Its crystal clear .. Part45 "LAST POST"

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Na6artkum wayed bhal qe9aa ou 6awalt 3alaikuuum wayed bs sam7ouny wallah i was trying my best to post quickly..

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He ignored me..

Me: khaleddd a7acheeek ana!!

Khaled: ghena khaleeny akhalle9 elcheck in ou entefaaham!!

Me: ok bss rouu7 faransa brou7ek ok?

6ab3an 7agarny..

I went to the lobby’s sofa and waited for him ..

After a while he came back..

Khaled: ne9 sa3a ou tejhaz gherfatna

I ignored him ya3ni m3a9ba .. ok ana 9ej m3a9ba!!

Khaled: ou 3ala fekra 3aib t9arkheen 3ala raylech

Me: shmetwaqqe3 menny?

Khaled: tehdain ou tes’eleen shessalfa bkel hedou’

Me: ent tadry faransa shta3neelly ou ma3a hatha betwaddeeny!!! Elly befaje’ murta efaje’ha 3adel

He smiled: 9ej lai galaw 3agl elmara nage9

My eyes popped out: NA3AAAAAAAAMMMMM

Faaj’a ta3abeeer wayha taghayyarat ou bayyan 3alaih el alam..

My heart’s beats accelerated..

I knew it!!!! kent adry enna 6ala3 men elmustashfa 3ala mas’ouleeta ou .. ou elly kanat shakka fee eldektora 9ar..

Bs .. 7awalt asawy 3umry masheft ou  kammalt..

Me: e7na maku akmal men 3agelna

Khaled: em ba6ny shakla khabe6 men akel el6ayara

Me: 9ej? Rou7 el7ammam

Khaled: eeh ee lazem

He went to the bathroom..

I couldn’t stop thinking of him..

7alta 9a3ba ou kha6eeera! Luw 9ej fee fashal kelawy ou ohwa 7agra chethyy shbe9eerla? Alahh yasterrrr!!!

Weddy agoulla bas khanred lekwait bs mara7 e6eee3ny!!!!

Agoulla shrayek n’ajjel elhoneymoon? Begoul 3ugub shinu!

Ufff yaraaaabb tshafeeeh wet3afeeehh!!!!

After a while he came back..

Khaled: yallah ghenawy ghurfatna jhezat

Me: ok

We went to our room..

Khaled removed his belt and laid on the bed..

I removed my hat and sat on the sofa..

Khaled: shrayech bel ghurfa?

Me: 7elwa

Khaled: shar7a haa?

Me: wayedd

Khaled: ghena?

Me: rouu7y

Khaled: shfeech?

I took a deep breath and replied: mafeeny

He sat down, left the bed and went closer to me..

Khaled: ghena 7e6y 3ainech b3ainy

I raised my eyes to see his..

Khaled: shfeeech!

Me: goul amen

Khaled: ameeen

Me: allah la ya7remny men hal 3youun

He hugged me tight: wala ya7remny menech

…

The next day..

I woke up early, Khaled was still sleeping..

I took my ipad and started to search about the renal failure..

Khaled: 9aba7 elkhair

I jumped in my place: kharra3tny

He giggled: shda3waa

Me: wallahh

Khaled: sh3endech faz3a ou t6ag6egeen bel ipad?

Me: an6erek tgouumm

Khaled: yallah al7een aqasel ou albes shorty ou entay lebsy mayohech 3ala ma6la3 men el7ammam

Me: okk

Khaled: wella taben netrayyag awal?

Me: la 3ugub a7san

Khaled: okk

I changed into my swimsuit and khaled wore his swimming shorts..

We went to our tiny private beach..

I laid on the beach chair, khaled laid next to me..

He hugged me from the back and started to whisper into my ears..

Khaled: men 4 sneen wana atkhayyal halla7tha

Me: ana ou enta brou7na

Khaled: ou tetwaqe3ain meta beyye elly bekhalleena thalath

I smiled: besmellah

Khaled: elwa7ed mu thamen 3umra ya ghenawy

I froze in my thoughts..

Enqamat galbeee..

What does that mean??

Khaled giggled: shfeech shfeeech kho 7achwaaa

I threw myself on his chest and hugged him tight..

Me: la t3eeed’ha

He hugged me back..

Khaled: allah ya kuber ghalatyyy

Me: welkhafy a3thaamm

Khaled: yabakhtyyy

Me: allah ykhalleek ley bss

Khaled: wekhalleelly elly eb ba6nech

Me giggled: la tafgernaa

Khaled: fake it until you make it haha

Me: enzain enta weddek etha 7amalt a7amel eb bent wella walad?

Khaled: elly eye men allah 7ayyah allah

Me smiled: akeeed bs enta shinu bkha6rek?

Khaled: marrat agouul weddy eb 9bay esheel esmy ou e9eer nafs tafkeery bs marrat agoul abe bnayya 3ashan ashoufech feeha

I couldn’t stop smiling ..

Me: ne3ma enna elwa7ed ekoun 3enda a7ad e7ebba ou elne3ma elly akbar men hathy ena ykoun watheq men 7ubbah lah

Khaled smiled: erte7t

Me: laishh?

Khaled: wathqa men 7ubby!! Hatha a7la shaayyy

Me: shay badeehy a9lan

Khaled: tadreeen? Elkel egoul elma7abba ma tdoum ou tqel ma3a elwagt bs ana ma7es enna halshay yen6ebeq 3alay wallah ghenawy t3arfeen lamma t7ebbeen omech? Shloun entay musta7eel teekreheenha? Hatha shu3oury ma3ach

I kissed his cheek: allah la ya7remnyy

Khaled: ha tabeen netsaba7?

Me: laa ana elyoum bs ba7e6 tan

Khaled: laaa la t7e6een tan

Me: ou laish ma a7e6

Khaled: shlechh bel tan mu zaain lech ba3dain ana a7ebbech chethyy baithaa

Me: 9ej 3ad?

Khaled: shoufay aana met’akked ena kelshay 3alaich 7eluu bs abeech chethy 3ala 6abeee3tech

Me blushed: lak tekraammm

Suddenly I felt his stomach shrinking..

He was feeling pain..

Galbe kan yetga6a3 ma3a kel ahh egoulha..

Bs ma beeedy shay asawweeh..

I hugged him reaaaally tight trying to ignore his ache until it’s stopped..

…

Me: khaled?

Me: khaleddd

I slowly opened my eyes..

Haw waina?

I noticed his pajama on the ground..

I grabbed it and hanged it up..

Muuustaaa7eeeel e3alleg hdouuuma hal ensaannn!!!!

I tied my hair and went to the bathroom..

Ufffff abeee marra alga elma3jouuuuunn msakkar 3ugbaaa!!!

Ou yetsabba7 bedoun maysakker elsetaraaa el7ammam yerchaakh may bsebbetaaa!!!

3afsa 3afsaaa hal ensaaaannn!!!

I did my job and went outside our room to search for him..

Until I found him standing on the beach..

I went closer to him while saying: KHALED MA A9ADEG SHKETHER ENTA 3AFEEESAAA!! Yaakheee qadder enna weyyak wa7daaa maskeeena msharketek elghuuurfaaa jaaaddd allah y3eeeny 3alaaaaikkk!!!

He turned around and smiled: 9aba7 elward

I noticed a cigarette between his fingers..

My eyes popped out..

TANARFAZTTTT!!!

Maaaa ytouuuuuubbb!!!!

Me: 26 sena ou lail7een mu 3aref ma9la7tek?

He rolled his eyes to see the cigarette..

Khaled: greeb bag6a3

Me: meta greeeb ya khaled metaaaa??? Lamma etekawwad 3alaik el amraaath?? Ethaaak merkhe9 bnaffsek tara feee nas t3ezhaa ou mu meste3eda takhserha

He threw his cigarette and smiled: a7ebech

Me: khaled pleaseeee ana akalmek jaaaddd

I took few steps toward me and hugged me tight..

He said while rubbing my back: la t7ateeen

And all of a sudden my eyes started to tear heavily..

Me: eg6a3haa al7eeen ou mara7 a7aaateee

Khaled: 7ayaaateee laish tabcheen al7eeen shebaaachhyyy

Me: ga3da ashouuufek tmouuuut jeddamy ou tabeeny ath7aaak

Khaled: laaish yubaaa ana mafeeny shay min gallech eny mareethhh!!!

I know everythinggggg my deaaarrrr!!!!!!

Me: kel zegara etdakhenha etqallel men 3umrek khames degayeg

Khaled: baseee6a khames degayeggg

Me: wallah luw thaaanyaa maaaaaaabeeee!!

Khaled: 3uuumry entay enshallah bag6a3 bs khala9 la tabcheeen 3awarty galbe taraaach

And he started to wipe my tears by his rough hands..

Khaled: yallah yuba ghasly wayhech ou emshay netsabba7

Me: ok

We changed to our swimsuit and jumped inside the sea..

We enjoyed our time and I totally forgot about his illness ou finaaally I felt the honeymoon moments..

He was hugging me from the back..

Khaled: sha3rech lemballal brou7a qe9aaaa

I smiled: 3ayall many 6al3a men elba7aarrr

Khaled: ahhhhh ya ghenawy elwagt ma3aaaach lah ma3naaa

Me: ou elwagt ma3aaak asraaa3 men charger vin diesel

Khaled giggled: bagoulech shay egarge3 bgalbe men sneeeeeeen

I turned around: gouuuul

Khaled: Eeee chethyyy elwa7ed e3aref esoulefff chan lafaitay menzemaan

Me shyly: walaht 3ala wyaihek chan alef

Khaled: tadreeen eny kent atmanna atzawwaj wa7da esemha dinaaaa

Me: shma3naaa??

Khaled: ma tet9awerain shloun a3sheg hal esemmm!!

Me: aghaarrr

Khaled: eyyeeech el7achyyy

Me: gharred fee sema sam3y abee ta7ky ou ta6rebny

Suddenly he kissed my cheak and screamed: YAZEEEEEEEEEEEEEN ELMEN6ARBEEEEEEEEEEEEEN

I giggled in a shyly way: kammel

Khaled: sheftech ou 7abaitech ou kent atmanna enna esmech ekoun dina bsss youm 3araft enech ghena gelt wesh jab elgumar 7ag elnejouuuuum

Me: karaht esem dina?

Khaled: la ma karahta bs 7abait esem ghina akthaaarr

I smiled: ou shloun luw kent ghena ou om dina?

He grinned: ayabaaaaaaaa

Me: gouuul tamm

He pulled me closer to his chest and hugged me the tightest hug everrrr..

…

Me: shouuuf ana badesh el7ammam atsabba7 gablek lanna raightek tnarfezznyyyy

Khaled kan mendemej eb his mobile: ma 6alabtay elly 3ezzech

I smiled: shukran

I grabbed my towel and went to the bathroom..

I took a long warm shower and went out of the bathroom to dry my hair and let khaled came in to take a shower..

I opened the door to hear that weird voice..

It was more like moaning..

I froze in my place..

It was khaled’s voice..

My heart’s beats accelerated..

My body started to shiver..

Khaled: 3umaaarr many gaderrrr many gader men el3awaaarrrrr

He was crying!!!!!

That MAN was crying!!!!!

Khaled: kelyouuuuum ezeeeeed gemt magdar at7ammelaaaa!! Merty bedat tsheeekk!!!

My eyes couldn’t stop tearing..

Khaled: areddd wanaaa tawnii thaleth youm shahr 3asaaal!!

Khaled: adry walla adry bs 7araaam hal maskeeena thawwagt’ha elthaaaimm mabe athaweg’ha akthar 3umar efhamnyy!!

Khaled: madry madry ew9efly musakken ayshaaay

I went back to the bathroom and cried my heart out..

It was the first time seeing him crying..

Awwal marra he showed his weakness!!!!!

Elly sheftaaaa mesaaa3 muu khaledddd ensaaan thaanyyy!!!

He was crying like a child!!!!

His voice was repeated over and over in my mind!!!

I stayed in the bathroom 30 more minutes and I couldn’t get over his scenery..

Until he knocked the door..

Khaled: ghenawi? Feech shay? Chennech 6awwaltay?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kel hatha 3ashan ma ykharre3nyyy!!

Me: degega wa6la3

I went out..

Khaled: na3eeman

My face was emotionless..

Me: yen3am b7alek

I was trying to avoid his gazes..

I quickly took the hair dryer and started to dry my hair and he went inside the bathroom..

After minutes he went out..

Me: eljazeera sgheera ou malaina mafeeha shay tesaba7na ou rekabna qareb ou kelshay sawaina I think its time to go back to Kuwait

Khaled: tmelleen wana weyach?

Me: mu 3an bs ham walaht 3ala obouy

Khaled: besmellah ma mdaaa!! Hatha wentay darsa barra! Ou warana faransa la tensain

Me: mabe faransaaaaa!!!

Khaled: weyay betkoun ghair 9adgeeny

Me: khaled bared lekwait

Khaled: EEE LAISHH!!

And all of a sudden he fell down and screamed: AAAAAAAHHHHH

Me: 3ashaaan chethyyyyyyyy

Khaled was moaning loudly..

I couldn’t hold the scenery and I ran to the reception and asked them for an ambulance..

I was nervous madry shasaaawwyy!!

The ambulance came and took him to the closest hospital..

They told me that he has a serious problem in his kidney and they should do the surgery as soon as possible..

I was too afraid because I was alone and I don’t know what to do so I told my father about everything and he asked for a private jet to take khaled back to Kuwait to do the surgery..

I was too afraid from losing him..

Yaraab la tafje3ny bwafata gably yaraab 6awwel b3umraaa..

…

We9alna lekwait ou waddaw khaled elmustashfa direct..

Ma gelna 7ag ahala 3ashan ma nkhare3hum bs elwa7eed elly gelnalla 3umar his cousin lanna yadry 3an kelshay..

…

I couldn’t sleep a second ..

Two days passed and I couldn’t stop thinking of his surgery ..

Ou kel amaly ballah ennha tenja7 ou artaaa7..

…

The surgery took hours..

I was waiting outside waiting for the happy news..

My dad was with me..

I was trying to avoid the negative thoughts..

Me: mu cheenna 6awalaw?

Dad: ed3ay ed3ay ya bnaytee

I nodded..

My throat became drier than ever..

Yaraabbb ered nafs gabel ou a7saaan yaraabb la tkhalleny afgeda..

Rouuu7y t3allegat feeeh shloun bet3eeesh bedounaah!!!

And all of a sudden the door’s opened..

The doctor went out..

My dad and I didn’t say a word..

We were too weak to talk..

The doctor: entaw ahal elmareeth khaled?

We nodded..

The doctor: el7emdellah el3amaleya nja7at ne6roh lain ye97a men elbanj

I huge smile was drawn on my face and litters of happiness tears were falling down my cheeks..

Me: EL7EMDELLAH!!

My dad hugged me tight: alfff 7amd ou shukerrrr

Both of us sejadna sajdat shuker ou ga3adna nan6er e6al3ouun khaled..

….

Khaled raddatla 9e7eta ou he quit smoking AKHEERAAN..

7ayaatna 9araat wayed a7san ou a7laaa el7emdellah ra7at kel elmashakel ella mushkela wa7daaa..

Ana ou khaled bethab6 kel youm housha 3ala 3afsetaaaa!!

Ana aratteb ou ohwa y3affesss!!

Bs kelshaaaaaay ehoiuuuuun madama eb 9e77a ou 3afyaaah..

After two years yebna Dinaaa ..

She became my LIFEEE!!

She looked exactly like my mom and that’s a pleasureee!!!

A7es’ha juz’ mennyy ou shay yejma3ni bkhaaaledddd!!!

Me: dandouuuna 7abeeebeeee 7abeeebbb galbeeee .. mamaaa gouly mamaaa

Khaled: ghenaawy

Me: sam

Khaled: zahbe jan6etech benrou7 paris next week

Me: nightmare muuu parisss!! Mabe gelnaaa mabeeee

Khaled: neyyetee nkammel derasatna hnak yemeee3! 7araam 3endech majestair ma wgefat 3ala dektorahh

Me: tadreee eny ma7ebha wala a7eb elly feeha ou mu lazem akamel

Khaled: ely feeha? Abashrech emsekaw 3alaih shay ou ga6ouh bel sejen

Me: E7LEFFF!! A7MEDO BEL SEJEN?

Khaled smiled: sejen faransa el agshaaar

…

We went to France together with our Dina..

Kammalna derasatna ou 9erna dekatra el7emdellah ou bnafs el department b KU..

Ashoufa bel dawam wel bait shinu abe akthaar..

…

Marait bwayed thurouuuf 9a3ba..

Yemkn luw enqa9at eb film gaalaw film hindy..

Bas ekteshaft enna el9aber mefta7 elfaraaj..

Ou sheft enna Allah sub7anah etha a36a ad’hashh..

3a6any ely a7ebba ou 3a6any elbent ely a7lem feeha ou fakny men kel mushkela b7ayateee..

Sawait aghla6 b7ayatee ou kel ensan yaghle6..

Welly yaghle6 yakheth jezata bdenyeta aw akhreta..

Bs elly etoub allah y3awtha y3awtha y3awtha ..

Khaled: dinaaaa

Dina: a7ebbekk

I giggled: aghaaaaar

Khaled: darrabt’ha 3adel wala mathalletech

Me: etha ehya t7ebbekk anaaa

Khaled: entay shinuu?

Me: dinaaa

Dina: amouut alaich

Khaled laughed so hard: e7na kafu yahel e7na??