GAMOUSHA'S DIARIES Part19

Me: shinu?

Rakan: e7eglech t3a9been

Me: la el6areeqa wala elmukan munaseb enek etkallemny eb chethy mawathee3 3endek shay deg 3alay!

Rakan: ok

Rakan turn his face and left me ..

NOOO!! Don’t leave pleaaase don’t!! I regretted!! Why did I let him leave!!!

Yaraab edeg ou ma yakshet yaraab!!!

Shahad: entay 7mara?

Me: chabbay!!

Shahad: 9arlena sena enkha6e6 wensawi ana ou janoun akher shay

Me: shakuuu mdakhleen 3e9kum eb shay ma ykhe9kum!! Ba3dain entaw ma tadroun shesalfaa!!!

Shahad: embala nadryy!!

Me: jana hathy mal 6ragat fethee7aa!!

Shahad: laa a9lan manour galatlyy

I shocked!

Me: manour? Laish? Shaku tgolech??

Shahad: awalan shda3wa tara ana ekhetkum ou maku shay yenkhash!

Me: thaneyan?

Shahad: ana adry ennech entay ou rakan t7eboun ba3ath

Khara 3alaich!!!!

Shahad: ou lama hathak elyoum kentay 7ail methayga chan as’al manour ou galatly fa re7t dagait 3aala 

janoun ffahhamt’ha ou fahemat okhouha ou kha6a6na ma3a eshoufech hny

7araaaaaam!!!

Me: 7abeeebty shosho!!

Shahad: ana 7abeeba bs entay madry laish tekreheenyy

Abaaaihh 7araaaaammm!!!!

Me: laaa minu gaal wallaaaahh a7ebechhh!!!

Shahad shyly: ok

We went back home ..

I checked my mobile ..

Unknown:

“ by the way your look was gorgeous”

Me: haw minuuuu!!!!!

Is it Rakani’s number???? Yes it is!!!

I smiled automatically ..

Yallah call me call yallahhh!!!

Ok I will reply to let him call!

Me:

“thankyou”

I saved his number again ..

After a while ..

Rakan sent me a file by whats app ..

It was voice note ..

He was saying an amazing poem that made me cry!!!

Here it is:

“Fargach 9a3b ou rabby 3alay yshhad

Kenty ya gmasha sham3a tenawer ayyamy eltheleema

Kenty jawad elkhair elly 3alay enhad

Kenty sukkar ye7ally rou7y la 9arat mereera

Men ra7alty wana many ana rakan

Re7ty ou khallaiteny tayeh adawer fe elthalam

Wa7sha 9arat eb galby ou thlma bkel mukhan

Wainech enty 3ainy ma ta3ref tanam

Tefakker eb theyaha elly ra7al bala este’than

Erje3y ley ya gmasha tukfa khaleny a3ref men akoun

Erje3y ou khally elfar7a fe ayyamy tesood

Erje3y ou reddy theya 3youny elsoud

Erje3y khally el3aasheg yeheem bhal khedoud

Walla w7eshatny khdoudek ou galbek ou el3eyoun

Erje3y khallena nred blaa qeyooud

Khalena ana ou enty ou kel menna be7uba yejoud

ERJE3Y WALAH SHOUGY LECH FAAG EL7EDOUD!!!”

His words stirred my emotions!!

I was crying against my well ,he took my heart by his cosy words ..

After seconds Rakani called me ..

My heart started to beat SO FAST!!!

Me: alo

Rakan: al7een e9er akalmech?

I smiled ..

Me shyly: eeh

Rakan: sema3tay el voice note?

Me shyly: hatha mu ay voice shloun ma asma3a

I felt his smile .. his lovely smile ..

Rakan: ma kesart kha6rech?

Me shyly: embala

Rakan: ya3ni 6a7 el7a6ab?

Me: enta e6ayye7 9akhar mu bs 7a6ab

Rakan: e7na bs khal netzawwaj la aghargech bel 7ub ne6ray bs

Me shyly: na6ra 3ala naar

Rakan: 7ar9y 3ala omech tes’elech yubaaa

Me giggled: 7adda men 9ijjek

Rakan: 9ayra thegeela elyoum weyya elwayh

KAAAAAAAAAK!!!

Me: a3ajbek

Rakan: la ma 3ajabteny ella degarteny

Me: sheft elbanat elly tarseen el café ne9hum eb kuleyatna mu nagseen kalam

Rakan: eee 7etta ana en9edamt beza7ma awal marra alga chethy matrous yemkin laish 3eed

Me: la tawhum 6ay7en 3alaih tlagee

Rakan: enzain shrayech eb she3ry

Me: awal shay enta m’alfa?

Rakan: 6ab3an!

Me: la walla 9ij!

Rakan: ee wallahh! Laihadaraja 7elw?

Me: rakan eshe3er khayaaaaliii

Rakan: walaaht 3ala esmy belsanechhh

Me shyly: best poet ever!!

Rakan: yabakhteee dam eny eb natharech a7san shaa3er wala ena sha3er kebera eb 7agy

Me: ent elkebeer eb 7ag’ha

Rakan: la magdar 3ala chethy ana yallaaaa meta netzawaj ma9akhteeha tara

Me giggled: ana wella ent?

Rakan: ohhhh tabeeny ya3ni?

Me shyly: haw?

Rakan: yasalaaam 3ally esta7awww

Me: hehe

Rakan: yalaitny yamech wafaqe9 khdodech

Me shyly: men metaa?

Rakan: ahdafy gamat tekbar shfeech hatha wala shay welkhafy a3tham gamousha

Me shyly: Yuma Yuma

Rakan: allah la yfaregna

Me: ammeeeen men galbbbbb

Rakan: walla ana elfatra elly 6afat engalabt 180 daraja yekhreb baity ma hagaitny rhayyef

Me: la 7asha kelek rujoula bs tadri elwalahh 7etta ana 9ert drama queen men fragek

Rakan: thurayyo krehtech tgolly kel hatha men gamshu laitek mu 3arefha bs ana cha3amt’ha

Laaazem ma tgouuully chethyyyy!!!!!!

Me: hehe

Rakan: 9ij enha ghalya bs maa tgayshech

Awwwwhh!!!!!!!!

Me shyly: ba3ad 3umri

Rakan: okh 9arli sena afalter kalamy 3alabu ma khe6abtech wentay tge6enha barda mbareda?

Me shyly: la shu3ooreyyan

Rakan: heheh

I heard my mom’s voice was calling me from down stairs ..

Me: rakan

Rakan: sammaay

Me giggled: ma faltart

Rakan: ya3ni goulay besmellahera7man era7eem 3aiib?? 7araam?

Me laughed: ok ok bamasheeeha, ana lazem asakra

Rakan: 9ij ma teste7een! Agolech samay tgolelly basakra

Me: walla omy tnadeeny

Rakan: ok kellesh wala 3amety

Me: hehe ok bye

Rakan: allah y7afthech

I closed the line ..

I went to my mom ..

Me: hala Yuma

Mom: entay wainech? 3ashaaa

Ughhh! 7asbali 3endech salfaa!!

I sit with my family and we ate dinner with them ..

Mnera: ha wain re7taw kashkash?

Me: chocolateness

Mnera: estanastaw?

Shahad: laa2!

Mnera: a777 laish?

Me: 3adi

Mom: entay shfeech sayra nekadeyya estansay eklaay shyaach!

Me: besmella shda3wa nekadeyya ya7afeth la bel3aks 7aleyyan ana 6ayra men elwanasaa

Mnera: wooow!

Shahad: haa???

Mom: allah ytamem

Dad: khaloha shfech 3alaiha fozeya?

Mom: mafeny shay bs shofha shloun khale9at ma takel la y9eer fech ekte’ab

Me: smella 3alay

Dad: maku ella el3afya la tfawleenn

Mnera laughed hardly ..

Me: kelmat ekte’ab edaldeghech wayed madry laish!

Mom: ya bnayte ana a7atech wallah

Me: jad jad men elwaanasa many gadra akel wallah 7addy mestansa

Shahad: el7emdella wesheker

Mnera: malech sheghel shosho aku shay 9ar eb hasa3tain ma nadry 3anna

Me: ya 3alech elly shagouul

Mnera whispered: fetha7tech?

Me whispered: ella rube3

Mnera: haha mes7eha eb wayhe

Me: ok

Mnera: enzain golelly shsaar

Me: later

Mnera: ok

After we had finished from dinner I went to my room ..

Manora follow me 7g tese7eb el7achy ..

I told her everything then I went to bed ..

That was my day ..

Its Tuesday ..

When I woke up I saw an sms from rakani ..

Rakani:

“wait for my mom’s call today! I cant wait anymore”

Me:

“Ok;$”

I changed my PJ’s and wore blue jeans with a glittery zara silver shirt ..

My hair was tied into “kubba” ..

I went with my family mom, dad, 7essa, manora and shosho to Ashaz restaurant in spoons to eat lunch 

together and then we went to alkoot to eat dessert ..

We went back home at 6:00 pm ..

I remembered Rakan’s SMS ..

I went to Lata ..

Me: lata did anyone call?

Lata: no

Me: ok

I went to my room to changed my clothes ..

Then I went down stairs and sit next to the home telephone and waited for his mom call ..

Waiting , waiting and waiting!!

Ollah it became 10:30 meta nawya edeg!!

I went to my room and sent Rakan an SMS ..

Me:

“Rakan did you tell your mom to call?”

Rakan:

“yes”

Me:

“aha maybe she called when we were out “

Rakan:

“no she didn’t call a9lan”

Me:

“why?”

Rakan:

“agoulech later am busy nw”

SUB7AN MUGHAYER ELA7WAL!!!