The smile of my life.. Part16

Othman's blood went down the moment he heard the word "7amel"..

Othman: shinu?

Noura happily: ana 7amel! Akheeraannn

He faked a smile: la? 3albaraka.. 3albaraka

Noura: way el7emdellah 7addy mestansaaa

She took a few steps toward him and hugged him tightly..

Noura: bet9eer obo 3ethman

He slowly moved his arms to wrap her body..

"Yaa rab el6effff"

He thought of the previous sentence while his eyes were filled with tears..

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Bo aziz: basoma 7abebty e7na kelena met'akdeen ou meqtan3een enna entay mafe mukhech shay ou esmella 3alaich manty maynoona bs nafseetech te7taj men e3alejha ou ma tenlamain 11 sena marat benesba lech chenha lailaa

Basma smiled: yuba! Mala da3y tbarrer! 3ady mu awal marraa

He kissed her head: ma3alaih 7abebty sheda wetzool! El7emdellah tekalamtay ou meshaitay ely bagy hayyen

She nodded: el7emdellah

She left her dad and went to the psychologist..

Dr. Emad: hala baasma shlounech yuba?

Basma nodded: bkhair!

Dr. Emad: shlounech 3ugub ma gedartay t3abreen ou etekalemain oh ou mashallah ba3ad gemty tamsheen

Basma: el7emdellah! 

Dr. Emad: chenech mu mestansa?

Basma: bala! Mestansa! La'anny 9ert a7san! Bs mu mestansa min ely ashofah!!

Dr. Emad: shloun!!

Basma: dektor ana mu maynona! Mukhy ma yeshteky min marath!! Akhal9ek? Nafseety mafeha shay!! Ma t3ebaat ella men elthaim ely sheftaah!! Marrat agol luw mu gayma men hal ghaybooba abraak wala ashof ely shefta!!!

Dr. Emad: afa! Ou shinu sheftay!!

Basma: sheft chethb!! Sheft enfe9aaaam!! Naaas takhallat 3n mabade'ha!! Shay thany denya thaaanya!!

Dr. Emad: many fahem! Shloun?

Basma: dektor ana yeet hny lesbab wa7ed!! Eny agdar afathfeth 7g shakh9 may3arefny! May3aref elnas ely batkalam 3nhum bafarregh dektor mu gadra at7ammal

Dr. Emad: akeed! Wana kelly athan 9agheya!

Basma: dektor ana gabel elghayboba kan fe shakh9 eb 7ayatee! Kanat taf9elna ayyam 3n elkhe6ba! Mathker yemkin bs youm!!!

Dr. Emad nodded: eeh?

Basma: nemt  gemt legait enna halshakh9 metzawej!! Madry shkether 9arla ou jaaad mabe a3aref etha 3nda 3yal aw laa!!

Dr. Emad: enzain?

Basma: mu meshkela!! Marrat 11 sena yemkin ehy benesba ley laila bs ma aloma en tezawaj! Mu ma3qola eb yan6erny hal3umer bs tadry shinu elly mu gadra abla3ah?? Enna yayyyly wegolly a7ebech ou abeeeech!!!!! Shloun yerthahaaaa shloun!! Egoly hal7achy wehu 3ala themeta mrah??? Wain ra7at elrejoulaaa ely gabel 11 sena kanat tarseta!!

Dr. Emad: ya basma reyayeel gabel shebh enqarthaw!!

Basma: khal yetzawaj be6aggaaag! A9lan elwalad men yoma 3aina zayghaaa!! Bs laaa eyeeelly wehu metzawej!! 7araaam!! Ok khal 3ethman dektor obouy!! Obouy gabel ezefny etha gelt "ok"!! Egolly goly "enzain" al7eeen yeftekher eb joud ekhty enha tgol kelma 3araby w3ashra engelaizy egool joud muthaqafaa!!!

Dr. Emad: ya basma eldenya taghayarat ayyam omech wuboch ghair 3n ayamech ou ghair 3n haljeel

Basma: khal hatha dektor yenbele3!! Ommy!! Gabel kella tgoly basech tere9re9 ou la talbeseen jabaneez al7eeen? Joud talbes 7afar ou te6laaa3!! Metkhayel? 3aady 3ady 3asaal 3ala galbha goolly shhal enfe9aaam!!!!

Dr. Emad: ared wagolech 11 sena tghayer wayed ashya'!

Basma: ee bs dektor el qur'an lel7een ma ta7arraf!! Elqur'aan naafsa shloun chethy 9ar kelshay 3aady shloun!!! Dektor banat khaly gabel 3ndehum halaaga ely y7e6 full makeup ou ye6la3!! Al7een? Kelhum tarseen wyoohhum makeup ou mestanseen! Ana mat7ammal chethy!! Etha ohma nesaw mabade'hum gabel 11 sena ana benesba ley halmabade' ma 9ar laha sboo3!!!

Dr. Emad: ma adry shagolech yabasma!!

Basma: ou al7een fe ashya' 6ay7een feehaa nafs 6aggat msn bs t9eer bel mobile ou 3ala awsaa3!! Gabel obouy ygolena lat7e6on 9warkum b msn we7na kan ma7ad yshofhum ela rabe3naa amma hathail malot'hum elkel yshofhum ou 3aaady joud 7a6a 9ourat'ha ou obouy msawelaha add wel7ayat 7elwa SHLOUN!!!

Dr. Emad: hatha ysamona enfeta7 elnas tefate7at ou 3refat ena fe ashya' kan malha ma3na ysawonhaa

Basma: enzain wel nefaaq hatha shesamona?? Dektor joud 6ol mahe ga3da ma3anna t9awerna wet9awer el akel ou takteb "happiness" wetdeza 7g madry minu ou awal matdeza tgolena yalla malal khanred!! Waaaain el happiness maaashoofaaa laaaish elchethb dektoor!!!

Dr. Emad: ma3ach 7ag!

Basma: tabe el9ara7a dektor! Ana ashof ena elnas hathy kelaha te7taj 6abeeb nafsy mu anaa! Dektor ana mafeny shay!! Mafeny enfe9am wala nefaaq! Ana ma tekhalait 3n mabaad'y!!!

Dr. Emad: walla madry shagolech!!

Basma: kelshaay haaailegy 9aar mu hailegy!! Dektor gabel elmet7ajba ely t6ale3 sha3arha ou rgubat'ha ohhh qemat elhalaga al7een kashkhaaa!! Ou foug'hum seeganha kelhum barra ay 7jab hatha dektor!! 

Dr. Emad: khaalleehum malech sheghel fehum kel wa7ed ysawy ely eray7a ya yuba

Basma: akeeed! Bs tadry shelly enarfez enna ams!! Kanaw y3aybon welyom esawoon!! Mat7ammal kel hal el enfe9am ya dektor!! 

Dr. Emad: ana weyaach bs enty benesba lech ams bs elmawthoo3 khatha wagt!

Basma: bs mu ma3qola dektor ya3ny ba3ad 10 sneen zyada ntefa9akh? May9eer! Dektor ou elreyayeel ma3a e7teramy lek enqarthaw!! Faj'a 9ar ne9hum 7areeem!! El onotha wa9la elsema dektor 9akkaw 3alay btharabat'hum!! Ou elne9 elthany shakla rayyal ou ta9arufata baby!!

Dr. Emad: ma aloumech bwala shay tgoleena!! Luw ay shakh9 ghab 3n haldenya elfatra ely ghebteeha ou reja3 byen9edem nafsech!! Bs hathy eldenya e7na ma negdar nghayer elnas bs engool allah yhadeehum!

Basma: ok dektor be6aggaaag elnas! Ahaly enzain? 7abaybee!! Shloun chethy teghayeraw wuhma ely kanaw yen9e7ooon!!

Dr. Emad: hatha ely 9aar! Malech eed fee wala eb eedech tghayreena! Malech ella enech eta3ayeshain ma3ah ou etejawebain!

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Hayouna: la t7acheeny za3lana minek

Othman: afa'!! Kelshy wala za3al hayounaa!! Laish shsawait!

Hayouna: 3ayal ana omek yomain ma t6el 3alay wala terfa3 elsamma3a?

Othman: mes7eeha bwayhe yalghalia! Walla enech 3ala baly bs elbal mashghool

Hayouna: laishh mashghool? Sh3endek min hmoum? 7alaal tdeera wella kokash yahhal tfaker bmustaqbalhum

Othman took a deep breath: yumma walhan!!

Hayouna froze in her place: ma tafged ghaly ya wlaidy!

Othman: ou ma beedy 7eela!

Hayouna: min walhan 3alaih yumma!! 

Othman: yumma shlounha? Shloun basma 6amneeny 3alaihaa 6alabtech!!

Hayouna: o9!!! O9 esta7 3ala wayhek!!! Ent rayyal metzawej ou 3ala themmetek maraa!!! Mara 7aaamel ya 3ethman khaf raabbek!

Othman: yumma ana shsawaait!! Masawait shaay mu shayefhaa 9arly dahaaar!! A9lan men gaamat ma sheft'ha ela shoftaain!! Men gamat ma sema3t 9out'haa!! Walhan 3ala 9out'ha yummaa!! Walhan 3ala 3tabha 3ala nathrat'haaa walhaaan 3alaiha tnaadeeny ...

He stopped himself from saying "3ethmani" and continued..

Othman: yumma mu 7aram enny as'al 3n bent khalty!! Mu 7aram enech t6amneeny 3alaihaa

Hayouna: bent khaltek 6ayba ou bkhair ou ne3ma!! Bs khala9 7awel tensaha ya wlaidy!! Ne9eebek noura!!

Othman: goleelly 3almeeny shloun ansaha wansahaa!! Yumma ma7ad yabe y3eesh 3ala thekra ensan 11 sena!! Ma7ad yabe yathker ensan maa yegdar y6olaah!! Bs maaagdar menfeten!!!

Hayouna: tegdaar!! Jabel mertek ou 7ebhaa!! Maye7tay a3almek bel 7ub ba3ad!

Othman: khair enshallah!!

He left his mom with a depressed heart!!

He wants basoma so bad!! 

He wants to hear her voice..

He wants to meet her.. 

He wants to kiss her the kiss that he promised 11 years ago..

He decided to call lujain for the hundredth time..

She picked it up: allaah yakheth elyom elly 9ert feeh ekhtek ok?

Othman: yalla 3ad ana okhouch lekbeeer!!

Lujain: getlek maaaaku ma3ndy raqam 7g basma ou shofa many mshawfetek eyahaa!! Tra ana mu fathyatlekum waray rayel bag3ad aghazlaaa!!

Othman: lajno ou thuwaal!! E7tarmy nafsech yallah

Lujain: waaayed e7taramt nafsy ana! Ent e7teren nafsek we7terem halmagrouda ely ebtalshat feeek ent ou weldek!

Othman: chub yalla 3ad!! Ana me7terem nafsy min gabel la tnwaldain!! 

Lujain: 3ayal jabel mertek ou ensa basmaaa khalaaa9!!!

Othman: ok lujainn! Mashyyy!!

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Basma: men 9ejech joud? Wain betroo7een 3ala hallebs!

Joud: shfeech? Baroo7 akel brunch weya rab3y

Basma: brunch? Ou shaku m6al3a chtoofech!!! Ray7a 7aflaaa!!

Joud: waayyy! 7alatech saktaa!! Shfeech ma cheny ekhtech 7a6a dobech dob lebsy! Elmushkela elkel ymoot 3ala my style ella entay!! Yayya men 2005 ma alomech!!

Basma: yummaaa 6a3eehaa! Hatha lebs 7g ma63aam!!

Sana: khaleeha testanes tawha 9gheera

Basma's eyes popped out: laaa laaaa maaa a9adegg!!

Sana: jouda mama ro7ay badlaayy

Sana winked for joud to leave..

Basma noticed that..

Sana: ka khala9 betbadel bs la tez3eleen

Basma: aha ee ok! Ana ba6laa3!!!

Sana: wain betro7een mama!!

Basma: ma adryyy!!

Sana: ok al7een agol 7g rajo ye6la3 bs badlay

Basma changed her clothes into a jeans and a tshirt, and left her hair as it is "wavy".. 

She went out, got into her driver's car..

Othman hiding somewhere in front of his aunt house waiting for basma to show..

Until she came out..

"Oh! Alf el7emdellaaahh!!! Elbent tammshyyy!!!!"

He followed her car until she reached Alshaheed Park..

"Atwaqa3 mat3aref ella elshaheed ou marina mall!!"

She left the car and went inside..

Othman parked his car and followed her..

She walked around the park and he was following her silently until she found a bench to sit on..

She laid her back and started to stare at the people..

"Staghferallah! Shfeehum elnas kelhum yet7achon engelaizy!! Ou kelhum metra9re9een! Gelna btamshon bs lebso shay 3alaqal tegderon tet7arekon feh!!"

Othman was dying to hear her voice..

He took a few steps toward her..

And all of a sudden his mobile rang..

"Noura? Sh3endaha!!"

He took his steps back and answered her call..

Othman: hala noura

Noura: hala 3ethman wainek bel dawam?

Othman: umm shfeech?

Noura: shrayek 3ugb eldawam nroo7 el6abeebb nchayek 3al baby wen3aref etha bent aw walad?

Othman sighed: laa maku da3y! 

Noura: laishh 3ethmaan 7addy meshta6aa!!

He took a deep breath: enzain 3araftay bent aw walad shtestefeedeen!

Noura: ajaahhezlaa 3ethmaaan!!

Othman: madry madry mala da3y!

Noura: pleaaase!!

Othman: enzain ro7y bro7ech! Laish kashta!

Noura: allah la yakhleeeny enzain!!! Kel elnas ero7oun ma3a reyayelhhum ely ohma obhat ely eb ba6enhum!!! Laishh ent ma teyye! Abe marra t7asesny ennek meshta6 3albaby!!

Othman: khalaaa9 khala9 enshallah! 

He felt her smile: mashkour!

Othman: mabaina!

He closed the line and sat down thinking of Noura and her baby!!

"Ou etha kan walad? Mara7 agdaar amna3ha enha tsameeh 3ala oboha allah yer7emaa!!! Akhhhh!! Ou basmaa!! Shbe9eer feeha en darat enny bo yousif ely oho mu walad'haa!!!"

Basma: 3ethmaan?

"A3aref hal9out!! BASMA!!"

He raised his eyes to see her..

He smiled automatically..

Othman: rabby laka el7aaamd!

Basma: feek shay?

Othman: feeny sa3ada ma tenwe9ef!!

Basma: ethgel! Ent metzawej!!

He stood up..

Othman: basoma? Mumkin tesme3eeny!! Mumkin ashra7 lech shinu 9ar bgheyaabech?

Basma: ma t7es ena mala da3y? Ya3ni ana shbastefeed? Khala9 ent mujarrad weld khalty ou lek kel el e7teram

Othman: LA MA A7ES ENA MALA DA3Y!!

Basma gave othman a wondered stare..

Othman: baasma anaa 10 sneeeen na6rech tgomeeen!! Dektoorech yesh'haad shkether kent azooorech wakalmech 3abaly tesme3een!! Bas thayya3t 3umry wana akalem el HAWA!! 

Basma's eyes popped out..

"10 sneeeen?????? Only if you continued to the 11th!!!!!!!"

Othman continued: ou 6oool hal 10 sneen ou omy t7en wetren 3alay tezawwaaj ou tezawaj ou yemkin basma maatgoomm!! Laa ete3allag bel ashkhaa9 ma7ad edoom la7aad!! Wanaa raaafe3 a6wal jamaa!!!!

Basma choked in her tears..

Othman: laaain 7asait enna na6rety malha ma3naa!! Shebh feqadt el amaal!! Ou gelt 3allaqal akseb ommy ou artheehaa ou ayeb laha hal a7fad ely 9arlaha sneen etemannahum!!

Othman: agolech shay?? Ana yom melchety gabel la eyye elmallach eb aqal men sa3a re7t lech!! Kan bageelly shwayyat amal ennech betgomeen!! Bs ma3a el asaf sheftech nayma!! Ou 7azat'ha getlech basma we3deeny enech matgomeen!!

"Only If I listened to you!!!"

Othman: bas akhlafty bwa3dech!! BAS FAR7ETY KANAT MU SHAYLATNY YOM DARAIT ENECH 9A7AITAY!!! BASMMA WALAHT 3ALAICHHHH!!!

Basma: ANA AKTHAAR 3ETHMAAANY!!!

Her tears started to fall heavily..