For the Love of Myself.. Part13

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Dhai froze in her place..

Muneera continued: sekaatt!! Ma3araft shagoolech!! Kel ma ayee bagolech ashoufech ya mebtasma ou tshofeen mobilech ya mjabla el kabat ou tfakreen shtalbeseen lahh

Dhai didn’t spit a word..

Muneera: anqeher menna akthaaar!! Bs mu 3arfa shloun ba9demech! El7achy mu rathy ye6la3! 

She continued: men9adma men rou7y wana ely 6oul 3umri an6er elyoum ely tentehe 3elaqtech feeh! Youm yat el9ejeya 6ala3 wayed 9a3ebb!!

Dhai: ou ya3ni etha shefteeh ma3a bnayya?

Muneera: 3ady 3ndech? 

Dhai: ymkin zameela!! Ga3deen yadresoon!! Tes’elaaa 3n shaghla!! Ymkin mustajeda ou ydaleeha!! 

She took a deep breath: ymkin thagh6ha naazel ou ga3ed esa3ed’ha!!

Muneera: ymkin mara7 t9adgeeny bs wallah ana weddy etkoun e7temalatech 9ej akthar menech!! 3abalech hayna 3alaay hal shagool yel3ab 3alaich? 3abaalech artha ythaaaygech??? Ga3dat’hum mu ga3dat zumala!!! Elwath3 the7ek ou shay mabe 7eta agoolah!!! 

Dhai: la mneera! Lat7e6een bthemetech! Ou 6el3ay babadel!

Muneera: fai!

Dhai choked in her tears: 6el3ay babadel!

Muneera went closer to Dhai and hugged her tight..

Muneera: mara7 akhaleech tabcheen brou7ech!

Dhai bursted into her tears and hugged muneera..

Muneera: bs 7ayaaatee wallah mayestaahel wallah!!

She collected her broken heart and tried her best to study for her midterm exam with muneera..

Wadhah tried to call her hundred times but she ignored..

Dhai: a7es beda y7atee!

Muneera: a7san!!!

Dhai: adezla message 3alaqal? Akhaf 3abala 9ar feny shay

Muneera: la laaaa haw shetdezeen lah fai please shwayyat karama!!

Dhai: kel hal karaaaama!!!! 20 marra ydeg wana 7agreta!!! Bs e7na metwa3deen 3ala wagt akeed be7aaatee faj’a ekhtefaait!

Muneera: fai allah ykhaleeech latdezeellah shay! 7eta tafla latdezeen! Tabeena ma y7ateech? Saweella block!!

Dhai: enzain khal abadel mabega shay 3alemte7an

Muneera: 3ady tkhaleen mobilech hny? Ma athmenech

Dhai: la 9adgeeny! Mu bal3a ely sawah! A9lan chena 7elm et9adgeen?

Muneera: akeed! Lamma tothqeen bshakh9 ou b7uba lech ou maykoun gad hal theqa wayed y3awer!

Dhai took a deep breath: khal abadel!

She changed her clothes into her jeans and hoodie, tied her hair in a high bun and went out..

She received a whatsapp message from Watha7:

“Thai wainech?! Etha shefteeh 7acheeny 3ala 6oul a7ateech!!!!”

Her eyes started to tear..

“Laish y7ateeny ou 3nda ghairy!!”

“Laish ma qal ehtemaamah!!”

“Ma3qoula fe nas tehtam bs mat7eb?”

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She arrived to her class to see Wadhah standing next to the class’s door..

She froze in her place..

She tried hardly to avoid his stares but he noticed her..

Watha7: thaai!!!!

She swallowed her tears and replied: hmm?

Watha7: eshfeeech!!! Waaainech!!! Adeg 3alaich matredeeen!

Dhai whispered: wa6 9outek elmukan matrous

Watha7: MAYHEMOUNY! ESHFEECH! Eshfee wayhechh chethy men9efeg!!!!

Dhai: 3ndy mte7an kent adres!

Watha7: bs?

Dhai: ee bs

Watha7: ma t3arfeeen tdegeeen tgoleen magdar ayye? 9arly malyoun sa3a na6rech!!! Mat3arfeen tredeen 3ala missedcall waaa7ed?? 3aaalmessage 3alaaqaal!! THAI SHFEECH!!

Dhai: nesait! Ou mobily kan 3nd mneera 3ashan adres ou mayabat 6ary! Et3arefha enta matwa6nek!

He took a step closer to Dhai, lowered his head and placed his hand on her right shoulder..

Watha7 whispered: thai! 6al3eeny!! Feech shay? 

Dhai: mafeny shay!! Ou sheel eedek please kella khalejeyen!

Watha7: malyoun marra agolech mayhemouny!!!

Dhai: ent laish matefham enna elmawthou3 ana ou sum3etty????? ANA ELY ELMAFROUTH AHEMEK OU MATSAWELY CHETHY 7ARAKAT JEDAM ELNAS!

He removed his hand and took a step back..

Watha7: thai! Ana na6rech hny 3ugub emte7anech entefaham! Entay feech shay elyoum mu 6abee3eya!

“Shinu agool 3n shakh9 e7s feeny bedoun ma atkallam? Etha mu 7ub shinuuuu hatha!!!!”

“Ou etha 7ub laishhh esawy chethy! Laish y7eb ghairy!!!”

She went inside her classroom..

Her mind was out of words..

She was too broken to think..

She couldn’t write a word..

She submitted her paper and went out..

Wadhah was sitting on a bench punching on his phone..

She started staring at him..

“Wedy luw as’ela laish!!!”

“Wedy luw agddar anfejer eb wayhaa!”

“Agoulah enny darait 3an suwalfa ou ena karamty matesma7ly akamel ma3ah!”

“Bs yalait luw 3ndy karama tkhaleeny agdar awakher 3annah!!!”

Her eyes started to tear..

He noticed her..

He left the bench and went to her..

Watha7 started wiping her tears: thai shfeeech!

She held his arm and pushed it away..

Dhai: latjees

Watha7: asef! Thai shfeech!! Wayhech a9faaar!! Ou tabcheen ou 6al3a mbaacher! Esh9aayer

Her eyes were tearing continuously..

Watha7: ta3alay emshy neg3ad eb mukan gouleelly shfeech!! 

She nodded: wain?

“Halla7tha mu bs karahtaa! Karaht nafsy ou karaht karamty ely kella tadgerny ma3ah!!”

Watha7: barra eljam3a! 3azmech 3ala flat white ely t7ebeenha

Dhai: yallah

She followed him to the coffee shop they used to meet in..

She sat down a chair, he ordered their coffees and sat in front of her..

Watha7: gouleelly! Shemkadrech

She was staring at him silently..

“Etha getlek enta? Btefhamny?”

“Etha getlek elbent ely twa3ed’ha? Bet’hed’ha?”

“Etha khayyartek bainy ou bainha? Btekhtarha?”

“Mushkelty ou ely mkaderny eny mu wathqa feek! Mu wathqa bmukany bgalbek!”

“Mu thamntek!!”

“Kel marra ashoufek feehaa aw akalmek atkhayyalha akher marra!!”

“Asawy ou agoul kelshay bkha6ry lanny mu thamna galbek!!”

“Jarrabtek! Wayed jarrabtek! Elgheyab as’hal shay 3ndek!!!”

Watha7: thai?

Dhai: hmm?

Watha7: ana mza3lech la sama7 allah?

She smiled automatically: la

“Please mayyez bain elqahar ou elsa3aada ou sahhelha 3alay!”

Watha7: omech?

Dhai took a deep breath: lat7ateeny! Nafseety shway ta3bana! Marrat teyeny hal7ala! 6abee3y! Ent golly shlounek?

Watha7: etha enty bkhair ana eb khair

Dhai: watha7?

Watha7: 3youuun watha7

Dhai: enta t7ebny?

Watha7 smiled: 7elfay thai?

Dhai: wallah men 9ejjy!!!

Watha7: 3ndech shak?

Dhai: akeed 3ndy shak! Shloun a3aref 9ejek min chethbek? Ymkin bs kalam? Ymkin “t3ezny bs mu ely eb baly” jumlatkum elmash’houra

Watha7 laughed his heart out: foug eny a7ebech amout 3ala 3afaweetech! Elwagt ma3ach ghaaaair

Dhai: ghair 3n shinu?

Watha7: ghair mayteqaran eb ay wagt thany! Ou ee a7ebech ou amout feech! Ou el7ub ely eb baalech

Dhai: yaraaab

Watha7 couldn’t stop laughing..

He sent her dozens of fly kisses..

She smiled and lost herself again..

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She was sitting in the living room stretching her legs on the coffee table..

Muneera: nazly reelech 7alaya ledlaagh

Dhai: lamma t9eer 6awletech brou7ech ra7 anazelha

Muneera: enzain mawedech na6leb 3asha?

Dhai: wedy bs khayfa 3ala jesmech wallah!

Muneera: wai3 fai wai3! Etha bat3aqad bat3aqad menech!! Tara jesmy 7elu entay el3a9la ok!

Dhai: 3aqdeeny choud amten

Muneera: ba7gerech

She dipped her face back in her book..

Dhai: tara qamta! Akrah lamma tegrain ketab a7es eny 3aysha brou7y!

Muneera: mu zain lech ma agra la’anna!

Dhai: la bel3aks 7asas 3alaqal! Walaw ena ma3ndech salfa ghair el bal3a

Muneera: haddaina el ketaaab! 6al3eeeny shesaaalfa

Dhai: ay salfaaa!! Elsuwalef 3ndech

Muneera: el nafseyya high?

Dhai rolled her eyes away from Muneera’s: tef tef tef allah ydeeemha high haw!

Muneera: shinu y3awer akthar min el kheyaana?

Dhai: laish a9adeg shay mashefta b3ainy?

Muneera left her couch and sat down the coffee table right in front of Dhai..

Muneera: 6OUL 3UMERHA 3AINY 3AINECH OU 3AINECH 3AINY!!!! MEN DAKHALNA EL THANAWY FE MARRA CHATHABT 3ALAICH????

Dhai: 9addagtech! Wana mghamtha 9adagtech! Bs kelshay shefta mennah 3ugubha bayyan ley el3aks! Mneera ohwa 7etta ma shak bnafsa youm shafny za3lana!

Muneera: akeeed mayshek bnafsa la’anna makheth e7teyaa6ataa 7abeebty! Tgomeen 3ala 9outa ou tnameen 3ala 9outa! Shefta ma3aha el9eb7! Wagt ma entay bsabe3 nomah! Akthar men marra ashoufhum bnafs elwagt!!! Fai watha7 mu hayyen!!!!

Dhai: wain tshoufeenhum?

Muneera: 6labtech latrou7een! 

Dhai: laish?

Muneera: mabeech tenharain akthar!

Dhai: YMKIN KARAMTY TESTE7Y 3ALA WAYYEHHHA OU TE97AA!!

Muneera sighed: kaifech

Dhai received a message from Wadhah..

Wadhah:

“Thai 7ayatee la yeety tnameen latnameen wenty met’thayga! Kalmeeny gabelha ou I will make your night! Love you!”

Dhai sighed: shoufay mneera shoufaaay!!!

Muneera: ge6aaa3 shhal thaim hathaaa?

Dhai: bacher twadeeeny bashouf b3ainy!

Muneera: enshallah!! Ou etha malegainah ma3aha mu t3a9beeen? Nrou7 youm thany ou thaleth lain tshoufeen b3ainech

Dhai: bekhte9ar tabeeny adawerr elnekad edwaraaa

Muneera smiled: la 7ashaaa!

She couldn’t sleep that night..

She was rolling in her bed and thinking of tomorrow..

How could she accept seeing Wadhah with another girl..

How could she handle all of this burden in her heart..

And the most important question how could she leave him!!!!

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Dhai: mneera shway shwaaay brou7y yallah amshy!!!

Muneera: akhaaaf ntemasha ygomoun

Dhai: enshallah manelgaaahum

Muneera: laish t7ebeen t6awleenha? Shoufeehum elyoum ou eftakkay!!

Dhai: laish asta3yel 3alnekaad

Muneera giggled: awwy albek

Dhai shushed her phone..

Muneera: laykoun ohwa ely min el9eb7 ydagdeg?

Dhai: la mu watha7!

Muneera: minu 3ayal? Ou laish matredeen

Dhai: 7e9a!

Muneera froze in her place..

Dhai’s eyes popped out..

Muneera: atwaqa3 barait themety

Dhai’s eyes started to tear..

Dhai: chaab mneeraaaa!!!

Hessa called again..

Dhai: elme9ayeb la yat marra wa7da!

Muneera: sorry bs block omech degegaa! Sheftay? Sheftay ely mthay3a wagtech ma3ah? Hatha wayh zameela?

Dhai whispered: esh hal thouq ya watha7!

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