For the Love of Myself.. Part19

 

Dhai: umm madry

Mama taiba: 3ugub hal sneen teyyee? Luw betyee chan yat menzeman!! Erked ya 7abeby

Ahmad: yumma teyye tshouf 3yaalha! 

Mama taiba: e3yalha shfeekum sakteen!

Dhai: ma9doumeen! Ma aloumhum

Ahmad: ranad baba tabeen thai tnady omech teg3edeen ma3aha? 

Ranad shook her head: ma3arefha! 

Othman: wehy 9ajja! Neg3ad ma3aha shengoul! Mabaina suwalef

Mama taiba: 9ajeeen

Dhai: tara omkum! Adry ymkin 7eta mara7 t3arfounha luw sheftouha bs ma yemna3 eta3arefon 3alaiha

3ethman: 3eshtaw! Men meta thai?

Ahmad smiled: kafu benty! Te6ammant shaklech shelty el block

Dhai giggled: eeh

Ahmad(cousin): 7etta omech block?

Dhai: egoul 7eta lana 7aysha 6eshar

Ahmad: thai elblock mu 6areeqa wajhay 7abebty!! Goulelly shloun elwagt ely gathaiteh ma3a omech

Dhai: tabe el9ej?

He smiled: eeh?

She whispered: arabby feha ou trabby feeny

He laughed his heart out: lail7een 3ala louyat’ha?

Dhai: atwaqa3 ranado betkhale9 min elmurahaqa ou 7e9a makhle9at

He giggled: 3aib baba 3aib

Dhai raised her eyebrows: hmmmmm?

Mama taiba: enta sh3endek etesasar weya bentek

Othman: gouly weldek!

Dhai: na3am?

Othman: 3ala hal ga9a weldek mu bentek

Ahmad: 3ethman? Hatha wagta hal7achy!

Dhai: BENTA GHA9BEN 3ALA ASHKALEK FAAAHM!!!!

Ahmad (cousin): 3ad 9ej elsha3ar el6eweel kan mu 6abee3y 3alaich laaish ga9aiteh?

She faked a smile and whispered: abaih ellegafa abaih!

Ahmad: khair? Masma3

Dhai: ma 7achaitek

Mama taiba: eshfeech allahuma ya kafy ma tenta7achain!

Dhai: kellllly lech 6ab6ab mu bs a7acheech aghaneeelech ou ash3erlech

Mama taiba: adry feech ba3ad galbeee bs 3ala halwalad elfaqeer ely kella mdagra feeh

Ahmad: la entay fahma ghala6 bel3aks weld 3amat’ha ou t3ezza

Ahmad(cousin): hahah ee la matdaggerny

Othman: ent shqe9etek!

Ranad: over elwath3 tara mneera hny please ya3ni

Ahmad: 7ayyaaallaaah mneeeeraaaa

Munera smiled: allah y7ayeech

Mama taiba: y7elouha! Mehy ghareeeba 7alha 7alkum! Shloun el ahal bashry 3anhum?

Munera: el7emdellah kelna bkhair

Ahmad: thakelyom sheft obouch beshwaikh

Munera: 9ej!

Ahmad: eee 3ad ana 9arly sneen mu shayda bs wallah lail7een khef 6eena 5 degayeg solaft ma3ah ra7at haibty

Munera giggled: way eee obouy wayed enaket

Dhai: 3asal 3ammy 3azeez

...

Munera: abaih a7es madarastay!

Dhai: embala bs 3almashy allah yaster

Munera: waay lemte7an mu wagtaaa

Dhai: kelleeesh!! 

Munera: bs kashkhatlaa

Dhai: um minu ohwa?

Munera: lemte7aaan

Dhai: la haw lana bne6la3 weya baitna shfeech! Fa mara wa7da

Munera: 3ayal lata’akherain lanhum yan6erounech

Dhai: mneera latlefeen wetdoureen

Munera sighed: mabeech tshofeeena

Dhai: 3abalech ana abe? Bs khala9 6ala3 elshay min eedy! Agoul mabeeeh baheda ou arou7la raketh!! Agoula hedny karahtek ou dmou3y tarsa wayhe! Maku fayda!

Munera sighed: yekhzy el7eb shu bezel

Dhai: KULSHY WALA MATHALTY!!!

Munera: elmuhem shakhbar 7e9a? Ams 9arlekum sena tsolfoun

Dhai: tes’alny 3n ranado ou 3ethman

Munera: btamshy elyoum?

Dhai: eee betred landan!

Munera: ou entaw betro7oun landan 9a7?

Dhai: eeee! Twni astaw3eb! 3asa mu nafs el otail bs tenjele6 mama 6aibaaa!

Munera: enzain tara 9arat 11:30 rou7ay la7gay 3ala mte7aanech

Dhai: eee abaih yalla bye ed3eelly

Munera: allah ywafgch! 

...  

He was standing resting his back on one of Leeds University walls..

He was punching on his phone screen covering his head with his hood.. the look that I can’t resist!!

I smiled and took a few steps to reach him..

Dhai: e7mm

He raised his head: a7la e7em!!

She blushed..

Watha7: kamly seeda akher elmamar kesry yemeen

Dhai: enta ely kamel ou ana ely al7egek! 7g elkhaz!

Watha7 giggled: laimeta matatheqeen?

Dhai: yallah!

He walked in front of her and she followed him..

I was staring at him with a smile on my face..

A7es eny proud ..Proud to be his!!

Ya3ni waaayed banat yetmanona bs ohwa yetmannany!! Yetmanna rethay!! 

Adry ena he’s not perfect ou ma7ad perfect a9lan! Bs a7la 3alaih ykoun mu perfect!!! 

*luw 7atta kunt ba7es 3ndak 7etta na’9a, men emta ya3ni bel dunya de 7aga kaaamla?*

He turned around to interrupt my thoughts..

My smile became wider..

He smiled with his eyes half opened..

She blushed.. 

They sat down a bench..

Watha7: walaaaht!

Dhai: 3ad magdar a6awel ma3a el asaf ra7 testemer bel walah!

Watha7 giggled: men galech eny fe marra kent satisfied min shouftech?

Dhai: 9ej 3ad?

Watha7: ma ashba3! Thai ay bent bedenya luw akalemha bta36eeny shu3our 7elu ou ra7 olah 3ala halshu3our!! Ay bent bedenya

She interrupted him: wai3 mu 7elu mawthou3ek ghayraaa

Watha7: luw tesme3een eltakmela bya3jebech!! Betgoleelly latwagef

Dhai: kamel bedoun 6ary elbanat please ya3ni

Watha7: 3umri ou 7ayaate ou rou7y ely ygharoun!

She smiled: enzain?

Watha7: elzebda foug elshu3our el7elu ely t7e6ena feeny? Elwagt ma3ach sa3adaa! Entay mu bs 7abeebty enty refeejty ou hatha ely emayzech 3n ghairech

Dhai: emmm ghairy emmmm

Watha7 smiled: emmm a7ebbecch emmm

She giggled: akh ya watha7

Watha7: esmy belsaanech ou bsss

Dhai froze in her thoughts..

Then she whispered: wujoudek fee 7ayaate ou bss

Watha7: 7aaaathy feeek min elsema ya thaaayyee

Dhai: madry shloun barou7 landaaan madry shloun bag3ad sbou3 bedounk

Watha7: 3alaqal landan ou ma3a ahalech telhain bs ana shagoul? El amaken hny kellaha lech!! Elwagt hny kella ma3aach!! Shloun ba9brrr

Dhai’s mobile started ringing..

Dhai sighed..

Watha7: eshfeech!

Dhai: masheba3t menek! 

He smiled: la7ga 3alay ahalech kelha cham youm ou beredoun lekwait!

Dhai: wai3 wai3 wai3 esket qathaitny

Watha7 giggled: of of laish

Dhai sarcastically: “la7ga 3alay” eshtaaabeeee

Watha7: ok ya3ni bahawen 3alaich wela aba mu bs masheba3t mennech ana al7een mjablech ou mayet min elwalah

She blushed: 3alaik elsaan!!!

Watha7: bs 7agech tra!

Dhai smiled: 3asaaa

Watha7: yalla 7abebty rou7y sheb3y minhum marad’hum beredoun lekwait ou etemanain halla7that

Dhai: waaay ya hal6ary ma awa6naa!! Ou al7eeen omy betsafer ok ymkin nshoofha blandan bs adry ena 3ugub landan ymkin elshofa elthanya tkoun b3ersy

Watha7 smiled: allah ya 3ersech! Allaah ya 3ersnaaa

She blushed: abaih 3yezaw edegoon lazem ared

Watha7: maaa sheba3t!! Kafy betsaftreen

Dhai: ollah shda3wa asafer! Landan kahy 3nd 3ainy

Watha7: tara a7ebech

Dhai blushed: yabakhte!

Watha7: a7ebech!!!

Dhai: eee yabakhteee

Watha7: a7ebech thai!!

Dhai: yabaakhte getlek!!

Watha7 smiled: entay she6ana taraa

Dhai: 7eta enta taraaa! Sh3arefek tghazel haa?

Watha7: wenty sh3arefech etaghallaain haaa?

Dhai whispered: a7ebbek akthaaar ou a7ebek akthaaar ou a7ebek akthaaar ou weyak ana bethat 9aaa3eb ateghallaah ana akher wa7da atghalla ma3aaaak

Watha7: WAAAAY!!!

Suddenly he pulled her to his chest and hugged her really tight..

She pulled herself away from him with a shocked face..

Watha7: ASEF! ASEF ASEF WALLAH BEDOUN MA7ES!!

She was staring silently with her eyes popped out..

Watha7: thai wallah men ghair qa9d

She nodded and turned around to leave..

Watha7: bye thai

Dhai: bye

She called her dad: hala yuba

Ahmad: hala 7abebty wainech?

Dhai: beljam3a Kany radda

Ahmad: shfee 9otech?

Dhai: la mafeeny shay 

Ahmad: shloun emte7anech?

Dhai: emashy el7al wlaw a3raj

Ahmad giggled: aham shay mashy

Dhai: haha ee

Ahmad: ha bteyeena?

Dhai: awal bared elsheqa asalem 3ala omy betsafer

Ahmad: meta 6ayyarat’ha?

Dhai: qe6ar betred landan

Ahmad: ah mumtaz 3ayal nshoufhaa

Dhai: emm eee

Ahmad: ranad ou 3ethman lazem yshofounha

Dhai: 9a7!

Ahmad: yallah na6reenech allah y7afthch

Dhai: enshallah! Bye

She closed the line to notice a message from Watha7..

Watha7:

“Sorry etha makent gad eltheqa! Latloumeen galbee thai!”

She ignored his message and rushed to her apartment..

Dhai: mneeraaa

Munera: bashray shsawaitay

Dhai: madry mneeera madry

Munera: fai shfeech?

Dhai: madry khayfa! 

Munera: shgayelech wath7o?

Dhai: yalait gal!

Munera: fai khara3teny shesalfa

Dhai: lamny!

Munera gasped: SHAI6AAAN!!!!

Dhai’s throat was drier than ever..

She couldn’t say a word..

Munera: faaai 6al3eeeny shloun khalaiteeeh!!! Laykoun you hugged him back???

Dhai: mneera 6a3y wayhe wet3arfeen

Munera: la magh9ouba magh9oubaaa

Dhai: bs e3tethar ashwa

Munera: 7ubech lah 7ub om 7g “wlaid’ha” et9adgeen? Ethaygeeen elkhelg

Dhai: yallah wareeeny yalweneesa shloun bet7ebeeen

Munera: mayabeta omah ely byakheth galbe ou ykhaleny ta7t amrah

Dhai: ou la yabeta? Bet7ebeen baby shark? Allah y3eenech

Munera: chub fai

Dhai: lebsy 7jabech yallah bentaghada barra

Munera: magdar shfeech 3ndy final el3aser

Dhai: wee nesait!! El9ara7a shaklech enasy elwa7ed!! 7ail ray’a ou mu ga3da traj3een!

Munera: tef tef tef

Dhai: 3erj ma9ry madry mnain yaach

Munera: wallah ya fayyo en zaffaat yawailech

Dhai: hahha allah ywafgechh

And all of a sudden hessa showed up..

Hessa: bafham laimeta tnadeenha faai

Munera: shasawy etha nadait’ha thai tgoul shfeech m3a9ba

Hessa giggled: mastab3ed

Dhai: haaaayy betrou7een?

Hessa: ee wallah yalait etdezeen ma3ay lejnaaa6

“Wayed buroud! Ma7asait eb khelg’ha thag! Wala 7asait be3younha lam3a! Wala bnabrat’ha 7asra!! Wala 7asait eb galbha kasraa... ana ely galbe enkesar!”

Dhai faked a smile: aked!

Munera: yalla khal asalem 3alaich barou7 abadel 7g lemte7an

Hessa: 7abeebty manoura 

They started kissing each other..

Hessa: kahu el taxi we9al yalla thai

Dhai: yallah

They went down stairs, the taxi took the luggage inside his car..

Dhai was trying to roll her eyes away from  her mom’s to avoid them from tearing..

Hessa smiled: ha ensalem wela benteshawaf eb landan?

Dhai ignored her mom sentence and threw herself on her mom’s chest..

Hessa hugged her daughter: 7abebtyyy bentyy

Dhai: ou ham benteshawaf blandan enshallah

Hessa smiled: 3ala khaair

Dhai: darb elsalama

Hessa: allah ysalmech ya rou7i

...

Dhai: kashekh a7medani

Ahmad: 9ej 3ad

Dhai: wallah 9akait 3ala 3ethmano ou a7medo

Ahmad: a7mad esma a7mad

Dhai: 3eshtaw!

Ahmad: thai 7abebty

Dhai: 3youni

Ahmad smiled: entay matakhtheen ay a7ad!!

Dhai giggled: haw shyab el6ary

He hugged her from the side..

Ahmad: sem3eeny baba

Dhai: asme3ek

Ahmad: al7een enshallah bentaghada yemee3 ou a7mad weld 3ametech byeg3ad yamech! Ymkin ysolef ma adry bs etha solaf sem3eeeh

She raised her eyebrows: shhal khabba 3alaih

Ahmad: 7abebty a7mad kha6bech mabda’eyan! Ou latkhafeen mara7 y9eer shay ella brethach ou el ray el awal wel akheer rayech ou ana fahhamta ou fahhamt omah ou obouh enna kona weld ekhty maykhaleny awafeq ou fahamt’hum ena elray rayech ou bena’ 3ala tawafuqkum wela akhlaqa khal9een minha

Dhai was under a shock..

She didn’t say a word..

Ahmad: ely abe menech ennech tesme3ena teg3edeen ma3ah ou hathy fer9etech 3ashan t3arfeen etqarereen ou ohwa a9lan yay hny 3ashan halshay ok 7abebty?

Dhai: faja’tny!! La waaayed faja’tny! Athakrek cham 3umry?

Ahmad: 7abebty etha bekoun fe zawaj bekoun 3ugub ma tamsekeen elshahada lat7ateen

Dhai: yuba mala da3y elta3aruf hatha tara weld 3amety a3arfa

Ahmad: elwalad waaayed taghayar ou ohwa 7ab e3arfech 3alaih

Dhai: uhm!

He ran his hand on her hair: latkhafeen

She smiled: mu khayfa!

...

At the restaurant..

She sat down one of the chairs..

Ahmad sat next to her..

They ordered their food..

She was playing with her fork..

She wasn’t feel like eating..

He tried to say something but she was ignoring his words..

Ahmad: ma3jebech el akel chenna

She started eating..

Ahmad smiled: bel3afya

Dhai: e3afek

She pulled her chair and stood up..

Mama taiba: ha wain 3ala allah

Dhai: 7ammam

She went to the bathroom, unlocked her phone, typed his name and sent him:

Dhai: 

“MAQMOUTAAA”

Watha7:

“Esmellaaa esmella esmellah!!!”

Dhai:

“Ba6la3 min hdoumy mu gadra!!!”

Watha7:

“Wainech? Mu belma63am ma3a ahalech?”

Dhai:

“Eeh!”

Watha7: 

“A7mad qamtech?”

Dhai’s heart skipped a beat..