The smile of my life.. Part15

Othman's eyes popped out..

His tears started to fall heavily..

It was from his shock that she knows.. 

It was from his sadness that she talks from her hurt.. 

Basma tried her best to hold her tears..

She moved her wheal chair and turned around..

Othman went in front of her: basma!! Ana 9ej tezawajt noura bs wallah..

She interrupted him saying: shhhhh

Othman: basma tukfain abe ashra7lech!!

She shook her head "no"..

Othman: muu men 7agech temne3eeny!!

She puts her hands on her ears..

Othman sighed and sat down in front of her..

Othman: meste3ed an6er lain eedech tet3abb!!

She lowered her eyes and they started to tear..

Othman: basma laaa!!! Latabcheen bsebbty!! Ana metzawejha 3ashan ommy!!! Bs halgalb ma7ab ghairech wala ra7 y7ebbb!!

Basma hardly: khh aa laaa9!!!

Othman calmed down: mu qa9dy a'atheech! Basma ana a7ebech!! Ou 7ubech yzeed ma yange9!

Basma: LUU JJJAA IIINNN

Othman: Al7en adeg 3alaiha etyeech!!

Othman called Lujain to come..

After a while filled with silence she came..

Basma nervously: yyy aaalllah 

Lujain: oh basomaa!! Ga3da eta7achainn!!!

Lujain noticed Basma's angry face..

Lujain whispered: shemhabbeb?

Othman: ba3dain agolech ekhtheeha la tet3ab nafseyat'ha akthar

Lujain: ok 3ethman akher marra a6aw3ek wakhaleek tshofha!!

Othman ignored her sentence and they left..

Othman did not move to anywhere..

He was thinking..

"Shloun 3refat!! Shdarraaaha eny metzawej ou la t3aref esemha!!! Yaraabb!! Madry shasawy b3umry!!! Abe basma lai darajat elyenoonn!! Ou khayef athlem ely 3ndy!! Walaw eny 7as eny thalemha ou khale9!!"

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Sana: we we we basma shfeeeechhh 

Basma was crying continuously..

Sana: jouuud shessalfaa!!

Joud: ma adry yumma men raddat wehy mu 3ala ba3ath'haa!!

Sana: shinu ma kanat ma3aach!!

Joud: la lujain daggat galat tabe te6la3 ma3ahaaa!!!

Sana: la 7awla wala quwat ela bellah shfeech ya mama shemthayeg khelgech!!

She ignored her mom and moved her wheal chair to her room..

She was tired..

Tired from this life!!

A life that changes in the blink of an eye..

Her only wish was to close this eye and sleep until forever..

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Noura: ya 3ethman ent wayed 9ayer moody wana magemt at7ammal!! 

Othman: ta7achy 3adel shinu moody

Noura: typical 3ethman! T7oos 7oul elmawthoo3 mat3aref t7ous feeh! Khala9 kaifek ely eray7ek mazzej 3ala ra7tek

"Basheg hdoumy! Kel elly ebbaly ohwa ena laaaaait elly 9aaar ma kaaan!!!!! Luw met'thathy senaaa zyadaaa bs senaaa!!! Chan 7aly mu chethyyy!!!! Chan gethait wagty kella ma3a basmaaa!! Chan 3ent'ha ou 3awant'ha enha tetshafaa...... Chan tezawajt'ha."

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Hayouna: bashry 3n basoma shakhbarha?

Sana: walla el7emdella gamat etekallaam

Hayouna: laa? Zaaaain 3alaqal tetfahemon ma3ahaaa

Sana: ee bs ya wkhayte 7alat'ha 7alaa!! Nafseyat'ha belga3 maghair tabchy wet'halwes 

Hayouna: a3outhu bellah min blees! Shyaha???

Sana: madry bs benwadeha 6abeeb nafsy! Awal ma 9a7at galolena ma te7taj wayed bs al7een 7alat'ha kellesh! 

Hayouna: ya ba3ad 3umry ya wkhayte ma ktamlat far7etech

Sana: la madam eny ashofha jedam 3ainy alf el7emdellah

Hayouna: el7emdellah 3ala kel 7aal

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"I miss othman, i miss our life!!

 

I want 2005 back!! 

I miss msn, its simplicity..

The white hearts..

The makeup-less faces..

The pure Kuwaiti dialect..

I miss myself!"

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Othman: dabrelly shofa!!

Lujain: getlek ensaaa!! Ba3dain ana mu fathyatlek bagy sbo3ain 3ala melchety bag3ad atzahhab

Othman: WALAHT T3ARFEEN SHINU WALAHT!!

Lujain: muuu men 7aggek 3ethmaan!! Ent metzawej ou 3ala themetek mara!! E7teremha shway ou e7seb 7g rejooltek 7saab!

Othman: lujain ana mayhemny shay min ba3ad'ha

Lujain: mayhemmK? Roo7 bait'hum ou shofha ou fekny!!!

Othman: bye lujaain!!!

And all of a sudden Noura came in..

Noura: elsalamu 3alaikum

Othman: hala

Noura: tawni kent bel6abeeb

Othman: 3asa ma shar?

Noura smiled: ma shar! Ray7a astelem ta7aleely

Othman: eeh ashwa!

Noura continued: ta7aleel el7amel

Othman's hearts beats accelerated..

Noura smiled: 3ethman ana 7aamel