The rushed decision .. Part33

I jumped in my place..

I was really surprised madry men wain 6la3at!!

Farah: en9admay! Yamalech men el9admaat!! Hatha ou entay metzawja chethy tsaween? Bs shagouul tebga el7uthala 7uthala!

My eyes popped out: shhal kalemaaat!! 3aib 3alaich wallah!!! El7uthala elly makhtheen their friend’s ex!!!!

Farah: enty ely 3aib 3alaaiiichh ely tsaweenah 7etta bshahar el3asal laa7ga bandar!! Shma3na Paris haaa???

Me: 6a3 minu yetkallam!! Allah yaster 3alaich bss kel youm ma3a wa7ed shhal 3eesshaaaa!! Shhal gaaalb ely shayel kel shabab eldeera!!

I stood up to leave..

Farah: Rana walla la a6ale3 7arety feech

Me smiled: huha! Do what ever you want!

I gave her my back and left..

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Hamad: 3ayal wain re7tay?

Me: sheftek nayem gelt anzel atmasha 3aala matgoum

Hamad: chan gawamteeny amshy ma3ach

Me: la brou7ek nayem met’akher

Hamad teased me: 9a3ban 3alaiky?

I smiled: so what are your plans?

Hamad: elly tabeen

Me: anything

Hamad: lebsech mu mal Disney land! Teyyen saint Germain? Ou bacher Disney?

Me: ok 

Hamad changed his pajama and we went down to eat our breakfast..

Hamad: al7een entay awal mayeena tgouleen reyoug’hum shay 3adel ou 7altech 7aala akhrat’ha mgazrat’ha rob ou tout?

Me: hahha ee lanna its hard to find fresh berries in the hotel’s restaurants

Hamad: ayeeblech min eljam3eya yuba!

Me: bs chethy a7laa!

He smiled: bel3afya yuba

Me: allah y3afeek! 7amaad

Hamad while eating his poached eggs: hmm

Me: lamma tezawejat 9eba shinu sawait?

Hamad: laish wayed tes’eleeny 3an 9eba?

Me: madry ya3ni I just wanted to know

Hamad: ya3ni akeed enhert!! 7abeebty trou7 men eedy jedam 3ainy akeed bastekhef khu9ou9an eny kent lail7een a7ebha

Me: ma 7awalt tsawy shay!

Hamad: ely khallany astekhef enna ma kan eb eedy shay! Shtabeeny asawy!! Tezawejat elbent! Agoul 7g rayelha 6aleg’ha ana abeeha?

Me: ba3dain?

Hamad: tammait chum sena muthreb 3an elzawaj ou 3n ay bent!! Lain 7asait enna ely 9ar kheera la’anna asasan omy makant ra7 tertha feeha!! Ou elbent 3ashat 7ayat’ha fa qarrart a3eesh 7ayaty

Me: ou ekhtartny!

Hamad smiled: eeh!

Me: ma3anna farg kbeer bainy ou bainha!

Hamad: la’anny 3agalt ou fahamt enha ma tnasebny taghayarat nathrety ou gemt ma adawer 3ala a7ad ghair!! Gemt adawer a7ad enasebny ou yefhamny!

Me: emm

Hamad stretched his hand to touch my cheek..

Hamad smiled: 3ad 7awlay tefhemeeny!

I stared at his eyes for seconds and said: yalla ngoum

He smiled that disappointed smile and said: yallah

Kaser khaa6ry!! Bs magdar magdaar!!

Ma3aref ajaamel wallah 9a3ba!!

Hamad: tabeen nrou7 eb Taxi wella ntemasha?

Me: la over khalna nrou7 eb Taxi

Hamad: ok

We took a taxi and went to Saint Germain..

In the taxi..

My mobile rang..

It was Dania..

Khalaita silent a7es mu wagt’ha!

Hamad: shfeech? Minu dag?

I received a whatsapp message “YA KALBA REDAY THARORYYYYY”..

Me: Danouy

Hamad: redday

She called again..

Me: ok

I picked it up..

Me: hi

Dania: ma teyeen ela bel3ain el7amraaa

Me: eshdarach eny 7agretech?

Dania: whatsapp last seen

Me: haha sh3endech? Matadreen eny im spending my honeymoon?

Dania: asheeekkkkkkk enna honey!!

Me whispered: shut upppp

Dania: ranooo mara7 t9adgeen?

Me: shinuu?

Dania: ENKHA6ABT

I gasped: CHATHABAAAAAA

Hamad turned around and whispered: shinuu!!!

I whispered back while pointing on my engagement ring: enkha6bat

Hamad smiled: bel mbaraak

Me: minuuuuu

Dania: tekhayelaaay enna wa7ed min shellat shabab elshalaay!!!

Me whispered: min group ely 3endy??

Dania: eeeehh refeeejj 7amad!! Do you know what does that mean?

Me: WHAT?

Dania: ENSAFER WEYA BA3ATH

Me giggled: oh my godddd! Wallah machenech makh6oubaaa 7eta mafeech 7aya elmakh6oubeeen

Dania giggled: tarbeeetech

Me: yaa shagoooool

Dania: RANO TUKFAIN 7EBBEEH 3ASHAN TATHBE6 ELKHE6A OU NSAFER TOGETHER

Me: tra 7etta bobo min rabe3hum

Dania: AKH 3ALA HALBOBO ELY LA3EB B3AGLECH

Me: 3agly ou galby ou 3athamy ou 3a9aby

Dania: yaa kalba e7tarmy elmazhareyya ely yamech 3alaqaal

Me: eshdaraha kho

Dania: akhh 7altech 9a3baaa!! Ou ham ta7gerny 3aysha eldour egoul esket al7een el3elaqat 6aybaa

Me: anyway meta beyoun elreyayeeel?

Dania: Monday enshallah

Me: 7asaaafa I will not be there!!! Enzain yomha kalmeeny tango ok?

Dania: ee sure enshallahh

Me: geltay 7g elbanat?

Dania: laaa bs bagoul 7g rayyoum la’ana luw ma shalaihha chan ma enkha6abt hahha!! Ou ham 3ashan ta36eeny drous bel mghazal

Me: hahahah mara7 efeed 9adgeeeny

Dania: yashagoooooool esh shayfatny!

Me: danouy chenna lazem ensakra? 

Dania: ee fashlaa e7teraman lel mazhareya

Me: hahha ee yalla bye

Dania: bye

Hamad: danouy enkha6bat?

Me: eeehhh

Hamad: min khathaha?

Me: et9adeg ma galat esmaa!!

Hamad: chenech sa’alteeha

Me: eee bs maradat tha3at elsalfaa

Hamad: shlounha mestansa??

Me: ya3ni akeeed

Hamad: laish entay kentay mestansa youm kha6abtech?

I stared at the window for seconds then..

Me: almost we9alna

Hamad ignored my sentence and sighed..

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Hamad: ha ma ta3abtay men lefrara?

Me: 3adyy etha enta ta3abt ma3endy mane3 neg3ad

Hamad: mata3abt bs dekht neshrab gahwa shrayech?

Me: yaalla ok

We went to one of the coffee shops there and sat in the outdoor side..

Hamad: shteshrebeen?

Me: cappuccino!

I am not a cappuccino fan at all!! Bs I just drink it to remember the good memories! The lovely days with Bandar..

Hamad: na6leb macaroons? 

Me: ok!

Hamad: ay nak’ha?

Me: raspberry

Hamad ordered coffees and macaroons and they brought our order in 10 minutes..

Me: Paris means macaroons and croissant!!

Hamad: ou 3a9eer burtaqal ma3a 7ethalaa

Me: hhahhaa 9aaaa7!!

Hamad: khosh deera wallah

Me: 3ad a7es you guys hate shay esma Paris

Hamad: bainy ou bainech ehya te9la7 lekum entaw akthar bs weyach te7la eldeera

I blushed: you are too sweet

Hamad giggled: bs minu elly eqadder

Me: I can’t imagine myself being sweet with someone like me kella edagger!!

Hamad: ma shefty nafsech eb 3ainy!!

I smiled and whispered: sweetness

And all of a sudden I received a whatsapp message from an unknown number..

“Ana Bandar, kalmeeny meta ma gedartay wala 3aalaich amer”

His message kharra3ny ou I felt curious to know shinu yabee!!

7etta luw mayabe shay I need to hear his voice!!!

Me: fee 7amam minny?

Hamad: wallah madry as’allech?

Me: la khala9 ana badesh dakhel en ma legait a6la3

Hamad: ok

I went inside and called Bandar..

bandar: halaa

Me: hala feek!

Bandar: rana ana asef 3ala kel ely sawaita!! Ma ansa eb swaisra youm gelteelly la tet3allag bshay mu lek bs masema3t kalamech ou ta3allagt ou 3allagtech!! Lana ely khathaitech walana ely khalaitech t3eesheen 7ayatech!! Rana ymkin ekoun hatha akher ete9al bainy ou bainech bas 7abait agolech 7aleleeny ou enseeny!! 

Me: ou etha nesaitek? Enta ra7 tensany? Ra7 t3eesh 7ayatek?

Bandar: ana al7een raje3 lekwait mabe akhareb hal ayyam 3alaikum 

Me: ra7 tensany bandar??

Bandar: ana gader a3eesh 3ala thekraaach!!

Me: ra7 tetzawaj ghairy?

Bandar: eb 7elmy ma sawait'ha!

Me: then how do you want me to forget you and live with Hamad bhal suhoula!

Bandar: tegdereen!! 3afya 7awlay! Wella betem thameery e'anebny 6oul 7ayatee!!

Me: ent malek thanb!

Bandar: rana! 6ayarty bet6eer al7een! 6alabtech 3eeshy 7ayatech

I whispered: a7ebbek ou a7ebbek ou batem a7ebek elyoum ou bacher ou 6oul 3umry!! Mahma tkoun b3eed tubga greeeeb!!!

Bandar: faman allah

*faman allah ou 7efth allah ou tebga dayemen fee elbal.. Faman allah ya shakh9en ma3a 3umra khatha 3umry..*

Hamad: ha legaitay 7amam?

Me: eeh

Hamad: ee shkenna ngoul?

Me: madry

Hamad: elmuhem al7een shrayech nrou7 el louvre?

Me: la mala da3y

Hamad: 3ayal wain wedech tro7een

Me: el hotel!

Hamad: 3asa mashar?

Me: mashar

Hamad: engalab mazajech 3ugb el7ammam foug ta7at khair??

Me: maku shay 7amad khalna nred!!!!

Hamad: yalla enred enred!!

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Hamad: laish a7esech tkhafeen minny?

Me: akhaf?

Hamad: kel ma agareb minech twakhreen

Me: la shda3wa kany mkhaleetek tnam yammy!

Hamad laughed: testahlain bosa

Me: hahha haw 9ejjj

Hamad: enzain 7ettana 9ej testahlain bosaa

I turned around: wain creamy

Hamad: shda3wa yuba!!!

Me: shinu ely shda3wa abe atdahhan!!

Hamad: laish etana7eshain menny!!! lai meta we7na chethy!!

Me: 7amad

Hamad gave a hesitating stare..

Me: a7es bkel shay asaweeh eny ga3da akhoun 

Hamad: tkhoneen ely kenty t7ebena?

I nodded..

Hamad: elkheyana enech tfakreen feeh ou mba3da 3n zojech!!! Ana raylech khalaa9! Lay meta betfakreen bhathak!!

Me: i knooow bs I just cant stop thinking of him ou a7es ayshay asaweh ma3ak kheyana 7agga!!

Hamad: lazem tfakreen enna he's not there anymore!!!!

Me: esmella 3alaih!!!

Hamad: aq9ed mabainkum shay!!

Me: eeh! Ou he told me to forget him ou to live my life with you bs mu gaaadra!!!

Hamad went closer to me and hugged me from the back..

I jumped in my place..

Hamad ran his huge hand on my shoulder to my arm and whispered: relax!

I turned my face to see him..

Hamad: i love you ok?

I whispered: i know!

Hamad: and I wont hurt you ok?

I nodded..

He slowly placed a kiss on my right cheek..

I closed my eyes and tried so hard to accept it!!

Hamad slowly pulled my hair down..

Me: nooo

He placed his hand on my lips: its beautiful this way i love it walla i love it and everyone would love it this way!!!

A tear dropped down my cheeks..

He slowly wiped it and kissed my head again!!!!

Hamad: shoufay!! It doesnt hurt!!

I nodded: i know

Hamad: 3ayal laish tabcheen!

Me: lanna you're forcing me to do things I hate!!

Hamad: you did them lanna you love me 9a7??

Me: la!! Bs fee shay dakhly e7ebbek!!

He smiled: that tiny love is more than enough!!!

I smiled..

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Hamad: rana, ranouya

I slowly opened my eyes: shinuu

Hamad: yalla 7ayatee gomay elsa3a 12

Me: ollaah!!

Hamad: la mu olla e7na eb ejaza!! 

Me: 3ayal laish mga3edny!!

Hamad: walaht 3alaich

I smiled: is that a breakfast?

Hamad: ee getlehum eyeebona lena foug

Me: yaaay! 

Hamad: yalla goumy qaslay 3ashan nakel

I smiled: ok

I washed my face, brush my teeth and went back to our bed..

Me: shinu hatha?

Hamad: cappuccino!

Me: 7g minu?

Hamad: 7aggy!!

Me: esh7agga!!!!! 

Hamad: rana shfeech!! 

Me: enta kella ta6leb americano shaku al7een 6aleb cappuccino!

Hamad: EE SHELMUSHKELA!!!

Me: la t7awel to9al rub3a ok?

Hamad: rube3 minu shfeeech m3a9ba min el9eb7!!!

Me: mu m3a9ba!!!

I left the bed and went to the bathroom to change my pajama!!

*knock knock* 

Hamad: rana shfeeeech!!!

Hamad: HAWWANT MABE CAPPUCCINO MU LAZEM ASHRAB BS 6EL3AY!!!

Me: LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!