For the love of myself.. Part5

Watha7 accelerated his steps to reach Dhai..

He pulled her shoulder: ana men a7aaachy?

Dhai froze in her place..

Dhai: eedek!!

He removed his hand from her shoulder..

Dhai: ma3ndy wagt 7ag kalamek! Ou please latnadeeny jedma el awadem! Fetha7tny!

Watha7 was really angry..

He took a deep breath and nodded..

Watha7:  mashy thai! Mashy

Dhai’s heart was beating so fast..

She didn’t expect his reaction..

“7assait bkhof!!”

“Mu khof min watha7! Adry mara7 y’atheeny!!”

“Bs khof min enny akhserah..”

She took her things from the supermarket and went back home..

Muneera: ayabbeb??

Dhai: ha?

Muneera: shfeech!!

Dhai: mafeeny shay!!

Muneera: haw shoufay nafsech mtan7aaaa

Dhai: way ee!! Listetech ta3ebatny!!!

Muneera: te3by shway shwarach!

Dhai: ee la ma waray shay

She kept the bags on the kitchen’s counter and went to her room..

Muneera: abe marraa etratbeen laghrath brlthalajaaa marra!!!

Dhai ignored muneera’s sentence..

She sat down her bed and started thinking of watha7’s words..

“Adezla message? Agoulla sorry?”

“Shloun beyeene noum wana mza3la a7ad?”

“Bs ohwa ely ghala6!! Ana bs gelt rayeee!!”

“6oul 3umry aghale6 3ala meme ou ehy ely te3tetherly! Mafeeha shay!!”

Suddenly manayer came..

Muneera: brou7ech nemtay beljam3eya ou mkhaleeetny sentain brou7y! Ba3dain tredeen teg3edeen brou7ech? Ma teste7een?

Dhai stood up and hugged muneera..

Dhai: ba3ad galbe al7een ag3ad ma3ach

Muneera wonderingly: eshfeech? Kelesh malha mawqe3 el lammaa 

Dhai: 6oul 3umrech mu kafu

Muneera giggled: la bs 9edamteeeny! Mayloug 3alaich a9lan

Dhai: eee khalleeeeny!!! Laazem tadgereeeen?

Muneera: khallaaitech ma dazzaitech

Dhai: kalbaaa

Muneera: enzain emshay ne6la3! Ana a9ab3y temache3at min kether ma 3athait’ha min el7asafaaa laish maradaina lekwait

Dhai: allah ya 6oul jumletech! Malha ma3naaa

Muneera giggled: redeeha ma3alaih

Dhai: shasawy brab3ech magalaaw ella lamma kelshay 9ar full

Muneera: olla al7een me7na radeen ela bel summer?

Dhai: laaaa t’thakreeeeeny

Muneera: tukfain khanrou7 mukaaan

Dhai: yallah!

...

Muneera: haw shfeech matakleen khallaiteeny alef kelshay brou7y!!

Dhai: kalaaait shdarrach 3anny

Muneera: eklay bs eklay 9ayra kellesh bas tel3ebeen

Dhai: 7aayeshny home sick ya manaaayer

Muneera: 3ayaaaaraaaaaaa!!! Kayyaftay youm malegaina 7ajz!! Madry sh7abba bhal leeds

Dhai’s eyes popped out then she smiled..

Muneera: gal home sick eklay 

Dhai: a7es wedy age6 kel my hoodies

Muneera: ee?

Dhai: ya3ni madry mala da3y suwalef khaloud ou 7amoud ou over size jesmy zain ya3ni

Muneera: ummm

Dhai: hahha atghashmar

Muneera: enzain eklay

Dhai: bs 3ad 7anna 9ayra mama 6aibaaa

Muneera: way jad jad walaht 3ala lekwait wely feeeeha

Dhai: walaht 3ala my baby akthar shay bedenyaaaa

Muneera: mafeeech khaair!! Welly sharatlech elbaby mawalahty 3alaiha?

Dhai: embaalaaa bs at least ashoufha face time akallemhaaa bs hatheech mata7achaaa jamaaaad

Muneera giggled: akhhh!! Tathkereeen lamma waggafna elsher6y wenty 6aaayra m9adga rou7ech tetsabegaain

Dhai: ou de 7aga tetnesy?? 7ab khshouuuum 3ala ma obouy yably el laaaisen

Muneera: badda3tay luw ana akhamer ou asket mu laaazem laaisen bs ma agool 7g obouy

Dhai giggled: la obouy maygool shay lanna nakser kha6ra

Muneera: wentaw tkhar3oun shageeen el ga3 ou gayleen enbaa3

Dhai: tarbeeetech

Muneera: chub

Dhai: tra 7elu chethy et9adgeen? Ashwana maradaina

Muneera: ana adry mbayyen enech mestansa 3alga3da wala tabeen lekwait

Dhai: manouuur wallah elwath3 chena ana ma3ach msafreeen seyaa7a

Muneera: laish raddaina men landan!! Chan kammalna hnak elseya7a

Dhai: la la ham hny zaaain

Muneera: 9ayra ma afhemech t9adgeeen?

Dhai: derseeeny nafs matakleen bhal kutub om glaaib

Muneera: om glaib benesba lech lannech yemeen welderasa yesaar wela ana 6abe3eyaaa

Dhai: ee walla wela ana wain ou 6eb asnan waaain

Muneera: maku shakh9eya wain marou7 trou7eeen

Dhai: maaaaly ghaairech monmon!! Yekraahak ne9fy ou ne9fy feeeech thayeb

Muneera: temouteeen 3allemghazal

Dhai giggled: enred ou ngool mu kafu!!

...

“Musta7eeel el lail yer7al ma yejeeebak.. musta7eeel el9eb7 ma jabak ba3ad!!!”

Muneera: musta7eeeel ga3da gably!!!

Dhai: ashwanny gemt gablechh!! Shkheerech musta7eeel shloun chethy kelyom anam bhal ez3aj

Muneera: 3eshtaw! Yally maatshakhreeenn!!

Dhai: el7emdellah hadya she7laily

Muneera: shemga3dech?

Dhai: wala shay wallah gemt 

Muneera: mu 3awaydech

Dhai: eeh! Ma3alaih eldenya tghayyer

Muneera: wai3 maleeqa ta7achy 3adel

Dhai: shfeech 3alay?

Muneera: mafeeny shay! Goumay ne6la3

Dhai: yanna ou ga3da 3al6al3at shfeeech

Muneera: faayyyyoooo!!! Ga3da terfe3een thagh6y!

Dhai: haw wallaah!! a

Muneera: maatabeeen enthabry ge3day!

Dhai: la bayye! Akhaf asta7esh!!

Muneera: yallah badlay

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Muneera: khandesh halma7al

Dhai: yallah

Muneera: allaaah fayyo shoufay hatha

Dhai: eshaaweg! 

Muneera: akhtha? Ma3a ban6ron aswad?

Dhai: eeh! Enzain shrayech bhal dress?

Muneera: haw 7ag shinu?

Dhai: 7agggy!

Muneera: 3eshtaw! 

Dhai: mamnou3?

Muneera: la bs mu stylech!! Kabatech mafeeh ella dressain!’

Dhai: eee fa a7taj dresses

Muneera: bs g9eer

Dhai: zain 6oulah!!

Muneera: umm

Dhai: bakhthah!

Dhai bought the dress and 5 more dresses..

Muneera: esh hal fa9la elly yayyetech 3alnefaaneef?

Dhai: maku bs shawegony!

Muneera: umm! Emshay hny abe akel

Dhai: yallah!

Dhai sent wadhah a message..

Dhai:

“ليه شمسك صدقت كذبة مغيبك؟ ليه شوقي من سهرتك مارقد؟"

Watha7:

“Ma fahamt!”

Dhai read his message and locked her phone..

“E7assef elwa7ed!”

“Wedy asawy unsend!!

“Ou delete min mukhah elmetkhallef!!”

“El closed ely ma ytaqabbal ray a7ad!!”

“Elmushkela mu ay a7ad!! Yengally 7abeebtah!”

“Huh! Hatha may7eb! Wala yolah!!”

Muneera: fayyo shfeech?

Dhai smiled: mafeny shay

Muneera: ana a3arfech akthar min nafsech fay shfeeech!!!

Dhai: haw mafeeny shay

Muneera: embalaaa 6al3eeeeny!!!

Dhai’s eyes started to tear against her will..

Muneera bites her lips..

Muneera: khala9! Khala9 emshay neg3ad 

They sat down one of the restaurants..

Muneera sadly: shemza3lechhh

Dhai: madry

Muneera: mama 6aiba ou baitkum feehum shay?

Dhai: allah laygoool

Muneera: anna za3altech bedoun la adry?

Dhai: laaa manayer khala9 mafeeny shay ra7at elbachya!!

Muneera: bs shyaabha a9lan? 

Dhai: madry 3ady faj’a enqamaat

Muneera: maku shay bedoun sebab! Etkhesheen 3anny fai?

Dhai rolled her eyes away: mu kelshay yengal

Muneera: KELSHAY YNGAL BAINNA

Dhai: adry manayer bs luw fe shay yngal ma khashaita 3anech! 9adgeeny mafeeny ela el3afyaaa

Muneera: allah ytammem 3alaich el3afya thayagty khelgy!! Fai ana 3umry masheftech chethy!! Eb selfridges thakelyoum ou elyoum

Dhai: dmou3y makanat sahla

Muneera: 6oul 3umry ashoufech qaweya ou dmou3ech ghalya!! Y3ez 3alay ashoufech chethy!! Latkhesheen 3anny fai! Wallah la asheel hammech ou ahem ely yablech elham

Dhai: waay meme entay mu refeeja mu ekhet enty ne3ma min allah rezagnyaha min ghair la as’elah! Ya bakhtee

Muneera: a7ebbech! Bs 3umrech latez3eleen brou7ech!

Dhai: 3ady alemech? Wela malha ma3na?

Muneera giggled and pulled Dhai to her chest..

...

5 days passed without hearing anything from him accept for “mafahamt”...

Qamta mu 6abe3eyya!!

Mu rathya trou7!

Welnoma? Minu elnoma?

Mukanaaa baayyan 3alaaay waaaayed.....

Taiba: tara khalla9tay

Dhai: i will refill myself soon

Muneera: the7kaw

Dalal: majboureen

Dhai giggled: kalba

Muneera: shlouuuun lekwaaait

Taiba: awal marra a7es eny a7ebha halkether

Dalal: ana belma6ar bechait mawedy ared

Taiba: ya7elu lekwaaait abaih eljaw khayal shetana el7elu mu 9aqeee3 nafs hny

Dalal: ou el coffee shops khayaaal ou kella za7ma ou wyoooh etyaannen

Taiba: mata7asefain la keshakhtay

Dhai: cafe tekshekheella ba3ad?

Taiba: mu el abaih ya3ni bs enna skirt ou jeje ou makeup khafeef!!

Dalal: sha3aaar mrattaab mu nafs hny

Dhai: abaih mathker meta akher mara sawait sha3ry

Taiba: la belkwait yeswa elmawthou3

Muneera: fayyo tra ra7 testansain nafs elwanasa etha re7tay bedoun makeup ou sha3rech kubbaa 

Dalal: eee bs la shtahat tekshakh tekshakh

Muneera: ana el9ara7a ytha7kouny ely khabbaa ou yaybeen elyehda 3ala cafe

Dhai: la ytha7kounech tra mu kashkheen lech

Muneera: adry beza3a 7g elshabab

Taiba: a9laaan 6aaafkum

Dalal: eeee gouleellehum

Taiba: tekhayelaw kenna ga3deen eb cafe yedeed tawa fate7!! Ou kan 7aaaail za7ma ou e7na ga3deen outdoor ana ou daloul ou refeejatna thentain

Dalal: ou elwath3 ely elseyayeer ymeroun yamnaa maku parking direct 3alshare3

Taiba: tekhayelaw chan yogaf land aswad ou yba6el elderesha elly yam ely ga3d ysoug wegollena 7ayyakum banat rekbo ma3anna

Muneera gasped: YAAAN OU GA3AAAD

Dhai: ou rekabtaw???

Muneera: 6a3 elthaaanyaaa

Dalal: AKEEED LAAA!!!! 

Muneera: abaih shinu hatha wian ga3deen

Taiba: baddaa3aw!!! Ok afham yge6on kalam bs mu trakkebna ma3ak shhal jur’a

Dhai smiled: shakla 3ady 3ndekum ena yge6oun kalam ou tkalmounhum haa

Dalal: haw akeeed mu 3adyyy

Muneera: fayyo allah yhadeech meta galaw 3ady

Dhai: madry su’al kalaiteeeny

...

They were sitting in their living room..

Dhai was laying down the couch, rereading old convos between her and Wadhah with a sad soul..

Muneera was staring silently at Dhai..

Staring at her sad eyes, pale face and scrawny body..

Muneera: fai?

Dhai locked her phone and turned her face to see Muneera: hmm?

Muneera: lataghayyerain

Dhai froze in her thoughts..

“What does she mean?”

“Has she ever heard anything about my relationship with Wadhah?”

Dhai: faj’a?

Muneera: a7ebech nafs ma entay! Ou ayshay tghayreena bnafsech mu lela7san ethayegny! Maykhalleeny ashoufech nafs gabel! A7es enech shakh9 ma3arfa!

Dhai: haw mneera shsawait ana!! Lat9adgeen ayshay tesme3eena

Muneera: akeed ma a9adeg wala shay asma3a 3anech! Ana ga3da ashouf fai!

Dhai’s heart beats accelerated..

Dhai: shinu sheftay?

Muneera: ensana thanya! Yhemha elmath’har bezyada! Makeup ou nefaneef g9eera!! Suwalfech taghayyarat! Kalamech qal! Jesmech khalla9tay!! 7eta wayhech ma 9ar bashoush nafs gabel

Dhai whispered: hatha elly m’azmech mneera?

Muneera: ou hatha mu shwayya fai!! A7eb fai el hyper ely kella teth7ak elly tehtam bnaafs’ha min daakhel mu min barraa! Ely suwalefha kelha the7ek ou action!! Elly takel b3younha gabel 7aljha

“3ayal luw daraitay 3n el taghyeer ely kan sebab haltaghyeer shbetsaween? Et’hedeeny mneera?”

Dhai: mu eb eedy manayer! Ymkin kebart? Zad hammy!

Muneera: lay9eer hammech lebs ou jesem ou makeup!! Entay jameeela bedoun kel hatha

Dhai: mneera ta7ameleeny bkel 7alaty! Ou etha ghala6t lat’hedeeny 9al7eelly!

Muneera sighed: entay minu yheddech fai!

...

Dhai: ogaaaf khalaaaa9 yannantnyyy 3afastny!!!!

Watha7: eshtabeen!

Dhai: esh hal ge6aa3a? Shinu hal gaaalb el9akhar ely may7es!!!!!!!

Watha7: tadreen shemsawya

Dhai: Sorry ok??? Wallah sorry!!! Khaala9 walaht 3alaaaik maaagdar akthar min chethy!!! Tadry shloun? Enta arjal wa7ed bel kulleyaaa ou ez7ar zegaaayer lain tmout bs 7achny 6ale3ny goully shay!!!!

Watha7 froze in his place..

Watha7: walahty 3alay?

Dhai: elwalah bye6la3 min khashmy! 6efouuuu7!!!!!

Watha7 held dhai’s hand and kissed it: ana akthaaaar tara

She froze in her place, then pulled her hand..

Dhai: olah 3alay bs latjees!

Watha7: elsemou7a! Ma7asait!

Dhai: shakhbaaarek!!!

Watha7: walhaaan!!

Dhai: laaaish lemkaabar!! Laish lamma adezlek laih shamsak 9addegat kethbat magheebak tgoul mafahaamt!

Watha7: ma3ndy saaalfa! Ou ma aftehem youm enny akaaaber ma3ach! Thai ana dazait mafahamt bs kelyoum ma anam ella 3ala 9outech eb voice notes qeddam! Ou ma agoum ela 3ala 9ourtech! 

Dhai blushed: enzain ay 9oura?

He smiled and unlock his mobile..

Watha7: hathy

She blushed: bawwag

Watha7: men9ejjech? 9war instagramech kelha 3ndy

Dhai: yumma kheft! Astawde3uka allahumma 9warray

Watha7 giggled: affffaaaaa thayyyeee

Dhai: eldenya tkharre3! Wella min y9adeg enta nafsek ely zafny thakelyoum

Watha7: 7abeeebty! Ana asef! Adry zawwadt’ha ma3ach! Bs estefazzaiteeny

Dhai: bs luw tfakker bkalamy tara 9ej

Watha7: ana yaaahel ana baby ok?

Dhai giggled: ok

Watha7: emshay 3azmech 3ala flat white y7ebha galbech

Dhai: wayed abrak min elwagfa beljam3a

Watha7: yallah jedaamy

Dhai: 7g elkhaz mabe bamshy yammek

Watha7 giggled: yammy waray bs emshay

They walked together to one of their favorite coffee shops..

Watha7: sammay

Dhai: reee7at’ha

Watha7: merra madry shet7ebeen feeha

Dhai: na6erny agoul ana ashrab gahwaty murra lanna el7ala feek zayed? Ensa

Watha7 giggled: la a9lan ma3aref leghneya

Dhai: et3aref kelshay bs ma3ay etaghaiba! Mata36y ehda’at mat3aref tgool kalam 7eluu

Watha7: afa afa afa! Anaaa? Ana m3aach ma7taj afaker elkalam el7elu yestehel brou7a wallah

Dhai: 3ayaraaa

Watha7 started singing: WUJOUDEK 3ENNDY BELDENYAAA YAGHAAALY OU RASMEK SAKEN BGALBE OU KHAYAAALEE WALA GHAIREK 7ABEEBE

Dhai: bsss bs esket! E7sasek 9eferrrr!!!

Watha7: 7eta wenty teste7een unique

Dhai: akrah shkether ent fahmny akthar min ma ana fahmetek

Watha7: a7ebech

Dhai: umm ma 6alabtlena kwaika ya7afeth

Watha7: shabe bekwaikat’hum ou 3ndy kwaika 9en3 rabby

Dhai: elmuhem??

Watha7: bagolech shay! Bs akhaf y9er shay mabe y9eer

Dhai: gouuul bedoun suspense

Watha7: mestaghreb mennech mayebty 6ary zawaj? Thai 3ady as’al ana shinu benesba lech?