The rushed decision .. Part14

*Erjaaa3 abeek qarrer tejeeny wella 7alan ana ajeeek..*

Dania: reeem 7uubbby 9arlech dahar mu 3azmatna 3ala shalaihkum este7y 3ala wayhech

Reem: entaw elly ste7aw 3allaqal ana a3zem entaw ma 6abaina shalaihatkum

I looked at dania: a7saaaan hathy yezat elmanchab

Dania: qaleeelat adab 3ad men zeeen shalaihum ag9aah eb mina 3abdallah mayhum mlawath

Bibi: yallaa 3ezmeena eb nwai9eeb

Reem: wa3 la enshallah shhal darb amreeka mu shalaihh

Maha: baskum hosha baskum

Dania: mahu entay men 7amaltay wenty 9ayra om please la tadthereen mbacher

Me: khalaa9 yuba emshaw shalaihnaa

Dania: la sshukran ma nabe shalaihat mahjouraa ba3dain yerankum kelhum 3ayaayez

Bibi: eeee gouly chethyyy

Reem: ahhhaaaa! Yal shai6aanaaa

Dania: malait men le3zoubeyyaaa kelkum 3endekum a7ad ella anaaa

Reem started to bite her nails..

Maha sighed..

And I started to stare at the ground..

Bibi: ana ma3endy a7aadd ou ranouuy ma3endahaa

Dania: enzaain 3ajbech elwaaath3?

Bibi: eeeee maku a7laaa FREEDOM!!!! Wella shrayech ranouuy?

Me: sure!

Enqamat galbyyy!!!

Foug enny msawya shay ghala6 mchathba 3alaihummm!!!

Dania: rayouuum rayoum goulellena shlouuunn el7uuub ma3ach

Reem: I don’t want to talk about it please!

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I hate when someone removes the “last seen” in Whatsapp!!

I was checking my Whatsapp every now and then hoping for a reply message from Bandar..

I really need to hear something from him!!!

Something returns the smile on my face..

I miss him!!!!

Ma3qoula nesani?

Ma3qoula ma 6araait 3ala baalaah???

Ma3qoulaa ma walah 3alay nafs ma walaht 3alaih?

*Knock .. knock .. knock*

Me: ettha omy deshay etha mimi aw dania stay out

She opened the door..

Mimi: ma teste7eeeeeen

Me: gelt etha mimi la tdesheeen ma tefhemeeen?

Mimi: ma afham elparts elly mabe afhamha

Me: shtabeen? Minu qaledech this time?

Mimi: malait men sha3ry ba9baghah

Me: 9ebgheeh

Mimi: hatha wellah hatha?

She showed me two pictures..

Me: olllaaah hathak wayed fate7 khalech 3ala hathaaa!

Mimi: a7es abe shay yafreg hatha chenna maku farg wayd

Me: hathaak wayed fate7 over ya3ni yasheen elserj 3albugaaar

And all of a sudden..

Fahoudi: aunti mimi where is deedee?

Mimi: 7aaabeeeeeeby hoooodiii al7een ayeebha lek

Me: fahoudi ta3al 7abbaa, 7abba aunti

Farah: entaw hnyy ou mkhaleen omy brai7at’ha ta7aat

Me: hiiii

Mimi: tara ana bastathem eb hal kalbb

Farah: ekhtheeh 7alalech haha

We kissed each other..

Mimi took fahoudi and went to bring deedee..

Farah: shlounech?

Me: eb khaaair entaay?

Farah: lay3a chaaabdyy

Me: 3asa maaashaar?

Farah: mat3arfeen 3abdelwahab ou suwalfa eff eff

Me: shfeeh ba3ad?

Farah: yabe yahhaal!! Ana fahouud ou yallaahh!

Me: way salfat elyahhal tkhare3ny a7es mabe ayeeb 3yaal kelleshhh shley b3awar elraass!

Farah: la bel3aaks el3yaal zeeenaa!! Bs mu darzan!!!

And all of a sudden a Whatsapp message interrupted our talk..

I rushed to my mobile to see..

Bandar:

“ensa ansaak ou khala9 wala yumkin a7awel, we need to talk”

I couldn’t stop smiling..

Farah was staring at me silently..

Me: fara7 ge3day ma3a omy 7aram ga3da brou7ha ou ana shway ou anzel!

Farah wonderingly: shfeeech faj’a stanastaay?

Me: khalleeeny astanes 9arly dahar mu mestansaa!!

Farah: allah ytammem!

She left my room and I jumped on my bed with my mobile in my hand..

I replied:

“sure..”

After seconds Bandar called..

Me: alo

Bandar: rana!

Me: hmmm

Bandar: eshtagt lech

Me: enta ekhtart enek tolah 3alay

Bandar: belnehaya ana rayyal ou aghar

Me: min minu? Min 6alal? Esma7ly!!

Bandar: 7etta men elhawa aghar!

Me: laish shfeeh elhawa?

Bandar: yel3ab eb sha3rech kelyom

I blushed: maylog 3alaik tgoul chethy

Bandar: entay elly 3alamteeny shloun atghazzal wallah

Me: 3ayal jana shkent tgolaha?

Bandar: jana?

Me: ee jana!

Bandar: mara7 as’elech shloun 3arafty 3anha wala ra7 agoulech ma3aref jana bs kel ely bagola ena latyebeen 6areeha

Me: 6ab3an la’annek ma etejarra’

Bandar: enty thayeg khelgech?

Me: akeeed betheeg khelgy! Bandar ent ga3ed akher eldenya ou ya 7afeth 7etta message ma tdez? Kel hatha za3al? ana elwa7eeda hny ely e7egly az3al mu ent esma7ly!

Bandar: luw kent ana wara theegtech fa ana asef!

Me: asef? Heh!!

Bandar: kel ely 6elabta enech tkouneen ley brou7y

Me: lek brou7ek? B9efatek minu?

Bandar: rana shhal kalam?

Me: madry madry our relationship mafeha shay waaathe7!!! Ent kella saket wetha tekalamt tetkalam 3anny

Bandar: rana laish tgouleen chethy? Ana bs yemkin ma3araft awa9el masha3ry

Me: wana ma6loub menny alge6ha wehya 6ayra

Bandar: kel amaly eb af3aly tfahmech shkether ta3neelly

Me: tewaqa3tek tbared chabdy eb halmukalama! Tewaqa3t betredly eltha7ka 3ugub halghaiba, Bandar I expected more!

Bandar: you deserve the best!

Me: Bandar abe a3aref ana shinu benesba lek? Please try to make things clearer!

Bandar: kel hatha ou mu wathe7? Ana omy la7ethat 3alaay!! Rab3y la7ethaw ou entay mataddreeen?

Me: Bandar ana mu sa3eeeda ma3ak!!

He froze in his thoughts..

Me: I mean..

He interrupted my sentence: musta7eel akoun sabab ta3astech! Ma3asalama

I froze in my place..

Laishhh!! Laish chethy ga3d e9eeerr!!!

I’m really confused!!!

Many 3arfa shloun at9arraaafff!!

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Reem: whats wrong with youuu rana!!!

I took a deep breath: reem ana bethab6 metwahga!!

Reem: mu mkalmeta 9arlech dahar kelesh mu wagta tsolfeen chethyy!!! Luw ana chan bs sekat ou sema3t 9ota min elwalah!!

Me: 3ad entay professional ana ma3aref!

Reem: a9laaannn shaaakuu mashya hal6ereej! 6oul 3umerha hal 3elaqaat 3aks mabaad’ech!! Shfeechh sh9arlechh!! Luw sa’latny gabel chan ne9a7tech!!

Me: laish? El7ub ekhteyar?

Reem: entay tekhtarain etha betkhaleena bgalbech aw betgouleen!

Me: reem mu wagta hal7achy al7een!! Reem please ana thayeg khelgy 7aaiil

Reem: tabeen el9ej? Entay ely ghal6ana!!!

I gasped: NA3AM??

Reem: wallah ranouuy ya3ni kelshay bwagta 7eluuu laishh tabeena ygoulech kelshay marra wa7daa!

Dania: entaaw haay romeo ou Juliet sh3endekum rouskum eb ba3ath ou t’hathrouuun

Me: danouuy shfeech 9ayra dafsha?

Dania: ba3aad e7na ga3deen eb shalaih laish a9er tharba khaleekum 3ala 6abee3atkum

Reem: 3allaqal 3ashan kha6er shabab yeranaa

Dania: ellaa ta3aaalay enshallah yredouuun!! Min elfayer ray7een bel6arrad wala raddaw 6awelaaww!!

Me: yemkin ray7een Jazeera yal malgoufaaa!

Reem: aw ga3deen e7adgoun enty shaku feehum!

Dania: ga3da a7ateehum wedy adeg 3ala khafar elsawa7el 3ashan khaa6er 7amad

Me: AY 7AMAAADDD!!!

Dania: ehdaay! Hathak bu shorts a7maar tathkereenaa

I whispered: elly shafny eb..

Dania: eee eee!!!

I giggled: theglaay!

Bibi: daaannouuuy emshaay nteshammaas 7egreehum!

Reem: laa shinu 7egreehum yayyeeennn

Me: wallah mahouy laha wa7shaaa!!

Dania: el7amal ou maysawwy!

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Me: mimi

Mimi: hmm

Me: abee asawy new look shasawwy!

Mimi: you’re tanned maku a7la min hal new look!

Me: way mimi 7addy a7aty ta7sedeeny! Shayfatny 3ala hal9abgha eff rou7ay elshalaih ou sawy tan shda3waa!!

Mimi: enzainn enzaainnn

Me: ghairaa?

Mimi: madry ya3ni lon sha3rech eshaweg!! Ou 6oula 7eluu! Eeeeee felleeeehhh hatha aqwa new look!!

Me: ENSAY!! Ghaira?

Mimi: efff shdarraany! Bettafkheen your lips? Madry!

Me: la wai3!

Mimi: felly sha3rech 9adgeeny!

Me: ana ghal6ana yayya ashawrech as’al dania abraak!!

I called Dania immediately and asked her..

Dania: emmmmmm, sha3rech perfect wayhech perfect jesmech perfect emmmm stylech ham perfect!!

Me: mashallah belghala6

Dania: eeh tuf tuf mashallah!!

Me: baghayer shay!!

Dania: 3ARAAFTTTT!!

Me: SPLIT IT!!

Dania: you need more pierces!!

Me: seriously? Mustaaa7eeel dania musta7eeeeeel!!!

Dania: tabeen wella 3end yaddyy!!

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I took her advice and pierced more pierces in my right ear lanny magedart at7amal akthar 7g my other ear..

I opened my closet and started to stare at it for 2 hours until I chose:

My hair was tied into a pony tale..

He was waiting for me..

I froze in my place the moment I saw him..

I was wanting to hug him that tight hug..

A hug that could remove all the pain and yearning from my heart..

I miss that face..

I miss that person..

I accelerated my steps to reach him..

His eyes rolled to meet mine..

And I automatically smiled..

He smiled back and whispered: ge3day

Me: Bandar ana asfa la’anna..

He interrupted me: you shouldn’t!

Me: ok 3ayal should I tell you that I’m blessed to have you?

Bandar: I am the one who blessed here! Mara7 age9 3alaich waguolech enty awal bent tmer 3alay wala ra7 a3eed el es6ewana wagul entay ghair bs 9adgeny entay awal wa7da galbe baghahaa! Awal wa7da galbe dag lshofat’haa! Ou awal wa7da 3ainy ma tmel men mantharhaa

Me: a7es this is the longest sentence eb your mouth history haha

Bandar smiled: I guess ee

Me: a7es fee shay ghala6 chena e7na mu e7na ahhh we need to relax

Bandar: a7es hoshatna garebatna men ba3ath akthaar

Me: 7asesatna bqeemat ba3ath?

Bandar: enty mestansa?

Me: akeed!

Bandar: la’anna..

I interrupted him: shhhhh latefta7 malafat qadeema I overreacted thak elyoum

Bandar: enzain ra7 t7ebeen tkamleen 7ayatech ma3ay?

I nodded: with pleasure wallah

Bandar: rana madry shloun agoulech bss

I was staring silently..

Bandar: bs ya3ni gabel makent met’aked bs al7een ana met’aked enny

I was expecting him to tell me “will you marry me?”