Restrained Love .. Part19

Tooo short bs wallah maku wagt bs 3ashankum;*

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My eyes popped out ..

Me: YUBA MEN 9EJJEEEK!!!! Ana shsawaaaitttt!

He ignored my words and went to his room ..

Shbe9eer akthar?

I ran to my room closed the door and burst into my tears ..

Ok I can forget everything and get over it in a while ou ared nafs gabel bs elmushkela ehya elly eb baa6ny!!!!!

Mara7 ekhaleeny ansa ..

I stared on my belly ..

Shasawi feeh?

Kella men jassem!!!!

Ohwa elly khallany a7amel!

E7en yabe yahel akher shay e6alleg!

Im just a 19 years old ou m6alegaa ..

Shloun bagoul 7g elnas? Shagoul 7g dana? 7g mama ou Yara? 7g mama 7essa ou lulu ou raghaddd ou yasmin ou sameera ou layal ou elbaje!!

Ou la ba3ad 7amel ..

Elbaby elly eb ba6ny shloun barabbe?

La rayel ou la om shloun shloun shasawwiiii ..

Bedoun ma a7es bnafsy khathait mobily ou 7a6ait raqam Jassem ..

6ooo6

6ooo6

almushtarek la yarud yurja elette9al fee waqten la7eq

I kept on calling him until he finally picked it up ..

Jassem: tara shaggaiteeennaa!!

Me: jassem!!

Jassem: shtabeeen?

Me: abeeek!!

Jassem: 6eeray bss!

Me: jassem bainna baby!!

Jassem: mu mushkelty!! Khal yousif erabbeh!

Me: AY YOUUUSIF! JASEM ENTA MEN 9EJJEK???

Jassem: Saraah! Ana sheft b3ainyy

Me: jassem wallal3atheem ana reem youm 3zematny 3al party madry ena yousif bekoun mennak wala adry enha mixed party asaasaan!!

Jassem: laish ma 6ala3tay men awal shay?

Me: ma kent mestaw3ba 7asbaly boyat!

Jassem: hahaha ou tetwaqe3ain halchethba bet6ouf 3alay? Wa6ya

Me: jassem wallah!!!

Jassem: ou lamma sheftay yousif geltay ma men ghareeb ou sheltay elmask ou 3a6aiteh ou gelteella elwa3ad geddam 9a7?

Me: OH MY GOD JASSEM MU MEN 9EJJEK!!!!

Jassem: shakla elwaled mqasbech tkalmeeny

Me: ent shgayyella?

Jassem: shbagoulla ya3ni? Getla khamalech sarah!

Me: JASSIM! I don’t know how to slap on face but karma DOES!

Jassem: slap on face ha? Entay ely mal alasbech bel 3ellag 3ala thahrech!

Me: bye!
…

Maaa asadeg ena mshaweh sum3ety jedam obouy ..

Welly mu gadra asadga ena obouy shloun 9addag!!!!!!

I was lost ..

I didn’t know what to do ..

I was afraid from people’s reactions about my divorce ..

I was thinking of my dad!! How could I get him back ..

My mom shloun bagoulaha?

I stayed on my bed for 3 days ..

I was really depressed from everything and everybody ..

My dad was bringing me food daily ..

But I couldn’t eat it ..

I’ve lost my appetite ..

I was losing myself slowly ..

The third day I received an unexpected call ..

I ignored it 5 times then I picked it up ..

Me: aloo?

……: wa3adtech eny awakher 3anech! I know I shouldn’t call you bs marrat elwa7ed ma yegdar 3ala galbaa faj’a khathait elmobile ou dagait laish madry bs I believe that everything happens for a reason so

Me: GET A LIFE!!!!