The rushed decision .. Part19

Sheftek ou thaa3 elkalam..

Elfatra elly 3esht’ha ma3a Bandar kelha en3adat jeddamy bhal la7tha..

Bs kanat mujarrad thekraa..

Thekra waneesa fee waaqe3 ka’eeb..

Me: agdar adesh?

Bandar smiled: elmukan mukanech tfathelay

Akraah lamma y3amelny elshakh9 elly a7ebba brasmeyyah..

I sat down..

He was staring at the ground y7errrrr!!!

Me: el7emdellah 3ala salamtek

Bandar: allah ysalmech

Me: 3asa khalla9t sheghlek?

He nodded: el7emdellah

Me: bandaarr

Bandar: hala

Me: shfeek et6ale3 el arth?? Didn’t you miss my face?

Bandar: shteshrebeeen? 

Me: mabe ashrab shay! Bs zahheb may 3ashan etha ertefa3 thagh6y

He raised his eyebrows: it was your choice Rana!

My eyes popped out: MY CHOICE?????? Laaaishhh? Matadry ennaa obouuy yekhtarlena bkaifah?? I told youuu once halkalaam!!!

Bandar: 9a7! You did!! Bs if you really do love me kenty ra7 tsaween elmusta7eel 3ashan twakhreen el akh 7amad 3annech!! Mu tdeggeen tgouleen bacher beyoun elreyayeel! Shhal 7achy!

Me: ou lail7een tshek?

Bandar: rana ana ma kallamtech ella 3ugub ma ta’akkadt enny abeech!!! Ou 3umry matharaitech bshay aw aw7aitlech enny al3ab!! Rana ana eedech ma lemast’haa!! 3a6aitech e7teram kafy enech eta’akedain men 7ubby

Me: kel elnas te7teremny! 6alal elly 6aye7 men 3ainek me7teremny ou shayelny foug rasah! El e7teraam mu kaafy!! You never told me a7ebbech!!! Wala marra feta7t ma3ay mawthou3 elzawaaj!!! Ou ma3a hatha ana 9abra ou m9adgetek ma3anny mu majboura bs la’anna bgalbe fee shay 7aggek!

Bandar: la’anny maagdar atzawejech al7eeenn!!! Its too earlyyy!

Wayhe en9efaag!!

Hatha mu kalam egoula wa7ed nafs Bandar!!

Bandar continues (el7emdellah ena he did): la’annech matabeen tetzawejain wa7ed ma yeg3aad bel deeraa!! Ana b3umr eltharwa elsheghel kella foug rasy enshallah 3ala akher halsena aw elsena elyayya akoun estaqarrait .. anyway hatha ma yfeed

He turned his chair around..

Me: ah ok ta36eeny thahrek? A6la3 ya3ni?

He was silent..

Me: this is so childish!!!

And all of a sudden he left the place..

Wayha kan makh6ouuff!!

Kan mu 6abee3y!!

I followed him..

Me: bandaar shfeeek!!!!

He was ignoring me until he ended up at the men’s restroom..

Ufffff!!!

I waited him outside..

What’s wrong with him!!!

Yarab mafeeh ella el3afya!!

And all of a sudden I received a whatsapp message from him..

“Bandar: 

rana redday baitkum

Me:

Bs ma khala9na!

Bandar:

Maku shay yengal ghair mabrouk ou allah ywafgech!”

Shinu??

I was reading the above sentence over and over LAISHHH YET3AMMAD Y7ERNYY!!!

I threw my mobile inside my bag and rushed to my car!!!

He’s unbelievable!!!!

Y7errr!!

Ebe6 elchaaaabdd!!!

Kent 6oul el6ereeej m3a9ba 3alaih!!

Ana yayyatla ou galbe ma7rouuug 3ala ayyamna elly ga3da trou7 menna wehwa eb kel burouuuud yetkallam like he doesn’t care!!!

I got inside baitna to see Meme and Mom sitting in the living room..

Me: elsalamu 3alaikum

I said the previous sentence while walking to the stairs..

Mom: ta3aaaly wain ray7aaa

Meme: ge3daay gouleellena sh9aar ams ma3a el7uub elyedeeed

Me: 7addy ta3bana ou banam

Mom: shta3baaanaa!! Mamdach 6ala3tay ella raddaitay shta3aba hathaa!! Ge3day khantefaahaam

I sighed and went to sit with them..

Me: shinu?

Meme: eyannen?

Me: etha betelaigefain chethy tara bagoum

Mom: ehy qa9d’ha shlouna? Zain muzain? Sh7asaitay?

Me: zain mafeeh shay e7laaiw

Meme: enzain shsolaftaw?

Me: yumma laish ma tzawjeenhayyah? Ashoufha meshta6a akthar menny!

Meme: 3ady artha

Mom: we wakhezyaaahh!! Wain ga3deeenn!! Enzain ma yebtaw 6ary elmelcha?

Me: na3aaam?? Laa ma yebna! Besmellaahh elra7man elra7eem! Khanta3arraf awwal!!!

Mom: ee mu la’anna obouch gally enha betkoun lesbou3 elyay!!

Me: NA3AM??????

Dad: allah belkhair

I jumped in my place and whispered: besmellah

Meme whispered: allah yaster shakla elwaled 3umra 6eweel

My mom pinched meme on her thigh..

Mom: hala!!

Dad stared at me: zain bayantay! El3ada maku ela maryam ou 3azeza metjableen

I faked a smile..

Dad rolled his eyes to see my mom: 3azeeza! Tra elmelcha ta'ajjalat

My faked smile turned to a REAL smile!!!!!

Mom: lai meta?

Dad: 3ad hatha mu sheghlech! 7azat'ha bagolech latkhafeen

...

Talal: my bride shfeeha sa7ba 3al dawam?

Me: I don’t know! 

Talal: enzain latdawmeen bs 3allaqal khanshoufech! I miss you!

Me: Ajelha shway, please!

Talal: rana whats wrong with you!!

Me: i feel lost

Talal: laish!!

Me: madry shasawy brou7y!! A7es 9ert cheny yahel ma3aref el9a7 men elghala6!! 

Talal: what are you talking about?

Me: Im talking about my life.. Im talking about my decisions!!

Talal: do what ever make you happy!

Me: a9lan madry wain ra7 alga sa3adty! Ahh khalha 3ala allah!

...

Hamad: please la tefhemeeny ghala6 haa!! 

Me: i will not! Goul shesalfa!!

Hamad: gelt 7g obouch enny 7ab a'ajjel elmelchaa

A WIDE smile has been drawn on my face!!!

Hamad: mu 3ashan ay shay bs 3ashan ykoun 3ndech wagt ou tfakreeen 3adel

Kelesh ma hagait elsalfa chethy!! He's so sweeeet!!!

Hamad: abe ekoun elretha min el6arafain mu be men 6arafy ana!! Fa gelt a36eech wagt tfakreen etha 9ej tabeeny, ou awal ma tqarereen goulely ou n7added 3ala hal asas!

Me: mashkouuur!!!! Thank you for understanding! Mara7 ansalek halshay 6oul 7ayateee!!

Hamad: testahlain el6eebb!!

...

A7rejouny feee su'aly 3annak ou magwa abouuu7y!

I miss her!!

As much as i miss Bandar!!

Huge part of my life has been missed..

Eldenya malha 6a3am bedounha..

Galb'ha abyath halbent mu 7aqoudaa!!

Adry laish z3alat and I really understand!!

Z3alat because she knows nothing!

Dania elly ehy ekhty elrab3a, mat3aref 3n fa3ayel obouy!!

Matadry enna yqa9ebnaa netzawaj ely yabeehum!!

3umry matejarra't agoullaha!

Lanna elmawthou3 mu bs met3allaq feeny brou7y!

Elsalfa tet3allaq eb omy ou khawaty!!

Ohma akeed mayaboun dania t3aref enna obouy e3amelna chethy!!

I always want to tell her bs elkalam maye6la3!!

La'anny metrabya 3ala eny age9 3alla 3umry wagoul obouy e7ebny!!

Omy rabbatna enna n9addeg halshay elwahmy!!

I opened my closet and choose something to wear..

And went to dania's house..

Jeena: ohhh ranouy long time no come!! Wainek

Me: walahty 3alaay?

Jeena: waaaazedd

I kissed her right cheek as I asked her: minu aku?

Jeena: mafe ahad kullu dawam bs fee Dania

I raised my thumb up: perfect!

I can smell her white musk odor through her room's door..

Ree7at elmaaathy!!

I slowly opened the door..

Her room... Ammmmn ou amaaaaan!

Me: dania??

The bathroom's door was closed.. 

She's obviously inside..

I sat down and started to punch on my mobile..

*bandar sent you an image*

Dania: Haw!! Rana?

I raised my head and smiled: good morning!

*Atmaaaanna enna ya3jebkum elpost 7ail weddy ya3jebkum*