Restrained Love .. Part28

This post is dedicated to Touuuta 3ainaaainyyy:::::<3!!!

They smiled: radaina 7g ba3ath

I smiled automatically ..

I ran toward them or literally I was flying from happiness ..

I hugged them really tight while crying ..

Me: waaaaay el7emdellaaaahhh!!!!!

Dad: alf el7emdellah wallah madry shloun 6allagt’ha

Mom: ba3ad 3umry! Wallah nafs el3ain ou 9abatna

I couldn’t stop smiling ..

Me: 7elfaw radaaitaaww!!

Dad giggled and kissed mom’s cheeks: ou hatha daleeel

Mom: ya ba3ad galbe galbech ta3alay

I went closer to her to hug me tight ..

She was running her hand on my hair ..

Akhhh I was feeling secure ..

Me: yummaa

Mom: omy

Me: a7mad sh9ar 3alaih!

Mom: te6allagnaa!! Radait lekwait ou sekant 3end omech 7e9a bhal sebba

Me: fakkaa!

Dad: ou ana entahazt elfer9a

So al7een agdar agoul ena hatha el ajmal?

Yath’hab el jameel “Yousif” leya’ty el ajmal “mamaaaaaa” ..

I was the happiest person on this planet ..

I ran to tell Dana about what just happened ..

Dana: hala belzaaaaain

Me: DANA DANA DANO DWAINA

Dana: besmellah shyaaachhh

Me: MAAMAAA OU BABA RADDAW 7AG BA3ATH I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT YA SHAGOUUUUUUL

Dana: CHATHAAAAAAABA! WAAAAAY A7LA KHABAAAARR!!!! MABROUUUUK!

Me: 7addaaa 7adda waaaaaaay Im over the mooooon!

Dana: merreeeeny khaneshtereellehum cake!!

Me: eeee ee 3ajeeeb yalla al7eeen!

I opened my closet to wear those ..

I grabbed my bag and ran to my car ..

Dad: ha wain?

Me: degeeega bagathy sheghel ou radda

Mom: allah y7afthech

I went to Dana, took her with me and we headed to November bakery ..

We chose an amazing cake and wrote on it “Welcome back my best couple” ..

 Me: dano ashterellehum shay?

Dana: la bas ba3daainn!

Me: khala9 okk

Dana: ta3alay betsafrounn this summer?

Me: wain nsafer wana makhhtha 9aify!

Dana: eee ams samero dagga 3alay tgoully khanrou7 dubai weya ba3ath

Me: abaaaaih yalaaaaait!

Dana: yallah tara e7na 7adna meshta6eeen ask your parents ou redellena khabar

Me: way etewaqe3ain yerthon?

Dana: madry ana obouy rethaa

Me: WANASAAAA!!!!!!!

Dana: se’leehum atwaqa3 byerthon!

Me: allah yesma3 mennechh!

Dana: enzain bouseelleyahummm ou golellehum mabrouk from me

Me: yo9aaal! tabeen ice cream 3ala 7saby?

Dana: akeeeeed!

Me giggled: yallah ok

We went to Bared el3daileya sharaina ba3dain wadait’ha bait’ha ou radait elbait ..

I took the cake out of the box and entered the house ..

Me: ya deblet elkhu6ouuuba 3u’balna kullena

They were laughing in a shyly way ..

I gave them the cake ..

They were so haaappy ..

Allah ytammem ..

Mom: Allah y3afeek deg 3ala watha7 ou Yara khal eyoun ye7tafloun weyana

Dad: yalah al7een

Dad called them to come and join us ..

Mom was reading the newspaper ..

Mom: ya7laaaila weld ghanouma bent khaly takharraj

Me: ay wa7ed?

Mom: 3umar!

Me: eeee ya7lailaaa bashouuf!

I took the newspaper ou yalaitny ma khathait’ha ..

It was college of law graduation ceremony ..

I spotted yousif’s picture while saying the graduates word ..

I miss him ..

My eyes started to gleam from tears ..

I wish I could be there, supporting him and shouting with his name ..

I wish I was with him ..

I love him, I need him but ..

Mom: shfeeech? Minu sheftay?

Me: la bs ga3da atkhayalny mukanhum

Mom: enshallaah enshallah esena elyayya hanat

Me: enshallah

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So my parents rethaw asafer Dubai with the friends ..

Dana: CHATHABAAAA

Me: WALLAAAAAAAHHH!! 7EJZOULLY!

Dana: dezzay elflous al7eeen! Waaaaaay im so excited!

Me: MU KETHRYYY! So minu beyyee?

Dana: ana entay sameera raghda lulu ghanwa ou yasmin

Me: 7asaaafa fareeda ou layoul ahalhum ma rethaw?

Dana: laa kellesh!

Me: 7abaaaybe!

Dana: 7addaaa! Gelna lama nred bna7jez Hilton ta3weeth

Me: eeee ok!

I sent the money for Samira’s house ..

Ehya elly bta7jez ..

She booked us a suite in The Address dubai mall hotel ..

3ashan kherry merry haha ..

Ou ba3dain two days eb jumaira beach hotel ..

Elmudda kelha 5 days bs 3ashan el9aify elkhayes ..

I was so excited to pack my bags ..

So I started to pack them immediately ..

Dresses, necklaces, bags, shoes, hats, swim suits, tan …. IM READDYYYYY!!!!!!

…

Dana: OLLAH! Shda3wa two bags kelwa7da akbar men ethanya tara 5 days

Me: kaaaify!

We went to the airport and sat in caribou waiting for the girls to come ..

We were laughing continuously mu msadgeeen ..

Ghanwa: yebtaw janjefa ou chethy lezoum elsahra?

……: laa!

Ghanwa: 7asaafaa!

Yasmin: 3adyyy neshtery al7en men el duty free!

We took our bags and went to the duty free to buy janjefa ou uno ou shwayyat bal3aa ..

Then we went to the plane and off to Dubai ..

We enjoyed the first three days in SHOPPING and eating ..

Then we spent the left two days in the lovely jumairah beach ..

We had fun ..

I wouldn’t ask for more!!!!

Khams ayyam marran feee 7ayaaate ghaair ..

I loooooooove my friends ..

And back to Kuwait ..

Dad: 3asa stanastaw

Me: waaaaayed

Mom: el7emdellaah!!

Dad: shloun elsefar brou7ech? E3temadtay 3ala nafsech?

Me: tabe el9ara7aa? Samiro our guide we7na waraha ma nadry 3an shay

Dad: yaaaah?

I giggled: ba3ad ehya ely 7ajza sh3arrafna

Mom: ma3alaih tajrubaa

Me: ee wallah jad kayyafnaaa

Dad: allah ywaneskum bel 3afya

Mom: eeeh sarouna enshallah hal khamis 3ers bent refejty yaybatly be6aqtain ou yara ma tegdar teyye fa ta3alay weyyay fashla

Me: yaaaaaaaay 3ad tawni sharia shkether dresses men dubai enshallahhh enshhallah

Mom: bs lebsay shay sater

Me: 3ers?

Mom: madry shinu 6areeqat’hum

Me: anyway aslan mu mfa9ekheen wayed

And all of a sudden my mobile rang ..

It was Reem ..

Me: alo

Reem: hiiii sarah shlounech?

Me: zaina el7emdellah entay?

Reem: wayed zaina el7emdellaaah ou kha9atan 3ugub ma ga3adt ma3ach thakelyom!

Me: 9ej? Laish?

Reem: finally I got the courage to pray

I gasped: SHINU?

Reem: I know I know! Bs kent a7es ena fashla madry madry shloun ashra7 elmuhem ena el7emdellah!

Me: ok?

Reem: shelt kel my hot shorts wadait’hum elshalaih mara7 albes’hum ela menak

Me: ta6awur!

Reem: ga3da a7aawel atghayyar bs fe shay many gadra ahedda

Me: shinu?

Reem: fahad!

Me: who’s fahad?

Reem: my boy friend

Me: 3ENDECH???

Reem: he’s the third one sarah!

Me: oh my god!

Reem: a7eba!

Me: laish ma yetzawejech?

Reem: he’s not serious about marriage

Me: yel3ab

Reem: madry!

Me: feta7ty ma3ah elmawthou3?

Reem: billion times!

Me: shegoul?

Reem: mabeech zawaj!

Me: AHAM SHAY!

Reem: bs bs I swear he loves me!

Me: maynounaa ma tegderen t’hedeena!

Reem: he took my heart but I couldn’t take his last name!

Me: fakray eb allaah reem!!! Heddeeh 3ashan allah! Ou ana agoulechyaha men al7een kheera!

Reem: ana ma fakart ahedda ela 3ashan allah! Allah gave me a lot wallah ou ana ma astahel!! Fa 7asait lazem ared eljameel bs mu gadraa!

Me: 3ayal do it reema!! Ou kel ma tfakreen ena betredella aw tkalmena think of allah ou shloun kan generous ma3ach! Allah deserves enech etha7een! Ou a9lan fahad ma yestahel!

Reem: adry wallaaaahh! Khalas al7eeen al7een baheda! Ou I do need him bs I need Allah more!

Me: excellent reema

Reem: haha thankyouuuuu a7ebech

Me: ana akthaaaar

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Emm ayho ayho ayho ..

After a long time of thinking I chose those ..

I tied my hair in a small low bun ..

My look was simple but elegant ..

I went down stairs where my mom’s waiting ..

Mom: mashallah mashallah mashallah shhal jamal ou shhal 7alaat!

I blushed: 7etta mennek ya gameel

Mom: yallah emshay

We went to the driver’s car ..

Mom: wee khalf allah 3alay nesait elbe6ayeq

Me: al7een ayebhum wain 7a6at’hum?

Mom: foug bdary 3al maze

Me: ok 3ady arou7 7afyaa?

Mom giggled: hathy men awalha?

Me: la khala9 bat7ammal

I went to bring the cards ..

I was staring on them ..

“Afra7 Al**** ou Al****”

My heart skipped a beat ..

Galbe naghazny ..

I opened the card to read ..

Omg!!

Omg!!

Omg omg omg!!!!

My heart’s beats accelerated ..

I felt weakness in my legs ..

I sat on the closest chair ..

No no no way!!!!!

HE IS MINEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHO THE HELL IS NOURA!!!!

I can’t hold it ..

That was shocking ..

Ok 9a7 we broke up months ago bs bs sill ya3ni a7ebbaaa!!!

I can’t imagine him with someone else!!!

Musta7eeeeel!

Suddenly ..

Mom: haw wainech!! Sa3a tyeeben be6ayeq!!

My tongue was too heavy to reply her sentence ..

Mom: Sarah?

She came closer to me ..

Mom: shfeech mama

I stretched my hand to give her the cards ..

Mom: goumay yallah ta’akharna

I shook my face “no” ..

Mom: shfeeeech!

Me: rasy! Rasy magdar arou7

Mom: ekleellech panadola ou ta3alay 7asafat kashkhetech

Me: magdar!

Mom: 3ayal many ray7a ana ba3ad!

Me: Yuma rou7ay wallah mafeny shay!

Mom: akeeed?

Me: ee ee akeed

Mom: ok deery balech 3ala nafsech

Me: have fun

Mom: enshallah

She left the house ..

I was still under the shock ..

It was like a dream wallah many mestaw3eba MUSTA7EEEEEEEL!!!!!!

My tears started to fall down slowly ..

I took my heels of and ran to my room closed the door laid on my bed and cried my heart out ..

How could he marry her!!!

Shlouuuun galba y6aaw3aa y7eb ghairy wana lail7een many gadra ansaaah!!!

I WANT HIIIIMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!

Kellaaa mennyyy ana ely rethait aheddaaa kella menny effff!!!!

I couldn’t sleep that night ..

I was crying on my bad luck ..

I know I shouldn’t cry 3ashanaaa!! Lany ga3da abchy ou 7arga nafsy 3alaih ou ohwa mestanes weya his wife!!!

But I’m jealous!!!

I want him wallah abeeeeeeh!!!!!

Days passed wana 3ala 7a6ety ..

Galbe maqmout ou mukhy mu gader ewagef tafkeer eb yousif ..

I wish I could forget him ..

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Dana: bamerech

Me: maly khelg!

Dana: amout wa3aref shfeeeech? 9arlech 3 weeks wentay de3la ou kela malech khleg sh9ayer shesalfaa!

Me: ya3ni 9aify dana akeed!

Dana: la wallah manty 6abee3eya!

Me: staghferallah!

Dana: badlay yallah emshay ma3ay bashtery malabes 7g bent ekhty

Me: waaay dana rou7ay brou7ech

Dana: arou7 brou7y ou 3endy entay? Laish!

Me: efffffff

Dana: yallah saree3

Me: enzain!

I grabbed a jeans and a tshirt, tied my hair into a bun and waited for her ..

After a while she came and picked me up ..

We went to Avenues ..

Dana: emshay one moment

Me: yallah

I followed her to one moment ..

She was shopping for her niece and I was looking at the baby dresses randomly ..

Suddenly his smell reached my nose ..

His hugo cologne mixed with his bath&body body spray ..

I turned around to see him ..

Yousif ..

With a girl ..

I couldn’t stop staring on them ..

Until our eyes met ..

He stared away ..

But I didn’t remove my eyes from him ..

7abait asallem 3alaik ou akheth akhbarek wathakkerek bel gharam elly tanasaitah .. wa3allemek eny bagy 7afeth asrarek 7afart lah dakhel 3youny ou khabbaitah .. ley gelt bukra betma6er sha7at am6arek thab ghe9n elma7abbah went ma rewaitah .. ghairy sekan jannetek waskanteny narek 7etta ely ma yestwe weyak sawaitah .. wesh asawy bgalb sekan darek jak baitek ou 3af gloub fee baitah .. khayyart nafsy mabain elnas ou khtarek la gelt ya galbe EB3ED GAL 7ABAITAH ..

I went closer to him ..

Me: elsalamu 3alaikum