Its crystal clear .. Part41

I gasped: fashal??

I felt dryness in my throat and heaviness in my tongue ..

I couldn’t say a word..

I laid my back on the wall avoiding my body to fall..

Doctor: bs we aren’t sure though

My eyes started to tear..

Doctor: don’t lose hope ya ghena

Me while crying: wala shay zain b7ayatee walaa shaaayyyy!!! I’ve been through a lot waaayedd doctora waayeddd

Doctor smiled: kafy allah 3a6ach haljamal welmal ou elrayel gouly el7emdellah

Me: maaaby jamal mabe maaal abe sa3adaaaa!!!

Doctor: ed3y rabech elly sayla ma yekheebb ed3y ou kelech theqa enna khaled egoum belsalama

I nodded: akeed

Khaled: doctoraaa

Doctor: yabeeny

Me: rou7eellah

I wiped my tears and went back home..

My dad called me..

Me: alo

Dad: hala baba

Me: ahlain

Dad: shlounech al7een 3asa a7san??

Me: el7emdellah

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“Allahumma besmeka namouto wa na7ya wa elayka elma9eer”

It was the hundredth time saying du3a’ elnoum ou maaa nemttt!!

I was rolling on my bed for 3 hours..

I couldn’t stop thinking of khaled..

Wen kan 9ej fee fashal kalawy shbe9eer??

E3alej? Ou ba3dain? Emout?

Ou ana??

Shbe9eer feeny??

Shloun ba3eesh bedounaahh??

Shloun bat7ammal el7ayat bedouna?

Etha thekarta aw sheft 9warra shasawy?

Etha walaht 3alaih shloun akalma??

Ou wain ashoufaa!!!!

Suddenly, I took my mobile, typed his name and called him..

Khaled: hala belzainnn!

Shloun ba3eesh bedoun 9otaaa???

Me: hala feek!

Khaled: yazeen elly elyoum zayreenyy

Me: khaled shlounek?

Khaled: eb ne3ma ou khaairrr

A tear dropped down my cheeks..

Although of his illness he never shows his sadness..

Me: khaled ba’ajjel el3ers

Khaled: maku da3yy

Me: embala khaled la da3y!! lazem tsawy el3amaleyya

Khaled: ya 7eebbech 7g lemfawal sh3amaleetaa?

Me: khaleddd 3an leste3ba6

Khaled: tara 3amour kan ga3ed ekalemny 3an shay thany mukhech ra7 b3eeeed

Me: dektortek galatly kelshaaayyy

I felt his shock..

Khaled: ghena malech sheghel feha tbalegh!!

Me: tbalegh aw ma tbalegh ely a3arfa ennek lazem tsawy el3amaleya ou el3ers byet’ajjal ou kelyety ou ana bkubry fedak!

Khaled: ana makhthech full option mu 3ugb el3ers ta9demeny bkelya wa7daa

Me: khaledddd mu ga3da anakket!!!!

Khaled: walaa anaaa!! Lanny mu me7taj kelyetech kelyety shaghala ou 8 slender ba3ad

Uffffffffffff!!

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Shay enarfezzz muuuugadra anaammmm!!!

Khaled laish echatheb 3alayy!!

Ya3ni wallah many mayta 3al3ersss!

6aggaaaaaaaaaaag!

9arly malyoun sa3a belfraashh walany gadra anaamm!!

I decided to leave my bed..

Shasawwy?

I went to the kitchen to make some popcorn ou re7t shaghalt filmy elmu3tad “new york minute” men wana yahel wana ashoufaaa!!

I watched the movie until I fell asleep on the sofa..

I slowly opened my eyes and started to search on my mobile..

Muz3eeeejjjj tharoury aghayer elranna..

Ohhh Khaaaled!!!

I picked it up..

Me: alooo

Khaled: gouuumay elnas gayla

Me: ams ma nemt ella elsa3a 4

Khaled: ou sh7aggaa?

Me: ma yany nouum

Khaled: abeech shlouunn!

Me smiled: ajeek yeslam rasek

Khaled: yalla al7eeeennn!!

Me: ok! Lail7een bel3emomy?

Khaled: eeh lail7een

Me: masafat el6ereej!!

I jumped from the sofa and ran to my room..

I took a quick shower and wore those..

I grabbed my bag and went outside..

But ..

I froze in my place..

My eyes popped out..

Me: shlouuuun yeeeettt??

Khaled giggled: yeet bsayyarty

Me: waaaaaayy shloun rakhe9ok?

Khaled: 7ayatee getlech mafeeny shay

Me: el7emdellaaaaaahh

I threw myself on his chest and hugged him tight..

He started to rub my back and whispered: a7ebech

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Me: malaall

Khaled: amerech ne6la3?

Me: la ensany shway 3ashan afreg 3alaik elaila

Khaled: cant wait!!

Me: 3abaaaaly 7abeeeeebeee elayla elbeslak elabyaad ou 9eer melkak weldene teshhaaadd