Minwat Elkhayyal.. Part14

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I froze in my place..

My tongue became heavier than ever..

I was too shocked to talk..

Othman: madry laish 7abaitech! Madry laish galbe ma bagha ghairech!!

Othman: ma3anech akthar wa7da m7asesatny belnaq9

Othman: allah ysam7ech!!

He said the previous sentence and turned around to leave..

My tears started to fall heavily..

Laihadaraja ana 7aqeeeraaa???

Othman ma yestahel ely sawaita feeeh!!!

I ran to my car gabel la a7ad eshoufny abchy..

Omg!! Eshdarraah 3an 3aziz ou ana shbainy ou bain 3aziz a9laannn!!!

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Six months later..

My relationship with Aziz became stronger than before..

Talking to him became a daily routine..

9ert olah 3alaih akthar men ma olah 3ala raghad!!

He became my life!!!

I truly love him and he does too!!

He has a beautiful shape and soul..

He’s tall and huge..

He has “na3esa” hazel eyes..

Tanned skin, perfect body, wavy soft dark brown hair and a LOVELY soul!!

7ail erteba6t feeh .. ayyaame ma3ah sa3eeeda ou a7la la7thaty ella7that ely akalma feeha ..

Bs .. men 3arafta ou 3arafny wana fagda elnouma bra7aa..

Men zeman ma nemt wana galbe merta7!!

Ta’neeb elthameer thebaa7nyy bs elmushkela eny mu gadra ahedda!

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Aziz: shaikha shfeech matreddeen kharra3teeny 3alaich!

Me: sorry kent bel7ammam tekram madry shfeenyy ba6ny men elfayer wana 7alty 7alaa

Aziz: rouu7ay el6abeebbb yuba

Me: la la shda3wa 6abeebb

Aziz: shaikha 3ashany rouu7aay

Me: la 3aziz mu laihadaraja enzain akalmek 3ugub ta3bana 7ail

Aziz: 7ayatee matshoufen shar enshallah

My stomach was killing meeee!!!!!

*knock knock knock*

Me: deshaaw

Mom: shaikha? Shfeech mare7tay eljam3a mu 3endech class al7een???

Me: yummaaa ba6ny ba6ny many gadraaa

Mom: deshy el7ammaaam

Me: yumma yemkin 20 marra dashait men gemt men elnoum

Mom: wee shessalfaa! Tgoumeen el6abeeb??

Me: la la shewaddeeny

Mom: kaifech, bs al7een etha gelt 7g obouch mara7 ekhalleech

Ou fe3lan elwaled gala9ny men keshety 7g mustashfa elsalam..

The doctor: elbent dee feeha tasammum

Mom: eee ana gaylatlaha la eta3ashain men hal ghabar kentaky bs maku fayda ma tesma3 elkalam

Dad: tukfaain re7meeha enty 7obtech wel gaberrr!!!

Mom: 3eshtawww 3adal bs!

Me: ya jema3a 7a9al khair kfc yestahel atsammam le3youn el twister

They laughed so hard 3ala tefelsefy..

Me: bs wath3 el obar elly mlaghmeeny feeha kellesh ma y6ammen

Mom: 3ashan t7armeen ta6lebeen wajbat saree3a

Me: qasdech 3ashan a7arrem a3andech

Dad: shloun al7een ana anam weyach?

Me: shda3waa yuba la mala da3y

Mom: ewansech 3alaqal

Me: la la shda3wa kho ge3daw 3endy laima elail ba3dain rou7aw ou ana anam mala da3y tnamoun 3endy many yahel

Dad: bra7tech

Mom: 3ayal a7mad khanrou7 nyeeb laha hdouum ou nyeeb chay ou gahwa ou 7elu ou chan mu3ajanat

Dad: baaaaaih shda3waa nawya tsawween esteqbal?

Mom: laa bss akeed khawaty beyyoun ou okhwanha ou okhwanek

Dad: 3eyadat mareeth mu yayyeen yakloun ba3dain mala da3y tgoulellehum kelha yomain

Mom: akeed bedegoun yes’eluon ou a7ad egoul lethany

Dad: kaifech! Etha hatha ge3day ma3aha wana ayeeb

Mom: la ana arou7 sh3arefek malabes’ha

Dad: yallah shayoukha nkhalleeech?

Me: eee shda3waa bs wain mobily

Dad: kahu 3end omech

My mom gave me my mobile and they left..

I checked my mobile to see 18 missed calls men Aziz and 5 min raghad ou two whatsapp messages..

1-    Raghad: shoshooo awal matshoufen elmissedcalls kalmeeny ya rou7 mamy

2-    Aziz: 6amneeeny!

I sent aziz:

“El7emdellah everything’s good 9ar feeny tasammum ou ana belmustashfa bs la t7ateeny im fine”

After one minute aziz called me..

I picked it up..

Me: aloo

Aziz: shaikhaaa shessalfa!!

Me: haw shfeek getlek maku ella el3afyaa

Aziz: entay brou7ech?

Me: eeh omy o obouy ra7aw shway ou bereddouuun

Aziz: tra kella men kentaky marra thanya la takleena

Me: eeeh omy ta7allefat feeny ma aklaa

Aziz: zain tsawy feech! Chum youm bteg3edeen?

Me: yomain galaw!

Aziz: ashwa agdar ashoufech gabel masafer

Me: tsafer?? Wain 3ala allah!!

Aziz: barou7 spain weyya omy

Me sadly: 3azeeeez! Khal trou7 brou7haa kho deerat’ha!!

Aziz: obouy maykhalleehaa trou7 bedoun ma7ram ou ana marthaha 3ala omy

Me: ou shlouuun 3al dawam?

Aziz: esta’thant men eldekatra wafeqaw

Me: ah mennek mthabe6hum

Aziz giggled: shasawwy ye7ebbounyy

Me: enzain la trou77 khal okhouk erouuu7

Aziz: a9lan ana mayyet 3al ga3da akthar mennech jad bafgedech

Me: chum youm?

Aziz: wallah omy galatly sbou3ain bs mayendara 3anha

Me: ollaaaah shinu sbou3ain ana she9abberny

Aziz sadly: allah kareem

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Jazi: shaikha?

Me: hmm?

Jazi: tra fashalteeny mu ashkara chethy entay ou 3aziz 3ainy 3ainek bel jam3aa!!!

My heartbeats accelerated and my face became hotter than ever..

Me: sh .. shinu?

Yasmin: denyaaa tghayyer wallaa ettaghayyarr waaain elly kanaw e3aybouuun

Jazi: yaaaz shfeeech? Min 3aab ebtalaa!!

Yasmin: 3allaqal e7na neste7y 3ala wyouhna mu 3ainy 3ainek fashaltay bent khaltech!!

Jazi: huh! Darat eldenya ou yama darat elldenya 3ajaabb

Their words were too harsh..

I couldn’t hold my tears any second more..

I left them and went to my car to cry my heart out..

I called Aziz and drove back home..

Aziz: ya hala ou ghala

Me while crying: 3azeeezz my cousins e7errouuuuun!!!

Aziz: off! Shaikhaaa shfeech tabcheen shsawoullech ur cousins???

Me: yetshammetoun feeenyyyy! Estalmouny bel7achy elly eqethhh magedart atkallamm

Aziz: ehday ehday entay wainech al7een??

Me: radda elbaaait

Aziz: sef6aay 3aljaaanbbb!!!!

Me: ma ye7taayyy!

Aziz: SHAIKHA SEM3Y ELKALAM!

I stopped my car immediately 7addy khaggait’haaa..

Aziz: shaikha 7ayatee elly yetshammat feech 7egreehh!! La tehtammain 7g kalamhum

Me: 3azizz elmushkela enna kel kalamhum 9a7!

Aziz: shgalaw?

Me: t3aref jazi?

Aziz: ay jazi?

Me: my cousin ely getlek ehya weyana bel jam3a?

Aziz: eeeeh shfeha?

Me: chakkatny weyyak ou ehya t3ayerny al7eenn!!

Me: 3aziz ana 6oul 3umryy the dhal ashyaa’ thag khelgy elyoum youm gamaw yetshametoun feeeny 7asait abe el arth tenshag ou tebla3ny!

Aziz: smellaaaa 3alaichhhh!!!!

Me: thaag khelgyy 3ala nafsy!

Aziz: shaikha! Awwal shay ana asef ely 7a6aitech bhal mawqef elkhayes!

Me: you shouldn’t 3aziz!! Ana ghal6ana gablek bs elmushkela eny mu gadra aheddech!

Aziz: 7awaltay?

Me: fakkart!

Aziz: I understand!

Me: lazem tefham lanna wathe7 shkether a7ebbek!

Aziz: wana mu wathe7 shkether abeech ou weddy afekkech min kalamhum elyoum gabel bacher wayeech baitkum ou akha6bech???

Awwwwwwwwwwwh!!!!!

I blushed: madry

Aziz: afa?

Me: atmanna ya3ni!

Aziz: ne6reeny enshallah greeebb!

I was too shy to talk..

Aziz: ana 3araftech 3adel ou 3araft enna hatha elly abeeh ou allah ya36eeny 3ala gad neyyety

I whispered: amen

He whispered back: a7ebbech

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Kel youm 3endi kanha fee ghaibetek 3am ou elham kennah lel fee khafgy jan.. ge9at walah fe3youn ma tegdar tnam tetmanna 9outek kel ma elhatef eren.. fee elgalb khouf ou ham ou ashwag ou awham arjouuk 6ammenny tara khafegy jannn .. madry leman ashky 3athabe ou elalam bellah gelly ashky gheyaabek leman..

He traveled to Marbella and left me alone..

I missed him!!

Three days without hearing his voice is TOO MUCH!!

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Raghad: YA WA7ESHNYYY!!

Me: uffff elkwait looo3a bedounech!

Raghad: adry wallah adryyy!

Me: meta treddeen?

Raghad: ou terja3 el ebtesama?

Me: raghad chab!

Raghad: ok enshallah ela7ad elyaay

Me: ECHATHBEEEEEEN? WAAAY A7LA KHABAAAR JADD!!

Raghad: 3endi lech suwalef naaaghhh

Me: gouuuulay al7eeen

Raghad: la 7alaat’hum faze to faze

Me: ogay

Raghad: yagerhech

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I changed my clothes into these:

7addy mesta3yelaa kan 3endi tutor eb piano café ..

Mom: shaikhaa

Me: hmm

Mom: ta3alay shway ben7acheech

I turned around to see my mom with my dad staring at me..

I went closer to them..

Me wonderingly: shfeekum

Mom: shessalfa 3ethman 6akh 3annech shemsaweetla?

Dad: gabel kel youm ekalemny egoully yabeech!

Mom: ou kel cham youm zayerna sh9aayer?

Me: laish tkalmouny chenny msawya shay ghala6? Shdarrany 3annah yemkin mal!

Dad: atmanna ennech mata7asefain 3ugub!

Mom: 3ethman th’haba!

Me: allah ma kathar elshabab elsan3een bel deera mu wagfa 3alaihh! Ou aham shay belzawaj elqaboul ou ana mu metqableta!

Dad: fee san3eeen nadry bs mu shar6 e6egoun bab baitna!

Mom: ya benty etha 7asbalech enna ely ekalmech gabel la yakh6ebech san3 fa entay ghal6anaa

That was shocking!!

What does that mean???