The rushed decision .. Part7

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Me: he's weird!!

Dania: yetlazzag wath7a elsalfaa!

Me: danouy entay shefteehh! Hatha wayha wayh telezeg? 7addda thegeeel! Bs kan mu 3ala ba3thaaa

Dania: wallah entay ely mu 3ala ba3thechh!!

Me: anaa? Shakuu!

Dania: ams lamma galoullech esem hathak bo elshorts la7mar wayhech e3tefaaas!! Ou latgoleen shaku lanny 7afthetechhh! Shsalfeta?

Me: daniaaa!!

Dania: haa

Me: tathkereen lamma deedee kanat mkhar3etech?

Dania: ufff allah lay3eed elshaaarr!

Me: 9a7 nezalt eb fou6ty 3ashan awadeeha chan ashouf waa7edd??

Her eyes popped out: eeeeh?

Me: hatha ohwa bo shorts a7maar!

Dania gasped: OMGGGG!!! Fashlaaaaaaa

Me: 7ail!

Dania tanna7at for like 40 seconds..

Me: shinuuu!!!

Dania: ga3da atkhayyaaal

Me: shetakhayelaain?

Dania: enna y7ebbech ou yetzawejech! 

Me: 6aaa3 hathyyy!!! Khayalech wase3

Dania: RANAA!!

Me: na3am!

Dania: emshay Paris shlech beswaisraa!!

Me: abe 6abeee3aaa!!

Dania: emshay khal adawerly dress 7g 3ersech! Ba3dain saweh eb swaisraa

Me: ana ma7ad fagerny lail7een ma tezawajt ghairechhh!!

Dania: laaa wallah 6alal ohwa ely mwaggef ne9eeeebech ana adry!

Me: ohh 6alal I miss him t9adgeennn

Dania: laish waina?

Me: raye7 ma9er 9arla mudda bas bacher bereddd t’hagain shloun astaqbela?

Dania: sorry sorry bs entay 7mara?

Me: awch! Dania laishh laishhhh

Dania: fee a7ad yestaqbel 6alaall????

Me: akhhh ou shfeehh 6alal maskeenn! 6ayyeb ou mu7taram ou eqaddernyyy

Dania: bs shlech feeh ou 3endech ana??

Me: shut up dania!

…

Me: asfaraaat ou anwaraaat ou estahaallat ou am6araaat

Talal: hiii rana I miss youuu!

Me: ana akthaaaar! Sharaitlk your morning Americano

Talal: aww mashkouuuraaa

Me: mabaina! How’s ma9er?

Talal: etyaannen ou ely feha eyanenoun ewas3oun el9ader wllaah!

Me: 3ayal im going to swiss in two days enshallah

Talal: laaa 3azzamtay? Wella ghertay menny?

Me: 7aaail ghert hahhahah

Talal: eeeh nesaittt!!

He brought a box out of his bag..

Talal: hathy 9oghtech

Me surprisingly: laaaishhh mkalef 3ala 7alek kelha yomain ely re7t’hum!!

Talal: 7asha mafeeha kalaafa testahlain akthaaar!

Me: 7abebee!!

I opened the box to find a golden Cleopatra earing..

Me: WOW!!!!

Talal: sheft’hum ou gelt ma7ad be7aleehum ghair athoun rana

I smiled: sweetness!

Talal: 3ayal did you pack your bags?

Me: um not yet! Laaazem twa9eeny ayeeb lek shay taraaa

Talal: their weather!! If possible..

Me: enta tamer I’ll can it for you hahha

Talal: hahha matga9reeen

…

Akrah hathy ella7thaa kether kerhy lhal shu3our..

I don’t hate him and I will never do..

But I just can’t be any closer to him!!

I have a big huge feeling that he hates us bs at the end he’s our father..

Elmushkela enna everyone wishes to have my father!!!

9ej enna kel ma 6alabnah 3a6aanaa ou yeshtereellena kelshay nabe bs money is not everything!!!!

Sometimes you need love!!!

I took a deep breath and went closer to him..

He was reading a newspaper..

Me: yuba

He ignored my sentence..

Me: yuba ana mashya swaisra 6ayyarty elsa3a 12 enshalah

Dad: 3asa 7ajaztay one way?

I faked a smile: luw kent ma3ay chan sawait’ha!

Dad: fal allah waala falech!

My eyes filled with tears..

Me: tamerny 3ala shay?

He ignored me..

Me: yuba! Deer balek 3ala mimi ha

Dad: chan khathaitouha ou fakaitouny!

I swallowed my tears and said: ma3asalama

While he grabbed his cup of Turkish coffee and drank it..

…

Me: one skimmed latte please

The SB guy: no flavors?

Me: no thanks

The SB guy: 1 dinar 600

I gave him and took the receipt and started waiting for my latte to be finished..

And all of a sudden my mobile rang..

I picked it up..

Me: alo

Bandar: hala wallah shlounech?

Me: ahlain! Tamam

Bandar: 3asa ma shar?

My heart skipped a beat..

Me: ma shar!

Bandar: ehmm, bel ma6ar?

Me: eeh

Bandar: trou7een wetreddeen belsalama

Me: allah ysalmek

Bandar: estansay entay wely ma3ach

Me: im traveling alone

I felt his smile but I didn’t know the reason behind it..

Bandar: ok 3ayal estansay!

Me: will do

Bandar: belsalama

Me: esalmek.

He’s sweet, dag 3alay egoully “belsalama”, dania ma sawat’haa lanha nayma 6ab3an..

…

I locked my seat belt and laid my head on my seat’s back..

Kent 7ail maqmoutaaa!!

Hathy 7alty kel ma akallem obouy anqemet elyoum kellahhh!!

My tears wear rolling down my face..

I started whispering to myself “Smile rana smile rana smiiiiiile”!!

…

The five hours went slowly until we finally arrived to Zürich..

I took my bags and went out..

I was staring on the signs trying to catch my family name..

Ohhh “Ms. Alflani”..

I rushed to that sign..

-----: Welcome to Zürich mam

He said the previous sentence while he was removing the sign down his face..

I gasped: OH MY GOD BESMELLAAAH!!