nataaaa??

Me: ma3nata enech tgderen t7aqeqen hal 7elm la’any barfetha!!

Raghad wonderingly: ou entay refathty?

Me nervously: ta3alaayy!!! kel elmashakel elly ana feha al7een eb sebetech tawni astaw3eb!!!!

Raghad: eee 3afya ge6eeha eb rasi!!

Me: raghad ta3alelly al7een!!

Raghad: mat7amal ashoufech weddi anatfech

Me: 9adgeny mara7 tnatfeny eb baitna ya 7elwa

Raghad: a9aly el3a9er ou ayech

Me: lazem a7e6 elneqa6 3al 7urouf

Raghad: 3eshtaw!

LOOOOOOOOL!!

Me: bye bye

I closed the line ..

I was thinking of how to tell raghad the whole truth ,from where to start and will it be a happy ending or 

a big fight? Allah yaster ..

I decided to clean my room ya3ni 7efthan le ma’ elwajh 3afsety 3afsa ..

Suddenly ..

Saba was calling me ..

Baaihhh 9aba men meta tadri 3anni!!

Me: alo?

Saba: ahlaan ahlain hala wallah

Me: hala fech shlounech?

Saba: tamam entay shlounech ou shloun khawatech?

Me: zainen el7emdellah

Saba: agoulech gamoush enshallah bacher bne6la3 kelena ntaghadda barra mu tkhaloun haaa goulay 7g 

manoura ou shosho

Me: minu kelena?

Saba: ana entaw fa6oum nadouy thayo swaira 3abdallah sa3ad 3amour ou a7mad

Me: she6arii??

Saba: wallah fa6oum ams kalematny galatly khane6la3 ma nadrii 3an ba3ath kelesh

Me: ok ana entay manoura fa6oum nadouy elbajy shakuuu???

Saba: kho shosho ou thayo ou swaira al7een kbaraw fa gelna 7aram khal eyoun

Me: ou le9bayyan?

Saba: abaih shfeeech gamoush 9ayra ta7qeeq!! Gelna nestarje3 thekrayat gabel men kebarna we7na ma 

nadrii 3anhum 3ugub ma kenna 24 hours metjablen

Me: ahaa ok enshallah

Saba: 3afya mu tkhalloun

Me: ok

Saba: yalla 7ayatee bye

Me: bye

FAJ’AAA!!!

I went to manoura’s room ..

Me: manoura

Mnera: my pretty eyes

Me: gouly minu dag 3alay tawwa?

Mnera: minu??

Me: sabouy bent khalty fayza

Mnera: sh3endaha?

Me: tgoul betaghadon bacher fa galatly aye ana weyach ou shoush

Mnera: allah waiin?

Me: t9adgen ma sa’alt bs sa’alt’ha minu beyyee

Mnera: minu beyye?

Me: e7na ehya ou fa6oum ou nadouy ou thayo ou swaira ou 3abdallah ou 3umar ou sa3ad ou a7mad

Mnera: haw haw shaku? Shakhbary a9lan

Me: 7addaaa e7na bel zwara ma nshoufhum faj’a ne6la3 ma3ahum

Mnera: ee wallah ya7lailhum she6ari

Me: afkar ekht fa6ma

Mnera giggled: ya7lailha

Me: 7addaa!!

Mnera: elmuhem lazem nrou7

Me: ee lazem

I went back to my room wella 3 missed calls min raghad ..

Weeeehhh!

I called her back ..

Raghad nervously: akheraaan!!

Me: sorry entay barra?

Raghad: eeeehh khal9ena 6el3ellyy

Me: ok ok degeega kany

I closed it immediately ou thaffait dary 3asaree3 ou nezalt 7g raghad ..

Me: ahlaan

Raghad: le6a3teny 3adel

Me: hehe sorry wallah

Raghad: its ok 6af

Qasben 3alaaich!!!

Me: 7ayyaach

We went to my room “lemratteba” ..

Raghad: ok?

Me: wala ablain

Raghad: shsawaitay eb rakan goulelly shsawaity feh ely khalaitee mayet 3alaich?

I took a deep breath with a pretty smile on my face and started to say my story with rakan with love!!!

Me: hmm madri men wain abdy!! Laitech edesheen galbi wetshoufeen jamalaa!!

Raghad: 7aqeeera!!

Me while smiling: whatever!!

 Raghad: la7tha la7tha entay yaybatni hny tqetheeny???

I woke up!

Me: la la la wallahhh!

Raghad: la wallah?

Me: elly abe agoula lech welly lazem t3arfena enna rakan e7ebny ou ana a7ebba ba3ad fa maku mukan 

7aggch sorry 3ala hatha bs raghad lai meta betrakthen wara ensan ma dara 3annech ya3ni?

Raghad: ana 6oul 3umri la baghait ayeb eshay aayeeba shma3na rakan mu rathy yenyab???

3allech ma tyeebeena!!

Me: la’anna ensan lah kayana ou 3enda mukha e7arka mu entay t7arkena ya 7elwa!

Raghad: ka Kate rkethat wara William lain kha6abha!!

Me: khayalech thayjee mama

Raghad: ana ghal6ana elly thaya3t wagty ma3a 9khala nafsech

A777!!

Me: hahaha ma3alaina

Raghad: 7ubbi? Eshai6an ma mat ou ra7 tshoufen elly ma yserech dam rasi eshem elhawa

Me: raghad e7na rabe3 shda3wa chethy tgolelly

7addi khaggaaait!!

Raghad: rabe3? Khalleha 3ala allah

I felt remorse ..

My eyes started to tear ..

Raghad: laish tabchen?

I hugged her and she began to cry ..

Raghad while crying: laish tabcheen?? La’anna 9ij ma 3edna rabe3? 9a7?

Me: la mu 9a7! Galbi 7abba ou galbech 7abba ou ohwa 7abni faa?

Raghad: fa a6la3 men esalfa eb karamty?

Me: raghad walah kheera qaddar allah wa ma sha’a fa3al wallah

Raghad: aham shay nafseh ou ana be6aggag tsakteeny eb khera ou ma khera mu?

Me: luw aham shay nafsi chan ma re7t ou refathtaa!!!

Raghad: refathteee??

Me: fe elbedaya refathta 3ashanech bs galbi ma 6awa3ni raghad a7ebba ana a7ebba!!

Raghad: etha entay t7ebena ana amout 3alaih!!!

Me: entay mu3jaba feeh!! Hatha ma ysamouna 7ub entay t7ebena 3ashan shakla sayyarta sana3a ou ana 

methlech fel bedaya bs 3ugub 7abaitaaaaa!!!

Raghad: 7abaitee akthar minny 9ar 3adi 3endech takhsereny 3ashana!!

I lose Fay before!! Its so ok to lose you darling!! He’s everything to me no matter if I lose you or not!

I smiled ..

Raghad: ok gmasha see you later lazem amshe ou remember I can turn into a devil to get what I want!!

Yumma yumma!! A9lan you are a devil no need for turning!!

Me: haha bye

She left my home ..

Mnera: raghdo elfager shyayebhaaa!!

Me: ana getlaha teyyee 3ashan ntefaham

Mnera: wallah luw yadri rakan ena me7war 7adethkum

Me: mu zain yadri!

Mnera: shfeech??

She felt my weakness ..

Me: khayfa

Mnera: min shinu??

Me: khayfa akhser rakan!!

Mnera: ohwa elly byakhser mu entay!!

I sighed ..

Mnera: ou etha 3ala Raghad tara maskhara ma tegdar tsawi shay

She understood me!!

Me: atmannaa

Mnera: hahaaaha tara kelha raghad

Me: hehe

I left her and went upstairs to my room ..

1 SMS from Rakani ..

Rakani:

“ana fee shougi ghargan .. 3alaik galbi walhan .. meta ashoufek jedami ya flan

.. ou men shoufek ashker rabbi elmannan”

I smiled ..

Me:

“ written by lovely you?”

Rakani:

“yah tara especially for you”

Me:

“awh ma tga9er”

Rakani:

“believe me I have only one gmasha”

I was about to melt ..

Me:

“khuf 3alay tara mat7amal wallah”

Rakani:

“laitny yamech ou asheel 3anech el7emel hathaaa”

speechless madri shareddd wallah EYANNEENNN!!!!

After few minutes he called ..

Me with a shyness smile: ahlan

Rakan: ma yenfa3 masejat

Me: hehe

Rakan: ma 9arat 3e6la

Me: off 6awelat

Rakan: awal marra 3e6la t6awel

Me: ma re7t eshalaih?

Rakan: embala ana hnaak

Me: ghaareeeba shloun fathellyyy

Rakan: maku sheghel mu ga3d a7adeg elyoum hawa

Broken heart ..

Me: ahaaa

Rakan: ba3dain enty bel galb 7eta wana mashghoul afaker feech

Me: eee ee

Rakan: ohh thurayyo tnadeny bagolahha eny akalmech

Me: haw ent mu weya rab3ek

Rakan: la mjabel el ahal 7alfen 3alay ag3ad ma3ahum

Me: ya7lailek mu6ee3

Rakan: ba7der elaila

Me: waay e7der mbacher e6ereej ekhare3

Rakan smiled: ekhafoun 3alay

Me shyly: off

Rakan: thrayyo thba7atny degeega

Rakan: ha haa yananteny

Thurayya: emsh dakhel shemga3dek barra eb hashams

Rakan: ga3d akallem lazem barra ya3ni

QAWIII!!

Thurayya: 6a3 hatha mestaqwi enzain mu ashkaraaa

Rakan: shda3wa akallem kha6ebty kho

Waaaaayyyyyy yalaaaitny kha6eebtekkk!!!

Thurayya: 3an leste3ba6 kashekh jedam bent enas et3ashemha

Thurayya tbu6 elchabd!!

Rakan: hathy gmasha shfeeech

Thurayya: mashallah tkallemha ou kha6ebtek wel 7ayat 7elwa men meta?

Etnarfezzzzz!!

Rakan: malech sheghel greeb bakh6ebha

7abeeebyyy!!

Thurayya: ah ok 3ayal te7taj t’ajer om takh6ebha lek

Rakan: enzain 6eray khal a3aref akalem gamousha

Thurayya said something I couldn’t hear ..

Rakan: chubb

Rakan: asef 6awalt 3alaich bs ekhty 7anna

Me: la 3adi

Rakan: thayegech kalamha?

Me: la

Rakan: tara ekhty galbha 6ayyeb tgoul elkalam ou eta7assaf ou tarahy t7ebbech

Ma7ad galba 6ayyeb ghairek wallah ..

Me: mu muhem ana shakh9 wa7ed elly ehemny

Rakan: maghairaa?

Me giggled: eee ohwa maghairaa

Rakan: yabakhtaaaaa miny lai bacher

Me: laish eb ta7der elyoum el3e6la raythaa

Rakan: bacher ma3zoum 3alghada

Me: aha bel3afya

Rakan: allah y3afeech ma63am yengalla shak sheek shaay chethy t3arfeena

Me: hahaha shake shack testa3be6

Rakan: la wallahel3atheem ma3arfa ana shebee3

Me laughed: haw abaaih men 9ijek ma t3aref shake shack??

Rakan: ana 7addi machbous baitna ou m6abbag eshalaih mu mal ma6a3em

Me: madri minu m6ayye7 eb chocolateness

Rakan: la wallah bs chocolateness a6la3 men 3eyadat el asnan ou akhethly molten lain tkhuf throusy 

adech’ha

Me: 3ayal thalamtek .. ebee3 burgers

Rakan: gelt ana erabe3 ma warahum tezegret youm enhum te6aweraw 3an mac ra7aw shak sheek men 

burger lai burger

Me: hehehe mesakeen

Rakan: men al7een agoulech etha malachna enty tnagen elma6a3em walla ma3aref

Me: a7san wa7san haha

Rakan laughed: ta3jebeeeny

Me: rakan

Rakan: 3aib yuba tawenas 3al mghazal

Me giggled: shgelt ana

Rakan: ya akhee esmy eb lsanech eb 7ad thata mghazal

Me: ok ya walad

Rakan laughed: hala ya bent

Me giggled: eb baitna 6a7 elghada ga3den enadony shloun?

Rakan: ana ma ashabbe3?

Me giggled: sorry bs la ou 7adi you3ana

Rakan laughed hardly: laaa y7ouuushek

Me laughed: atghashmaaaar

Rakan: ok ok yuba markhou9a bel 3afyaaa

Me: allah y3afeek

Rakan: allah y7afthech

I closed the line and went to eat lunch ..

Mom: min t7achen 9arlena sa3a n9awet

Me: reema

Shakhbaaar reemaaaa!!

Mom: mair shakhbarha men zeman ma yatna

Me: ee 9a7 anadeha 3ala youm wala yhemech

Mnera: yumma la t3eedonha ghada esa3a 6

Mom: walla kharba6na wayed ou tarayagna met’akher

Me: shthanb elly ma tarayyag

Mom: mushkeltaa

Shahad: yuba bagi 9 ashhur ou asoug tara

Dad: allah ya7yeena

Mnera: ezebdaa shosho?

Mom: tabe sayyara

Shahad: luw sama7tay mu ay sayyara el Camry ou el Rolls Roys kelhum sayyarat bs ethanya ma ye7tay 

akamel

Dad: rezraaiz haa

Shahad: ou ba3dain eyyech obou ehalleg eb om esem esayara

Dad: ana ahalleg? Shrayech 7etta Camry wayed 3alaich na36ech ford esayeq wella rou7y bel ba9 shfee 

elba9

Mnera: ou yestemer elwaled fe elta7reef bus yuba mu ba9

Shahad: entay osh la tzeden e6en balla

Dad: kho sayyarat’ha ou 3endaha

…

They complete their talking while I was eating silently with a noise inside my head from thinking of 

HIM ..

When I had finished I went to call Reema ..

Reema: alo

Me: ahlaaan

Reema: hello

Me: shakhbarech?

Reema: tamam

Me: walaht 3alaich

Reema: men 9ijjech?

Me: eee wallahh

Reema: men 9ijjech ma tadreeen 3anni min gabel el3eed? 7etta 3edech mbarak maku?

Allah yaster ..

Me: dazzaitlech wallah!

Reema: shfaydat bbm !! elmafrouth edegen shda3wa e7na mu ay friends e7na more than friends 

elmafrouth

Me: enshaghalt!! Ba3dain entay deggay madamy ma dagait

Reema: 3alaaqal ana kella adeg bs hal marra gelt an6erech bs entay 3adi mu shay yedeed 3alaich enech 

ma edegeen

Me: ok ok ezebda? Shtaben to9lellaa

Reema: shhal esloubb?

Me: gelnalech thurouf enshaghalt mu rathya tefhemen feech hosha!!

Reema: 3ayazt agoulech kel elly abe minech taqdeer bs mabe shay la t7ebeny khal a7ebech brou7y 

be6aggag bs qadreny 3alaqal

7araaam!!

Me: sorry 7ayatee adri eny mga9ra bs getlech enshaghalt

Reema: 7abeebty mu meshkela

Me: shemsawya

Reema: batga6a3 men elwalah bs 7araiteny fa gelt agtheb 3umri

Me giggled: ma a3eedha ya bent

Reema: khanshoufech

Me: yala ok shoufy meta ou golelly

Reema: khalas ok

We carry on talking until it became 10:00 pm ..

I went to manoura wella she was watching a movie so I joined her ..

Until it became 12:30 am .. I went to my bed ..

That was my day ..

Its Thursday ..

I woke up from saba’s call ..

Me in a sleepy voice: alo

Saba: ollaah ma gemtaaay??

Me: weee esa3a cham?

Saba: 1:30 ya 7athyy

Me: wee ka al7een degeega nbadel ou neyyaa entaw hnak?

Saba: la kanna ana ou 3amour khalasna eb ne6la3 ou fa6oum ou thayo be6erej ou tawni kallamt swaira 

tan6r a7mad ekhales ou bye6le3oun ou nadouy bte6la3 ou 3amour kahu ekalem 3abdalla ou sa3ad

Me: ok ok kanna e7na nbadel ou neyye

I closed it and ran to manoura’s room immediately ..

Me: GOUUUUMAAAYYYY!!!

Mnera: besmellaa shfeech

Me: haw mu bentaghaddaa

Mnera: eee 9a7 esa3a cham al7een?

Me: 1:30 bser3aaa

Mnera: ok ok

I went to shosho wlla ashwa ga3da I told her to change than I went to my room to change my clothes ..

At 2:15 we had done ..

Manoura will drive us ..

Mnera: ha wain wejhatnaaa?

Me: wee t9adgeen madry

Mnera: waay hoya hoya sha6atna ou matadri wain khal9eeny se’laay

Shahad: ka al7en as’al thayyon

Me: yallah

Shahad: ahlain shlounech? Ok

Shahad: tgoul avenues

Mnera: ay ma63aam?

Shahad: ay ma63am?

Shahad: shake shack tgoul

WHAAAATTT??? Khalesaat elma6aa3em????