This post is dedicated to me<33::
My heart skipped beatsss!!!
Shdarraaah!!
Shesalfaaa laish faj'aaa chethy!!
Me: 3ethman? Ay 3ethman?
Aziz: shaikha e7na mu met3awdeen nkhesh 3an
ba3ath 9a7? Goulelly shessalfa!
Me: maaaku salfaaa!!!
Aziz: ya3ni mara7 tgouleen?
I didn't say a word..
Aziz: kan weddy asma3 elsalfa minnech bs
ma3alaih!
Me: 3azeez!!
Aziz: hmm?
Me: thag khelgek?
Aziz: madry!
Me: tra wallah ohwa my cousin ou mabainna
shay!! Ohwa kan yabeeny bs ana 3umry ma kent abeeh ou al7een ohwa tezawwaj ou
ra7 bne9eeba elmelcha elly last week kanat melchetaa!!!
Aziz: el7emdellah elly yat 3ala chethy!
Me: ma3qoula 3azeez? Etsaddeg?
Aziz: la'anny mu m9addeg sa'altech!!
Me: el7emdellah, bafham minu gallek?
Aziz: mu muhem minu gally!
Me: 3azeez wallah ra7 tgoully minu gallek!!!
Aziz: 7ayatee mala da3y!!
Me: lah da3y saddegny!!
Aziz: shbefeedech feeh?
Me: gouuully tekfa!! Mabainna hal tekellef
Aziz: refeeejy!
I froze in my thoughts..
Me: weyaana bel jam3a?
Aziz: mu muhem
Me: ma tet9awwar shkether muhem!!
Aziz: eeh!
Me: 3ethaman may3aref a7ad beljam3a ghairy
ou his cousin!! Bsss jazeyyooo t3aref ne9 shabab eljam3aaa!! Walla la
awareeehaaa makhalleehaaa makhalleeha!!
Aziz: shaikha ehday!! La tathlemeen elbent!!
Me: na3aaaam?? Shaku tdafe3 3anhaaa!! Ana
adry ena ehya khubz eeeedy!!!
Aziz: shlech feeha khalas ana m9adgech!!
Me: dwaha 3endy bent ellatheena!!
...
"Me:
S7aila??
Jazi:
Tkalmeeny?
Me:
Wainech?
Jazi:
Beljam3a khair?
Me:
Ay 9ob?
Jazi:
Mara7 agoul 3ashan maly khelg ashoufech
akhaf ye3tefes moody!
Me:
Ya3ni moodech 6ayyeb?
Jazi:
Eyannen! Mjabla refejaty weljaw el7eluu ou
ymeron 3alainna ashkalen ou alwann shabe feeech?
Me:
Idiot!!
Jazi:
Wayhech!!"
I called her "idiot" because she
gave me a clear hint of where she's sitting!!
Me: hi jazi!
Jazi gave me a death stare..
Jazi: ma a9adeg shloun dertay eljam3a kelha
3ashan tshoufeeny!! Bs ma aloumech min 3younech mbayyen enech walhana!!
Me: offf ma tet9awerainn shkether!!
Jazi: huh!
Me: enzain goumay shway bakalmech!!
Jazi: kalmeeny hny
I gave her friends a look..
Me: magdar!
Her friends: jazoy goumaay!
Jazi stood up qasben 3alaiha..
I took her to a quiet and empty place in the
college..
Me: lai meta wentay t7awleen tkharbeen
7ayatee? Ma 3endech sheghel ella ana??
Jazi: huh! Maskeena entay maskeenaaa!!
Me: maskeena 3ashan shay wa7ed!! Enech my
cousin!
Jazi: e7a9ellechhh cousin nafsy!!
Me: eklay hawa jazi!
Jazi: khair shtaben al7een?
Me: 9edday 3anny!!
Jazi: ya3ni shtabeen!!
Me: STOP TRYING TO DESTROY MY RELATION SHIPS
WITH OTHERS OK??
Jazi in a teasing tone: minu el others??
Me: MA3A OMY KHALATY MY COUSINS ELKELLL!!!
Jazi: elkel nafs minu?
Me: 7ABEEEBY!!! 3AZIZ!!! Eee na3am 7asbalech
bakhaf minnech? 7asbalech bakhaf min fetheee7tech?? Ana enfetha7t bel sema
khalaaa9!!
Jazi: ohhh!! Walla ou 9ayra mestaqweyaaa?
Me: eee mestaqweya lanny wagfa jeddam ath3af
ensana!!! Yakhe wajheeeny laish tdezzeen nas tkhareeb 3alay??
Jazi: ma7ad th3eef ghairechh!! Waaain elly
awwal t3ayyeb wetgoul haailag tkalmouun? Waainha elly tgoul 7aram ou 3aib? Ma saddagtay
wa7ed galech a7ebbech thebtaay??
I swallowed my tears..
Jazi: bs eldenyaa daraat!! Ou al7een ma7ad
hailegy ella entaay!!
Me: a7eb wa7ed mu 10!!!
Jazi: waaainhum el10 ya khallaaaf! Kel
ma7abait wa7ed 6ala3 player ou nfechh!!
Me: men chethy e7tarraitay minny? Lanna aziz
y7ebny min galba ou ma yel3abb??
Jazi laughed sarcastically: maskeeena
entaaay al7een maku a7ad ma yel3aab!!
I faked a smile: taraqqebay be6aqat 3ersy
hal shahrain ok? Qasben 3alay a3zemech my cousin kho!!
Jazi: taksereeen elkhaa6er!! Elly ykalmech
shyabe feech yakh6ebech? Yakhethla shay yedeed mu majyouuus!!
Me: ma aloumech!! Mu marreen 3alaich
shurafaa'!! Ou ba3dain entay sh7arrech 7abaita wella ga3adt entaay shaaaku???
Jazi: kasra kha6ry khalty wedaaad wa3alayyaa
rabbat ou t3abat ou wtheqat 3alfathy!! Murahaqa met'akhra el7emdellah
welsheker!!
Me: jazi 7ayatee! Ana mu yayya asolef ok?
Yayya agoulech khalleny b7aly ou Tra bagolech shay kel your tries are
useless fa bsss fekkeeenna!
Jazi: taksereen elkha6er msadga 3azeez!!
I placed my hand on her mouth..
Me: chuuubbb la tyebeen 6areyya 3ala lsanech
fahmaaa!!!
And i left her tooking big steps to the
bathroom..
I was crying my heart out!!
Her words were too harsh!!
And all of a sudden I felt heaviness on my
shoulders..
Aziz: shaikha shfeeeech??
Me: 3azeez wakher bala fethaaye7!
Aziz: many mwakher shoufay dmou3ech shloun
tarsa wayhech!!
Me: 3azeez please rouu7 etha t7ebny!!
Aziz: la'anny a7ebbech mara7 akhallech bhal
7ala gouleelly shfeeech!!
Me: 3azeez allah ykhalleek!
Aziz: minu mza3lech!!
Me: agoulek ba3daaain!!
Aziz: getlech many raye7 ela lamma terthain
ou teth7ekeen!!
I faked a smile: yalla rou7!
Aziz: men galbech!!
Me: ufffff!! Tabe teftha7ny ent??
Aziz: meste3ed agolehum eny kha6bech!!
I ignored his sentence and entered the
bathroom..
He started knocking the door!!
Aziz: shaaaikha 6el3ay!
I opened the door!!
Me: 3azeez shhal 7arakaaat??
Aziz: minu nazzal dmou3ech?
Me: jazi!!
Aziz: ma nkhale9 min hal wa6ya?
Me: 3ayaratny feeek!! Ou qathatny bkalamha!!
Aziz: walla luw enha rayyal chan nemt feeha
6ag!!! Ou wala yhemech kelha chum yom ou ana kha6bech!!
Me: 7AYWANA JAZI 7AYWANA!!
And all of a sudden aziz placed his arms on
my upper back and started to tighten them slowly on my body until he officially
hugged me..
Aziz: 7ayaatee!! Shfeech? Awwal marra
asme3ech tsebbeen chethy!!
I didn't hug him back!!
Thanks god my mind was still in my head!!
I tried to push him away: 3azeeeez wakherrr
khalaaa9!!!
He took few steps to the back..
Aziz: asef!! Asef wallah ma7asait bnafsy!!
Me: la 3ady!!
Seconds of awkward silence then I turned
around to get inside the bathroom again..
Aziz: shaikha
Me: hmm?
Aziz: kalmeeny la khala9tay min el7ammam ok
7abebty?
I nodded and entered the bathroom..
...
Me: wallaaa jaaad akraah 3yalkum kelhum
9gheerhum wekbeerhum!!
Ghalia: 7aram 3alaich ketakeeet 7ad'hum
Me: ma shafaw elkatkataa
Haya: bacher la yebtay 3yal bet7esseen!!
Me: a7es enna 3yaly ketakeet ee bs 3yalkum
khal yenson elkatkata!!
Ghalia: yalla tezawejaay shayoukh tawni
sharya nafnouf min e6alya ou ma ye9la7 ella 7g 3ers ekhet!
Enshallah sooon!!
Greeeb yakhethny 3azeez ou ma tebgally
omneya ella ta7aqeqat!!
El7emdellaah!!
Haya: mu elma3arees 9affeen dor 3end elbab
Me: eee 7abeeebty 9afeen bs ana arfeth'hum
Ghalia: heh wa3alayya 3alaay min awal wa7ed
wafaqt
Haya: la ana ashwa raddaitly w7ayyed
Me: el7emdellah wesheker bs 7g elsha7a6aaa!!
Ghalia: eee 3ashan rayly y7es bqeemty
3araftay?
Awwal marra andemej bsuwalef khawaty ou
kteshaft enhum typical 7areem la ra7aw wala raddaw..
Faj'aa 3azeeez shakkal 3alay a7la
tashkeelaa!!
Ghalia: haw redday shfeeech?
Me: la hathy refeejty ba3dain a7acheeha
Haya: khayfa t6oufha salfaa yuba me7na
msolfeen redday maskeena kassarat eltelephone!!
Me: la adry feeha tabe hw ou foug el hw
Ghalia: rou7ay foug naqleeha elhw maskeenaaa
Me: ha? Ee ee ok
I went to my room and answered: baddaaa3t mu
chethy eshakloun!!!
Aziz: shaikha 7abebty
Me: na3aam
Aziz: bagollech shay
Me: amer!!
Aziz: many 3aref shloun!
Me: haw shinu shesaalfa?
Aziz: agdar ashoufech?
Me: al7een? 9a3ba!
Aziz: tharoory
Me: 3zeez shessalfa
ga3d tkharre3ny!!
Aziz: maku ella
el3afya la t7ateen bs we should meet up now!
Me: wain?
Aziz: abyat?
Me: ok!
I froze in my place
for seconds trying to think minu men ahalna ga3d e’atheth? Ma7ad .. fine!!
I wore these, my hair was curly *natural curls*..
I ran to my car..
Mom: waaain 3ala allahh?
Me: bashtery hadeyya 7g rghaida badezha laha
Mom wonderingly: ok
Madry shloun 6arat 3ala baly elchethba bs el7emdelah
meshat!!
...
He pulled a chair for me and I sat down..
He sat down and smiled: mazyouna
Me: 3azeez shfeek?
He took a deep breath: sem3eeny lay akher shay ba3dain
tekallemay ok?
Me: ok!