The rushed decision .. Part17

This post is dedicated to eljameeelaaa Deema Alshaya<3333

Me: ana .. ana msafra dubai!

Dad: wagta al7een dbai?

My legs were shaking and I was nervous..

Me: um 3endy dawra

Dad: rou7y darech yuba teyaseray

Me: 6ayarty 3ugub sa3a ou ne9

Dad: makuu sefarrr!!! Ma tadreen enna khe6betech 3ugub bacher? Ma teste7eeen 3ala wayhech entay!!!

Me: yuba allah ykhalleeek ared bacher

Dad: rouu7ay darech agoulech

Me: enzain yubaa khal ashoufa yshoufny mu seeda eyoun elreyayeel laish le3yela ya3ni

Dad: ohwa shayfech ou khale9 ou entay ba3ad shayfeta  ou 3ugb elmelcha ge3daw weya ba3ath

Me: enzain yuba khalny asafer!

Dad: RANA BETROU7EEN DARECH WELLA SHLOUUNN!!!

Lai meta bagoul enshallah?

Lai meta basket ou byenhethem 7aggy?

Shinu ya3ni shbesawwy feeeny? Yethba7ny?

Elmout arya7 men enny a3eesh ma3a wa7ed mabeehh!!

Me: MANY RAY7A DARYYY!!! LAI META WENT BTAFRETH RAYK 3ALAINNA!!! ENT ELLY BETEZAWWAJ WELLA ANAA??? EB AY DEEEN HATHA ELLY TZAWEJNY BEDOUN RETHAAY!! AY MATH’HAB HATHA ELLY SEEDA KHE6BAT REYAAYEEEL!!! LAAI META HAL THULMMM!!

Dad: ba3ad ba3ad 3ally 9otech akthaar!!! Kalam elmusalsalat hatha makhouth khairaah!! Ou ana obouuuch mas’oul 3annechhh!! Ou betezawejain 7amad ou reelech foug rasech!! 3a6aitech wayh wayed!!!

Kalaaama yaaaqher!!!

Kalaama semmmmm!!!

Maa a7essa obo!!!

Marrat weddy obo dania e9eer obouuyy!!

Weddy a7es b7ananah!!

Weddy obo yemsa7 dam3ety la bechait!!

Yemsa7 3ala rasy la tha7aakt!!!

Enzain 7etta luw bs yes’al 3an a7waly etha bkhair!!!

I hate my dad!!!

Me: saw elly tsaweehh!! Ana ray7a dbai!!

I said the previous sentence and went out!!

Awal marra akser kelmat obouuy!!

Awal marra teyeeny eljur’a asawy shay gha9ben 3alaihh!!

I drove my car to the airport..

I went to Caribou café to drink my morning late’..

B A N

Bandar

Call

Bandar: hala wallah

Me: hii, shlounek?

Bandar: enty ely eshlounech?

Me: Bandar im traveling to Dubai

Bandar excitingly: 9ej wallahhh?

Me: wallah!

Bandar: metaa??

Me: now!

Bandar: enzain laish mu mestansaa??

Me: la bel3aks!

Bandar: rana elmushkela enny a3arfech!

Me: la bs my stomach is aching me fachethy t7esny mu mestansa

Bandar: ok men al7een ra7 adawerlech 7g a7san dewa 7g elme3da 3ala ma to9leen!!

I smiled..

I swear he’s the best!!

Bandar: ay 6ayaara?

Me: lekwaiteyya

Bandar: naaaaaaa6er!

Me: ma3endek sheghel?

Bandar: I do bs mu al7een elmeeting 3al 4! Rayeth

Me: ok

Bandar: tarach kelesh mu 3ajbatny

Me: I’ll tell you everything lama ashoufech

Bandar: rana ta7achy

Me: Bandar khala9 3aad getlek 3ugub agoulek!

Bandar: deery balech 3ala 3umrech

I nodded: will do

…

I was crying so hard..

Kent abchy men elqahaaarrr!!!!

Mom: bs ya mama ga6a3ty galbeee!!!

Me: MAN3 SAFAAAR???? ANA BENTA YSAWEELLY MAN3 SAFARR? LA 7ASHA MU OBO!!!

I couldn’t stop tearing!!!

Too much drama!!

Qamtaaa qamtaaa!!!

Mom: enty tadreen eb obouch yegdar esawwy ay shay 3ashan emashy elly brasaa! Ou mehy yedeeda 3alaih msaweeha feeny men gabel was6eta tachbed!!

Me: MAYNOUUUUUUNN

Mom: bs ya 7abeebty mu zain lech t9arkheen chethyy!! Ou mahma ykoun hatha obouch!

Me: MU OBOOOO MU OBO ELY ESAWY CHETHYY WALLA MU OBO AKRAHAA AKRAHAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mom: goumy yumma qasly wyaihech ou emshay ne6la3 nrou7 café neshrab lena shay

Me: MABEE AROU7 MUKAANNNNN!!! YA DUBAI YA BA7KER NAFSY HNY LAIN AMOUUUUTT!!

Mom: ya 7abeebty mu bhal 6areeqa tenwekheth el omour! Ta3awethy men bleees ou 7awly tet3ayeshain ma3a wath3ech! Mehy nehayat eldenya etha tezawajtay 7amad!! Bel3aks allah y7ebech a9lan!! Gouly el7emdellah ou 9adgeny kelshay bhal denya kheeraa!!

Me: yumma ana ta3abt men obouy

Mom: ed3eella ena allah yahdeeh

Me: bafham shloun met7amletaa entayyy!!

Mom: tloumouny laish ana ou obouch kel wa7ed eb ghurfa?

Me: even though!!!! Nafs elbaittt!! Ou murtaaa!! Shem9abrech 3alaih bafham!

Mom: obouch bel esem rayly! Ga3da 3enda seter ou bs!

Me: akraha!!!

Mom: shoufy mobilech eren men mesa3!!

Shagoulla? Agoulla tefaja’t enna obouy msaweelly man3 sefar? Shagouuulll!!!!!

6arat 3anny el6ayyara wana yayya elma6ar gabelha eb sa3a?

Hawwant?

Ma tetragga3!!!!!

Me: ok!

Mom: akhalleech ana!

I answered Bandar’s call..

Bandar: rana ana 9arly 3 sa3at belma6ar an6erech!! Wainech?

Me: Bandar ta3al el kwait!

Bandar: tadreeen enna 3endy sheghel ma khalla9!

Me: Bandar allah ykhalleek erja3!

Bandar: ya3ni enty m3aneeetny elma6ar mu 3ashan betyeen? 3ashan betyeebeeny ana lekwait?

Me: Bandar tukfa erja3!

Bandar: MANY RAJE3!!

Me: BANDAR ANA BACHER BEYOUUN ELREYAYEEL BAITNA 3ASHAN EZAWJOUNY MEN WA7ED MA YENGALLA BANDDAR WENT MU RATHY TERJA3????

He froze in his thoughts..

Me: LAY META ELSHEHGEL AHAM MENNYYY!! LAIMETAAA!!!

Bandar: laish tawni adryyyy????? Laish ana akher man ya3lam!!

His voice’s tone was scary!!!

He was angry!!!

Me: anaaa 9arly dahar adeg 3alaik agoulek erjaa3 went eta7ajjaj belsheghel!!!!

Bandar: wana many meste3ed ahed sheghly 3ashan wa7da nafsech!!! Ma qaddaratny ou 7a6atny b6araf galbhaaa!!! Hatha shay kbeeeer ya rana KBEEER!!! Ared shasawwyy? Ashhad 3ala zawajkum wella shinuu?? Elshay eb EEDECHH! Kan elmafrouth matwa9leenha hal mar7ala!! I trusted you!! bs 6ala3tay ay kalam!! Bye

I-froze-in-my-place..

With my eyes popped, mouth’s opened and mind shocked!!

Sh9aaar?

Was it Bandar?

Laish kel hatha ga3ed e9eerly!!!

Even my tears were shocked!!

They didn’t fall down!!

Everything in my system was frozen!

…

Farah: ma3qoula? Enty akher wa7da feena a7esech t7ebbeen!! Ana ee mimi ham ee!! Bs entay? You were against it!!!!

Ya3ni khala9? No more Bandar?

Farah: ou elmushkela enny 3ayazt an9a7kum enty ou mimiyo!! Sheftaw? Hathy nehayaat’ha!!

Bsebbety?

Farah: bs ekhtheeha menny hatha Bandar etha men awalha chethy 3erfy lay tezawajtaw menty shayfa wayha khair shar! Men deera lay deeraa!!

Netzawaj? Yalait!!!!!!!

Farah: ou se’leeeny 3an elrayel la safar!! Way waay m7ataaat malha waly!! Teg3edeen tfakreen khanech wella ma khanech! Kho lekwaiteyen ma3roufeen 3ainhum zayghaa!!!

Bandar 3aina zaygha? Funny!

Bandar ne3ma etha 7a6 3aina b3ainy!

Farah: a7san shay takhtheen dayyen!! La ba3ad hatha yetzawaj 3alaich ma3enda mane3!

Me: emly 3youna ma tzough!!

…

I was laying my back on one of the living room’s sofas and staring at our beautiful garden through the window..

I was thinking of my love!!

He was too harsh!!

He knows nothing a9laan!!!

He doesn’t know my dad!!

Luw yadry shloun obouy thalem chan ma gal elly galah!!

Our last phone call was a big shock!!

To both of us!

En9edam min elkhabar ely geltah 7aggah!

Ou en9edamt men eslouba ou raddat fe3laa!!

Dad shouted: 3azeeeezaaaa

Mom: na3aaam!!!

Dad: 3ugb elmagharb beyoun elreyayeel san3oulehum el diwaneyya ou thab6o kelshay ha!

Mom: enshallah!

I sighed and went to my room!

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Mimi: a7es be9eer feech depression

I gave her a cold stare..

Mimi: matrou7een dawam mate6le3een you don’t even cry!!

Me: dmou3y khale9aw men kether ma bechait

Mimi: rana you’re a life lover sh9arlech!!!

Me: gelteehaaa “you were” lamma kanat 7ayatee teste7eq el7ubbb! Bs al7een? Sha7eb feeha!!

Mim: ranaaaa! La7ad yesme3ech!!! Most of the Kuwaiti girl yetmannon 7amad aw rayyal nafs 7amad ou entay tgouleen sha7eb eb 7ayaatee? He preferred youuu 3ala kel banat lekwaiittt!

Me: 7amad? He didn’t even call me!

Mimi: duh! He doesn’t have your number!! 3ugb elmelcha ra7 tektashfain shkether eyannen!

Me: and how do you know ha??? Layghereeech instagram!!! Ka anaaa kel hal followers 3abalhum ana 3aysha eb na3eeeem 3abalhum obouuy emdalelnyy! Yetmannon obouuuy! Bs they didn’t ask me for him wella chan ma bakhalt 3alaihum wallah!

Mimi: I’m talking about manners!!

Me: mimi ana 3umry ma takhayalt nafsy atzawaj eb hal6areeqa!!!!

Mimi: la’annech 6oul 3umrech metfa’la zyada 3an ellezoum!

Me: eltafaa’ul zainnn!

Mimi: bs be7douuudd!

…

Reem was calling..

I picked it up..

Me: ohh reem hi

Reem: alf alllf maabrouuuuukkk! Walla enna a7la khabaaaarrr! Laish ma geltay yashagooool

My hearts beats accelerated..

How did she know?

Is that mean that Dania know?

Me: allah ybarek feech! Madry enna yayya bagoulech bs sebagteny

Reem: wallah ou sawaaiteeha ou khathaitay 7amad!! Ya7laaila shalaihna eyame3 rasain bel7alalll

Me: elbanat daraw?

Reem: madryyy ana sheft elkhabar eb account mal khe6ab elkwaiteyen ou dagait 3ala 6ouul

Ohhh shit!!!

Reem: Maw9eloch mentions? Elkel meshta6 your followers ou his ga3deen ebarkouuun

Me: reem!!!

Reem: hala!

Me: I told you once about my story, my love story 9a7?

Reem: yeaaaahhh! And I loved the ending!

Me: reem!! Ely a7ebba esma mu 7amad yareeem!!!

Reem: 9ej?

Me: reem ana mu 7abba halzawaj wala abeeh etem!! Enty tadreen shkether dania zayqa 3ala 7amad and I might lose her bhalsebba!!!

Reem: eshda3waa!! Dania mestansa 3aalaih mu lai darajat enha betezawejaa!!

Me: I know dania more than anything! She wants him!

Reem: bs 9adgeeny en darat enech tezawajteeh ra7 tefra7 lech!

Me: uffff! I hate this subject!

Reem: ok ok khansolef 3an shay thany

Me: shloun ely t7ebeena

Reem: fallaina

Me gasped: laaaaish!!!!!!

Reem: ohwa elkhasraaan!! Guess what?

Me: hmm?

Reem: I am living a new perfect love story with someone else!!

Me: REEEM!!! THIS IS TOO CHEEAPP!! Lai metaaa ya3ni??

Reem: im living my life!

Me: life isn’t about guys!!!!

Reem: GELTEEEHAAA!!!

Me: ana 7abbait marra! Ou bhalmarra 7abait bkel mafeeny! And im not ready to love again! Lanna 7ub Bandar lail7een 3ayesh feeny

Reem: type down

Me: shinuuu

Reem: H A M A D _ 83

Me: sh7agga!

Reem: deshy accounta ou shoufaayy! He’s an amazing person!!

Me: I don’t need his amazing-ness

…

I stalk his account mu 3ashan aqne3 nafsy bs 3ashan bashouf ou ba3aref akthar 3an mustaqbely..

There was no hint about our engagement..

And I didn’t find a tiny hint about me as well..

Lots of fishes..

His boston whaler was everywhere..

Ummm..

This is a bit weird!!

6oul 3umry kent a7lem eb shakh9 nafsaa!!

6eweeel 3enda 3athalat khafeefa ou a tanned skin..

Rou7a shababeyyaa ou kel 6al3ata bar ou ba7aar..

Safrata el9emman ou 3maan..

Elbanat akher hammaa!!

Ou taqaddamlyy!!

Bs ma abeeeh!!

Abee elly 3umry ma 7alamt feehh!!!

Ensan 6weeel bs ma 3enda 3athalaat ou his skin is more like white..

Rou7a Abadan mu shababeya ou 6al3aata kelha sheghel!!

Safrataa kelha 7g sheghel!!

Bs abeeeh!!!

Both of them zaineen adry!!!

But my hearts beats to Bandar and that’s it!!

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Dania: I don’t care!!! Betezawejainah tezawejeeh 3alaich bel3aafyaaa!! Bs la tsaween rou7ech baree’a!! la t3aybeeen 3alay kel ma atkallam 3annaaah!! Rana shhal 7arakaat? I thought we were sisters!!! Ou yakh6ebech ou ettem elkhe6ba wala tgouleelly? Laish ana ghareeba? Wella khayfa akhtha mennech? Tara many mayta 3alaihh ok? Ou alla la eyeeb elyoum elly astathbe7 feeh 3ala rayyal!! Bs hal 7araka la yat men ekhet et3awwer!! 9edamteeny!

Me: daniaa please let me explain!! Wayed thalamteeenyy bkalamech hatha!!

Dania: ya please!! I need to hear a lie!! Bs 3ashan ma t6ee7een men 3ainy! Because I truly loved you!

Me: ou tetwaqe3ain ana bachatheb  3alaich?

Dania: you did already!! Elly sawaiteeh tamtheeel masra7eyya kamlaa yalait bs chethba!! Shay e7err!

Me: mumkin ashra7lech?

Dania: of course! Bs mu al7een lanny jad maly khelg asma3 9otech! Sorry rana bs walla ana ensan!

She closed the line..

And I burst into tears!!

Kel ma agouuul ba3eesh 7ayate ou bansa elza3al ye6la3ly shay yedeeedd!!!

Shloun ansaa ou elly za3laneen menny eb galbee!!!

That was expected!!!!

Ou ma aloumhaaa!!!

I lost kel elnaaas elly a7ebhummm!!

My besties!!!!

The whole thing was more like a nightmare!!

…

Hamad smiled: masa’ elkhair

Me: masa’ elnour