Restrained Love .. Part18

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He went to our room and locked the door ..

I sat on the couch and cried my heart out ..

I was really depressed ..

I wanna leave this life!!

I don’t want to live here anymore ..

It’s so unfair!!

I hate everything here!!

I hate people I hate myself!!

I gave more than what I’ve got ..

I gave respect but I got insult ..

I gave love and I got hate ..

I am totally desperate ..

I was thinking in a negative way until the sentence “إن مع العسر يسرا” crossed my mind ..

I was deeply thinking of it ..

The letter “Ma3a” means a lot!!

We don’t have to wait until “elyuser” come ..

Because it will definitely come ..

Because Allah says “ena MA3A el3usry yusra” ..

So they come together ..

WOW!!

I smiled automatically ..

Good things are coming!

Why should I be sad?

Why should I think negative ..

Ahhhh!

El7emdellah ..

El7emdellah 3ala kel 7al ..

I went to the laundry room and took a PJ ..

Then I laid on the couch, covered myself with the throw and slept ..

….

Jassem: SARAAA! SAROOO!

I was moaning ..

Me: hmmm

Jassem: GAMMAY YALLAH SHEELY GASHECH OU THELFAY BAITKUM!

I slowly open my eyes ..

Ba7awel astaw3eb shga3d eseer and why am I sleeping here in the living room ..

Jassem: GOUMAAY YALLAH!!

Me: abaih jassem shfeeek calm down!!

Jassem: LA TYANENEEENY!!

Me: jassem wallah faker belmawthou3 fakker eb waladna wallah allah ykhallek raje3 nafsek!!

He calmed down ..

Jassem: Sarah!!

I stared on him ..

Jassem: ana mabeech!

That was heart breaking ..

MU ASHKARAAAA!!

Me: 7aram 3alaikk

Jassem: kan lazem akoun 7ather! Laish arou7 b3eedd? Minu omech??

Me: omy?

Jassem: shma3nata lamma ete6allag ou awal ma tkhale9 3edat’ha etezawaj?? Nas wa6yaa!

My eyes popped out ..

I was shocked ..

Me: SHINU??

I don’t have a word to say!!

I was really shocked ..

Jassem: elly sema3teeh!

Me: enta wayed gam etemadaaa!

Jassem: 7alaly!

Me: hathyyy omy!!!!

Jassem: yousif na6rech ekhtheeh ou le7geeha!

Me: JASSEM!! ANA MABAINY OU BAIN YOUSIF SHAY WALLAL3ATHEEM A7LEF LEK 3AL QURAAN!!! ANA ABEEEEEK!

Jassem: shakla wekd fager!! Yubaaa el g-class 7alalech ou a36eech mu’akhar ely tabeen yalla thelfaay

Wayed hanny!

Nazzal men mustaway!!

Mesa7 karamty belga3!!

Thalamnyy!!

Thalnyy!!!

Shbega ma sawally?

Laish abeeh? Shabe feeeh!!!

I left him and went to change my clothes and took my things ..

…

I was crying my heart out ..

Me: YUBBAAAAAAA

Me: YUBBAAAAA

Rose: whats wrong sarah?? Baba is not here!!

Me: roseee

I went and hugged her tight ..

I was needed to huh anyone ..

Ou maku ella Rose ..

She hugged me back ..

Then she took me to the couch to sit and bring me a cold water ..

After a while my dad came ..

Dad: sarouuuna? Shfeech baba?

Me: babaaa sniff

Dad: shfeeech

Me: baba jasem 6allagnyy sniff

Dad: SHINU? LAISHHH SH9AYER?

I don’t have an answer ..

Why?

What shall I say?

He saw me in a mixed party?

He thinks I am cheating on him?

Dad: hathaaa kafu ynazzel dmou3ech? Ana awareeh!!

Me: laaa yuba la twareeh khalaa9 ohwa ma yabeeny fa mabeeeh!!

Dad: men 9ejja hathaaa?? Yarfes elne3ma?

Me: yubaa mu bas chethyyy!!

Dad: shinuuu 3ayal?

Me: ana 7amel!

Dad: laaa 7awla wala quwata ela belaah!!! Sh9ayer yuba? Kelshay yen7al beltafahum!!

Me: goulla yuba rou7 3almaa!! Mu rathy yesma3ni hatha mu way tafahum aslan!!

Dad: ma3alaih al7een entay rou7ay qasly wayhech ou ghayry hdoumech ou erta7ay ou allah ysahhel

Me: enshallah

I went to my room ..

Ahh I miss my bed ..

I took a shower and laid on my bed until I fell asleep ..

I woke up 2 hours later ..

I felt that I want to tell my mom ..

Ehya elwa7eeda elly ra7 tefhamny ..

Lanha marrat eb halthurouuuf ..

Bs obouy ghair!

Maku muqaranaaa!!

And all of a sudden ..

Dad screamed: SARAAAAHHHH

God! Awal mara asma3a y9arekh!!

I jumped out of my bed and ran to him ..

Me: shfeeekk yubaaa!

Dad: we76ubaaa!!!

Owch!

Me: shinuuu!

Dad: allaah ygharbel bleesech fashalteeene ga9aitee wayhy jeddam elrayyal!!

Me: yuba ay rayyal shessalfaaa!!

Dad: thelfay 3an wayhee yallah thelfay!!